LOL !

My neighbour, Samantha, jus sent me two 'virus'es thru MSN. I din accept anything. There's no cancel n things. I tot it was real. Then, i couldn't think of other ways n i jus closed the conversation. LOL ! It's fake. Scared me.. I'll be killed by my brothers if it was real.. Now, I shall 'send' it to other ppl n scare them. Muahahhaha.. Beware..

Blah Blah..

Hehe. Thanks.. But Jesca, i'm feeling sick now.. A bit of sore throat, sneezing, runny nose..

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Today, jus lessons.. During CME, we played the "You" games n having the guardian angel thing till Valentine's Day. My mortal is... Dun tell you. =b Tell then not fun liao..

Then after school, ate lunch with twin n jiaxin. Went to jack's place.. For the first time.. =b Haha.. Ate student's meal.. Then walk walk with twin a while..

Nothing else..

Happy Birthday ! To Wei Qi ! =b
Happy Belated Birthday to Miss Su n Mrs Lee too !

Yep.

Emily, thanks. But it's not confirm yet. I'll work hard ! Hope you get it too ! =)

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So, thursday, we skipped our recess. Actually, we wanted to find Mrs Das but she wasnt around, in the end we went to look for miss su. At first, we din know how to say it. Then, all thanks to emily, she said "Miss Su, Pamela has something to tell you." N it all begins.. Miss Su said she'll try to ask for us, Pamela passed Miss Su her parent's letter. After school, we went to Nanyang Poly. After that, Pamela smsed me n said that she got the audition. I smsed miss su n talked abt it then, she asked me to get my parent to write a parent's letter n i did. Ellen too.

The next day, ellen n i passed our letter to miss su in the morning n during recess, we went to look for miss su, then miss su said we were all accepted by mrs chan but we had to see her after school. Audition starts at 2. So, we skipped our recess n lunch. N went to see mrs chan after sch. Mrs Elang asked if we can skip SS.. Then, we went up to mrs lee's homeroom. Their surprise was over n we missed everything.. T-T But we still got to eat the cake. We were discussing how to ask mrs lee. Then, mrs lee said that SS will be cancelled. Then, yay !

So, we rushed n changed n went down to the hall. Miss Goh was already teaching ellen. We joined in n learned for a while. Then we went down the stage n ellen taught us. All ballet steps n i am not good with them. After a while, the instructor came down n asked us to go up n start the audition. We are the first group ! But, we havnt learn n perfect the steps ! I'm still not sure abt them ! Then, he said that he can see with one look. Wow.. Then we sort-of chatted. He asked who is ellen ballet instructor, then ellen replied n he said he know her. Then he asked something else n he knows our CCA instructor too ! Then we started.. Ellen, the pro ballet dancer, dance n dance. No problem for her. I'm not too sure so he demonstrate for us again. Then we dance n dance, me, lousily. Then he went to his table n pamela n i was thinking we're dead. Then, he came back n said that we're most probably in. Happy but worried ? Then, we went to sit at the side n watched the others dance. Then, we went down n waited for our juniors. N only some came down. Emily went home !!!

Friday was also Angel's birthday.. The girl my mother took care of. My mum bought her a barbie doll yesterday n gave it to her mum. I followed my mum, n went to her working place at amk. Bought a few things. I just looked at the clothes as i pass by the store. Most likely going again. This time, to buy the clothes. The place is big..

Hope that yuling will have a chance to take part too !

The light in my room is spoilt, i cant on it at all. N i'm afraid of the dark.. Haha..

Wow, i've change to the google thing. It looks kinda.. weird.. Err wait, i think it's bcos i'm, using IE.. But it's still weird lar..

Tomorrow..

The day after today is the day that decides my fate..

Should i be happy ?

Tag replies..

Thanks a lot.

Yuling, i totally agree with you. There's SYF every 2 years lar. NDP, ya, every year. But who will hav that chance to perform ? It's like such a grand thing. Celebrating Singapore's birthday.. Wow.. Haha. Join the entertainment world ? LOL ! I'm shy..

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After a nap yesterday, i felt so much better.

Jus as i was about get over it, i see hope again.

