sianz!! is already sunday nite! and i kinda spend it meaninglessly! whaha.. cos my niece and nephew came to my hse.. end up playing wif them instead of studying!anyway i think my dad is BIASed..dun wish to elaborate! ...

and is finally HOLIDAYS!! argh.. but too bad exams are after holiday! so i have to study study and study! plus all the extra lessons during the 1st week of june! starting from TOMORROW! with geog consultation and econs lesson... ooo... sian 1/2

and i am having bad hair day! AGAIN.my new hair seems abit difficult to maintain...but i am going to get something done.. somehow! and my frens like all quite interested to see how i will look like..! OMG!! i can tell u only the day i cut ..the hair looks neat enuff.. other than that..is TERROR! HA!

todae was a bad day!! argh... GP paper was a killer! i am soooooo DEAD! my compo is gone...and my compre...EVERYTHING!! wat a bad start for an exam! anyway the bad things was kinda offset by the things which happened after the paper... me jo and pea went to scotts foodcourt to makan!! oooo... is so yummy!!we had yong tau foo!! hmm.. long time nv eat there le.. well not much changes anyway! =D

so we proceeded to bugis.. and wandered abt .. haha.. finding somewhere we can cut our hair! well finally settled on MONSOON!! ooo.. at 1st is very ex 1 lohz.. but then there is promotion and there's a 49% off every service!! so in the end me and pea only paid like $18!! ..ooo cheap!! and realli worth the money! i think the effect was very gooooood!! haha! and the package actally includes shampooing...cutting and blowing! wow!! and the guy who shampoo my hair is like damn funny lahz.. he tried to strike up a conversation..jus trying to be friendly.. and the way he speak is like so dead lahz.. he was like " i am going to shampoo 4 u now" like DUH! he had already put those soapy liquid on my hair b4 he said that.. and then he was like "do u need any drink?" ... "have u had lunch?" "wat sch u from?" .. DUH!! and the way he spoke was like so super soft lahz..and he gt a strange accent.. think he is a malaysian anyway...

so my hair now is layered...erm.. short ba if u consider ..cos cannot tie!anyway is realli worth the money!! *grinz* and well.. i look very different! cos is like when me and pea were shopping at stationery shop... is like she was turning ard looking 4 me when in fact i am like jus right in front of her! WOW!! haha.. a new hairdo can really change a person huh? haha.. anyway not very comfortable with the new hairstyle.. the fringe keep falling lahz.. but pea insists that's wat nice abt it! dotz..

so me and pea went watch shrek2!!! jus on the dot where we bought the tickets!!the show is 2.45 and we bought the tickets at 2.40!and that ticket selling auntie is like so blur and rude lahz.. called us "WEI!".. and nv give us back the change!! haha.. luckily i realise at the last minute when i asked pea to give me back the change and tada!the change is still with that auntie lohz.. dotz..

ya lahz.. that jo lohz.. suddenly tell us she is in toa payoh! erm..haha.. IGNTS!(jo knoe wat this mean..) so the time she called we were in this kinokuniya ..and we saw chen zhi cai!! and xiang xun and their son!! oh man... he is so shuai lahz.. haha! and he was jus stnading beside me at the counter.. !! WOW!! then i recognised the voice so familiar(he was toking to the cashier)!! wahaha..and some ppl actally STARED at him lahz.. poor stars.. no privacy!

and shrek2 si so super nice lahz! all the animation and graphicS!!! so super nice and all the little little details! like "sir justin" , "far far away" (which looked like the logo of hollywood).. and many many more lahz.. haha.. all made me broke out in laughters!! nice show!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!! and me and pea even took photos near the shrek2 poster..the troy and spiderman posters also!!haha.. to rmb how nice our hair is mahz.. wahaha.. and the photos are very nice although we only took 2!!! cos very awkward lahz.. and is strange to find alot of old uncles and ah-pek sitting at that level of the cinema... duno wat they trying to do there.. some were sitting on newspapers falling asleep.. dotz..

haha.. anyway went home feeling very very very tired!! but is a nice feeling altogether although my GP will suck..haha.. and is SERIOUS TIMEE!!! no more fooling!! i am going to mug throughout the holidayS!! i hopEE!!! but then tmr i am going expo again!! there's this food fair thingy!! haha..buaizz

HALO!!.. haven been updating for like a few days le!! wahhaa.. sianz mahz..duno wat to say somemore! hmM~...and GP paper is this friday and here i am slacking all the way!DIE! anyway there's no sch tmr!! YippEE!! well is supposed to be a study day anyway.. well i jus hope i will be able to concentrate!...argH~~ cos i am like always so restless nowadays! sleep too much also tired sleep too little also tired!!

