The unpredictability of the colour .

Monday, March 31, 2008

Aloha . I've got a multitude of things to blog about . Yeah . First things first , My dearest Mom and Dad celebrated their 22nd wedding anniversary on the 29th of March . Wooo . Haha . I'm so proud of them man . Both my Mom and Dad have very high expectations on me and I promise never to give them up for the anything else ; there can never be any greater GOOD than this . Oh yes , dearest Mom and Dad , thanks for bringing us up in the right way . No matter how many arguments or indifferences you have , you guys have always ensured the best for us . Thanks my lovely parents . I love you'll a million loads . I'm definitely blessed to have such good , loving , decent and compromising parents who gives me all the liberty in the world .

Dearest Mom and Dad ( taken in 2007 ) .

HAHA ! My Mom and Dad on the 29th of March 1986 . Btw my Mom isn't that tall . Apparently , she was standing on a stool for this shot ! Haha mommy !!! . But then again , both my Mom and Dad look really thin . Haha . So cute .

Contents Page

#1 : Vicky Cookie

#2 : 29th March : Danz Arena Registration

#3 : My answer to my fellow racist acquaintances ( A must read . Exclusive to one and all )

#4 : Random Thoughts

#1 : Vicky Cookie

Happy news . My dearest Vicky Cookie finally got into a poly . Wooo ! . He got into Republic Polytechnic . I'm so proud of him . Oh , he got his dream course , namely : Mirco & Nanotechnology . Wooo . Go Vicky !!! I'm so happy for you man !

Congrats to Vicky Cookie . Btw this is 1/4 of our beach pictures . Stupid Pravin still haven't send me our beach pictures . Argh . Anyways , that's Navin and Nesh at the background .

#2 : 29th March : Danz Arena registration

Anyways , I went to Fuchun CC at around 11 am . Pravin , Karpagam , Raji , Navin and Govan were already there to celebrate Logesh's birthday . Soon , I met Silas , Jonathan , Shobi , Nesh and Khartik . We went to Fuchun CC to meet the rest of them . After sabotaging Logesh , we settled to practise our dance . After that , Ibrahim and Thiru joined us . We started to chill and this decided to have a mini " sing a long " session .

After that , Silas , Jonathan , Nesh , Logesh and I went to Woodlands CC to register for our Danz Arena 2008 competition . Along the way , we met a group . We were talking about songs while we walked past them . And one fucktard from that ridiculous group went like " Sensors paathukoh " . Frankly that fucktard's imbecilic act was quite annoying . Jonathan and I went like " ooohh sooo scary .. purrrrr " . And yes .

After that , I met Velma from Diversity and GK productions . I signed the contract and Velma was explaining all the details of the Danz Arena and all . Haha . It went well . So we're officially participating in this year's Danz Arena , so fellow supporters , do support us .

#3 : My answer to my fellow racist acquaintances

Wooo . My favourite segment of today's entry . I've been patiently waiting to blast my fellow racist acquaintances . So here it is . ( Note : this is my very own personal experiences from my everyday associates and this is my very personal answer to them and this bares no relation to the general masses . Sometimes , the test to our patience is too gruesome and if I were to keep mum with regards to it then I shall forever remain browbeaten to their racial subjugations ) .

Frankly , I'm quite amazed . I really cannot fathom out how in the ruddy world can people be so hypocritical . I mean it's quite evident now , isn't it ? . We have always been taught to take the pledge during morning assembly and in fact , our teachers and fellow school correspondents have always emphasised on the importance of pledge-taking . We do swear this out " ... pledge ourselves as one united people . Regardless of race , language or religion to build a democratic society .... " .

That very phrase of the pledge shows the significance of racial cohesion . But then again , I strongly doubt if my fellow racist acquaintances know the sanctity of what they have basically pledged for the 13-14 years of their lives . And yes , SHAME on you fellow racist acquaintances , you have been blindly saying it for the past 13-14 years without truly upholding the virtues of it . What does it goes to show of you ? . I'm extremely disgusted with your attitude . Yikes .

You believed that telling your dad stuff would help you through the course of your life . But behold fellow homosapien ! Did you stop to think about your deceit ? . You started it all . I know that we all segregated ourselves due to the fact that we take different languages but frankly that doesn't give any idiot the rights to become a racist . If you found something "unusual" in your friend's hair then you should have directly let her know of it . You shouldn't be acting like an immatured retard by telling it to your classmates and then creating a joke out of it . SHAME on you . So much so for calling yourself a Singaporean .

My friend was totally heartbroken when she heard that she was made to withstand the brunt of your joke . Is it fair to transform or even downgrade her into a laughing stock ? . Gosh ! . Have you ever wondered what would have happened if she were to tell this to her Dad ? . You sought an easy way out babe but frankly , you will be punished some day . Not everyone have the patience to tolerate such atrocities - especially if you are living amidst the intellectuals in a democratic country .

What would you do , if I start to spread the FACT about your hygienic level ? . If her dandruff can look like head lices then what about the awful stench that your unbrushed mouths gives early in the morning ? . Oh , have you even stopped to think how badly you stink when you sweat ( pun intended ) ? . It's way worse off than the smell of rotten egg . Oh c'mon , cut the crap about your shit of " eee you don't bath " . At least deep down , I can safely say that I do bathe every mornings and evenings ( twice a day ) unlike you people - do you really need me to go into details ? . So really CUT the crap . It's enough . The tension is really building and I'm seriously contemplating of informing the higher authorities . Don't doubt it , I will do it if this persist and I'm jolly well certain of that .

Don't be hypocritical . If you start it , you better apologise and end it . I'm serious .

#4 : Random Thoughts

Opposition debating team

Anyways , Mr Rasa creating an opposition debating team to train up our current Sorkalam debaters . Haha . Pravin , Logesh , Dinesh and I are in the opposition team . Haha . It's so freaking hilarious . Gosh .

Mr Sengu

I'm really quite impress with Mr Sengu's intelligence and all . Suddenly , there's a change in Mr Sengu . I mean he's suddenly so nice to us . I mean , he really responds to our queries and appreciates us . Haha . Mr Sengu even told me that he will come for my Danz Arena . Haha . So cool eh ? . I think once again , the JINX is totally proven to be out for good . Oh , did I mention that I am taking Tamil seriously for good ? . Haha . I so need to improve my language . I can do really well for Tamil Literature but my language is not up to standard , so I need to polish it up .