Tmr, we will be trying to ask if we can take part. If we cant, i'll accept it. At least we tried. So, wish us good luck.

But it really looked so fun.

Lucky sec 2s n sec 3s. But comparing us n them, we had 2 SYFs n 1 DanceWorks. Still not bad lar.. But i still hope we will be given a chance lar. Oso dunno if i will get thru the audition if we can try..

It may be as if we are very greedy. But, dun you feel that it is really a grand thing ? How many ppl hav this chance ? How can we give up and miss this chance without trying ?

Not Fair !!!

I wan to take part in the NDP too ! I wan ! I dun mind practising n studying. I dun mind the stress. This is one in a life time chance ! I wan to join ! It's so unfair ! We can cope, i believe..

Why can i be born one year later ? I feel like crying. It's jus so.. I dunno wad to say. It's jus disappointing.. Why do hav hav to go to the hall if we cant take part in it ? It jus made me wan to join more n make me feel sadder. Why can a sec4 join ? This is the last year we are in this school. I really wan to join. I really dun mind having to practise n studying at the same time. Is exams more important than experiences ? I think they should let us hav a choice, whether or not we wan to join. C^2, choices n consequences. If we can choose to take part, we will bear the consequences, that is if we dun do well in our exams. Sec2 n sec3 will not hav mid-year. That one, i'm fine with it. We can still hav prelims. It's jus that those who are taking part will have to work harder n life will be harder. But i believe that everything will be worth it after all..

Isn't it a pity ? Why aren't there a NDP performance last year ?!

Good lar.. Sec 2s n 3s can take part..

I'm in not mood to do anything n talk about anything now..

I doubt i'll hav a chance like this again.
I dun wan to miss it.
But do i hav a choice ?
No.
Tears jus rolled down whenever i think of it..
I want to join..
I want to join..
I want to join..
But does it help ?
No.

I think i hav to take a long time to accept my fate.. Hah.

N i jus realised last night that the SPO cover page was done by emily..

Ahhh !

Yuling, i oso dunno. Our english teacher say latest by today.

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Nose bleeding a little ! Fell down while running. Actually, i din hav runny nose lar. Jus wanted to lame around.

Cut hair yesterday ! After 3 months, going 4. A bit too short. T-T

Well, i finished the essay last night. Ya, n thanks to samantha cos she helped me print. N thank you to my kor for letting me use the comp or i would hav died a horrible death.

Haha. A great response from the sec 1s in the dance blog. Although there's several repeats in the tagboard but i can jus delete them, the repeats.

I still cant get use to a sec 4 life. The homework are a lot. N i better stop doing last minute work. But i'm so used to it !

Finally got the SPO ! I can die without it. Forget to do this, do that, bring this, bring that..

No one is home.. Except my father sleeping.. zZz..

Lunch ? My kor is buying ? I'm hungry..

Commonwealth Essay..

Done !

1283 words. Wow. 1st time in my life.

Type till my hand pain. My wrist.

Ermm..

YuLing, i dunno lar. But i think some of the sec1s are talking something bad about us. Cannot really hear them. But got 1 or 2 ppl talking n when they realised i was standing beside them, they laughed n shh.. I dunno how to say it. Jus feel that they are talking bad things about us.

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Haha. Went to the dance blog n 2 sec1s tagged. LOL ! Quite a good respond huh.

Nothing else.

Mus do homework. Tuition homework ! Argh ! Tomorrow.

I should finish the whole bottle of antibiotics pills. But i'm sick n tired of it. The pills are so big. So, i decided that i wun take it anymore. My mum agrees too. Since my eye dun hurt anymore..

Finally..

The CCA Fair is over ! Had a great time ! But tired.

Ran up n down from b1 to 3rd to b1 to 2nd floor. Drew eye liner on my eye lid. N waited for awhile n suddenly.. "Next up, we having modern dance." Err.. We should be the last item. But no choice lor, hav to start. Ran thru the sec1 crowd n up the stage.. N started dancing. Din sense anything wrong until the 2nd part, when we were supposed to cluster in the middle. Then.. Only a few of us. Then danced the whole dance with the few of us. The rest were in the backstage dunno doing wad..

