It's been a month since I've posted anything. I'm going to regret this later when I try to compile all this into a book.
So, today....
I feel I have been a bit more high anxiety, on edge, impatient and not as loving the past few days. Its a good thing that I recognize this though. Makes me want to try to be calmer and more loving at those crazy moments. for instance; Emmry was crying and whining because I went upstairs to get something and she was mad that I told her to just stay downstairs and I would be right back. She cried and cried, whined and pulled on me (which irritated the tar out of me when she does that. She wasted me to hold he. I kept telling her to stop her crying and then I would. She kept screaming and whining and saying her tummy hurt. Then she bent over and acted like she was going to throw up. She spit on the tile. I walked over to get a paper towel (of course she followed screaming that she wanted me. and again, I told her that I would talk to her and hold her when she stopped her crying and because she was crying that is why her tummy was hurting. Well I got the paper towel and turned around just in time to catch throw up in my hand. Luckily I had that paper towel. That little stinker got so wound up that it caused her to throw up. Oh my. what a stinker. She then called down enough for me to talk to her, but I knew she needed a nap.
Today, the only way that I could keep myself from screaming and shutting the kids in their rooms because I was fed up with the whining and crying from both was to put them in the car and take them on a drive to get them to go to sleep.
It worked for Emmry, but not for Trey. At least trey was good about laying down and taking a nap when we got inside though.