Talk with the Principal

I had to report to school for a talk with the Principal . All the students who attained more than 2 H2 passes had to report for the talk . I have passes in 3 H2 + GP . Apparently only about 6% of the cohort attained passes in 3 H2 + GP - I'm happy to know that I am in the top 6% of my cohort . Oh , the principal - Mr Tan , looked at us and went like " You guys are in the top 25% of the cohort . You guys can really make it into the University . All you need is an extra level of effort to ace your As and make it to the local Univerisity . Don't let this chance slip off your fingers . Work hard till the next 6 months .... ". Frankly , it was an inspirational speech . Kudos to Mr Tan .

He showed us this particular videos . I think it was really inspirational and cool . Do check it out . He mentioned that , we are running in the race . It's not about who becomes first in the race but it's about finishing the race . Check out this ironman contestants who really taught us what perserverance truly means . In the wise words ( or rather actions ) of Sian Welch & Wendy Ingraham .

Also , do check out : this short film from this website ( truly inspirational as well ) . www.212movie.com .

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[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Good morning . I received this email and so , I decided to share this with all my readers . Do read through this because one day or so , it'll help you make important decisions that will save you from any heartbreaks .

If a man wants you ( guys , you can change it to girls too )

If a man wants you , nothing can keep him away .
If he doesn't want you , nothing can make him stay .

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition ( or spirit ) to save you from heartache .

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship
that's not meant to be .

Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you
truly happy .

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no , you can't be "friends" .
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend .

Don't settle . If you feel like he is stringing you along ,
then he probably is .

Don't stay because you think "it will get better " .
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better .

The only person who can control in a relationship is you .

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women .
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant ,
so why would he treat you any differently ?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his .

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you .

If something bothers you , speak up .

Never let a man know everything .
He will use it against you later .

You cannot change a man's behaviour .
Change comes from within .

Don't EVERY make him feel he is more important than you are ,
even if he has more education or in a better job .
Do not make him into a quasi-God .
He is a man . Nothing more , nothing less .

Never let a man define who you are .

Never borrow someone else's man .

Oh Lord ! If he cheated with you , he'll cheat on you .

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you .

All men are NOT dogs .
You shouldn't be the one doing all the bending .
Compromise is a two-way street .

You need time to heal between relationships .
There's nothing cute about baggage . Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship .

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you .
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals . Look for someone complimentary , not supplementary .

Dating is fun , even if he doesn't turn not to be Mr Right .

Make him miss you sometimes . When a man always know where you are and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted .

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need .
Keep him in your radar but get to know others .

Now this is an additional one from me :D ( not found in the email but something that I feel should be inserted into it ) .

Sex can be essential in a relationship but it must never be the PRIMARY concern in a relationship . For pete's sake , human beings aren't sex slaves . Love is not = to sex .

Nice ah ? . Haha . My fellow homosapiens , please follow this and screw the ones who break your heart . Frankly , who gave them the right to break your heart ? . Leave them to where they have always belonged to - the smelly drain and broaden up your mind . You've always been looking at the disgusting and smelly fishes in the drain , now it's about time YOU hook up with the beautiful fishes from the ocean . Remember the ocean emcompasses a plethora of fishes . You've got all the choices in the world to make the WISEST decisions .

Good day :)

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[c]d4rkang3l

Friday, March 28, 2008

Morning peeps . I didn't go to school today . So that explains why I'm blogging at this time . Haiz . I'm really really tired . I'm super exhausted and am completely drained of all energy . I couldn't wake up to go to school today . But well I did wake up early enough . Bathed and left my house . I was waiting at the bus stop and then I realised that the time was 7.30 am . Since I'm not allowed to come late one more time , I decided to head back home to rest . Actually I really wanted to take a nap but look , I'm wasting my life online . Haha .

Frankly , I need to thank my body . My body has been accommodating the pressures I give it . Like seriously ! . I've training too much ( on my own at times too ) and basically , I'm just not resting enough . I think for this whole week alone , I deprived my body of a mere 5 hours of sleep . Dry eyes + contact lens = Red watery eyes . Gosh , I'm really going bonkers . I so need to learn how to juggle everything . I'm just soo drained .

# 1 : GOOD NEWS - I AM SUPER SUPER HAPPY ; MY DREAM CAME TRUE :))))))

Anyway I've got a very very good news to share with one and all . I'm so happy . Hehe . Ok well , basically I got invited to join a floorball club * SMILES :)))) * .

On Wednesday ( 26th of March ) , my coach - Siva came down for our training . After a few sets of drills , he gathered all the girls and started to show his Fatpipe sticks . Gary came down to show us his Blast sticks soon Mr Nasti ( I hope that's the spelling ) came down to show his Salming sticks . The girls were pouring over those sticks - deciding which one to purchase . Since I am too in love with my very own stick , I decided not to purchase any new sticks . Actually I have an eye for Fatpipe sticks but I really love my excel stick . Back then , my Excel Maxima sticks was one of the best . But soon , my blade got worn off . So I changed my blade alone - I changed it to a Tahka blade . In total , I know I have spent more than $200 on my floorball stick and in any case , I really love my Tahka blade . I can do so many tricks with it . So .. haha yes .

So I was basically training by myself while others were looking at the sticks . I was taking shots at goal and all . Basically I think Mr Siva saw me taking shots .

After the sticks demonstration , Mr Siva called us for training . He was doing this drill whereby we need to run with the ball to the centre and take a shot at the keeper . Suddenly he went like " Vitz , please demonstrate " . I got so shocked and shy . I mean , I have to like do it infront of all the new year 1s and my fellow team mates . I was really shocked . I felt soo shy because I felt a million pair of eyes watching me . So with lots of anxiety , I took a shot and I was quite dumb enough that I took a shot directly at the keeper ( haha ) . AFter that Mr Siva asked all the girls to watch how I land on my right leg and take a shot . He also asked them to watch the way I take the shot . He asked me to try another 2 times and of course I showed my trademark move of running fast with the ball and taking a shot right at the top right hand corner of the goal post . After that he went like " wow , great shots " . I was feeling sooo "high" . Haha . I mean who doesn't like praises right ? .

