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Sunday, November 28, 2004

finally bought something for my proM! woohoo.. haha.. and is way way below my budget!! haha.. that means i have more money for some enjoyment and entertainment! haha.. dun tell u the price.. cos eme still wants to guess!! =X

talking abt enjoyment.. i just told my dad i will either be home late on the day of prom or that i will not go home at all.. of cos lah.. i mean everyone( or almost everyone) will go out and enjoy after prom 1 lohz.. like go pub...K box or whatever place lah.. but of cos i dun dare to tell him the truth.. knowing his character..

so i cooked up a lie.. saying we are staying overnight at someone's hse which was really near orchard area.. ( so i can save the cab fare from orchard to my hse).. and my dad was like started to ask alot of questions.. "wun u be disturbing ur fren's parents? private apartment izzit?better come home lah.."

so i was like.. "BUT IS SO EXPENSIVE TO TAKE A CAB FROM ORCHARD BACK HOME LOHZ..."( of cos the main reason is not that.. i wana go play!) and my dad's reply was the best " u can always take the last train home!!!"

TRAIN!.. take TRAIN home..!! i was totally stunned lohz.. with all those make up and hairdo and dresses (of cos ppl knoe u came back from prom)... he actually asked me to take a train home.. gosh.. nearly fainted..

so HAIz.. rite.. he wun even let me play after my prom.. and eme was still hoping i can talk to my father abt the thailand trip (with jo, eme and pea) .. is so super fat hope lohz.. wait long long also dun have 1.. i can assure that..

written at 9:17:00 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

super tired... have been shopping for the past 2 days for my prom dresses!! argh.. and to no avail! gosh.. haha.. i am like so dead! anyway i saw one which was kinda ok lah.. maybe will consider..and i should not be fussy!! cos there's like only 4 more days to my prom!! *stressed*

so i just came back from dinner @east coast! is my nephew's 1st birthdaY!! happy birthday Javier!! =) and he's getting so cute.. haha.. kinda missed out his growing stage cos i barred all my nieces and nephew from coming to my hse during my exam period.. haha.. but he's really really cuteeee.. haha.. will grow up to be a shuai-ge next time!! lolz.. really.. big eyed with super long lashes.. NICE!!

but anyway.. the dinner was kinda bore.. cos everyone else is sooo busy with all the little kids!! big sis(#1) and brother-in-law (#1.1) busy taking care of ashley and germaine.. and second sis (#2) taking care of celeste! argh.. and sometimes all these nieces will demand to stick to my mum.. and dad is busy carrying little JAvier!! second bro-in-law (#2.2)is taking to his mum.. and there were 2 other kids.. vanessa and clayton..(er.. duno whether correct or not..) but they are #2.2's sister's children.. haha.. ok .. getting so complicated.. DUN BOTHER!!

the point i am making is.. there's no one to talk to me!! goshh.. and i am like so lonely there.. haha.. poor hui shan.. kinda pity myself.. wahhaa.. is like as we grow up the gap between siblings is getting wider.. last time usually spent time chatting with my 2 sis and bro.. but now is seems they are too busy with their own family already.. who will actually take notice of ME? no... and yes.. bro just flew to australia todae.. and that leaves me alone!! ok.. so we assume if he's in s'pore ..he wun tok to me also!! cos he will bring his gf there and they can begin whispering sweet-nothings to each other!! haiz..

so sad rite... =( what a family gathering this is..

my mood is like this colour.... SAD

written at 10:35:00 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

rotting @home already.. lalala.. haha.. someone pls ask me out! by this time all my other frens from other sch should have finished their exams already!! congrats!! =D

written at 1:18:00 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

*new look!!

will my life be as colourful as a rainbow from now on? *ponders*

ps: is the 1st time i am changing my blog skin without any help!! hee~

written at 9:46:00 PM

hohoho!!! A levels over!! yeah.. *clap* and *cheer* .. wahaha.. whatever!! i am happy!! and although the paper wasn't like easy.. but who cares!! HA! is overrr...!! yeah.. and it is time to count down to PROM!! a checklist of what i have to for hmmm.. this coming week!