what's wrong with me????

my mum jus passed me this pic which my niece drew 4 me!! is mE!! can u imagine?? hee~ is kinda cute rite? and she is only 3 this yr!! wow.. i see an artist talent in her!!



well if u are wondering how my other family members look like? this is my brother!!

so touched!!! hmm~~.. so many ppl tagged @my blog regarding that IMPOSER matter!! thanks ppl!! u realli made my day!! okie.. so to reward u guys.. i am going to blog to update u all!! hee~ =X

okie.. here it goes..

yesterday we had the sports carnival ..and our class came in the 2nd for frisbee game!! GOOD JOB everyone!! for the who played and those who cheered at the top of their lungs..!! and yah.. we got ur class jersey!! hMM~~ not bad ba.. is an adidas jersey with a 13 printed behind the shirt! haha.. but then the sleeves are simply tooooooo long!! er.. maybe my hands are too short! well...and we took soooo many photos!! all the poses ( like standing at the goalpost.. and posing like a soccer team! another feature some of us with our backs turned to the camera to show the 13!!)lolz..is so fun as compared to last year's! so after which.. me,jo,pea,eme,tav,cherie and rong went to sakae sushi! hmm~~ is like pratically a CJC canteen when we reached there!! so many tables were filled woth cj ppl! k..almost fainted! then feel so bloated lohz! haz.. cos we ate buffet mahz..

went home feeling so tired!!can u imagine i actually slept at 8.30pm?? haha..i slept for a whole TWELVE hrs!! so pig!but is shiok!haha.. haven slept for so long for a very long time le..

so todae went to expo for the "Buddha relics" exhibition with my dad!! well quite an eye opener.. soooooo many ppl!! and frankly we spent 3/4 of the time there queuing up to see the buddha's tooth!! the queue is like ENDLESS and continuing forever lohz.. i think i can fall asleep while queuing!kept yawning and yawning.. but obviously i didn't fell asleep lahz!! duh!.. and in such occasions of cos i get to see UGLY SINGAPOREANS!! yah.. ppl jus dun stick to the queue lohz!! like ..wat the heck? not as if like they can't see the tooth if they are 1 or 2 person behind!! aiyoh.. and there is guy wearing yellow shirt 1.. knocked and overtook me!! STUPID BANANA!! and he was like so smug to overtake me and grinning to his girlfriend!! DUMB! the gf sure eyes ta stamp to knoe ppl like him!! super kiasu lohz..

and saw liting working there ... and mrs koh(co-op teacher).. and is kinda awkward lohz.. cos mrs koh is like a queue in front of me.. and as the queue is like zig-zag kind.. i kept seeing her lohz!! i mean.. see once or twice still okie lahz.. smile smile liddat.. see more than that? is like very awkward lohz.. i can't be like smiling everytime i see her rite? that's like so funny lohz..!

okie so finally gt to see the buddha's tooth..eye opener !! and plus all the 500 luo hans and scuplture of godness fo mercy.. and alot alot more~!! very fasinating!

reached home at around 3 plus.. tired.. legs aching! mus be due to all the queuing! haz.. then slept again lohz... PIG!! wahah..well.. going to study le...

oh yah.. i PASSED my naffa!!! yippE!! so happy no more mass pE liaoz.. yeah!! told u i can do it de!!oh yah.. eme was so nice to be there to support me!! haha.. well.. i think the way i treat her sometimes realli mean lohz.. haha.. so.. i shall change lahz.. treat her better a little bit??..haha

had geog test todae.. well the questions seem easy enough!! but cos i din study realli well.. haha.. ehem.. u should knoe the result lohz..=X

todae went out after sch..wif jo,eme and pea.. haha.. quite slack lohz!!i went to toa payoh wif jo 1st.. to the HDB hub.. to change her flight dates @valuair..(and she kept thanking me.. haha.. buay ta han!!)then met wif pea and eme.. went to drink @roibo(erm..shld be spelt this way ba.. not sure! =X) anyway tried the new kiwi flavoured ice blend.. hMm.. not bad lahz.. is SOUR enough! oh yah.. all the $$$ spent borrowed from pea de lohz.. seriously broke!!and can u imagine where we shopped?? at the popular bookstore! lolz~~.. zhi ye bing liaoz.. wana find out all the prices to compare to that in our co-op!!and to find out wat new stock we can order mahz.. lolz~~ not bad lahz.. i think most of the things sold at co-op is cheaper lohz.. lalala..

