happy birthday to dad(28th) and mum!! (todae).. hmm.. abit lazy to update.. but it will be teachers day tmr! and the celebration ends at around 11! sianz.. and they are having some carnival or something .. well.. well.. is lame lahz.. and teachers are supposed to wear some hawaiian constumes.. well.. the SC surely doing their job huh? soooooo creative! COME on!! ppl want to go back to secondary sch 1 lohz! argh.. by the time i reach damai will be around 12? great.. all the ppl will be gone! sianz 1/2 and many ppl can't make it as their lessons end very very late.. haiz..


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wah..haven been blogging for like almost 1 week? haha.. ting is going to kill me!hmmm.. so not many things happened though.. life is basically getting so mundane..! hmm.. wake up ..go to sch.. study.. revision.. sleep.. wake up..go to sch.. revision..sleep.. !haha.. and that lasts through the whole week! gosh.. eh.. actually revision also not alot done.. is basically doing alot of revision tutorials..! and i declare i am a PANDA! yesh.. black rings growing like nobody's business! eh.. hmmm and always getting tired easily.. argh..


oh yah.. yesterday went eat ice-cream @PS!!with my classmates lohz.. hmm.. cherie,julian,eme,pea,rong and jaric! cool! topless 5 @only $1.39! and the offer is only ending in sept i think..! cool!! haha..so was rather a slack day.. slack all day until like 6 plus.. haha.. got a feeling that exams over! haha.. FAT HOPE! lallala.. crapping lah.. nothing to blog.. anyway singapore idol was cool ! and the 3 contestants i guessed got in! double cool! haha.. eh.. my vocab is so limited.. cool has been used for duno how many donkey times liao.. =X


jus saw my eldest sis and my nieces... haha.. my sis permed and dyed her hair! wow.. the effect is amazing.. nice yet very hard to describe.. and the total cost was $330!! gosh.. i could have bought a new hp with that money!and she is telling me they may be going for a tour to japan next feb!! haha.. BRING ME THERE!! can't wait for feb to come.. haha.. and finally i can get to travel!! COOL!! but that's so loooooong... AFTER MY As... yuck!

wah... sianz.. lee jia wei lost to her opponent!! sad leh.. she fought so hard and in one of the game she actually thrashed her by 11-0! and was leading for the 1st 3 games.!! everything was so hopeful... and everyone think singapore will be heading for the finals.. or even the gold medal! but things are simply too unpredictable! how can she win!! argh.. duno what's her name.. can't be bothered to find out/remember.. she was damn irritating.. kept screaming screaming regardless of whether she scored or lost the ball... whatever.. NOISE POLLUTION.. and i think is a method to distract! argh.. not fair.. shld have gave her a red card or something!! so angry..


we were so close to winning yet so far... disappointed... father said maybe singapore just lacked the luck.. haiz.. but really lee jia wei played a good game! proud of her! and hope she fought hard to get the 3rd placing..!!!

tired!.. haha.. eh.. today i overslept! woke up @ 7.15! and my sch starts at 7.40! gosh..!! so had to rush down to sch by cab! and by that time the charges will be higher due to the ERP..and the traffic is heavy.. wah.. so by the time i reached sch was like $10! very exensive lohz.. haha.. heart-pain lahz..my 1 mth's ez-link only $20+++ lohz.. aiyoh can't afford to be late anymore lahz..


anyway.. todae susilo lost! abit sad lahz.. haiz.. quite disappointing...but then he already fought hard liaoz.. hmmm.. so when is sinagpore ever going to get the olympics medal!! hmmm... *ponders*

econs mock was a killer today! haiz.. think gona flung it again! is a bad sign since prelim exams is nearing... argh..just received my exam time table 2 days ago and gosh.. my exams will last for like 2 weeks? *fainted*


anyway went to orchard after to paper to shop for some birthday gifts for my friends! lolz.. duno why just got the urge to buy them gifts..haha.. acutally quite guilty since i like "qian" them presents for many years le.. feel quite bad.. haha... but i am not going to reveal who they are.. eh.. just in case they are reading! haha.. is supposed to be a surprise man!


so me pea and eme went far east...to taka and headed for city hall instead! lolz.. i was just too fussy! though i had to choose 2 gifts, nothing seem to catch my attention...haiz.. i am always liddat de.. although i seem to be decisive on certain issues.. when buying gifts.. i am totally hopeless ..(that includes when i see something that i fancy..but in the end that poor little thing still end up on the shelf!) haiz.. i think i even make pea and eme very fed up.. they had to accompany me all the way..citylink..marina square..back to citylink and then to suntec..


