*DOUBLE WHAMMY*
For any of you that tried to read the post from a couple hours ago... Hat's off to you. I have no idea why it posted as largely as it did. But in this case it is a good thing!
I Felt really bad about spilling the dirt on Heath *1st Whammy*
I felt really really bad when My Mom informed me earlier that she came across my blog and really enjoyed reading it *second Whammy*
I wanted to get on and erase what I had written this morning before my Mom had a chance to read it. She really Loves and sticks up for Heath when I am grumpy towards him. She even came to my home this morning to show me a Video Clip she thought Heath would get a kick out of.
I decided against it ... aside from someone needed to strain themselves to try and read it I thought I would instead make up for it by writing something nice!!
which looks like I may have to hold off until after lunch it out of the way... and the napping baby who just woke up soaked all around his belly is changed... and more than likely the place where he was sleeping!!
Mostly to the few people who will even see this they need to know and understand that i LOVE Heath. I would not of put myslef through and done all that I have done to even be near him. Heath understands me and loves just the way I am. Which is what any one would say to the one they love.... But I really feel he means all that he says. I can be myslef around him no matter how stupid I feel sometimes after I have already said something.
My Motherly duties are calling!!
I will write something more interesting and fun when I have some time to get some thoughts together. soon though!!
Thank you Mom for saying it was fun to read what I write. I told Heath we just need to write the next "Harry Potter" type craze books to make the Money we need to take care of everyone.... that Million dollar idea!?! *sigh*
more to come..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
=0( He also left the bathroom window wide open all night ..
... with the baby kittens in there!!
?????
we must really need that family vacation!
?????
we must really need that family vacation!
2 seconds to slip his mind & it ruined my day!!!
I LOVE My Husband......
If I didn't I would not be so irritated/hurt right now!
Most of the fights that Heath & I have are due to the fact that he does not pay attention or remember things very well on his own.
Well... I am really...Really...getting tired of it all. I wish there was some way for him to see how something so little can make my Day turn so sour before 8am!! It's not just me either who he ends up hurting... My mood effects our babies so so much... all I do anymore is yell ... and when they try to come and hug me... I don't want them "hanging" on me because I am so irritated!!! Just thinking about how things went down this morning sends me into tears....
When it comes to chores around the house I try to be as fair as I can because I know my husband works so hard at his job... he has the jobs that require going outside... It is hard to keep 3 little ones at bay while their Mommy is in and out of the house!
The Litter box, Ralph's cage, trash out & firewood in!!!
I got up the the children(before 7am), laid on the couch and dosed off!!! (like waking up to a bad dream) Breezy informs me that Wessley is poopy... It was all over his legs, pajamas and the blanket all the kids were laying on. Cammeron started crying right off the bat. I asked Breezy to "babysit" her screaming brother. I then scooped up Wessley in the pooped out blanket and headed to the bathroom.
We normally have a baby gate up just inside the door to keep the kittens in.. it was flat on the floor... I did not see it because I had Wess.. I tripped on it when I stepped down.. Lucky for me a Kitten broke the fall of one of my feet( I hope she's ok I came down on her hard), but Wessley went down to the floor. He hit his Head on the litter box that was in the middle of the floor (because Heath did not say anything when HE used the last of the Cat litter... so Momma kitty went potty all over the floor in the corner which My dear sweet husband told me he would clean up and didn't)
I yelled at Wess and made him cry... I didn't want to, I was just so upset. It is too much stress sometimes. It would be different if I had the mind frame that I had to do everything on my own... But It's not... I am trying to trust and rely on someone ... thats part of what being in a relationship is about... THIS SUCKS... Heath is just so unreliable ... and just now when I talked to him... he gets mad and hangs up on me because I'm upset... I didn't even really get that upset with him on the phone... I tried to tell him I was upset and did not want to ruin his day!
I'm sorry for venting on my husband... this kind of stuff is just driving me crazy!
Now my mood is building up.. I need to be done... besides. the Cat is getting into the trash that was supossed to go out... and It is starting to snow and get cold outside so I think I should bring in some firewood!!
Some Wives have Husbands that are .. "donkeys"
Some have Husbands like mine....
The Guys that are "donkeys" effect their wives the same way
My Husband does to me... But one is intentional... and one is out of stupidity
I still love you Heath... Please can you see what this does to me??
If I didn't I would not be so irritated/hurt right now!
Most of the fights that Heath & I have are due to the fact that he does not pay attention or remember things very well on his own.
Well... I am really...Really...getting tired of it all. I wish there was some way for him to see how something so little can make my Day turn so sour before 8am!! It's not just me either who he ends up hurting... My mood effects our babies so so much... all I do anymore is yell ... and when they try to come and hug me... I don't want them "hanging" on me because I am so irritated!!! Just thinking about how things went down this morning sends me into tears....