Then, we went back to the hall. N mr tan said the MCs made a mistake. N we'll go again after st john. Then after st john, the MC said "Encore performance by modern dance." LOL ! Made us so thick-skin. Like that. This time, the music din play for a long time so, we walked down the crowd n heard ppl talking.. Some positive, some negative. Music played n we went up to the stage. The curtain din open. So, we jus went in n waited inside. When the curtain opened n the music played, we posed. Then started dancing. This time should be better lar. But most of my energy was used up in the 1st time. I know some sec1s dun like us. Heh..

Then, we went up to the booth. Displayed the stuffs. N walking around with the boards n props. I danced the chinese umbrella part. Near the end, i was so tired. Then, after the booth thing, we went to the dance studio n 'partied'. We danced n we did modeling for fun. Yuling videoed them. Had a great time.

Mum's working again.

My 100th post. Haha.

Argh !

Twin, ppl should know that twin = qian hui, n qian hui = twin.

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I'm not feeling very well now.. N there's CCA Fair tmr. Hopefully i'll feel better by tmr. There are too many homework ! I'm staying back this few days. T-T

My eye is so much better but it still hurts a little. But in school, it's sometimes itchy. But i cant scratch it. So, you'll see me blinking hard n 'pulling' my eye.

There are practices this few days. SYF yesterday. Did stretching n my legs hurt. CCA Fair practice jus now. Legs are weak.. No strength.. N yuling wasnt there. I had to lead. Haix.. They were in a slacking kind of mood. Thanks to olivia n emily, they helped me. Hope that everything will be fine tmr..

We will be dancing tmr n we will oso be setting up a booth. I dun wan to put on make up. Especially because of my eye. Olivia said fitri wants to put eye liner. I told her i got eye infection but she dun believe me.. Olivia ar, pls.. I'm not that kind who lies. Dun poke my so-called wound n make it worse.

Have to do the flyers later. zZz.. I'm tired already. I din get enough sleep this few days. Havnt finish most of my homework. E maths.. People finished them n are handing them up but i havnt done anything. N my tuition homework.. Haix..

Main purpose to use the comp.. Burn CD. But i jus wanted to post something here n in the dance blog..

Awww..

I'm sick. Jus visited the doctor. But i can still walk, jump n play n wadever. I'm still healthy. I'm jus having eye infection. So, i'm having a swollen eye. My left eye. It was painful yesterday, jus a little. N this morning, i woke up a bit swollen, cant notice. Now, swollen until.. Ppl can see lar. Twin was the first one to discover it, then fitri. Perhaps by that time, it has worsen. Now, when i blink it hurts, i blink hard, it hurts a lot.

So, i went to the polyclinic n i got a big bottle of antibiotics, big pink pills. Wondering how i'm going to swallow it. Then the medicine to prevent gastric pain. Then cream n a bottle of eye drop. N it only cos me $6.80. Hahas. N i even got an MC. But, i will go to school unless i really cannot make it. Cos tmr got SYF practice mah.. I walked out of the clinic n i saw martin. Hahas.

Having runny nose now.

Saw qian hui's bro on sunday for the first time. Then tuition.

There's a teacher, mr lee, taking over mr yeo. He was so fierce at first. Waaa.. Scary.. But after that, he is not that bad..

Went compass for lunch with qianhui n jiaxin. Maggie walked with us. Lol. Hwee's umbrella is auto one. $40 leh.. LOLOLOL ! Then, twin n i went to guardian. Her eyes are dry n itchy. So she bought a dunno how much eye drop. The pharmacist jieshao(forgot tt word) to her. Then she say i better see doctor n i did.

Hehe. SYF practice tmr. N i've forgot most of the steps. Opps. Gonna get scolding tmr by miss neo(our instructor).

Waaa..

Suddenly so many tags in one day..
YiXin, you jealous is it ? Ohh.. I understand le.. Cos i hit the deco ytd while dancing. LOL ! BUT ! Being tall has it's benefits too ! Hahahahhaha..

Ok.. Now.. Let's blog about thursday first..

I met maggie on thurs. She's the camp instructor. Poor thing.. No voice.. Bought sweets for her. So nice of me, right ?