So after that , Mr Siva challenged me , Priya and Suhashini for a game with the guys - Dinesh , Rizal and himself . So we girls were against those guys . It was really tough . Guys are obviously faster than girls . So yes . But thank God , I still have the ability and speed to be on par with guys . There was once I was running on par with Dinesh and - I mean of course he's a guy , he banged into me and I crashed onto the boards . I landed on my hip and yes it was super painful . I couldn't even get up but I didn't wanna look like a weakling and so I got up and pretended like I wasn't hurt ( haha my mini secrets ) .

Anyway I kind of made sure that Mr Siva couldn't get his pass through me . I kept tackling him and a couple of times , I got the ball from him and he went like " wah , you are really good ah !! " . Haha . Then there was once , I tricked him and ran as fast as I could and scored against him . Haha . He was like " wow , that was a very good shot " . We ended the game at around 9.15pm . After that , Mr Siva called me and went like " hey can you join my club - One West . I mean you can play well , so why not ? " . At that moment , I felt a million butterflies flying infront of me . I bloody swear that I wanted to scream my lungs out . But I acted really cool . I went like " of course Mr Siva , I'll be more than willing to " . Then Mr Siva stayed back to bend our sticks .

We wanted to bend our sticks so that we can do air hooks easily . Haha . So yes . While heating up the sticks , we had a mini conversation :

Mr Siva : Hey , howcome you are not playing for owls ah ? .
Me : Well , actually in 2005 , Mr Amir called me to his club . But 4 days after his invitation , I dislocated my knee .
Mr Siva : * got shocked * WHAT ? . Mr Amir called you to his club ??
Me : yes
Mr Siva : Wow then you must really be a very good player . Not bad I made the right choice . Anyway , we're training at Swiss Cottage on every Thursdays 630-930pm and I bet your Godfather will be very happy to see you play for OneWest .
Me : OMG !! I miss my Godfather and I can't wait to play for OneWest

Anyways guys , I really want to say a BIG BIG thank you to God . Jesus , I really thank you for giving me this opportunity . I mean , after 3 years , the chance came knocking at my door . Although it will be unwise to play at a club level since I have to focus on my A levels this year , I couldn't let this chance slip off my fingers . I mean , I can't wait for another couple of years . I want to express my sincere heartfelt thanks to all my sweethearts - my family members , friends and well wishers . I sms-ed my sweethearts instantly and all started screaming with joy on the phone . Haha . Thanks guys . A big dream that came true .

Anyways , OneWest may be a Division 2 team but I really want to start it slow for now . I can look at Division 1 team next year . For now , the timing and training venue is suitable . So yes , I'll be an official OneWest player from next thursday . Woahhh omg !! HAHA . SO HAPPY ! . Oh yes , my club competitions will start on July and end in October ( a scary month ) .

Floorball maniacs . Haha . Rury and me preparing for a free hit .

Me playing for Nebo in 2007

Believe in me , I'll make the impossible - possible :))

# 2 : Random Happenings ( with pictures )

We have changed our training timings and days . From now on , we'll be having dance practices on every Fridays and Saturdays . Fridays at 6.30-9.30 pm and Saturdays from 1030-530pm . The venue remains - at Jelapang Multi-storey carpark .

Oh , yesterday we had our dance practice at Jelapang and once again , we saw "it" . It was really scary . We decided to make lots of noise to keep ourselves focused during the dance .

Haha . I love my life . I feel quite accomplished . I mean , I opened up a dance group and am currently the leader of my dance group - Maniac Flamerz and we are preparing ourselves to dance on Danz Arena 2008 and now I am going to be a club player for floorball . Wow . Ok . But then again , I must also accomplish my very own fundamental goals . I need to ace my A levels . I need to get into NUS . 1st choice : Law , 2nd choice : degree in public policy , 3rd choice : political science . OMG . I need to really juggle my time and work my ass off . God bless me !

The 4 students . Haha - the 4 girls . Hmm 4 seems like a nice number ah . Anyway the 4 of us are closely packed friends . Cool ah ? . I LOVE THEM TO BITS LAA ( our Kaambujaam is the leader who carries the parang :P )

Myself with my darling candy floss . You know , I really really love candy floss ! Haha . I was sooo happy when I bought it from the Pasar Malam . And that's the gundu - Vicky cookie trying to steal my love from me !

Vicky cookie - move away from me ! I am not going to give you my candy floss !!

Silasoooo feeding me my candy floss ! It's soo blue ah !! OMG I LOVE CANDY FLOSS !!

You got coloured @
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Good day . I guess I'm officially going bonkers . I guess I've transformed into a ( closet) deranged soul . Yikes . Nowdays I'm feeling really hungry and I know I eat a lot . I'm definitely not on any diet so , eating a lot is not that bad yet . But then again , I can't seem to satisfy my highly increasing insatiable appetite . I'm serious . Today , I bought this "wrapped up" Nasi Briyani to school and ate it before school started . During my break , I ate 2 good meaty chicken pieces . After that I ate bread with sugar and etc . Before GAP , I ate Nasi Goreng . When I got back home , I ate dinner . So now I'm really confused . I guess I'm possessed . Anyway , the quote of the day is as follows :-

Me : Dei ! I'm feeling hungry
Gaya Devi : HAHAHA . Vitz you just ate . Seriously where is all the food that you're eating going to ??
Me : I don't know .

My sentiments with regards to this issue is = ** A mega huge sigh **

Actually , I am really bothered with this issue . I mean , I am a super health conscious person . I even skip eating at the fast food outlets . I only take in McDonalds like 2 times a month or lesser . Haiz . But now , I feel that I'm eating a lot . As in totally unhealthy food . I think I want to become a vegetarian for sometime or you know .. rivert back to my good'ol days . I used to envy and religiously follow the polynesian lifestyle . Maybe maybe maybe .. I should just you know .. go to some deserted island and spend my time meditating . Argh !