When it comes to chores around the house I try to be as fair as I can because I know my husband works so hard at his job... he has the jobs that require going outside... It is hard to keep 3 little ones at bay while their Mommy is in and out of the house!
The Litter box, Ralph's cage, trash out & firewood in!!!
I got up the the children(before 7am), laid on the couch and dosed off!!! (like waking up to a bad dream) Breezy informs me that Wessley is poopy... It was all over his legs, pajamas and the blanket all the kids were laying on. Cammeron started crying right off the bat. I asked Breezy to "babysit" her screaming brother. I then scooped up Wessley in the pooped out blanket and headed to the bathroom.
We normally have a baby gate up just inside the door to keep the kittens in.. it was flat on the floor... I did not see it because I had Wess.. I tripped on it when I stepped down.. Lucky for me a Kitten broke the fall of one of my feet( I hope she's ok I came down on her hard), but Wessley went down to the floor. He hit his Head on the litter box that was in the middle of the floor (because Heath did not say anything when HE used the last of the Cat litter... so Momma kitty went potty all over the floor in the corner which My dear sweet husband told me he would clean up and didn't)
I yelled at Wess and made him cry... I didn't want to, I was just so upset. It is too much stress sometimes. It would be different if I had the mind frame that I had to do everything on my own... But It's not... I am trying to trust and rely on someone ... thats part of what being in a relationship is about... THIS SUCKS... Heath is just so unreliable ... and just now when I talked to him... he gets mad and hangs up on me because I'm upset... I didn't even really get that upset with him on the phone... I tried to tell him I was upset and did not want to ruin his day!
I'm sorry for venting on my husband... this kind of stuff is just driving me crazy!
Now my mood is building up.. I need to be done... besides. the Cat is getting into the trash that was supossed to go out... and It is starting to snow and get cold outside so I think I should bring in some firewood!!
Some Wives have Husbands that are .. "donkeys"
Some have Husbands like mine....
The Guys that are "donkeys" effect their wives the same way
My Husband does to me... But one is intentional... and one is out of stupidity
I still love you Heath... Please can you see what this does to me??
Thursday, November 6, 2008
RaNdOmNeSs...
I find myself in this position often...I can't sleep and everyone is asleep.
I have been wanting to sit down and "Blog" something... but I was going off on short little tangents that did not really go anywhere.
I wanted to write something called "Make my single a Double" in reference to my Single wide trailer and the lack of some extra storage space.. but I think I might still do that here in the next couple of weeks as a tribute to my Fall cleaning and winterizing. *boring*
I wish i had a more exciting life... or maybe not. It's Busy for sure, just not with all the thrills that it used to come with. At least the kind of "thrills' that don't come with a spike in blood pressure.
We are strongly considering a road trip up to SLC and Ogden area before these Oh so nice gas ease. We are hoping that a road trip with just Heath , i and the kids will give us that "grown up'" feeling that we have so been needing!
well.. it is short.. but it is something
*radio announcing voice: "stay tuned and find out what happens next"
"cheesy... I know"
~ Wennie
I have been wanting to sit down and "Blog" something... but I was going off on short little tangents that did not really go anywhere.
I wanted to write something called "Make my single a Double" in reference to my Single wide trailer and the lack of some extra storage space.. but I think I might still do that here in the next couple of weeks as a tribute to my Fall cleaning and winterizing. *boring*
I wish i had a more exciting life... or maybe not. It's Busy for sure, just not with all the thrills that it used to come with. At least the kind of "thrills' that don't come with a spike in blood pressure.
We are strongly considering a road trip up to SLC and Ogden area before these Oh so nice gas ease. We are hoping that a road trip with just Heath , i and the kids will give us that "grown up'" feeling that we have so been needing!
well.. it is short.. but it is something
*radio announcing voice: "stay tuned and find out what happens next"
"cheesy... I know"
~ Wennie
Friday, October 24, 2008
"shut up brain... can't you tell I'm trying to relax"
... Breeawna just asked me for icecream ! ? ! It's not even 8:30am!
Normally the response would be after you finish your lunch.. or dinner... but not if you finish your breakfast. On top of that... they have not been finishing anything I give them anyways. The good, the bad and the yucky... it might as well ALL be Lima beans (which I happen to like)
I am also not sure about how many Bananas one small child can or should eat in a day... But Wessley can eat 3+ a day with no effect that I can tell at least. He used to eat Peanut butter sandwiches with his bananas... but I have been finding them dried up and crumpled up all over the house!!
But anyways....
I have been having a difficult time relaxing these days... My head is always swimming with thoughts or problems I need to take care of. I Love my Husband dearly and he is always willing to help out where he is needed.. But he lacks initiative.
Dishes, Laundry, Meals, Grocery shopping, the Dog"Ralphie", the Cat "Panda" ( & 3 kittens) Getting myself dressed for the day, getting the kids dressed for the day, baby proofing, potty training, boogers... Boogers...BOOGERS!!!!