reached home around 6.15!!so tired! aiyoh and on the way home on the MRt.. i kinda scary lohz.. the PA system kept like announcing "pls call 999 when u came upon suspicious package..."kinda of thing!! scary! simply freaked me out lohz! well.. is for the sake of everyone.. prevention always better than cure mahz.. but no need like every 15 mins interval also announce 1 lohz.. SCARY!! argh..

oh yah.. tmr is the sports carnival!!! and our klass had ordered a klass jersey! hope will turn out nice!

anyway.. some coward tagged on my tag board claiming he is dennis ang! well... dare to tag yet dun dare to admit!! haiz.. wat a sad world rite?? oh.. so if u are dennis ang, i will be BROTHER PAUL huh??? lalalala..

is raining again!! arghh...so was kinda troublesome when i had to take out the umbrella jus to cross the road.. haha..oh yah.. jus reminded me abt UMBRELLA!! is so funny this morning lohz.. as usual we will have our morning assembly lohz.. and it started to drizzle! i mean.. HUGE droplets of rain..well.. definitely not a good way to start the day off! but we still sang the singapore anthem..and suddenly when the rain gt quite heavy.. a person in a J1 klass began to shelter himself from the rain by taking out his umbrella loohz..-___-"""
whahaha.. is damn comical .. so everyone instead of singing the anthem , is busy concentrating looking at the "outstanding" umbrella.. and laughing like mad lohz..

quite okie lahz todae.. hmM ~ geoeg remedial was kinda slack! and mr saw is damn funny also! haha.. in a slip of his tongue he actually scolded "ta ma de" ! lolz~ when he realises he was like..." oh i was jus memtioning abt his mother"!!! lolz..

co-op was fun too.. had the "si du kong jian" thingy again.. well.. but nothing conclusive realli happened..

and sian tmr gt geog test! argh.. and my NAFFA 5 stations...

keeping my fingers cross

so DUMB!! i am like so super angry now lohz.. haiz..jus finished my PE and i had to redo my 5 stations jus because i failed my standing broad jump last friday lohz.. okie.. nvm so i jumped todae again and YIPPEE i actually cleared my SBJ!! an imoprovement of 8cm lohz.. i was quite surprised also.. haha.. but i still have to do the other 4 stations lahz.. haha.. all gt improve! not bad.. shuttle ran was the last station ..by then i was realli tired liaoz lohz..and jus like last fri i din clear it at 1st lahz.. it was 12.2sec...so i had to redo it again..without taking any break lohz.. cos i was the only 1 left! then nvm.. i ran again.. and of cos is worst lahz.. STUPID!..haven even recover from my 1st run i had to run again...

is SO SICKENING lohz.. hate her! i tried to rationalise with her and she dun even give me a 2nd chance lohz.. and i missed the silver jus by 0.1 sec!! i mean.. how dumb can it get lohz..!!?!?!?! WAT THE TOOT!..i was like telling her usually i dun do so well in my SBJ but todae is an expection! and usually i get a rest after the 1st attempt of shuttle run.. and todaze i dun.. STUPID she jus simply brushed them off lahz..! F*** and guess wat her reply was ? " well.. u wun pass by having a lucky jump!" i was like WAt THE HECK LOHZ!! lucky jump?? PLEASE is an improvement of 8 CM loh!

and so next thurday i have to redo the stations again! STUPID STUPID...and i MAKE SURE I WILL PASS...I MUST PASS !! DUMB! i dun wana see her face again!

TOTALLY
PISSED
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oh yah.. "thanks" for ting's reminder! yesterday after sch.. i went to met up wif her for lunch lahz.. so after we ate we went to NTUC supermarket! something which happened made me hopping mad lohz! there was this auntie promoting those taiwan sausage..so out of curiosity.. i went to see lahz.. and she was like "yao bu yao mai?fang gong zu heng fang bian de.." ( u wana buy?is convenient to cook..especially for working ppl) FAINTED!! like wat the heck lohz.. she ASSUMED i am working.. jus because my uniform looks like some factory worker near the area!! WAT THE TOOT!!.. i was so MAD that i jus diao her and walked off!! ArgH~~ so DUMB!! and ting was laughing like crazy lahz.. so EVIL.. !! hump! but i was realli angry lahz.. haiz + the past 2 days also spent quite sadly liaoz.. still mus listen to such nonsense... haiz..

sad...sad...sad...!! like frens say i look like factory worker is bad enough liaoz.. cos u knoe they are joking but NOW!! omg! even the NTUC auntie tot i am a factory worker!! ME?? can u imagine??do i even look like 1...?? with my sch bag... and stuff??think that auntie sure gt stamp stuck at her eyes!!

haiz... is a sad sad sad world!! to everyone who is laughing at me now..(esp ting).. well.. jus laugh ur heads off!!...make me the joke of the day!... watever...

told u le... is a sad sad sad world....