The learning journey. Went to the supreme court first. So sad ar.. No more space in the court room so we cant go in.. Haix.. Disappointed.. Hehs..

Then after the quiz thing, lunch. We ate at Sakae Sushi. They wanted to eat so i followed them. So broke after that. First time i stepped into that shop. LOL ! Then, we went to the eurasian place. Then the tour guide told us that house was the president's house. Then, the talk n sugee cake ! The cake is so nice. Then the lady showed us the dance. Very cute.

I enjoyed the trip a lot ! Many ppl fell asleep in the bus. But i couldn't. It's hard for me to sleep in the bus..

Yesterday, went to the pcs amk childcare centre. It's quite different as i tot it would be. They danced for us. SOOOO CUTE ! A boy is hyperactive lar. Can dance n shake so much. Their songs are fast. Then we were worried that they will fall asleep when we dance. But they din lar.. Yes, i hit the deco. N i forgot a step too. Haha. Very obvious. T-T Then the hand sign. The kids followed us. Made me feel so happy. Haha.. I found one girl which i think is very very very cute. Hehe.. After the dance, a teacher wanted the songs. But we din bring the extra cds. So, i transfer the songs from my hp to her hp. When we were about to leave, i felt quite sad..

You know where we changed ? In the dunno wad room, cos the toilets all dun hav doors. We had to off the light n change inside.

Then we went back to school, it was raining very very heavily. So jiaxin n i stayed in school for awhile. Saw twin n jolene. Then the whole sec 1 sang a birthday song for jolene. It made her so happy. Some of them even cheered. I heard.. "Pretty jolene" n "sexy jolene" is it ? Whooo..

Then jiaxin n i walked to compass. All our shoes, socks, bags n uniforms are wet.

Then, i went home. Wanted to use the internet but it was down, i think. Cannot go into msn n cnt surf the net.

That's all.

Hehs.. MUS do n finish my tuition homework by today !!!

Jus koped a pic from yuling's blog..

Me n Pamela in our office wear. Hehs.

Yay..

Tag replies:
Only got one..
YuLing: Thanks ar.. Actually, i knew it.. Haha.. Jus kidding. Not funny.. Ok.. You class one oso not bad lar.. You very graceful lor. We changing the intro, now a bit messy lar.. So, not nice.. Keke..

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The past few days jus lessons n talks. So, not much things to talk about..

The cip dance instructors told me to pass my fan to 4A but today, their leader said they had enuf. So, i had to carry my fan around..

Today, quite fun actually. Though it's not what i tot it was going to be. But the course is still nice. lar..

First thing, the posture thing.
Second, IQ, EQ, CQ.
Third, Dress Sense.
Fourth, Facial Care.
Last, Dining Etiquette.
Did i leave out anything ?

Posture thing.. Taught us stand, pick up things, sit, walk..

That IQ, EQ n CQ thing is for communications skills.

Dress sense.. We knew which season palette we belongs to. What colours suit us. I belongs to COOL ! Autumn ?

Facial care, we learnt how to take care of our pretty faces.. Haha.. Step one, olive oil. Then, steaming, mask, wash face, toner, moisturize. In case i forget haha..

Had a 2 hours plus lunch. Had a hard time during lunch. Haha.. Actually not that bad lar.. But quite hungry. First we had salad. Then Rachel said there's a bug 'swimming' in the tomato juice n it's drowning. After that, the trainer asked what do we do when we notice a foreign object in our soup n we were all laughing. Second dish, soup. Then, prawn. We had to de-shell it with the fork n spoon. It's disgusting to cut off the head n de-shell the head, ok ? I had never de-shell prawns ever in my life. So, this is my first time. Then, chicken. A huge piece i hav.. After chicken.. Swiss roll ? N the coffee/tea. Then, we went home.

My heels were already dropping off during the course. I mean the heels' glue was not sticky anymore. YiXin told me first, follow by Wendy. I think it was spoilt long ago ? N i forgot.. Hmm.. N it got worse when we were about to reach the bus stop at toa payoh. The whole thing on the left heel was like coming out. Then, jiaxin n i took 159 n went home..

Tmr is the learning journey thing n friday is the cip. We are dancing ! Yay !!!