These are a few things that ALWAYS keeping me going, going, going!!
I understand this is part of being a Mom... and I LOVE it (most days) but I wish that once they are in bed my head would give me a rest!! "are we late or coming up on any of our bills"? .."there is still the kids dinner (that they hardly touched) on the table that needs to be cleaned up" ... "I should really teach Heath to cook something other than Mac and Cheese or Pancakes"... "the dog is still outside"... Always thinking
It's when I think about the Non-important things that drive me crazier ( I can't think of any good ones right now)
I need a hobby... one that does not involve a hefty investment, small , sharp or eatable parts. Nothing breakable, nothing that requires hot glue, nails, cutting, or consumes too much time.
I also am not a big fan of reading large books (anything more then 50 pages)
"blogging" will give me somewhat of an outlet
*spazzmatic scream* "there is snot being rubbed EVERYWHERE" "Ewwwwwwwwwww"
I must go... my Monkey Child is so sweetly begging for more Bananas, Breezy has crayons all over the livingroom, CJ is trying to help me type and just hit his head on the keyboard... and Ralph has to go potty!!
Stay tuned *wink*
Normally the response would be after you finish your lunch.. or dinner... but not if you finish your breakfast. On top of that... they have not been finishing anything I give them anyways. The good, the bad and the yucky... it might as well ALL be Lima beans (which I happen to like)
I am also not sure about how many Bananas one small child can or should eat in a day... But Wessley can eat 3+ a day with no effect that I can tell at least. He used to eat Peanut butter sandwiches with his bananas... but I have been finding them dried up and crumpled up all over the house!!
But anyways....
I have been having a difficult time relaxing these days... My head is always swimming with thoughts or problems I need to take care of. I Love my Husband dearly and he is always willing to help out where he is needed.. But he lacks initiative.
Dishes, Laundry, Meals, Grocery shopping, the Dog"Ralphie", the Cat "Panda" ( & 3 kittens) Getting myself dressed for the day, getting the kids dressed for the day, baby proofing, potty training, boogers... Boogers...BOOGERS!!!!
These are a few things that ALWAYS keeping me going, going, going!!
I understand this is part of being a Mom... and I LOVE it (most days) but I wish that once they are in bed my head would give me a rest!! "are we late or coming up on any of our bills"? .."there is still the kids dinner (that they hardly touched) on the table that needs to be cleaned up" ... "I should really teach Heath to cook something other than Mac and Cheese or Pancakes"... "the dog is still outside"... Always thinking
It's when I think about the Non-important things that drive me crazier ( I can't think of any good ones right now)
I need a hobby... one that does not involve a hefty investment, small , sharp or eatable parts. Nothing breakable, nothing that requires hot glue, nails, cutting, or consumes too much time.
I also am not a big fan of reading large books (anything more then 50 pages)
"blogging" will give me somewhat of an outlet
*spazzmatic scream* "there is snot being rubbed EVERYWHERE" "Ewwwwwwwwwww"
I must go... my Monkey Child is so sweetly begging for more Bananas, Breezy has crayons all over the livingroom, CJ is trying to help me type and just hit his head on the keyboard... and Ralph has to go potty!!
Stay tuned *wink*
Sunday, October 19, 2008
what to write... what to write!!!
All the men in the house are sick!!
Wess is just getting over a yucky couch (along w/ all the joys of boogers and fevers)
Cammeron has been off and on Hot and Boogery..
Heath... who despite all the (in my opinion) "Nasty" airborn
was up for 3 hours through last night with a fever and has
been sneezing and snotting all over the place!! "ARG"!
I keep telling Breezy that I am sorry.. but her turn will prob
be coming up soon!
Well... then there is me. If I sit quite for too long I hear the faint ringing
in my head.. and my shoulders and eyelids feel heavy! I am trying to
keep to together... cause Heath can't miss work... and I CAN'T be sick at
home from 6-3 with 3 little ones running and drooling and snotting all over the House!
So... in light of using "The Secret" or "the Jack Rabbit" teaching...
"I am Glad for the good Health I have... I will NOT get sick!
and other then that... were all good!!
Pretty much same old..
*We did Talk with our Bishop last week... It Sounds like in about 5 months Heath will be made an Elder... and We be taking our Family to the St. George Temple!
Keep us in your prayers
-Wendy
Wess is just getting over a yucky couch (along w/ all the joys of boogers and fevers)
Cammeron has been off and on Hot and Boogery..
Heath... who despite all the (in my opinion) "Nasty" airborn
was up for 3 hours through last night with a fever and has
been sneezing and snotting all over the place!! "ARG"!
I keep telling Breezy that I am sorry.. but her turn will prob
be coming up soon!