*DEPRESSED*

these 2 days were pretty sad...well maybe i was jus kinda passive! but things are not happening MY way!...argh..firstly..i FAILED my standing broad jump.. CLAP ppl! more mass PE for me!! wat the toot!! i missed by 5cm!! the rest of the stations were GREAT.. i mean i did kinda well!! except SBJ!! argh~~...SICK!..so after PE had a break lahz.. i ate the malay food !totally sucks lah! quite expensive somemore~haiz.. and MOSQUITO flying here and there.. *hint to eme and pea!*lolz~ she damn 'fan' lohz...and i flung my econs test!! clap again.. haiz.. things are jus NOT RIGHT!! and we(me,eme and pea) tried the UDon after sch.. another sucky meal! yucks.. jus dun get the satifaction lah!and pea was like taking for granted we will be ordering the same stuff and she was like " san wan japanese udon"(3bowls)...lolz nearly fainted lahz.. and is damn funny! she din even seek my view cos i was still looking at the menu..

okie..overall friday was a sad day!

and todae there wasn't much improvements either! haiz..todae had the econs case study test and is DIFFICULT!haiz.. another gone case liaoz..maybe i din study hard enough!..haiz.. but i only slept for like 3 and a half hr!! (10.30pm-2am).. and i studied all the way to 6!.. haiz.. maybe that's still not enough.. but however the econs retest was postphoned! CHEERZ EVERYONE!so we were supposed to meet the new sale personnel todae at 11.. but we went out lunching @far east.. and of cos came back late lahz.. =X..we had chicken rice.. is nice lahz.. but is wasn't wat i realli wanted in mind.. wat the heck! i dont't even knoe wat I WANT in the 1st place..haiz.. and eme treated us agar-agar..wow! suddenly she so nice.. duno whether gt ulterior motive or not? haha.. kk.. i am being very mean here..

so we took 605 back to sch lahz.. somehoe the conversation was abt wat occupation we see each other in.. looking at the appearance only.. so as usual my reply was "oh.. i see no future in me" so the both of them broke out in laughters lahz.. cos is like everytime we took 605 back to sch.. this conversation will jus suddenly strike upon us.. and my reply will always be the same! lolz~ so we were predicting eme will become an accountant.. sitting in front of the computer typing typing and typing from 8-5pm kind.. and glasses growing thicker and thicker each and everyday lolz.. and she actually claimed that she like such job!*fainted* so pea will be our future social worker... always so helpful.. or even the prestigous POLCEWOMAN!! haha.. i can imagine her catching thieves and the way she ran.. totally fit into the description! lolz..

so fianlly met with the sale personnel lohz.. her name is amy.. but amy yip lahz.. some other amy-s... but the 1st impression she gave me wasn't very good lohz.. maybe i expected too much ba.. cos shirley was a wounderful person and a great help to co-op! haiz.. she this aunty amy is chatty.. VERY CHatty!!.. argh.. sure can click well with mosquito!.. dun like her lahz.. haiz.. and she kept interrupting me when i was trying to explain stuff to her.. CAN'T SHE WAIT?? haiz... well.. i jus hope my impression will change for the better ba.. but i realli doubt so.. but after reading my blog pls dun use clolured glasses to view her lahz.. this is jus my impression lahz..

told u le..is a sad day!.. with sad results...sad food... sad ppl... sad surrounding! argh...SAD DAY!!

dun bother abt me.. i am jus being paranoid...

----pissed-----

not a bad day afterall!! cos geog remedial was cancelled!! yeah!!but miss lim already told us to go back in june for consultations!! argh~ there goes my holidays.. and during lit mrs tan wasn't like pleased wif our lit presentation lohz.. haiz.. duno is her expectations too high or we realli very lan lohz...

todae co-op was kinda fun!! hee~ yupz.. cos there was this person who gave us the old edition of the 50c coin and both evan and i wanted it!! argh..!! so guess wat we did to pick out the winner?? we played scissors-paper-stone lohz!! so super lame! haha.. but is fun lahz..i was like laughing like crazy le.. and the one who lose will get the coin...and i won!!oppz.. i mean i LOST!! 3 times in a row!! lolz~ so the coin is MINE!! yippee~another addition to my brother's collection!

and yah.. so me,eme,zx and evan had a "si du kong jian" conversation(jus as zx named it) well.. is not supposed to be used that way though... he insisted cos we were standing in such a way we were at 4 corners...
-____-""" well anyway i learnt alot of new things abt them ba.. haha.. SECRETS!! and they even dragged the poor daniel to confront him!! aiyoh.. so mean lahz..hmm~~ well..