haiz.. feel really bad lahz... due to me so indecisive.. but i really wanted my friends to like the present i bought.. yah u all may say " pls lohz.. the person wun mind and is the thought that counts.. blar blar.." haiz.. i dun believe in that lah.. come on lohz..sometimes when we receive the gifts yah.. in appearance is like "oh thanks.. although is small ..is the thought that counts.." ha.. how hypocrite that is! so.. i made extra efforts in making sure my friends who receive the presents wun have that feeling.. not that the present i bought is flawless or something.. aiyah whatever.. i also duno what i am talking about..


but certainly pea and eme were becoming impatient as the time passed by.. we had been shopping for like 4 hrs? and nothing was bought.. all because of me.. haiz..i feel very guilty lohz.. haiz.. sad...and can see that pea is getting more sarcastic and eme's patience is coming to an end too..well..seriously i think i deserve it!think the both of them also cannot stand me already... and the thing is i din bring enuff $$$ for 2 gifts! so had to borrow from them lahz.. more guilty this time..HAiz..


sorry guys.. really sorry.. thanks for the patience the both of u gave me.. THANKS!!really appreciate it... and eme thanks also! sorrie i had been mean to u sometimes(or in fact everytime.).. u still me so nicely!haha.. *guilty*


anyway overall today had been a fruitful trip ..except me being so fussy and all.. haha... THANKS again! hope my 2 frens will like the present!! =D hmm.. have to find time to meet up wif them liao..

today had been a tiring day!! lolz.. kept dozing off in classes! haiz.. guess i just din have enough sleep the day before and i slept before i complete any assignments.. but heng go sch still got time to do and in fact i am only going to hand ou my lit essay tmr when in fact the dateline is today! lolz.. lazy lah.. and don't seem to have the movitaion to do homework! =X


anyway today is yik yan's birthday!! happy birthday gal!! knoe her for super long liaoz.. eh. since primary 3? haha..cheerz to our friendship!! jus wondering if u will be reading? lolz.. =D


and tmr is friday the 13th!! HAHA!.. eh.. think nothing bad will happen ba.. in fact i think is a lucky day 4 me ! lolz... crap.. no lahz.. but then i think if u feel that something is going to happen on friday the 13th, something bad will really happen! so stay positive ppl!! hee~ *keeps finger crossed*

sinagpore idol rocks! lolz.. the show was damn hilarious! super pity that shanghai guy.. rocky i think.. he was like crying like crazy.. and then there was this guy was simply can't sing! his voice was like mouse voice lohz.. super soft! haha.. only can see his mouth moving but no voice came out! and there the TV prompted "this is the original volume.. do not adjust ur tv! " and there was another guy who sang "she bangs" and gosh.. he stripped off his clothing piece by piece.. like HELLO? this is not a strip tease or something! -__-"" lolz.. i am going to continue watching!! haha..


anyway woke up today feeling very very grouchy! yesh.. actually i had expected it.. cos today's my grandfather's death anniversary and most of my relatives will come to my hse and pray.. and the thing is.. the way my aunties talk is like super loud lohz.. sian 1/2 as if they are shouting for election or something.. and or couse i was woken by their loud voices.. haiz.. and i slept very late yesterday.. so i slept only like 4 hrs? gosh..


so usually on such occasions my mother will whip up some dishes to pray.. and the worst thing is those aunties "very helpful " 1 lohz.. and they kept commenting on "aiyoh.. u shld cook this way.. then the rice wun be so soft..blar blar blar... the way i cooked is just nice 1 lohz.. " shit them lahz.. super pissed off! they so clever come and cook lahz.. everytime is my mum doing the job! stop complaining when they are doing nothing tedious except to buy those ready made stuff to offer! and what abt after they had eaten? all the dishes is my mum wash lohz.. and the clean up the whole mess! by the time where would they be? happily da bao food home! *pissed*


and my mother was already quite fed up .. but also cannot say anything.. then others will like ask so many questions... like "where to put this.. put that.. " can't they be like more initiative? is not as if is their 1st time here.. they shld roughly know where the things are kept! so instead of being helpful.. mother had to do the stuff they did 1/2 way as well! like HELLo? as if my mum is very free?