Hmm. N we are joining chingay ? =)

N twin is in camp..

Yay !

Burning the CIP songs for the rest.. 3 in all. Argh ! While burning, i found out that i bought the wrong cd !!! I wanted rewritable one. But i bought the non-rewritable one ! Tsk ! Waste my money ! Hm ! Should i buy it again ? I will be wasting 3 cds.. But i jus dun like it.. I accidentally burned 4 tracks on 1 cd when there is only 2 tracks. I wanted to delete them but cannot. Tsk.

My internet was down yesterday..

The instructors taught us the hand sign. Very fun. Hehe.. Then we recapped the dance item. N each class had to dance one by one. With the help of the instructors. I think our class is the best ! Yay ! Haha.. Go, 4E !

I bought my office wear today ! Cos i really had nothing to wear. Went to see yesterday, but my mum n i needed time to think n decide. So, we only bought it today.

Supposed to buy Pamela's present with twin today. But i tot i'll take a long time to buy my office wear. So, i told my twin i go buy. But she's not feeling well anyway.. So, i'm going to buy it tonight. I'm having a headache thinking of wad to buy for her..

Lessons starts tmr ! SS is the first period ! OMG ! The first period of the day, the week n the year !!! Nooo..

Ohh ya. Tuition was postponed to next sunday. Luckily, cos i havnt done a single thing.. Hmmm..

Today..

Was sitting in the hall for almost the whole day. Legs aching n numb. Hurts..

Lesson starting next monday. SS is the first period, first period of the year ! I dun like SS. But the more you dislike it, the more you cant get good results for it. So, i guess i mus try to love it..

It was my turn to be interviewed jus now. Wrote things n miss su asked me some questions. N i wrote my blog address. Will the teachers come n read our blog ? Hmmm.. Hope not..

Brothers are not at home, so i'm able to use the comp ! Yay !

CIP dance lesson again later. They din hav enuf fans ytd. So, we planned to bring ours later. Btw, the instructors are nice n friendly. We're going to get the cd later..

Tuition this sunday. I havnt do a single thing for the homework. Hehs..

I miss my twin.. Havnt been seeing her much this few days.. She's busy around the school, so she's not in class with us jus like some other ppl.

Pamela's birthday tmr. Opps. Forgot to get the class to sing a song for her..

I hav short term memory, seriously. I wanted to add in "4E" but i kept forgetting. At last, it's up, =)

A Short Post..

Jus reached home. After the CCA Fair Rehearsal n the CIP Dance Practice. Extremely tired. There's only 4 of us from our class. I'm in chinese.. Yay ! With Pooja. Pamela in modern. Malene in ballet. Hahas..

While walking out of sch, we saw that the securities had left.. Halfway walking with pooja, it started raining. Quite heavily.

There's a CIP dance practice again tmr. We are learning the hand sign thing..

CCA Fair Rehearsal today was horrible ! Heard Pamela say that we are off. There's two music, echo.. We dunno which to follow so, our timings are off. Sad.. T-T We'll practice harder !!! So, dancers, pls come !!! Monday !!!

Ewww.. I stink now. We danced in the gym. Dirty.. Sweaty.. I'm gonna bathe after i cool down..

Btw, i hav received my locker no.

My di wears long pants now.. It's so unbelievable.. He looks strange.. Haha.. Still cannot adapt to it..

First Day of School: Sec 4 Life..

Cant believe that i'm in sec 4. Dun feel right.. Feel that i'm still in sec 3. N i kept writing year 2006. In only it can still be 2006. I'm so afraid of being sec 4.. T-T Form teacher mdm su(but we still called her miss su), co-form miss tan.

Well, this morning i woke up once my alarm went off. Feeling quite excited. But i dun think i will b so energetic tmr.. While preparing for school, jus about to wear my watch, i realised that it has stopped. Stopped at around 0005. About 57 or 58 sec. Went around with knowing the time. Havnt replace the batteries yet. Felt quite ok lar. Not very guai.

Received a christmas present from Rachel. A penguin n a bear with my name. Is it her handwriting ? The words are so nice.. Looks like it's printed..

There's CCA Fair Rehearsal tmr. But our dance is not perfect yet. Still quite messy. Some parts are not done yet. Probably going to get some scoldings tmr..

