....

怎么 哭了。。。

Blank.

I feel
Completely blank.
Completely empty.

Just don't feel like doing anything.

Over you.

I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


Good song.

I guess I'm just disappointed at what you did.
And that's all. Nothing more than that.

You will.

I'm not okay.
I'm not fine.

You came into my world, just to turn things upside down,
shattered every ounce of faith, courage and hope
and you left.

Yes, you did it. And you did it twice.

How could everything turn its back on me in just one day?
And yet it was on the same day i lost my angel, my strength.

Yes, I broke down. I broke down.
I tell no one. I show no one.
I do not want to depend on others again.

No one was at fault but I am.

I'm selfish.
I'm not ready to grow up.
I'm not ready to be stand up.
I'm not ready to be strong.
I'm not ready to see this life.

I know..
Certain happiness was never meant to be mine.
Certain things do not belong to me.
Maybe, love just isn't part of my life.

Does being strong equal to loneliness?

I'm defeated.
I surrender.
I hate myself for being such way.

This will be the last day I would allow myself to shed any tears for you.
I promised myself.

In a different light, you'll see me standing on my own again. You will.

yoh~

Yor~...i love the lyrics...damn meaningful..

Linkin park- New divide

I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur
Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in / between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss / in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret / and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

Destroy the distance in your eyes.

Fill this hole. connect the space between us.

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies.

You know you love us. Tell me you do.

Sigh.

It doesnt feel good.

Sigh.

笼子里的小鸟

一个被关在笼子里的小鸟，应该勇敢地飞出笼子去看看那又阔又蓝的天空，自由自在地飞翔；还是应该乖乖的呆在主人的身旁，陪伴着主人，报答主人的养育？

‘人生不在于长或短，只在乎曾经拥有....’

姐告诉我说 ‘你是一个很会管制自己的人，而我却总是觉得人生只要开心就好，其他的不要想那么多’。这一句话让我思考了整整一个晚上。

对，其实我真的很羡慕你。
因为我并不快乐，并不痛快。
在我心里，这一切一直以来都在挣扎着。
我也很想放下一切，好好地任性一下，痛快一下
可是我知道现在的我，并没有这份自私的勇气。

虽然小鸟是真的很想很想去感受飞翔在那片天空的美丽，那放纵的自由；
但是，它无法忍心背负着主人的悲伤去换来那份自由，
所以它最后还是选择了留在主人身旁。
它的选择错了吗？
它会后悔吗？

也许吧。
只希望有一天，主任会了解小鸟的心意，也让小鸟在挣扎中得到解脱。