everyone faces different problem... including me lahz!! haha.. but then of cos i wun face problems zx faces!! i happy-go-lucky 1 mahz.. such things wun bother me!! hee~~ =Xx but then i wish him good luck!! hehehe..watever the result is...of cos i hope i can hear good news! well back to my problem! aiyoh.. i am like always so restless during lessons!! arghh wat is happening to me? and then i dun seem to understand the lectures also.. falling asleep during lecture is a norm.. well.. that's y eme gave me the "sleeping beauty" nickname... dotz..

haiz.. i shall work hard!!! realli hard!! there's lit test tmr.. econs quiz on fri.. econs case study test and an econs klass test after that... ARGH!!! this is crazy! but the thing is.. i can't even cope wif such small tests.. what am i going to during A levels... the thought of it makes me shudder! but still have to face it loh.. haiz.. reality is harsh...

i shall work hard...i will work hard.. i must work hard...

aloha! todae is ting's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!! anyway.. we went celebrating yesterday!! haha... was quite fun lahz.. taking those neoprints and stuff!! (refer to ting's/quek's blog.. too lazy to typE! but then i always very out of the picture 1 lohz.. cos i will always be the only one wearing sch u when going out lohz..whahah...

but can see ting erm.. quite disappointed lahz.. haiz.. cannot stay out late mahz..so she was kinda quiet when we went out yesterday.. all of us were like shopping aimlessly also! but overall is quite fun lahz.. esp at jack's place! the birthday song(which was very unexpected!) and all the pics taken ..

and my dad called me asking me to go home earlier~~!! haiz..*stress*!.. but then i am guilty lahz! haiz.. have been going out these few days lahz.. serves me right for being nagged at! ..but i hope ting will enjoy herself lohz! hee~


k.. 'nuff said.. i am going to sleep lohz.. so tired in sch todae!! when i rested on the table for like a while ..ms gopal tot i was sick!! -___-""" and yah.. she is retiring this yr.. erm.. well wat can i say? why didn't she retire earlier?? lolz~ =X.. anyway she's quite a knowledgable teacher lahz.. and i can feel that she will be happier when she retire! after all she has been teaching for the past 33 years!! can u imagine? ...best wishes to her lahz.. erm.. is abit early to say that cos she will only be retiring at the end of the yr.. same time as when we graduate...

aiyoh time pass so fast.... very scary!!

todae is the songfest!! but i left home having mixed feelings... happy at the same time.. but kinda heavy hearted..duno..is fun when u have something 2 anticipate.. is like when i was in the bus knowing i will be meeting jeannie and jq the very next minute! my gosh! i am like having tonnes of butterflies in my stomach!so excited!!lolz~ is good to see them again!! and jq has a new hairstyle!hmm~.. not bad lahz.. is like when we reached them.. WOW!! is so familiar..the steps at the entrance.. the 8 running tracks... the benches.. everything! then is like everyone i see i knoe!! saw so many ppl i knoe!!.. to name a few.. my pri sch frens:Ismail and mary! then so many of my 1st 3mths frens..and tutors who had taught me b4...

although things look the same on the surface.. but i think.. alot have changed! ppl...the atmoshpere.. everything is so familiar and yet so distant...i dun like this feeling..

but the songfest was nice!! esp the duet by jean and junyi! is so super nice!.. and they won the 2nd prize!! CONGRATS!! and the performance by teachers!! nearly fainted!!.. there are like 5 teachers who call themselves "spicy gals!"(actually 4 gals and a guy).. and oh my gosh.. everyone laughed like crazy when the "scariest spice" entered the performance!! is was mr larry lim!(my previos econs tutor!).. oh my.. he dressed like a gal.. and his fake boobs were huge and sharp!! lolz~~ and the way he danced.. haha.. is funny esp when he life up his arms.. cannot imagine!! everyone jus broke out in laughter!! cos is unshaved mahz!! and he's wearing spaggetti! *fainted* but overall is nice!! but.. seriously i dun like the band performances.. no offence.. but i dun think they can be classified as music..