and haz.. dad was super helpful as well.. kept asking my mother to hurry with the dishes..and giving the black face! and he is happily waiting in the kitchen doing nothing or to chat with those aunties.. like DUH? u are not helping and just stop asking mum to hurry lohz..! whatever.. so sick lohz..!


i am not saying we should not be filial or anything.. just that if u can't offer help ..just sit outside there and keep quiet can already lohz..! that would be a great help rather than to comment this and that! and THIS IS OUR PLACE! stupid.. and talking abt expenses.. what abt the food we cooked? who pay for them? is our family lohz.. mum nv seem to complain but i am feeling very bu zhi de for her lohz.. and the food we offer is big fish big prawn..sea cucumbers.. not cheap lohz.. and is not only on such occasions where we spent alot.. plus new year also.. and other events! argh.. never offer to pay some of the expenses then SHUT UP! eat le still comment so much.. super pissed off by them! whatever.. spoil my day..

Happy National Day people.. well.. well.. they are encouraging ppl to wear red to the parade and there u go.. RED! haha.. sorrie lahz.. abit sianz.. no is fact is very sianz..! haiz.. although is holiday and stuff.. and i had been slacking for the past few days!! die.. and my geog mock paper is on wednesday!..gosh must have been the medicine i took make my feel very sleepy... i think i ok liaoz leh.. but then whenever i talk .. there's still this "flu voice".. eh.. sianz lahz..hahaz


anyway yestesday chatted with nat for like super long.. haha.. 3-4 hrs? lolz.. finally got the time to catch up wif her! so many things to complain and share at the same time.. lolz.. thanks ah.. hee~ lucky my dad din say anything .. which is rare! cos he will usually ask me to put down the phone 1..


eh.. quite at a loss in wat to blog todae.. overall had alot of feelings over the weekend..*anger*disappointment*confusion*slack* blar blar.. haha.. i am just listing down the -ve stuff! haha.. pessimistic! not really looking forward to ndp this yr.. well in fact these few years! i feel there's no atmosphere when watching @home! haiz.. when was the last time i went to the actual ndp? donkey years back! when i was in primary 5? gosh and that was just a preview not the actual 1.. which is abit sad lahz..and the stadium would be demolished by next year? sad... well.. think i just don't have the luck to be chosen to go although i applied for the tickets.. haha..


nothing much..just crapping.. rather watch singapore idol later.. trying the change the colour of the text but think i screwed up everything .. whatever

find your elementat mutedfaith.com.yah.. haha.. is kinda true.. hmmm.. nobody understands me!! haha.. eh.. maybe only a few?

today had been a happening day!! really.. with all the talks and stuff.. the 1st talk i attended was on psychology/counceling/social work.. was quite surprised that the 3 fields are actually quite different! eh.. cos at 1st i tot was the same thing..but then what was really stressing was the qualifications.. the 3 speakers kept stressing the MASTERS ..and even urge us to pursue education higher than masters! -__-"""listen liaoz also stress lah..


but on the other hand.. broadcast seemed really fun! the speaker was very engaging and the way she spoke was like a news reporter! wow! she is like so informative..and seems to know everything that's happening around the world!*impressed* but then think that kind of job suits me anyway.. got to be thinking on the feet all the time! is like when suddenly a big thing happened, u got 2 find all ur means to write a report on it! wow..


then came the break whereby more things happened! cos immediately after the break, tap ping hui and jeslyn tay would be coming back to CJ as former students to give a talk on acting.. well.. i din choose that as one of my career options.. but the 4 of us were really excited abt seeing 'stars'.. so we actually waited near the front gate where the stars will enter!.. and when the moment tay ping hui arrived (the 1st thing he did was to give our vice principal an affectionate hug..haha.. so sweet of him!).. pea and jo were like out of their mind.. began screaming.. making those funny noises and jumping around like mad rabbits!! really! gosh.. i was totally shocked by their actions.. i mean there's no need for such BIG reaction right..-__-"" and they began to comment abt how handsome he is..tall lahz..tanned lah.. dotz...