I know - my stamina is down . I'm feeling fat . I feel like as though I've lost all my abs . I feel so flabby . I hate this feeling . I need to start running . I think I'm going to become mad soon . Last year I became mad too . Right out of the blue , I decided to do a long run on one fine day . I started to run from the Bukit Panjang LRT station and I ended up there . It means , I started running from Bukit Panjang LRT station to Senja LRT , to Jelapang LRT , to Segar LRT , to Fajar LRT , to Bangkit , to Pending , to Petir and then to Bukit Panjang back again . It's not a simple and easy route for your information . I ran 4 rounds . But this time , I won't be surprised if I do a 7 rounds or so . I'm mad - remember ? . Haha . So fellow residents of Bukit Panjang , please don't get shocked or so if you see me running round and round and round and ... etc around the Bukit Panjang Estate . Remember - I am mad .

And ! I'm falling asleep in school way faster than every other normal days . Usually I forced myself to stay awake . But I can't seem to do so nowadays . It's like I either take a ( long ) power nap or I end up sleeping . I think I've transformed into an owl . I can't sleep at night . I toss and turn in bed like a mad girl . Honestly .. I think I am possessed . You know I won't be surprised if I fall asleep on the toilet floor while bathing . Seriously . That's how freaking tired I get .

Nevermind . I know I am mad . Anyway , lets talk about today's happenings . Haha .

25th March 2008

I had a very interesting morning . Haha . Well , I took the bus at 6.50 today . Haha . Super early eh ? . OHHH I got an incentive to taking the bus that early :P . Haha . I can never forget what happened this morning . But then , Vicky , Gaya Devi and Karpagam isn't convinced about todays happenings . I rarely look forward to my bus rides but today was special . Haha . He's such a bloody good eye candy . HAHA . I cannot believe this - Anyways I'm swinging single - so I technically have all the liberty in the world to check out , smile and dream about people I meet . Fret not , I'm not those kind of girls who go around dropping their hp number . Please spare me from those troubles . Haha . I wish to lead a sin-less life . Please .

During our GP lecture , Vicky ( Gundu ) , Gaya Devi , Vicky Puppy , Pravin , Karpagam and I started to write "erotic" stories - actually "erotic" sentences and passed it around . Those sentences gradually became a story . HAHA . So funny !!

During our GP lesson , Mdm Mesaenes asked me to suggest a song that can be related to topics like broken marriages or divorces or strain in relationships . My most random suggestion was the song by Kelly Clarkson - " Because of you " . It was well received by my classmates and teacher . Haha . Check it out - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLi0yBmPe0k ( the music video )

My friend suddenly reminded me of my favourite song from the past . Trademark's - Only love . My my . I used to be crazy over this song . Wow . The lyrics is superb !! . Wooo .

Someone made his/her own video with regards to this song . Do check it out too .

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

[ CHORUS ]
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[ CHORUS ]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

[ CHORUS ]

I love the lyrics . So sweet , so touching . The other person must be so understanding . Haha . What a song . WOW !!! .

Anyway GAP had it's " Breaking Free " drama production . Since I got mad , I didn't attend my GAP for at least a month or more . So I was assigned to usher the guest and friends in . Haha . Haiz .

I think Benjamin Sim did a solid job as "Jesus" . WOW .

Pastor Andrew Yeo's sharing of word was really touching and inspirational . I cannot believe that I'm so loved . He loves me unconditionally . And I love him too . Jesus , I love you with all my heart . Praise God . Amen ! .

" The blood that would
cleanse the souls of all men
Made its way through the
heart of Jerusalem "

You got coloured @
11:05 pm
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Buck Buck Buck .. I'm going to eat you .

This was taken during this year's cultural exchange programme . Myself with my favourite Japanese students . They're were playing in my group . Group D - the most ENTHU group :))

Us with the "peace" sign . Yes , we all wish for world peace :)

There's a bloody discrepancy in this picture . I should've worn my white watch :P . Haha .

AGNI 2008

Agni yesterday was a blast . Really . AJC's ICS is really good . Good job there guys . Kudos . It was really happening . I was sitting with my favourite SHC - Shankari and Logesh . We were occasionally bitching with Nathan ( TPJC ) and Karthik . Oh yes , Nathan's school won the 1st prize for impersonation . Haha . Nathan was acting as Vijay ( My favourite actor !! ) . Good one there Nathan !! . Oh , I was quite "high" yesterday . Haha . I really don't know why but I was suddenly so happy that I started to tease my favourite SHC - Shankari and her buddy - Latha . Oh yes , Karthika and Bammi ( both from TPJC ) won second for their singing . Well , it came as a shock . They always win the 1st prize but this time , they got 2nd . But then again , RJC did well too . Their singing was good . I think they did deserve the 1st prize .

After Agni , Vicky , Logesh and I decided to have our dinner before heading home . After dinner , we met Divya and Loges at Yio Chu Kang MRT station . To my surprise , my met my classmates in the train . They were heading home after the "arts show" . I was suppose to be there too but I had to miss it due to Agni . So yes .

Dance Practise @ Jelapang

Terrible terrible things happened yesterday . I'm really pissed . I mean , the "disturbings" continued again . This time round , Kristin saw it too . She started tearing when she saw "it" . After that , my cousin - Shobi started to see "it" . Frankly , "it" disturbed them terribly . I mean I don't really mind if the distubance is inclined towards the guys but it really pisses me off when "it" disturbs the girls . I mean guys are supposed to be stronger and they can remain calm and all . But not the girl - they can be weak when they see supernatural stuff like this . ( No , please don't presume that I'm discriminating my fellow women but I'm just making a point here ) .

I was really pissed that I walked over to the place where most of them spotted "it" walking and hiding . But I don't know why but I couldn't see "it" this time . I only saw "it" at the end . "It" was scaring us from the driver's seat .

Frankly , I am afraid of supernatural stuff too . But this whatever that's disturbing us is getting on my nerves . I mean practising there on Thursdays and Saturdays is really important to us . We were living a dream all this while and now it's the time to live our dream . We need this badly . But I really don't understand why that "thing" is disturbing us . I mean 3/4 of my dance mates have witnessed its disturbings . So what else ? . I did witnessed it too . But why ? . Did anything happened at the Jelapang Carpark when we were MIA-ing for 2 months ? . I mean , if something did really happen then proper measures must be taken . I know such supernatural stuff invites criticism and cynicism . Damn . I don't know how to channel my sentiments but I'm really annoyed . Well actually I'm feeling really angry . ARGHH ! .