so after the songfest, me,jeannie,junyi,chris and jq went cafe cartel to makan together! and the queue was looooooong..jq and junyi told alot of jokes!! haha.. is so fun and i have nv heard them b4! so this cartel waitress was like asking me"how many ppl lahz... want to sit outside/inside...wat's my name" all the stuff lahz.. haha.. and the answer i gave was direct mahz.. like 5!INSIDE!HUI SHAN!...and they were like "why are u so fierce?" lolz~ think my tone was realli bad!.. and the funny thing is i wasn't even looking at her when she toks to me! the 4 of them were looking at her and she din even asked them!! well.. kinda ironic yah? nv eat at cafe cartel b4! hmM~.. so couldn't make up my mind on wat 2 eat.. so i jus follow them lohz.. ordered pork chop.. but i feel is okie only (though it was a chef's recommendation!)..maybe i preferred chicken or fish ba.. in the end i ate very very slowly lohz.. i was the last! can u imagine? usually i am the one who finish the meal the fastest! and jq kept emphasising the "free flow of bread".. well.. i tried 1.. but again.. i think was okie only lohz..jq was like so in love wif the bread! when i was still at my 1st piece.. he already ate 3!

so after the meal.. the 3 guys went back lohz.. junyi was tired and having a headache... jq wanted to go back..so left jeannie and me lohz..we shopped in TM ..so much changes over there!! long time nv shop there le..well things do changed over time..

duno.. i think the thing i feared realli came true.. things do changed...duno.. the feelings we had for the 1st 3 mths were no longer present now..haiz... and although we had lots of jokes and stuff.. there was still alot of awkward silence during the meals and on the bus journeys.. maybe i am too sensitive? do the others feel that? or am i the one expecting too much...duno.. is a strange feeling.. and i dun like it..after all we haven seen one another for almost a year.. and well awkward silence is expected? duno...i think weiqi can feel it lohz. when we were still in sch.. he was like "aiyoh.. how cum gt awkward silence 1?" although i heard him.. i jus brushed his comments behind my mind.. maybe i jus can't accept that things have changed..in sch i saw alot of my 3mths frens.. those not so close 1.. and now we have become "hi-bye" frens...

maybe this so called gathering was a mistake... maybe i shouldn't have expected too much... maybe w/o this gathering our bond could still remain the same as i do not have to face the changes...maybe i am the silly one thinking too much.. maybe maybe maybe........life is full of uncertainties..

now tat the songfest is over... there's nothing more i can anticipate...next gathering? god knoes when it will be... life still has to go on...

i am tired......

oh yah.. how can i forget to wish my bro HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! but sian todae morning msg him happy birthday.. nv even say thanks... haiz..

oh man.. i am so tired!! todae did the NAFFA test.. and wah.. i realli kinda admire my determination! i ran without any stopping and i finished my 7 rounds in 14mins29sec.. that's still an A grade.. and 14min30sec is a B!! -___-""" phew~ that's realli close.. and now my body seems cramped everywhere!! must have been the lack of warm-ups...

and todae eme told me a rumour.. sth that realli shocks me! haiz.. i hope it is not the truth.. or i will realli despise the both of them! well... i hope is jus a rumour...but then if there's not any degree of truth in ti.. why would ppl want to start the rumour in the 1st place??? haiz.. sian 1/2

so went shopping @ orchard wif my 2nd sis todae.. hMm~~ bought a shirt in the end for bro's present! at 1st wana buy belt 1.. wah.. but is damn expensive lohz!! 1 belt can cost like 60 bucks!! and somemore the brand like very "uncle" 1... dotz... and bought a wallet for mum!! is super nice!! i hope she likes it! and yah.. is hiding in my sch bag now.. jus in case she found out! well.. cos i think my bag is the safest place! wahhaa.. and sunday will go collect the cake.. at marine parade.. abit far.. but is okie! heez.. and yah.. i wanted to shop for new shoes and wallet!! haha.. saw one pair quite nice de... but then the sole quite strange ..dun think is suitable for running anyway.. yah.. and we went PS... shop shop.. but nothing 2 shop.. haha.. guess both of us feeling tired liaoz..then headed for bugis .. my sis's favourite shopping place..

and OMG!! dun ever try the NoochX lohz.. the food totally sucks! especially the icetea!! totally spoilt my impression of the nice ice tea at nooch(city link) lohz.. totally tasteless.. like plain water liddat... no taste of tea... no taste of lemon! argh~~... is a waste of $3 for a retarded drink! and the cup is smmmmmallllll... nvmm... this shall be the 1st and LAST time i enter that place!! whaaha...waited forever for the bus to arrive!!...reached home at 8.. tired!..

