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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I'm PISSED. My door was ruined. Here's a message to that motherfucker. Don't mess with me! I will hunt you down till the very corner of the Earth. Just you wait. And one last thing, FUCK your parents for not bringing you up well. Simply no brain whatsoever. WATCH OUT!

dog chases cat at 11:09 pm
Sunday, January 04, 2009

music: supermassive black hole by muse
mood: satisfied

31 December 2008. The day I simply felt should be put as a holiday, no half day even! The atmosphere was mundane. Smses and calls coming in here and there as I did my work. MSNing with Jia the entire time while working. Hehe. Where to for dinner and so on. Then, dearie called me and asked about my lunch plans. I didn't sensed anything amiss though, as usual, I'm always slow at these things. I answered him obediently that my lunch plans were with my team.

So came 1150, I rang dearie asking him where he was. He told me he's at home but the background sounded weird. It was distorted and noisy. Strange, I thought. Then, he asked me to stop in my tracks while he made his way to where I am. I saw him for afar and got so gleefully excited. He came close to me and surprised me with a huge shopping bag. It's entirely white with a dark brown frame surrounding it and it read Coach at one of the corners.

My eyes were seeing stars and it was clearly that I was over the moon for that matter. It was a great surprise. I told him not to buy them because they're way too expensive. We need to save up for wedding and all. The fact that he did so, I'm truly and deeply touched. Thank you for the gift. It was meant as an advance three-year Anniversary gift actually. Advance because I'm in need of a medium sized bag as my DKNY wasn't doing too good. I had to have other alternative prior to that. Thank you dearie. That was so sweet of you and it looks gorgeous. I love it. Muacks.

My colleagues were all guessing who it had been from. I guessed they didn't thought that long and hard because their answers were all one sided and biased. The one person who'd been with me and clearly on my MSN nick was mentioned but not extensively though. Eddie thought what dearie did was sweet. Same sentiments. I transferred all my junk to the new bag and rid of the old in the box that the new bag came in which I will take it back home with me after new year's. Back to work after that. Jia and I waited patiently for the day to end. Hehe.

Jia and I decided to head to CQ for countdown. Orchard was madness with what not stories I've read and heard. We're going to a much atas venue instead. Arrived too early because my friend wasn't there yet. I thought of hanging out and eat but since there's no one, we walked to Central. Central mall.. There's nothing to shop or see. The name said it all. Concept's all wrong and messy.


We strolled back to CQ at nine-ish and it was relatively crowded by then. So we headed to Fashion Bar instead. Lucky, I know someone there or else, it would have been a total waste. Sometimes, the PR skills come in handy at situations such as this. Deb gave us good seats though. Appreciate that very much. We ordered drinks and food. Jia and I were already high even before we did the countdown. It must have been the coke and root beer we had for dinner along with the KFC chicky. We took tons of pictures again. HAHA.

After countdown, we headed to my friend's place, which was directly opposite the latter. It was not as crowded as previously. Gary and Rhoda were beaming when they saw me. These two were probably the best people on Earth. They are so down to Earth and humble in every sense of the word. Rhoda always has the first opportunity to hug me. She always does because she'll go, "Me first, me first!" Sweet. Then, the rest will follow suit. It's always save the best for the last in that place.

Anyhow, we sat down and of course, Jia ordered Churros and the Mixed Berries smoothie. Mixed Berries smoothie has always been my regular drink there and the staff including the boss knew this bit. So even if I said, I don't intend to drink anything, I'll eventually get that drink in the end. We chilled out for some time before I began receiving tons of calls and smses from different people wishing me Happy New Year.

Mind you, that was way past midnight. I guessed the network really got jammed up earlier on and these were an hour late! Darn! It's no wonder I thought to myself on why my phone was so quiet after midnight. And close to 2am, I received a surprised call from someone. It was none other than my dearie who just knocked off from work. How cool was that right! And the best part was, he said he's coming over to hang out, actually more of a supper hang out than the hang out per say. Haha. Getting to the cab stand was enough to cause a headache. Lucky, he saw me first and pulled me towards him or else I swore I could have walked further on to somewhere else!

We walked to Esplanade along with Jia Hui and Hui Ling whom we met at the bus stop. Hui Ling is Jia's friend who was also with us doing the NYE countdown. We decided to take the NR at the Esplanade! We went our separate ways once we arrived at the Esplanade as dearie and I went to McD's for supper.