Well... then there is me. If I sit quite for too long I hear the faint ringing
in my head.. and my shoulders and eyelids feel heavy! I am trying to
keep to together... cause Heath can't miss work... and I CAN'T be sick at
home from 6-3 with 3 little ones running and drooling and snotting all over the House!
So... in light of using "The Secret" or "the Jack Rabbit" teaching...
"I am Glad for the good Health I have... I will NOT get sick!
and other then that... were all good!!
Pretty much same old..
*We did Talk with our Bishop last week... It Sounds like in about 5 months Heath will be made an Elder... and We be taking our Family to the St. George Temple!
Keep us in your prayers
-Wendy
Monday, August 18, 2008
The Blog that inspired me to start my own blogspot!!
At 4:35am I kissed Heath good-bye before he went to work... thinking about how hard he has been working this last week made it hard for me to go back to sleep!!
My Husband wants to give me the world. Maybe It's because I complain that I don't have it!!
I complain about the fact that we are not in a house,
driving a new car, our TV is old (not to mention we are
like the 3rd or 4th people to own it) or I have been
wanting a new couch, or to go buy some new clothes...
We don't have any of the latest greatest gadgets (from the past few years) the latest game systems (all though we have played them) are often handed down to us when they are not the coolest thing anymore......
We don't have cable or dish... just some rabbit ears (that get us about 12 stations... not in HD *wink*)
Even when it comes down to our wedding rings .. His was $10 mine was $13 (AND WE WEAR THEM ALL THE TIME) but you can't tell from looking.
I keep thinking more Money is what is going to make me happier... when in all reality I just need to find it in what I have!
I Have a Husband who adores Me and Loves being a Father. He works harder than and is smarter (he has tested a few points off of a genius level) then almost anyone I know. He let's me be a stay at home Mom... and he is not above changing a poopie diaper... sometimes right after he gets home from work he will insist on it to "give me a break" !!
He will do anything for anybody... just gotta ask!! (and then remind him a few times)
So... even though we don't have everything... The things we do have are ours.... even if they are old.. Our cars runs, our game systems are still just as much fun to play!!
And even though I thought I would NEVER live in a trailer Home... It has 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms and a yard... Plus it's OURS... if i want to paint the wall red.. I can (but I won't)
Don't get he wrong either... I want nice things. Have you seen the Tampax comercial where they ask for an "upgrade"?? I feel like that all the time... But when it comes I think I will have a greater sence of appreciation for what I have... I already do!!
So to my husband... Don't worry about giving me everything I want... Cause right now I don't want it. I already have most of it anyways!!
So when you come home today after working 10 hours with slag burns, no AC, Filthy dirty smelling like a garage and covered in oil. (inside fighting back the frustartion that you have one of the most highest paying jobs in Cedar city and you want to cry your just so tired and sore) Go take a shower... and I will rub your sholders, back and feet!!!
My Husband wants to give me the world. Maybe It's because I complain that I don't have it!!
I complain about the fact that we are not in a house,
driving a new car, our TV is old (not to mention we are
like the 3rd or 4th people to own it) or I have been
wanting a new couch, or to go buy some new clothes...
We don't have any of the latest greatest gadgets (from the past few years) the latest game systems (all though we have played them) are often handed down to us when they are not the coolest thing anymore......
We don't have cable or dish... just some rabbit ears (that get us about 12 stations... not in HD *wink*)
Even when it comes down to our wedding rings .. His was $10 mine was $13 (AND WE WEAR THEM ALL THE TIME) but you can't tell from looking.
I keep thinking more Money is what is going to make me happier... when in all reality I just need to find it in what I have!
I Have a Husband who adores Me and Loves being a Father. He works harder than and is smarter (he has tested a few points off of a genius level) then almost anyone I know. He let's me be a stay at home Mom... and he is not above changing a poopie diaper... sometimes right after he gets home from work he will insist on it to "give me a break" !!
He will do anything for anybody... just gotta ask!! (and then remind him a few times)
So... even though we don't have everything... The things we do have are ours.... even if they are old.. Our cars runs, our game systems are still just as much fun to play!!
And even though I thought I would NEVER live in a trailer Home... It has 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms and a yard... Plus it's OURS... if i want to paint the wall red.. I can (but I won't)
Don't get he wrong either... I want nice things. Have you seen the Tampax comercial where they ask for an "upgrade"?? I feel like that all the time... But when it comes I think I will have a greater sence of appreciation for what I have... I already do!!
So to my husband... Don't worry about giving me everything I want... Cause right now I don't want it. I already have most of it anyways!!
So when you come home today after working 10 hours with slag burns, no AC, Filthy dirty smelling like a garage and covered in oil. (inside fighting back the frustartion that you have one of the most highest paying jobs in Cedar city and you want to cry your just so tired and sore) Go take a shower... and I will rub your sholders, back and feet!!!
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