But no matter what , we will use that place . I don't think anything is stronger than God . We believe in God . So let's see who emerge as victorious in the future .

Power

Oh , is there such a thing known as "hunger for power " ? . I mean technically speaking , we human beings have a natural instinct of possessing utmost power . Power in our sense means an advantage of having an upper hand over our fellow opponents . Power gives man a sense of security . Right ? . But then again , my wise man - Abraham Lincoln once said that " If you want to test a man , give him power " . Frankly , we can see people change when they are in power . Really . Some make it while some break . Did I mention that I believe in Obama ? . Haha . Well , that's besides the point .

A good friend of mine recently told me that someone said something like " why are you so desperate for power " right to his face . But really , if you only know the superficial happenings of stuff , then don't you think your comments were too harsh ? . Really .

Sometimes , very surprisingly , people do love an autocratic system . If you are running an autocratic system then don't call it democratic . Even if they do a mistake , their ego prevents them from admitting it . When someone else points it out , they tremble and we all know what happens next . WHY ?? . I mean for once , maybe you can listen up to what exactly is going on and then come up with a good solution . Whatever you are adopting now is considered a " ONLY I MUST WIN " situation . C'mon la . We'll know that having a "win-win" situation is super practical in today's society . Gosh .

And yes , people who are seriously clueless as to what is happening around the internal circle should not bother stepping in . For if we were to voice out the gaps within the way it is ruled then I strongly believe your support will be outnumbered . Yeap .

Aiyah , apart from crapping about craps , maybe we should really look into matters

Anyway apart from some serious matters , let's take a look at some light hearted stuff

Lighthearted Stuff

I received this in an email recently . WOW !!! . I didn't know that I had a relative in Sierra Leone !! . All these bloody scams .

Good Day,I am Celine Smith from Sierra Leone.I am an Orphan.I lost my parents during the recently ended civil war in my country.Please i am contacting you in respect of my inheritance.

Before My father's death he gave me documents which he obtained from a prime security company in Abidjan for the deposit of a trunk box containing the sum amount of $4.3 million dollars which he deposited with the security company.

My late father deposited the box with the security company and termed it family valuables for security reasons but had told me before his death that the contents of the box was $4.3 millions. Now i have established ownership of the box with the documents but now I want you to do me a favour to receive this funds in your country to any of your safe account in your country or any safer place as the beneficiary so that i will invest the money into a good business which you will supervise while i complete my education.

This is my reason for writing to you. Please if you are willing to assist me indicate your interest in replying me urgently.

Thanks,

Yours faithfully,

Celine Smith

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A video that is anti-elitism

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[c]d4rkang3l

Friday, March 21, 2008

Signed , sealed and delivered . Now that's specially for you .

Not like I've never said before ; but please let me be direct . I can play to the rhythm of your heartbeat . ( Oh please , I'm not dwelling in love or whatever , I just felt like saying it . So yes )

Jelapang Carpark is Haunted

It's really annoying me . I mean , the Jelapang carpark is supposed to be our very own venue to practise our dance but now , "something" is really disturbing us . We chose that place because it was closer to Uma's crib and most of them loved Bukit Panjang . But now ... grrr

Today we met at around 8pm . I gathered all the songs , concepts and ideas . After that , we made a few important decisions with regards to our Danz Arena 08 . Then I called for a committee meeting . So Nesh , Silas and I spoke while we walked to use the toilet at GreenRidge . I asked Shobi to teach Paul and Jonathan a few steps . So yes . After that , we danced for 6 songs . It was really tiring . I felt totally disturbed . Argh !.

Incidents :

#1 : Vicky saw a woman in black staring at us

#2 : I saw a white woman sitting at the last floor - the balcony near the rubbish chute

#3 : While dancing , Jonathan saw a black figure ( woman ) staring at him and he stopped in his track

#4 : Shobi saw a woman in black

#5 : Silas saw a woman in black near the fire hose

# 6 : I saw the black woman near the car . She was sitting right beside the driver's seat , looking at us

# 7 : When Silas , Nesh and I decided to head to GreenRidge , we took the lift down to the bottom floor . Well , the lift was at Level 1 and even before I pressed the button , it came to level 6 . When we entered inside , the entire lift smelt of jasmine .

# 8 : Shobi and I saw a white figure at the same balcony at the same time .

# 9 : While heading back home , Shobi saw that woman in black at front of the lift

# 10 : Silas and I were the last ones to leave the place and out of the blue , we heard a car accelerating at top speed towards us . In fact it was horning at us . But there were no trace of any car and besides , it was supposed to be the " in " route - which technically means that we can see the car infront of us . But the sound did freak us out . I was really agitated at that juncture . Really ! .

I really don't know what's happening but I'm really concerned over the safety of my dancers . Yeap . I need to find for a solution to this problem . Haiz , anyway the next practice is on Saturday ( 22 / 03 / 08 ) - 1030 am to 4 pm . So dearest Maniac Flamerz , I shall see you there .

Tit for Tat / eye for eye

Hmm . Tit for tat . Do you believe in this ? . Anyway , I gave one to such a person during the past week . I'm actually feeling proud of myself - I mean I finally did it against all odds . The odds were quite terrible but I did pluck up that courage and did it . This was my ultimate reply " Hey ______ , is this you or your friend whose messaging because I'm really confused as to who to reply to . So can you please enlighten me ? . Thanks " . Oh yes , I definitely meant everyword I said . And yes , I don't regret it either . You were a total DISAPPOINTMENT . I didn't expect this from you though . So much so for that facade - yes ? . A figment of my imagination on a smokescreen I suppose .

CIP DAY

Oh yes . Today , we had CIP day in school . Aminah - My PW mate and current CIP rep of my class decided to go to the Spastic Association of Singapore ( again ) . It was our second visit . Remember - We went to the same spastic school to do a presentation on Pele ? . So yes . The class who viewed our presentation remembered us . That was really pleasing .

However , this time round , our target group were above the age of 18 . So , they're more like adults . So yes . It was a different experience . Initially I felt damn sad - because the manager told us something like " the disabled , don't exactly have a good environment to stay in . The policies that the government has implemented doesn't exactly help the disabled . So we need good policy makers who take the disabled into account " . Somehow this nudged me . Ok . I guess it was a good reality check . So yeah .