It was close to 3.30am. We sat down our tired legs and ate, forgetting the time to catch the last NR! I didn't know there was a cut off timing for such things till we had to waiiiiiittttttt for almost half an hour. Pardon me but I think it's stupid to just stopped service at 4am. It's NY and there's definitely going to be crowds everywhere. We saw so many NRs passed by but not ours. Agitated and tired, we walked away from the bus stop to grab a cab. Someone stole our cab along the way. You know what God does to such people. I've seen the instant retribution impact many times before my very eyes. So beware! HE truly loves me!


Arrived home but somehow or rather, I didn't want this to end even though it was 5am. I'm hoping it stayed longer. Just a lil more. I miss him so much and such escapades don't always occur. Hear this darling, this is just the beginning. There's more to come.

With that last statement, let us all look forward to a happy and prosperous 2009. There's a saying which goes by, the last person whom you're with or saw in the previous year would be the person you would treasure till the end of time (and/or end up with). (That's for those who aren't attached!) And that's you, dearie. You're the last person I saw in 2008. I'm so glad. Muacks.

That's about it for now. I'll write again soon. I reckon that'll be tonight. So watch this space. :)

dog chases cat at 11:09 am
Wednesday, December 24, 2008

music: decode by paramore
mood: close to mayhem

Goodness me. My blog has been collecting dust ever since and my sincerest apologies for that. I owe you peeps some juicy updates and I'm not going to disappoint any of you for that matter. Let's start with the latest and upcoming events, then followed by past events.

I have a couple of latest events to fill you in but how should I even begin writing them all down! Simply madness.

Today is the day that I will remember and it will forever be placed in my heart till the end of time. I've just received the best Christmas or rather the best prezzie one could get. A card. It was a lovely card which I'm going to treasure for the rest of my life. Those words were endearing and the loveliest of all. Tears just rolled down my soft and gentle cheeks while I read the contents of the card within. I have never felt so touched in my entire twenty-two years till today, well, actually moments ago.

Well, here goes..

For Christmas,

all I want is to love you
for the rest of my life...
to wake up every morning
with you by my side,
knowing that no matter what
the day brings,
I'll be coming home
to your loving arms.

All I want is to share
everything with you...
to talk to you about our ideas,
our plans, the little everyday things
that make us laugh,
and the not-so-little things
that we can't help
worrying about.

All I want is to grow old
with you...
to watch our lives unfold
and our dreams come true.

For Christmas,
all I want is to love you...
forever.

Those were the words that he had promised me from the bottom of his heart. And of course, there were more added to it within the card itself which I cannot reveal much here. It's simply beyond words for me. I'm just physically and mentally over the moon in every sense. Thank you for the card, dearie. You'll always and forever be my baby till the end of time. I love you so dearly.

That's part one of the updates. Mind you, the card was given the day before Christmas, simply because he couldn't be with me for Christmas due to work commitments. It's okies baby, the cat truly understands this bit. ;)

In with Christmas celebration. On the eve of Christmas, my company decided to have games, a gift exchange and high tea. It was a day I would truly remember. We played Uno in the office and of course Rukshan won! Two straight years in a row, according to them. So he's now barred from participating in Christmas games the following year. Barred in Cambridge way would mean five years off the record. It seemed pretty mean though, or else, it's him again for next year's? Cannot la.

Gift exchange time. My gift exchange person was Jia Hui, my bestie. This was easy! It's lucky I got her or else it would have been hard for me. HAHA. With the budget in mind, I bought her a black cardigan with seashell-like buttons. The person who bought me my gift was Yen. She gave me a gingerbread cookie from Marks & Spencer and a Mood Swings book. Wacky indeed. We then headed down to Carlton Hotel for our high tea. I would have preferred to call it a Christmas luncheon instead.

In the elevator, Eddie said to me, "Sue, don't shy ah. I know you can eat one. Take as many as you like ok!" By jolly, those sentences simply implied that I'm like a glutton for that matter. Anyways, the buffet spread wasn't that bad. I tried almost everything, even the cheese! I like the Gouda, Emmentaler, and surprisingly Gorgonzola. I took them with crackers, prunes and olives by the side. An ever acquired yet enchanting taste in your mouth. So delightful indeed. Also, I'm the only cheese appreciation fan there. What a waste. Boring.