but tmr will be a great day! wonderful day!! is TP's SONGFEST!! yeah... good luck to jean and junyi!! be confident and u 2 will do well!! so excited... haha.. dun think i am able to sleep!! haha.. isn't an exaggeration? THEY shld be the one unable to sleep not ME!! whaha..GOOD LUCK again!! i am so looking forward to tmr~~ lalalaaa... =D

omg.. jus saw 1 blogskin... is super nice!! hmM~~ duno whether i shld change or not?? sianz 1/2 lahz.. i wanted to do my geog tutorial.. but argh i forgot to bring my lecture notes home!! stupid... so careless.. and miss ng is saying those who nv prepare tmr tutorial will be invited to stand outside the klass.. great... shit man!.. argh.. nvm.., go sch complete tmr.. or shld i say copy?? wahhaha..

uhoo~~ i am back! sianz wana chat with ppl but no one online!! argh.. anyway jus wana share wat happened yesterday.. rmb my bro came back ?.. haha.. i duno lehz.. i kept helping him do stuff!!cos usually i wun wan 2 help him 1 lohz.. haha.. maybe kinda guilty not buying present for him..haha.. and i actually helped him iron his long sleeved shirt lohz~~ whaha.. kinda unexpected.. and he also siao siao 1 lohz.. like so thankful! and started singing like songs.. but he changed the lyrics.. like "without me wat would he do.. no one will help him iron his shirt" (in chinese) *fainted* haha..of cos i asked him 2 stop lahz.. buay ta han him!

okie lahz.. the ironing part except the long sleeve.. haha.. jus realised it was kinda hard to iron as compared to short sleeve! and b4 he left .. my dad asked him 2 put on some perfume lahz.. and then he already wore his shoes liaoz.. so he asked me go take his perfume lohz.. and then.. he jus spread out his arms and asked me to spray for him lohz!! whahaha.. erm.. is a strange feeling.. we were nv THAT close.. haha.. but is good lahz.. i can sense our bro-sis relationship is getting better though we do not see each other that often .. maybe is largely bcos of his gf ba.. he seems a changed person.. erm... a better and complete person.. which is good!!

haha... so i jus discussed with my 2nd sis abt his present... and we planned to go shopping tmr for bro's present!! yeah... hmm~ i think it will be a surprise for him also!hmm.. but what shld we buy?? *thinking*....

wow!! todae was a great day!! guess wat??? double happiness!! shuang xi ling men!! cos the lit test and econs test were postponed!! can u ever believe it???? yeah!! i am like so happppyy!! cos i din study mahz.. =X hehe.. anyway i doubt with such extension i will study also.. wahaha..and poor emelind lohz.. haha study until siao then postponed!! haha.. so she was like very pek lahz.. and wow she gt violent lahz.. wanted to say the F word liaoz.. but pls lohz.. haha.. cos i dun see a need 2!!

and during econs lesson eme gt violent again!! whahaa.. guess wat she did?? she pointed the middle finger!! at pea and jo!! omg!! i nearly fainted cos is was bcos jo and pea kept suan-ing us over the econs question we have to present.. (me and eme same grp..but very suay we had to present 2 questions whereas pea and jo need only 2 present 1) so they were kinda smug lahz.. haha.. but then i realli dun see the need to point lohz!! haha.. eme pls dun be so violent k!! relac lahz.. only suan mahz.. cannot take it die le!! the real world is more harsh then this when u enter the working society!! lolz.. relac relac!! take life so seriously will die de!!

oh yah this morning gt a surprise!! a pleasant 1.. out "godmother" came back to visit us!! SHIRLEY!! haha.. she came to visit us b4 heading for work!! so sweeeeet... but then like long time nv see her also duno wat to tok abt...haiz.. that's wat i am afraid of! is like when u dun see a person for a very long time .. and when u meet up again.. the feeling jus seems different... something seems lost...that's wat i am very afraid of when i meet my 1st 3mth frens!!..

but i hope everything will turn out fine ... haha and yes i am getting nearer and nearer to SATURDAY!!so looking forward to it! 1 more day to go!! but sian.. tmr gt PE!! somemore is the real NAFFA test.... haiz... and is 2.4km run!! .... haiz.. but overall todae is a great day! even geog tutorial seems fun.. drawing the climograph and stuff .. FUN! oh yah.. i still have to complete them!...kkz... buai le~~

HORRIFIED! totally horrified.. i set my alarm at 5.20 hoping to wake up to do my work.. and argh.. i woke up at 6.30!! i did not hear the alarm at all... it was dad who woke me up telling me to eat dinner!!s**t!! i haven prepare the tests for tmr!! econs and lit test.. die man..haiz.nvm.. prepared to fail liaoz...