Frankly , my 1st choice is to do Law , 2nd choice is to attain a degree in policy making and my last choice will be to attain a degree in political science . So yes . I will strive to be an excellent policymaker . Wow .. it's going to be tough route . But then again , you can only reap whatever you've sown . Argghh !

Oh yes . Anyway , I played "catching" with my CP kid-friends . I fed a spastic adult . Honestly , my heart really ached as I saw them . I mean we people have so much of liberty to do whatever we want to . Like : we can comb our own hair ; we can eat by ourselves . But they can't even do that . We people may take less than a minute to walk a mere 20 m but I saw a woman spending about 6-7 mins to walk that same distance . She was dragging her walker with her with so much of difficulty . You know , you can really sense her determination . Hah ! If you want real peace , real satisfaction and if you really want to see genuine smiles and genuine people who are appreciative of your efforts and all , please look for disabled or spastic people . They don't put up a false front . They don't believe in any smokescreen . They are who they are and will always be who they are .

Mabel is 14 years old . She's bloody beautiful . I was like looking at her and I went like " omg, she's sooo pretty " . She's a pink freak . She loves everything in pink . Her school bag , water bottle , shoes , hair pin and t shirt was in pink . She got fascinated with my handband . She held my hand and went like " bluee ! " . So cute . At the end of the day , when I bid farewell to her , she looked sad . I went near her and said bye and instantly , she planted a kiss on my cheek . A genuine kiss I would say . I felt really honoured . Although it pains me to see those people live their life with so much of difficulty , I am very happy that such genuine people do exist . I really want to become a volunteer in a spastic school after my As or else I really want to become an activist as well as a volunteer . The returns is simple but yet something that I would treasure all my life and it's called a : PRICELESS satisfaction . I can't even quantify it .

Goodnight . My brain's switching off .

I wish one and all a blessed Good Friday . I didn't do anything on Palm Sunday and I'm feeling really shittified . I'm far far away .....

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[c]d4rkang3l

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Yo !! Check this out : Millennia Insitute is into the Semi-Finals of the NJC Tamil Debates . Now isn't this really cool . I've already mentioned this long time ago - the freaking JINX is so totally out of MI . Woo .

Oh I kinda skipped floorball today . I really wanted to be there for Karpagam as well as to meet my super happening chic - Sivashankari . [ Oi siva ! See I skipped my floorball for you ] ! . Anyways MJC didn't put up a strong fight . The last time when I debated against MJC , their team was really strong . Eventually we got 2nd and they won . But this time round , the team comprising of my beloveds : Karpagam , Raji , Druga ( and Anisa ) did us proud by delivering a good speech . Karpagam wasn't as witty but her fluent speech as well as her freaking good pronounciation was SUPERB . Raji was soo good . Her rebuttals were amazing and she had a very good voice projection . Finally Druga lived up to the expectations by delivering the most awesome speech of the day . Logesh and I were writting down the rebuttals . We came up with like 5 rebuttals each - isn't that amazing . I mean , I literally wrote those stuff out in tamil - as in good tamil ?! . HAHA .

Star of the day : Please meet my super happening chic : SIVASHANKARI

My Super Happening Chic ( SHC ) rushed into the debating arena to capture some shots ( Oh well , she was the photographer ) . It was super heartwarming to meet my SHC after a loooooong time . So yes . After our debates , I met her and we have a nice bear hug . I went like " Woah babe , you're smelling good " and she replied with a " but dei , that's the smell of my sweat " . I was shocked . I went like " You sure ? . Oh man !! Now, that technically means that I'm in love with the smell of your sweat " . Haha I know .. it sounds funny right . Yeah .

After our debates , my fellow Millennians and I rushed to watch the PJC vs AJC debates . Frankly , AJC is the strongest team for this year's debates . I mean , they used to be the Champions of the debating series when I was quite young . I literally grew up idolising AJC debaters . Haha . Yeah . They're back as strong as they used to be . I strongly feel that they have what it takes to win this year . So yeah . I was praying badly that MI shouldn't meet AJC for the Semi-finals . Haha . We're up against TJC . I know this 2 people from TJC and they're strong too . Silas , Logesh and I will be helping our beloved ones . So yes . We have to make it to the finals - somehow .

After the PJC vs AJC debates ended , they gave us a 15 mins break . My SHC and I camwhored like nobody's business . She was so excited . We made a pinky promise to camwhore during Agni finals but I guess our turn came alot faster . Haha . So cool . Oh , the floorballers ( Dinesh , Suha , my SHC and I ) were talking about fat pipe sticks , air hooks and alot of floorball-related stuff . It was horrendously cool . Haha .

After that the release of the results , Logesh , my SHC and I went to Adam Road to eat . But unfortunately , the place was closed for renovation ( grrr ! ) . So we went to the nearest McDonalds . We spoke alot while eating . It was an eye-opening talk . Seriously , thanks dei .

Frankly I'm so happy . My SHC and I cleared some stuff . Anyways it's quite interesting that the Indian student- body community in Singapore is relatively small . Now this technically means that , if you happened to do something , it will spread around like fire . Haha . My SHC can certainly related to what I am ranting about ( eh ? ) . So fun . But I really need to thank my SHC for not placing her judgements too early into the game . She had the maturity to evaluate and check the facts . Thanks babe .

Oh the atmosphere in her school sounds bad . I think I would've perished a long time ago if I had been in NJC . It's like a freaking OMG thing . Wow . I so admire my SHC now . It's ok babe , we shall mug together . Alright ? . Pinky Promise !

Logesh , my SHC and I have planned to go out before heading to Agni this Friday . It's going to be super cool . Wooohooo !

Oh SHC I love you so much babe !! . Now that's my very own Super Happening Chic . Haha . Weee . Ok , I need to sleep now . Actually I can't even blog but I am trying to blog .

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Monday, March 17, 2008

It was a funny day .

Before typing out my rants , please allow me to expose someone who has forgotten to do something very important .

REVEALED

Dearest Shapnem Bhanu promised me that she would call today at around 6pm but she didn't do so . I'm so upset . Anyways , we chatted a lot on "heads" , "fingers" , oh she thought me how some new word ; it's called "va-jayjay" . So funny . Oh I find this thing super interesting : "
whose va-jayjay could be as ragged out as her " . Haha . OMG . Shapnem , you rock my socks .