MADNESS! really madness.. buay ta han the both of them! they were like totally "star-struck"... and is like they were making sure big reactions that so many other cjc-sians were like looking very bizzared at jo and pea lohz..and then after which they will like stare at me and eme..(although we din do anything.. haha.. we were perceived to be a part of that 'siao' gang..) is so pai seh lahz.. i was like trying to dig a hole and hide myself in it.. and even one of the teachers who escort TPH up the stairs was like trying to signal to pea to keep quiet!.. the VP was also quite embarrassed as their actions really very eye-catching.. she was also staring at them.. making some what i call eye-language and some kinda hand signals.. to tell them to go somewhere else.. and pea actually mistook them as VP asking her to follow up to get TPH's signature!and she actually RAN up the stairs to catch another glimpse..and to get the signature.. wah super dotz lohz...


then came jeslyn tay! she was wearing a white dress which really made her look petite and nice..and of cos as expected came another commotion.. yes.. by the 2 of them again..hahaz...screaming again...


so the after the stars went to the conference room.. the 4 of us went up to the office and waited there.. (office is near the conference room).. and when they came out .. jo and pea got like a reflex action or something and immediately stood up ..yes.. jumping again and yes.. screaming.. omg.. and there were cameramen filming down the whole thing.. gosh.. what a fool they had made of themselves lohz! and yesh.. their screams managed to get TPH to look back and smiled at them (is a forced look...he looked a bit shock to react).. and they were charmed by him.. omg.. me and eme were too shocked AGAIN.. to do anything.. ppl around there were looking at the 2 of them...


i mean yes.. he is handsome and she is pretty.. but i dun feel the extent of having such big reactions lohz.. so what if he turned and look at u? like he will rmb u liddat? whatever he rmbs will be that there are 2 overreacting cjc students.. that's all.. well.. no argues abt that since different ppl handle different situations in different ways..


after the incident .. i was totally embarassed by them.. they were so oblivious of what's going on around them and what ppl are thinking of their reactions..but to think of it now.. is really hilarious! and guess what? pea managed to take a photo with TPH and jeslyn after the last talk! she rushed there immediately and asked jeslyn whether they could take a photo together!!..gosh.. that's the extent she will go to... haha.. while jeslyn tay seems friendly ..TPH seems a little too cold and dao i would say.. but in the end pea still manage to take the photo wif them! oh yes... after which she was totally siao.. running all over showing ppl the photo... !! dotz loh.. i got nothing to say liao.. haha.. what a day! finally see pea's and jo's true self revealing.. lolz.. i think i am the only one of the right mind to be calm throughout the thing (cos eme also has the urge of clashing into the LT whereby the stars are giving the talk..)..


stars...stars... stars.. surprised at how much they can affect ppl...

it was kinda fun in school todae..! during the homeroom period..is like ms gopal told us to write something positive abt every other classmate! so some ppl were busy making envelopes.. some distibuting the coloured papers.. haha.. and there i was busy thinking of what to write for each and everyone! haha.. the activity was really cool i think.. so we spent more than 1 period doing the stuff..(even taking away 1 GP lesson to write!!).. after a while the papers were passed everywhere to the respective ppl.. and this was the time i was really stressed! cos is like when eme already finished writing almost all the comments.. i was still stuck in the 1st few!!argh.. haha.. but overall it was fun! =D


in the end received back around 12 pieces!! haha.. really make my day lohz.. some were really hilarious! an example would be pea's 1.. she wrote the whole chunk in chinese.. sounds like some very rhyming poem.. telling us to "xiang qin xiang ai" ( haha.. is a joke whereby our gang will understand- anyway for those who duno.. dun try to knoe lahz.. is simply too LAME ! and if i retell the joke it will no longer seems funny! =X)


anyway stayed back in school alone to finish up my ariel essay! haha.. the 3 of them went back le.. aiyoh.. cos i was too lazy lohz.. and after which met with ting and santi!! seems ages since i last saw her!! eh.. last year? haha..chatted alot and told her all the BAD experiences i had wif my dad! and she kept laughing lohz.. haha.. quite ok lah.. anyway they were past! had dinner with ting and san @ S11.. the fishball soup was nice..(yah.. lots of MSG!)..


that's all! and tmr will be the career's day! kinda glad that i got what i chose! eh.. the 1st session will be on psychology..the 2nd will be broadcast and the last is HR/marketing!.. not bad lahz.. though i seriously have no idea what career i will have in the future.. hope these talks will be able to widen my perspectives! which also means .. there's no lessons tmr! yiPPee!! and friday is national day celebration!! monday is public holiday.. and tuesday will be off too!! haha.. well.. well.. but then is will be the last holidays if u don't consider the sept holidays(they are meant for studying for prelim anyway..)!!so i will treasure them!! =D