hmmm.. like long time nv blog already..hmmm so what have i been doing for the past few days??? mugging ba..haha.. but not realli also.. maybe studying lah.. not to the extent of mugging..haha.. today went studying wif junyi.. yupz think we ended up toking rather than studying more! lolz..anyway i think i had a real hard time trying to get the econs facts into my head..jy said i kept frowning lohz.. haha.. no choice lah.. really dun understand! but he did something which i really appreciated alot.. when i was taking a rest.. he used my hp to type and show me the msg "bu yao zhe mo stressed!" haha.. thanks!! that really helps.. sometimes little things can do wonders!! lolz..
and in the cafe the both of us were really shocked by the primary sch kids nowadays!! they are just filthy rich lohz.. guess what handphones they were carrying with them?? sony ericsson, motorola and samsung CAMERA phones!!! and they belong to the lastest model..GOSH... well i knoe camera phones are really common nowadayS.. but the fact that there are only primary school kids?? and i really dun see the need for pri sch kids to have HP lohz.. like what for? oh like msg to the other party " have u done ur hw?" when the person is only like sitting beside??god.. what are their parents doing man.. throwing money on them?really dun understand... nowadays kids are leading too good a life..
yupz.. so tired lah.. hai As less than a month away... so scary! and i got a feeling i wun finish studying anyway.. which is real bad! enough of toking abt As... later nobody else wants to read le.. haha.. toking abt todae makes me real angry.. i was really angry wif my father.. can't stand his temper sometimes.. todae while my 2 nieces came to my hse.. and one(Ashley) was happily dancing around the living room..and carelessly knocked into one of the pillars.. and guess what my father did?!?! instead of helping her up and trying to calm her down.. (come on lah... pillars made of concrete..humans are not..of cos feel more pain.. that's common sense!) my father actually scolded her!!! gosh... can't believe it.. i mean.. how can he blame her?? and he only made things worst by scolding a poor 5 yr old kid who was too shocked after the knock..of cos Ash began to cry.. come on imagine being scolded by an adult whose voice was so thunderous and even some of my frens will get a shock for listening his voice over the other end of the phone..how can a 5 yr old handle such situation!!?? poor thing..
then father began rambling abt "this is not ur hse.. u think our hse SO BIG ah.. can dance around.." " and u dun even look where u were heading!!" "see lah.. now knock on the wall already.. sure will swell up de.. duno what ur father is doing to say ???" yesh... rambling ...more rambling... MORE ramblings.(yesh... repeating the same stuff over and over again). until i cannot stand it.. i just argued back...nobody said anything except me.. haha.. brave soul for fighting for my niece.. and in the end what did i get? NOTHING... only a black face and with the same loud thunderous voice again.. i was told to SHUT UP! ( he said in hokkien.. which sounded more rough.. DIAM LAH!'' pissed off by him.. super pissed off! i really dun understand my father lohz.. is so obvious he is BIASED!.. over certain nieces.. whatever.. even if i tell him he wun change..so no point wasting my breath..and the thing is my bro's gf is in the hse loh.. is so embarassing.. is like washing dirty linen in the public..
and when elder sis finally wanted to go home already.. me ..my mum and even my brother helped to carry the stuff down to sis's car.. u knoe what's the reason? all of us just can't stand his nagging anymore.. and the best way is to get out of the hse! and the poor bro's gf is left in the hse with father... which was also so awkward for her loh.. whatever... really pissed off by him ..he could have jolly well spoken with my niece nicely and now shout lohz.. stupid..not as if loud voice will win..he has made a mess of everything.. and i disregard the way he handle things..and i hope he will change for the better.. but it seems really hard huh? afterall... a leopard never changes it spots!!