My day

Ok anyway , while I was having my GP lesson , Vicky called me . He told me that he needed to meet me and Silas at Bukit Panjang Plaza ( BPP ) . So after school , I headed down to BPP . While waiting for Silas , I met Sheila and Izzah . After that , Silas and I took our dinner at BPP . Vicky joined us a while later . We bought our favourite bubble tea and went to chill out at our favourite - Jelapang Concourse . After sometime , we started to sing . I don't know why but yes . So we decided to head to the carpark . The carpark is the home to our dance practices . Haha . SO we slacked there . We sat in a circle in the middle of the path . Frankly , it was really a beautiful day ; there were no cars at all and that place seemed to be opened for me .

We started to sing some songs and we recorded them . Vicky and Silas kept singing lovey dovey songs . I sang light-hearted songs to brighten up the mood . We called it off with our "jalsa" song .

While singing , i felt really creepy . Something was bothering me . Oh well , I've mentioned this before - anyway I can feel "presence" and sometimes see "it" too . I felt the "presence" . I don't know why but something inside me told me to look at the highest floor and there I saw "it" - with long hair and white dress . She was sitting on the highest floor with her legs dangling . I told Silas to look up but he told me that he couldn't see anything . After sometime , Vicky saw "it" too . I felt really disturbed . Also right at the nick of time , Vicky and I realised that our bladder was on the verge of bursting . We headed down to Greenridge to pee . Haha .

Arghh . I'm so tired after a tiring day . Mr Richard told me that the details and application form for the Duathlon was not out yet . But I've got a weird feeling . I guess I am going to run at least 21 KM and cycle 40 KM . Now this is going to be a total pain in the ass . I mean , I know how much I went through after running that 21 KM in 2006 . I literally died . I couldn't walk home straight after that . I was walking like a drunkard . Haha . I hope I won't die half way through the race this time . Haha .

Oh yes , I think I'm going to die of cardiac arrest soon . Recently , my heart's been acting weirdly . I do have minor heart attacks . But this time round , on Sunday I had atleast 7 minor heart attacks . I thought I was going to die on that day . While I was in school during PE , I had 2 minor heart attacks and at one point in time , I felt a sharp pain in my heart . Silas told me that it might be due to the fact that I breathe in carbon dioxide . So my heart "shook" off to clear that CO2 . But frankly , I hope that it's not the symptoms of a possible cardiac arrest .

Haha . The quote of the day .

Vitz : Karpa , I gained some weight right ?

Karpa : Yes . You did .

Vitz : Serious ah ? . Where ?

Karpa : What do you mean by where ?? ( And she started laughing like a baboon )

Vitz : I meant .. do I look normal ??

Karpa : Last year you looked abnormal , this year you look normal .

Vitz : Naaye !

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[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I'm freaking pissed . I'm fuming and I swear I know that I'm breathing fire . I received this particular email and I'm horrendously displeased . I strongly feel bastards must be shot to death . This dirty world is sheltering certain bastards . Bastards are a waste of resources .

An 8 year old boy was caught stealing a bread in an Iranian market . He was punished in the name of Islam . His arm was to be crashed by a vehicle . That was the punishment that was meted out for him . Now he will lose the function of his arm - probably for a lifetime . This email came with this particular tag : " A religion of peace and love ?? " . Take a look at the pictures . They even photographed it . Arrgghh ! Sadistic bastards . Why in the world are the misinterpreting Islam ? . I don't think Islam is sadistic in any way . Seriously !

The first picture : Man making some announcement thingy

Check out his face . Poor thing . I really wonder how those sadistic bastards can do such an inhumane act . FUCK !

ARGHHH . He must be in great pain ! It's so evident from his face ! ARGGHH I wish I can shot them down

FUCKERS MUST BE SHOT

DAMN !

I don't know what to say . I'm feeling so angry . My blood is boiling . I cannot believe that I'm left to watch such atrocities happening right before my eyes . We are living in our very own comfort zone . We don't know what is pain . We don't know what an atrocity really means . Try to visualise your very own blood being subjected to such punishments . Would you still remain intact in your armchairs or set off to fight against those bastards ? . Frankly , our blood boils when something happens to our blood . But everything else remains unchanged if things happened to strangers ? . Right ? . So what's with this sheer nonsense of creating " a world without strangers ? " . We still deem EVERYONE as strangers ! . What crap !

Frankly I feel so belittled . So much of anger but where am I to direct it to ? . People out there are acting out of their senses and despite knowing that they are committing a grave mistake , we people are left to pine for loved ones ; or rather pine for lost loved ' strangers ' . I wish something can be done . Really . I hate the feeling of sitting down in my armchair on a comfort zone not doing anything . I wish I can go down there and do something . At least something . Or yes - kill some bastards before they kill me . Oh well , I wouldn't mind dying after killing some bastards . I don't care even if I get killed in the long run . At least I would've attained satisfaction to an extent before dying . It'll be way better than sticking down here with no part to play in eradicating such atrocities . Arrgghh . When will there be an end to all these ? . Atrocities like that MUST be stopped right now ! . Precious lives are losing away like no body's business and the bad ones are living a lot longer than those precious ones . Argh .

Something Patrick said long before is ringing in my head . " When there's comfort , there's no growth " . So when you want to really grow , please make do with that comfort . We'll learn better when we're out of our comfort zone . Singaporeans are just too lucky . Frankly they don't know how to appreciate it . I've personally seen people going like " Yessa , Mas Selamat is out ! . If he's out of country , Singapore is doomed . Finally I can see a war in Singapore . Yessa " . Fuck you la people . If you think war is too cool to miss then why are you'll staying in Singapore . Go on to those war-enveloped countries and feel the "cool" effects of war . I mean wouldn't it be "cool" to watch our loved ones being shot in the head or even beheaded ? . Oh yes , life is short .. we should watch those cool stuff ah ? . ASSHOLES .

Arghh !!!! I am angry angry angry angry ! .