ZzzZzz ! remove my black-rings in the shortest time.. wahaha
buy clothes for prom! (er.. real headache)
go K-box
watch movie? (the incredibles... eh.. POLAR EXPRESS!!)
chit chat wif frens on phone
go library search for some really thick novels..

eh.. duno what else lohz.. but probably getting the prom clothes will waste the whole week away!! wahhaa.. headache..

and todae after our paper .. me,em,jo and pea went watch movie!! haha.. THE SHUTTER... haha.. it wasn't scary lah.. and in fact it was humourous!! and u know why? pea actually feel asleep! and jo and eme were like either screaming their lungs off or either covering their eyes when they sense that something bad will happen!! haha... and in the end they will like "what happen? what happen?" and mind you they were the only ones screaming in the whole theatre!! gosh.. so embarrassing! wahhaa.. so much so for paying $6.50 for the tix, some ppl were sleeping and some covering... haha.. maybe i was the only calm one around..

but overall the show ok only that cos horror shows are like getting so mundane! same tactic used like everywhere..abit sian liao..

and guess who i saw on my way home.. i say idol finalists david yeo and beverly!! gosh.. and i kinda caught them red-handed lah.. haha.. or maybe i think too much le.. but the fact that i really saw david yeo touching bev's hair lohz.. like so close liddaT!! haha.. too bad i dun have any photos to prove! but seriously why should i lie on such things.. duh.. haha.. and i think they are heading for marina .. skali the whole singapore idols are there..!! skali.. can find more scandal there!! lolz .. =X

written at 8:53:00 PM

Monday, November 22, 2004

i feel so stagnant!! and i am like so sick of my blogskin.. argh..the angel look sooooo happy and the converse is true for me!! wahaha.. whatever. ok.. i am like sneezing now.. maybe i had provoked the angel or something?

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todae's econs was hard.. haiz.. okie i think none of my papers were like easy anyway.. or the fact that i am most probably stupid.. (well the latter is so much true-er).. haiz.. so depressing ..so me and eme stayed back in sch after the paper.. and i kinda missed the time we spent in co-op!! haha.. saw evan and zx doing some stock taking and stuff.. and i was there happily being super lame..

ok... and this coming wednesday is my last exam day!! HA! how cool is that? but is the heaviest day lohz.. literature (must study 3 books K!) in the morning and physical geog in the afternoon!! and i got like hmm.. 1 more day to study! gosh.. i better go..

written at 4:27:00 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004

2 more days!! and i will finish my exams!! er.. okok.. it will end on WED!! and i will be free as a bird!! yeah.. whatever anyway i think i kinda screwed up my A levels liao.. my GP and econs essay sure gone case.. lit also.. geog was kinda ok but u never know what will happen in the end! *keeps my fingers crossed!!* anyway ok.. i am dead!! wahahah.. and i can happily sound so happy.. haha.. rhyming huh?

ok.. so i see no future in me again.. (as expected!) wahha.. who want hire me as maid..?? i work for u whole life lah.. ( must be my friends only ok!! whahha..) okok.. i am mad.. madness.. must have been too much studying for As!! (er.. but did i really study hard???.. =X) sigh..

i hope miracle will happen ba.. i seriously hope so.. but i doubt so.. cos miracles wun happen on lazybones like me.. sigh.. =(

written at 10:30:00 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

wah.. time pass so fast.. omg.. really scary.. can't believe that A levels is just next tuesday! gosh.. nvm shall not dwell on that anyway..is not going to change the situation wat.. just take it as it is.. and look forward to after exams activities!! hehe..

anyway this few days have been studying at the library.. seen alot of strange ppl though..

1) auntie no 1 : stuff tissue paper into ears to block off all noise and stare really hard at those people whose handphones were not switched off to the silent mode..