Not forgetting that we took tons of pictures, especially Jia and I. From our cameraphones, Samsung and an iPhone to JX's D200. Basically, anything we could lay our dainty hands on. And this didn't end. We continued on with the extensive photo-taking session even outside the hotel. Charlie Angel's poses to buddy poses to some oh la la poses. HAHA. Then, we all headed down to the MRT station and go our separate ways.


Jia and I decided on CQ for Churros and juice, before heading to our respective dinner plans with friends later on. I turned on my Wi-Fi as I wanted to update something on Facebook. Jia was insisting that I did so because I've not updated and she was simply excited that we're there to eat Churros. The one thing she wanted to try for a long time! So yeah, I managed to log into the system and update it as quickly as I could as fast as I wanted to log out from it too.

Within seconds, I received a call. WTF. It was instantaneous, that person called saying, how could I eat Churros without him. That's awkwardly weird though. I just updated my Facebook and instantly I received a call. He said he just so happened to go back to 'Home' and saw the News Feed. What mother bull crap was that. Stalker say stalker la. No need to hide or give such a lame excuse. What an extremely bad liar!


Nevermind that though, he asked me what song was being played in his shop and told that I should try the Cheese Cake bites before we leave. Anyways, Jia's reaction was priceless. She loved the Churros and as well as the Cheese Cake bites. Wanna know why? They were all coated with chocolate! Heavenly. Rest assured, she'll definitely come back for more. Comfort food, one can't simply resist.

Let's jump ship to NYE. :))

dog chases cat at 12:24 am
Monday, October 27, 2008

music: i'm yours by the script
mood: devastated (how could you simply do that to us?)

I am not feeling too good about today's decision that was conveyed to me earlier on. It simply hurts me deep inside to let go of such an adorable lil thing and my first commitment in life. All in due to some obnoxious reasoning by some people. I could never forget its face and those innocent sparkly cute eyes looking back at me. Tears roll down my cheeks as I'm writing this. Now, it makes me real mad and I simply can't wait to move into my new house, which will only be three years from now. Three years seem like a short period of time to many but I reckon otherwise.

I have no mood to write further.

dog chases cat at 12:51 am
Saturday, September 06, 2008

music: lips of an angel by hinder
mood: psyched

We've been so good lately. God has been great to us and I thanked him for all that he's given us all these while. Thank you, Al Mighty Lord. What am I raving about, you'd ask? Well, I will only reveal it after I've seen it tomorrow and I can hardly wait as I'm typing this.

It always seems that I have to apologise first for well, not updating my site. After numerous UPDATES popping up in my MSN convos with different peeps, I've decided that oh well, why not.

Honestly, I've been lazy and tired. Work's all good and fun but sometimes there're deadlines that you have to meet and some annoying imbeciles along the way too. There goes my sleep and health sometimes.

As the fasting month kicks in, you're feeling more tired than usual because you'll need to wake up very early to eat. It's only the these first few days that will really test you. I'm doing good so far albeit falling asleep most of the time with lappy running the whole night. HAH. Dad's gonna kill me if he finds out. And I always look forward to weekends as I can stay in bed longer. I just love sleeping in, who doesn't.

Hari Raya will come next after fasting. Dear's gonna come visit my parents with something special this year. He'll be buying gifts for my parents. He has so many queries. I'm so excited already. HEHE!

Dear and I are constantly busy doing research for our big day. Magazines, catalogues, Internet, books, telly.. Oh boy, you name it. We have quite a number of sources as of date. And I love most of the dresses that I've seen so far. I have yet to find the one what will blow me away when I chance upon it for the first time. It will come someday.

I visited my former workplace on Friday. I was welcomed with open arms, of course, after much pestering from them asking me to pop by whenever I'm available. And Friday was the day.


There's a certain uncle ten and uncle lim who have been so nice to me throughout my life there. They've been great to me as always and these are the people who I know, will be there for me if I ever needed someone. Well, it's a pity the others were not there as they were elsewhere. It would have been mayhem in tenfolds if the rest were there. Like what uncle ten said, there's always a next time. Miss them a bunch already. You can never find such people outside anywhere. Trust me on this. Thanks to uncle ten for taking the time to show me the directions of the place in that catalogue. It helped us alot. :)

After work was wacky. I had the best time hanging out with Dear and his buddies. We laughed so hard and we ate quite a bit as well. Katong laksa, then MACARONS and some delectable slices. I just loved KATONG. That's where my place will always be. A Peranakan place. I came from a school who placed emphasis on Peranakan culture and surprisingly, grandchong practices Peranakan too due to her heritage and her peers during those days. Simply smashing indeed. I'm blessed with a rich cultural heritage and I simply love it. Katong will always be my home ground. :)

I feel that I'm in need of retail therapy despite having truckloads of clothes in my wardrobe. Can I request for a walk-in one someday? *Hint hint* And of course, I want some shoes. Plenty please. Shoes are just ain't enough for girls. We like our shoes in many different variations. One is NEVER enough.