Anyways I don't know what's with me . I'm frankly very pissed with alot of stuff . I am suddenly hearing that I'm been " missing in action " . Ok , I'm not denying it . I am absolutely stressed but I'm trying to cope with it . Can you like give me some time . Frankly , it'll help alot more . I don't wish to throw tantrums on you nor anyone else . So just give me some time . I myself don't know why I am stressed , pressurised and pissed and whatever . So yes . I may " MIA " alot but try to understand . If you can't encourage , then don't discourage . Thanks .

WARNING - Red Alert

I hope I made my point clear

Ifyoutotallygetthisthenstayoutofit. stressed.stressed.stressed.

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[c]d4rkang3l

I'm feeling really frustrated . I'm not feeling uptight over a lame petty issue but it's just my sentiments . So you can either choose to read my rants or leave this page .

I don't exactly watch the tamil movies they telecast on Vasantham Central on Saturdays . But today I was quite impressed with the flow of the movie from the start and thus I decided to watch it .

" Parattai Engira Azhagu Sundaram " - that's the name of the tamil flick . It's quite a weird name for a tamil movie but then again , it's nothing that extra-ordinary . They had 2 strong characters which was played by Dhanush and Archana . In short , the movie revolves around a woman who comes to the city from her village in search of her presumably lost son .

It encompasses a typical hide and seek game between the mother and son - the mother searching for son and the son pining for his mother and longing to find her . Gosh . Frankly , they literally tested the patience of the audience and I confess that I was totally affected . As in it's obvious that tamil movies use sentiments . But this one was really too much . Till the end , the son never gets to see his mother . The mother ends up dying . Oh the son could even dance for his mother's funeral but funnily , he never gets to see her face . FUNNY right ? .

But their acting deserves mention . I wish the story was well written . Such a waste of talent . Really . After Kadhal Kondaein , this was one of the Dhanush movie that I enjoyed watching . Good acting there dude . Oh yes , Archana was marvelous . Her portrayal as the mother was awesome . Oh my god . She deserves a national award for that . Good one . Their acting was so natural and it was quite touching . Man , my eyes were glued onto the TV screen . Yeaps . Oh haha , Meera Jasmine was as usual - cute and bubbly . Haha .

So yes .

Mother and son

Mother and son

Let me share something that's bothering me right now . It's 2 30 am and I am hearing a man's voice . He's actually singing some songs on the road . Hmm weird .

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[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, March 13, 2008

The dance fever has set in .

My group will be participating in this year's Danz Arena 2008 . I'm freaking excited - It's like the biggest dance event of the year !! . Do support us . Ok yes , if we happen to back off , we're liable for a penalty of $500 . So fret not , you'll catch us in action . Anyways , the committee has been set up .

Leader : Vithiya Kumar

Vice-Leader : Vignesh Subramaniam

Welfare and Disciplinary Head : Wilson Silas David

Anyways , we are meeting to discuss our dance stuff tomorrow . I'm freaking excited . Oh yes , we've fully established the fact that our very own venue for our dance practice will be held at the Jelapang Multi Storey carpark right infront of Jelapang LRT station . We have successfully managed to call it our home . But the biggest fault is the fact that we cannot practice when it's raining . The last floor is not sheltered . The 3 pin plug is only located at the last floor . But then again , when it rains , we'll use the concourse which is at the bottom level . Cool eh ? . Wooo .

So dearest Maniac Flamerz , do meet us at Bukit Panjang Plaza at 6.30 pm promptly and we'll have dinner and thereafter , proceed to the Jelapang Concourse to discuss our dance . Alrighty ? . Direct your queries to myself or Nesh . God Bless .

The heat's setting in .

Raining donkeys and dinosaurs again . Argghh . I don't know why but the heavy downpour actually transforms me into a responsible daughter . Haha . Yesterday I wanted to clear up my messy cupboard and I ended up mopping the floor for the first time in my life . I've never mopped my house floor before - actually I'm not allowed to . My parents think that I don't exactly know how to mop and yes . So yesterday I tried mopping . I got so fed up with the mess , the dust and everything else . But the biggest flaw was , I didn't know how to get started . So instantly , I called my bestfriend - Silas and he told me that I need to half-fill the pail with hot water and that I should pour the floor-cleaning substance into the water . I did as directed .

Soon I mopped the floor . It was so fun . I totally enjoyed mopping the floor . The nice heady scent was too overwhelming . Wow . When my mom came home after work , she went like " hmm what's that smell " . When I told her what I did , she went like " wow that's good . Why don't you carry on doing this even after school starts ? " . Haha hell yeah . You wish mom :p .

Today , I was home alone again . I'll be home alone till Friday - only going out in the evenings . Mom , Dad and my bro will always be off to work . So yes . It's quite disgusting to spend the rainy afternoons alone . I mean I'm not asking anyone to accompany me but its just that I lost my momentum and I freaking hate it when I laze around like an idiot . I felt super lazy to buy lunch . So I decided to cook .

Frankly I take great pride in everything that I do and that includes cooking . I'm not a 5 star chef but I TRY to cook well enough . I did Maggi Goreng and it turned out well . Frankly , I'm not allowed to eat non-vegetarian food due to the fact that my uncle died recently . But then again , I'm not close to him and I cannot stay being a vegetarian . So yes :P . So I tried to erase off all the evidence .. haha . But I managed to pack some maggi goreng for Silas .

Silas came to my house at around 6+ and we left for Jurong Point . We were supposed to help karpagam write her debate script for Sorkaalam 2008 . We met Suriya ( Karpa's sister ) and Pravin there . Oh I managed to give Karpagam a good sarcastic point for her script and I'm frankly proud of it . It looks like I'm improving in tamil . Weee . Haha . Well , what to expect ; it's the draw of the finals . After that , we settled for the pratas and a good'ol cup of hot teh kaathai - that means tea with extra milk . I've managed to pass this deadly addiction to all my friends .

Oops I forgot to add . Everyone who tasted my Maggi Goreng went like " OMG it's soo delicious . It's so nice . I didn't know you can cook this well " . Haha . I'm full of surprises I guess - ok I know that i shouldn't be blowing my own trumpet . But then again .. I'm definitely full of surprises . You may think that you know me 100% but then again , do you REALLY know me ? . Don't worry , I don't usually let my guards down and so , you are yet to figure out who I really am . Too bad to the lost ones .

Alright . Good night

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