2)auntie no 2 : always had this super striking yellow hmm.. shirt? on her...i mean ALWAYS.

3)man no 3 : (ting shld knoe him.. haha.. quite famous 1!) he's always toking to himself.. and he seems english educated.. the last time his topic was on religion " see lah.. heaven no more space already.. u think u can go there!?!" and yesterday was something abt bimbo : " what u think u r? f*cking bimbo? what? " dotz.. nvm.. will nv understand their thinking anyway..

and todae was the best.. there's this uncle who fell asleep and snoring away.. loud snoring! and some ppl can't help but laugh... haha.. yesh.. so when eventually everyone cannot stand it already ..this brave soul went to that uncle and sit down real hard at the cushion chair.. but the uncle still nv wake up lohz.. brave soul.. and his actions make everyone at the table laugh.. eventually he woke to uncle up and told him he was snoring too loudly (eh.. in a polite way lah..) WOW!! brave! *claps* and the list goes on.. too lazy to type already..

sianz.. i am progressing so slowly and my blog is getting lame and mundane.. yucks.. awaiting for better entries after my exams ba..!!

written at 11:02:00 PM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

practically slacking my day away... sh*t... i feel like everything is over after todae's GP.. but is not!! i got to wake up!! my lit paper is like 12 days away.. er.. 11 in fact!! gosh.. so scary.. and i am like already thinking of how 2 spend my holidays after the exams.. whahha..

oh yah anyway my prom nite like suddenly change date and venue!! is no longer at pan pacific but in meritus madarin.. change from 3rd to 1st.. so why am i telling you this?? haha.. i duno.. maybe gimme some suggestions what to wear... omg.. is a headache man..

was browsing friendster webbie just now.. realise so many of my friends have changed!! (er.. as in their appearance!!) .. haha.. some cannot even recognise le.. ok.. i think i shld go for some makeover or whatever.. change my hairstyle.. change my dressing.. haha.. hava an extreme "renovation" of me!! hmmm.. haha.. crazy thoughts everywhere.. can u imagine if i dyed my hair and return home.. my father may probably faint.. wahhahah... i feel so stagnant..

written at 11:04:00 PM

todae is my exam!! gosh.. can't believe that i actually finished my GP already... so scary so fast.. well.. GP was perfect! guess what? cos i perfectly screwed the paper up..

we got like one and a half hr for essay.. and i chose i topic abt beauty products and treatments which i kinda have no idea what to write.. so when it was like close to 9am (half an hr more) and i decide to rewrite my essay which was at that time already 1 page long.. and i rewrote.. that's crazy! i wasted like everything away and practically committing suicide..

i am crazy.. i duno what i was doing.. so nvm my essay is screwed.. and compre was not in any way better.. the passage seemed easy enough but the questions were soooo terrible.. so i was like left with 15 mins to do AQ querstion.. and last 5 mintues to do the vocab..so screwed...

so dead...

written at 4:17:00 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

suddenly i feel very guilty.. i think is time i finally realised that there's not much time left.. and i am trying to work really hard now.. had a good talk with nat yesterday and it was when i realise everything.. yupz.. she is really a good listener! haha.. thanks! really appreciate it alot.. haha.. i duno .. everytime i tend to pour my woes to her.. and it feels really great talking to her.. haha.. she seems to have some "healing effect" in her words.. and most probably one of the very rare friends of mine whom had heard or see me in tears b4..

so when i was talking to her yesterday.. i duno why suddenly emotions seemed to overcome me and i actually cried over the phone.. all those suppressed feelings in me.. haha.. yupz.. dun understand why also.. just that i realise i should not be screwing up my life anymore.. i had let too much chances slip away and i dun wan to disappoint the ppl ard me again.. so here.. i am really going to work hard regardless of the results.. (though i am not really confident of getting fantastic results.. whatever.. this is not the time to think of something like this..).. whatever happens i am just going to try my best! "HUO chu qu le!"..

written at 9:46:00 PM