Sunday, April 13, 2008;
hello hello! this is kei-chan from NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC, SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING, MARINE AND OFFSHORE TECHNOLOGY, YEAR 3.WTF WHY SO LONG SIA THE NAME. ok nvm. HIGH ON CHOCS! YES! CHOC IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! *bounces*currently having a headache. damn.. i always get a headache on sundays. THE HELL! ARGH! ok, year 3 is starting and GUESS WHAT. SO MANY EFFING ESSAYS TO DO. IDIOTIC SYSTEM! but on the bright side, CYH'S NO LONGER THE COURSE MANAGER! HAH! this year, i shall aim to maintain my gpa. ^^ IM LOVIN' IT. im kinda bored. so i shall now list out my current involvement in... =/ clubs? =/ smthg like that la.- NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC, SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING, MARINE AND OFFSHORE TECHNOLOGY, YEAR 3
- NGEE ANN SHOOTING CLUB MEMBER
- BLACK ORDER - GENERAL WINTERS SOKARO
- PRINCE OF TENNIS EOY'09 - OTORI CHOUTAROU
- 77STAR, VOICE ACTING COURSE - JANUARY STUDENT AKA PIONEER BATCH
- BLACK BANDANA GUILD WING LEADER
ahahahahaha! omg so damn lame. 6 nia! i shld have a namecard for those. hmmmm... maa ne..
i think im gonna love having a namecard with my current education printed on it. heh. speaking of education, IM GOING TO SCHOOL WITH JOAN TMR! hope we dont see shuyi on the same bus. hur.
alone in the dark- 4/13/2008 03:35:00 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008;
bla.. going to malaysia tmr. sheesh.. I.DONT.WANT.TO. urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.... no more skl. oh yay.. two weeks till exams. oh yeah, i screwed up ytd's paper big time. FUCK IT. recap:ytd's only lesson was SOM tutorial. the other class crashed in. some IDIOT just LOVE turning his head and stare at my friend. my friend was sitting next to me. ANY IDEA HOW IRRITATING IT IS, TO LIKE, BE STARED AT WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING THAT CREATES NOISE? fucking idiot. too bad he was staring at my friend and not at me. otherwise i can just slap him, since he's sitting less than 50cm from me. den lecturer made a joke that had C/G/I cup mentioned. well, forgive me and my friends for laughing. we're girls. we share this secret knowledge of BRA CUP SIZES. AND THAT IDIOT LESS THAN 50CM FROM ME FOUND IT DISTURBING FOR MY GRP TO LAUGH SO HARD. WHY? CANNOT ISSIT? JEALOUS THAT WE CAN FREELY LAUGH/DISCUSS ABOUT BRAS AND VISIT THE BRAS SECTION IN DEPARTMENTAL STORES WITHOUT GETTING WEIRD LOOKS ISSIT? GO BECOME A GIRL LAH! ....urgh... im there for ppl who need someone. who's there for me?
alone in the dark- 2/05/2008 05:28:00 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008;
whats the point of my existence? asked myself that many times. no clear answer. am i existing so that other people can make use of me?how many times have i always been there for people. how many times have i been wronged. can i help that my character is like this? maybe.. my existence in this world is just to be a pillar for others. let them pour out their heart and soul. but who's going to be my pillar? im human. i cant keep taking things in and letting none out. who do i talk to? noone. why? because they cannot be bothered with my problems. im so tired of this. why do i bother to go on living? so that i can be 'well used'? just feel so damn sick of all these. school problems, relationship problems and friend problems. health problems too. dear lord, help me.
alone in the dark- 1/09/2008 11:12:00 PM
Saturday, December 29, 2007;
Hiding amongst the growing weeds,
I spy the person I soon will seek.
Every week and everyday,
One of these days I'll have my way.
The soul is weak,
But the mind is strong.
Please grant my wish,
Before everything goes wrong.
He who says I am not well,
For I am nothing but a shell.
He who dwells in me forever,
Holds my consciousness with great power.
Hearing the beggings and the sobbings,
This newfound pleasure as he continues stripping.
This sense of dominance is mindreeling,
With her neverending virgin screamings.
I fought him to gain back power,
In front of a tainted flower.
I got my wish, she was released,
I ran away while she cried in peace.
I am hated by everyone,
But it is not I who wants twisted fun.
However who can I convince?
That it is my mind thats pulling the strings?
skl's gonna start. fuck projects. cant believe im updating either. urgh. men.
-excuses are nothing but verbal actions of obvious irresponsibilities-
alone in the dark- 12/29/2007 11:20:00 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007;
im sick and tired
alone in the dark- 12/01/2007 02:02:00 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007;
hi blog. guess what mr bloggie? im the next target. who's after me? a sicko. purebred sicko.hey mr bloggie, give me the willpower to ward off his crap. without violence of course. if i really need to use violence... give me the strength so that every slap or punch at his face, is worth my effort. bless me. see you soon mr bloggie.
alone in the dark- 7/14/2007 07:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007;
hmm jintze found my blog! hello! feel honoured to be the first to find it! ^^
alone in the dark- 6/24/2007 07:07:00 PM