This year's CIP sounds quite fun.. I'll be dancing. Hahas.. To some children. =) There's practice tmr too. 5 to 7.. Haix.. So late. Cant go home n rest cos there's CCA Fair.. All for the sec1s.. So, they better join. Haha. But some of the members dun wan too many sec1s to join. I tot the more the merrier ?

Speaking of the CIP Dance, they made me the leader. I dun wan.. I know i'm not a good leader lor.. I cant lead, really. There's only 5 of us..

N there's this grooming course thing. I hav problem with the office wear. I dun hav anything.. Gotta burrow.. But from who ?

Photo Shoot. I took off my specs. =) But there's some pimples here n there. Tsk..

Height n weight. I grew shorter by 0.3cm. N fatter by a lot. Pass 50 now. Sounds fat..

Then yea ! School Dismissal ! I went home. So tired.. I took a one-two hour nap. Twin called me when i was sleeping. I heard the telephone ring but i din bother. She said it's not important n she'll tell me tmr.. Wad thing ?!

Gotta do some research for the CIP thing. So, i took 2 hours from my bros today. But, i wan to watch tv at 2030. So, one n a half hour. Actually, i oso wan to watch tv now lor. Selfish !!! My printer cant print. How ? That means i'll have to write them out.. -.- I feel like i'm practising to write for my exams.. I'm afraid that i will be doing this for no reason.. N it will be of no use n my efforts will go down the drain.. I'm copying almost everything from the website..

Going to do the research now..

Nothing much..

Finished all my homework this afternoon ! Yeah ! First time finishing my homework so early. Haha. It's late compared to you right ?

A bird flew into my house jus now.. It's very cute i'm afraid of it.
I took some pictures of it. But it's so far away. My mum helped me take a close up of it..
-pic added on 3 jan 07.

I'm gonna hurry off n watch TianWaiFeiXian. Today is the last episode. My bros gave me the comp now cos they wan to watch it. Hmm ! Selfish !

Internet is laggish.

Tomorrow is the first day of school !
I'm quite excited actually. I'll be able to see my twin n friends tmr ! Haha ! But i'm stressed too ! I'm scared.. T-T I havnt receive the locker letter. Heavy books. But we dun hav to bring them tmr, right ?

A Brand New Year !

Happy New Year, everyone !
Wishing all of you all the best for the new year ! In wadever you do.. Good luck !

Went movie with Jean n Vanessa yesterday. Eileen din go. We watched "Death Note 2" ! Yea ! Some parts was funny and it was so sad.. I cried. Haha. I jus love it ! Anyway, we went to VivoCity n i couldnt find my way to the cinema at first. I anyhow walk n tada.. I'm there. The ticket was $9.50. Ouch.. XinTong. So ex ! The theatre was so big. We brought outside food in. Shh.. Actually, is they brought. I jus pay them n eat them. N i was freezing by the end of the movie. I was wearing a sweater. N Vanessa, wearing a sleeveless top, was not feeling cold.

We went to walk around while waiting for Theresa. We went to the countdown place to see. It was closed already. Then we went to Pets Safari. I think the name is like that.


That countdown place.. Hahas..

Theresa joined us after the movie. N we shop shop. N we saw Min Xuan n her mum. Then, we went home. I nid to catch some shows. Haha.. Theresa was disappointed. She wanted to count down. I also want but cannot lar. Countdown at home. Hahs. We'll only be able to see same figures there live but big ones, n with face some more, on the tv screen.

Then, counted down at home. Mum's asleep on the sofa. Di's asleep. Kor busy playing computer. I was alone, awake watching the countdown show. Watched MiLuBing perform..=) n the rest.. Theirs was like so short. Haix.. 3,2,1. N i sent several messages. N then their finale. N tt's all.

A New Year. I havnt finish my homework. Opps. Gotta finish all of them by today.

Pasar Malam downstairs.

Sneezing n having a runny nose. Feeling ok.. Quite sleepy actually. Not really feeling very well.. Kor's having it too. Same disease spreading around..

2 more days to.. School Reopen.
Happy ? Sad ? Nervous ?