Now that I am officially unemployed I feel freedom. I do not need to stress myself about my awful job. Definitely gained some useful experiences and hopefully I will be able to handle it when this event were to ever occur again. I felt that this was a very good experience of how hard working life is and that we cannot take anything for granted. The pay might be attractive but the environment around us is just as important.
Right now, I am on a never ending quest to find my next dream job. I hope that I will get a job soon and that I am able to adapt to the working environment.
I am really happy that my parents are back home safe and sound. I thank lord for giving me such a wonderful family, who are willing to give their life to me. I am glad to know I was not a disappointment to them even when I quit my job.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Irregular sleeping patterns is making me sick
This morning I woke up with a really bad sort throat. I am glad I managed to pull it off till the afternoon by drinking lots of fluid.
As usual I have not been doing much because there is nothing much for me to do. Called one of my recruiter this morning and his co-worker told me he is on reservist. Hopefully, he can get back to me ASAP. As you know, I need a job badly plus my parents will be back in 2wks time. I really need to get things going.
Abbott till today have yet to get back to me but they have not. Waiting for them is making me impatient and because of that I am starting to have sleepless nights. I constantly keep thinking what if I get the job or what if i didnt get the job. I know, lame but yes. Call me a dreamer :)
As usual I have not been doing much because there is nothing much for me to do. Called one of my recruiter this morning and his co-worker told me he is on reservist. Hopefully, he can get back to me ASAP. As you know, I need a job badly plus my parents will be back in 2wks time. I really need to get things going.
Abbott till today have yet to get back to me but they have not. Waiting for them is making me impatient and because of that I am starting to have sleepless nights. I constantly keep thinking what if I get the job or what if i didnt get the job. I know, lame but yes. Call me a dreamer :)
Monday, February 21, 2011
I hate my Life
I hate my life right now. I really do.
Dear Lord, please give me strength to go through this. I believe in u and I am confident that we can do this together.
Anyway I thought I would have a great 2011 but it turned out to be the worst phrase of my life.
1st I quit my job. why? i have a fucked up manager. who scolds me for everything. friends and family told me not to quit only because they are paying me well but for me, environment is currently more important than my pay. I cant go to work where all my co-workers are whispering. I want a happy environment. An environment that allows me to like my job when I am at work. How can I work with a manager who picks on me and like to see me make mistakes. I understand I am new but I am willing to learn but that's not good enough for her. I always have this dream that I believe I can be somebody one day but my goal seems to be fading away. I feel like I am starting from scratch once again.
2nd I am very disappointed that my parents are not being supportive that I quit my job. They do not want to believe that I have already tendered. I have told them many times that I am being abused at work and all they care about is my pay. I feel that they are not being understanding and that they only care about money.
Does money overtakes happiness? I guess for me is both but happiness is definitely in front of money.
3rd I really like sales but right now I do not have the confidence to do it. I felt that the words my manager said was discouraging and hurtful. Like all things we need to overcome our fear and simply go against it.
Dear Lord, I hope you can give me a sign and a direction so that I can follow you.
Dear Lord, I hope that I will have job interviews coming up
Dear Lord, I hope I can get a job soon
Dear Lord, I hope my parents are not mad with me
Dear Lord, I just hope abbott will hire me
Dear Lord, please give me strength to go through this. I believe in u and I am confident that we can do this together.
Anyway I thought I would have a great 2011 but it turned out to be the worst phrase of my life.
1st I quit my job. why? i have a fucked up manager. who scolds me for everything. friends and family told me not to quit only because they are paying me well but for me, environment is currently more important than my pay. I cant go to work where all my co-workers are whispering. I want a happy environment. An environment that allows me to like my job when I am at work. How can I work with a manager who picks on me and like to see me make mistakes. I understand I am new but I am willing to learn but that's not good enough for her. I always have this dream that I believe I can be somebody one day but my goal seems to be fading away. I feel like I am starting from scratch once again.
2nd I am very disappointed that my parents are not being supportive that I quit my job. They do not want to believe that I have already tendered. I have told them many times that I am being abused at work and all they care about is my pay. I feel that they are not being understanding and that they only care about money.
Does money overtakes happiness? I guess for me is both but happiness is definitely in front of money.
3rd I really like sales but right now I do not have the confidence to do it. I felt that the words my manager said was discouraging and hurtful. Like all things we need to overcome our fear and simply go against it.
Dear Lord, I hope you can give me a sign and a direction so that I can follow you.
Dear Lord, I hope that I will have job interviews coming up
Dear Lord, I hope I can get a job soon
Dear Lord, I hope my parents are not mad with me
Dear Lord, I just hope abbott will hire me
Thursday, September 02, 2010
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