Also, I've updated and even switched skins. I like the current but I somehow miss the former. Guess, it's welcome the new and be done with the old. I redid most of the items here and I took great pains to do the string of images you see at the top. Nothing spectacular simply because I used Paint. Yea, no photoshop or whatever professional editing software out there, just plain ol' Paint. I think I deserve an award for having the patience and skills. Seriously.

Now, just why am I writing this just as though I'm writing a biography. Somehow, that just gives me an inspiration to continue with my piece, the one where I left off for at least 3 months now.

Till then. Take care and see ya. :)

dog chases cat at 11:53 pm
Friday, July 25, 2008

I know it's way past my bedtime but I woke up and had the sudden urge to blog. I just want to thank God for all that he has bestowed upon me. I love and treasure everything I owned. And most importantly I love my dearie. I love him so much that I can't stop thinking of him even at this time. The bond we shared and all we have been through together made me realised that how happy I am to have him in my life and growing old together has been decided thus far. Thank you God.

I just realised, that it's not the portable thingy's fault. It's my lappy's usb drive. The chip reader slot is broken! Just one of it (the left hand side). Maybe that's the reason why it couldn't read my portable thingy when I plugged it in. I'm so sorry dear. I will compensate for that. I promise.

With that, goodnight for now. Laters!

Dear: If you're reading this. I just wanted to say I love you :)

dog chases cat at 2:03 am
Friday, July 11, 2008

music: summertime by nkotb
mood: im simply happy

HELLO everyone! It's been super duper long time since my last update yeah. Starting out sentences like the previous makes me guilty already. Hehe. My apologies, really! Anyways, I have a series of updates for you guys at the moment. My fingers suddenly feel the urge to write today. Okies, I lied. I'm writing this because I want dearie to read this after what a lovely evening we had moments ago. :)

First thing's first. I got a new job! Yeah.. A permanent one indeed. I have benefits and all those stuff a permanent staff should have. Checked. I jumped from banking line to advertising, which is inclined to what I have studied back in school. Awesome, since my dream was to work for an advertising firm. Checked. I'm currently, their public relations cum advertising person, which is what I've always dreamt of since the very beginning. Checked. I'm doing more writings than ever before such as copywriting, proposals, reports, and many more, which I love so much! Checked again. There're four 'Checkeds' and I reckoned that there'll be more to come. I would like to thank Allah swt for all of the above and the guidance HE's bestowed upon me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Enough about work. Let's move on to what a lovely evening I had today. After work, I rushed to meet dearie for our movie at Suntec. We had a really quick dinner and then head to the cinema for our movie. We watched Hellboy 2: The Golden Army. The show's pretty awesome. I kinda like these sorta movies. They're interesting and oh so action filled. Loved it!

After the show, I decided to have Ben & Jerry's. I have the sudden urge to eat ice cream. Pick these three flavours. Choc Therapy, Chunky Monkey and Black Raspberry Yoghurt, topped with choc fudge and choc rice! Heavenly! Dear and I took the sprial staircase and we sat at the exact same spot we sat on last year when I landed my first job. :) I simply love that scene by the fountain. Calm and collective. We ate the ice cream and then headed back home. We held hands and walked from Suntec to Bugis as we wanted to take the bus. It was a nice breezy walk with dear by my side. Dear looked like lobster today. Super reddish face which I thought was adorable.

As usual, I love bus rides cos of many circumstances. HIM HIm & him. Just different interpretations. Muacks. Dear tickled me all the way home! And I did tickle him but he was too quick to avoid them. Hehe. I fell asleep on his shoulders along the way. Thanks for 'bullying' and taking care of me just now. Muacks! HEEHEE!

We chanced upon this cute cat. I can't help but start thinking about the kind of cats I want to rear in my house in the future. I want two as far as now is concern. The figure is uncertain just yet. Right dear?! Can we have more pets so that I won't be lonely when you're gone for work. Haha.

So that's about all that I have for you folks today. I'm going to bed now. Goodnight! Watch this space!

dog chases cat at 12:20 am

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