四年如十年

好快，四年过了。

忙忙碌碌，又过了。

回想起当年刚从中学毕业，

我也快大学毕业了。

这四年，

有好有坏，

开心和不开心，

欢笑，眼泪，

政治，争执。

发生了好多好多。

有人进入我的生活，也有人离开。

有朋友，也有敌人。

要一一回想，真是有点难。

有点感慨，

为什么人生过得那么快。

这四年我都没有停下脚步，

去反省，去欣赏，去享受生命的这一切。

好快。

我也老了，不在年轻了。

是时候，放下学业成绩的包袱，

去过自己想要的生活。

在我还有年轻人的那种冲进和生命力时，

做我想做的，去我想去的地方。

学我想学的， 认识更多人。

但是。。。

该从何开始呢？

有那么一点不知所措。

毕竟突然间变得无所事事。

很不习惯。

还是别想拿么多。

过了monday and tuesday 的 CD1 and CD2 再说。

Last week to full blown stress

It's so painful.

I don't exactly know how to feel. To study or not to study.

To just heck it or what.

I am so tired.

It's been a long time. and i've come to the point i actually feel like vomitting the more i read.

And yet, i feel the stress building up.

2 wks 2 days to freedom.

I need a good break.

It's when i'm most stressed that i'm most vulnerable.

I realised.

I miss home.

I miss my mummy and papa and my meow meow and my bed.

I want to go home.

I'm so tired.

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13 more days

What a painful and torturous last lap.

But am glad that it is raining now.

Much relief to the sweltering heat.

Final Exam

The last lap.

Amazing how time flies.


From how i felt back as a year 1 student.

To now...


Things have changed.

So many things have happened.

I just need that kind of drive i had back then.

Let me find it.

2 more weeks.

And it'll be over.

Pray for me.

Help me pull through this last and perhaps the most important exam in my life.