and yah.. todae bro came back to eat dinner together!! haha.. like long time nv see him ard at dinnertime le! can see dad was happy!! lolz~~ and oh my.. my bro looked very suave!!! haha.. so shuai!! cos he jus came home from work.. and wearing those long sleeved shirT!!(if he is seeing this.. he will be grinning from ear to ear liaoz..!!) nice!! duno.. haha.. jus feel he has grown up!! and yah.. his bday is jus 2 days away!! shld i get him something??? hmmm~~ cos is like usually i dun buy 1.. but then..this yr he gave me a surprise by giving me a present... haha.. cos the last time he gave me was like.. when i was 5 yrs old? or 6? i couldn't rmb!! but is a nice and cute little lion named " xiao an an" so shld i buy sth for him??? hMM~~ i think i shld!! but wat to give to a bro??? no idea!! any suggestions????? well.. maybe i shall go hunting for his present this few days..!!

and tmr is THURSDAY!! yeah... coming to weekends le!! realli looking forward to it... i will take a BIG rest.. this week is realli hectic! 2 more days to saturday....and i will have the chance to meet my 1st 3 mths frens !! yipPPee~~!!! saturday quick come.... PLEASE!!

oh my gosh!! 93.3 jus played william hung's "she bangs" ..... nearly fainted... or u can say...die laughing.. lolz.. and i am like so super stuck at the essay!! "Daddy" is a difficult poem!! argh... and i am supposed to write a 4 pages long essay.. well... how is that possible????...

ARGH!

*yawnz*.. jus woke up from my afternoon nap!! erm.. i only slept for 1 hr!! haha.. ONLY! well i was thinking that i can wake up so as to start on my work!! but duh.... u see me here agaiN!! wahaha... i have 2 very heavy tutorials 2 do!! the ariel essay and the geog remedial hw(is like 6 pages lohz..tonnes of questions!).. and the good news is.. i HAVEN STARTED!! wat the toot so why do i feel so smug now? ...

nvm... i think i am crazy!! ARgh~~ i duno.. haha.. maybe feeling a bit stressed up nowadays..and yah.. the ppl who knoe me well enuff knoe wat i will do when i am stressed!! i LAUGH OUT LOUD!! haha.. realli is a great way !! try it..!! so i also duno wat happen on monday lohz.. i was realli siao! as in literally... i kept laughing and laughing and laughing!! until ppl ard me also buay ta han liaoz~~ lolz~~.. [see pearlene's blog] haha.. yah.. hmm~~... lessons was jus the usual stuff.. but i think my brain realli like not working lohz.. i can like think for so many hrs on how 2 do my WW essay.. and ended up crapping.. is sad lahz.. that book is realli hard! argh~~ and tmr there is a WW presentation!! omG!! die.. i dun have points to present.. even if so.. she will like comment "oh c'me on! ur points are so superficial.." " isn't the points i mentioned in my lecture?? don't u have new ideas??? " argh... and todae in sch did the GP essay and totally sucks lohz.. i simply have no ideas... as usual i ended up crapping.. and even asked my tutor to give me allowance to hand up by the end of the day...

and there's econs and lit test this thursday!! once again.. i haven started revising.. haiz.. is a tough week with tonnes of tutorials and tests!! but haha.. is always econs lesson that makes me feel very relax lohz.. all the jokes and stuff and is the only lesson i am able to keep myself awake!! phew..haha.. mr ang is a funny tutor lahz.. and todae we had those "qian bian wen da ti" session.. haha.. and is funny lahz..and all the questions given by pea lohz.. haha.. yesh.. lame person can come up wif alot of lame stuff 1.. haha.. but i cannot deny!! is very funny!! and we have a new tongue twister!!"pea pear pearl...pearl pear pea.." TRY IT!! lolz~~

yah... i duno wat to blog le.. haven been blogging for the past few days... and am too lazy to recall them liaoz...and i haven been reading my fren's blog.. so i better do.. to keep myslef updated!! buaiz...

i am tired... maybe is bcos i din have a nap this afternoon!!... argh~~.. yupz met up with ting,quek,zhen and zell todae!! but i feel i am kinda a spoiltsport by leaving earlier!! haiz... dunoo.. i think my dad will nag at me if i go out too often.. and yah.. i haven started on my tutorials yet!! and there are all due this coming week!! esp those lit essays!! i knoe nuts abt them!! s**t... how am i going to finish them?!? and tmr is my grandma's bdae so will be out celebrating !! argh~~ there goes another day!! i will not be able to finish them!! and the upcoming tests!! argh~~ this is driving me crazy....and here i am blogging my 2nd entry.. duh.. needless to say... is a waste of time!!

but then... okie lahz.. since i am here...might as well make this entry a perfect 1.. so i finally ordered a mothers' day cake!! is from sweet secrets.. a coffee flavour 1.. hope mum likes it!! hmM~~.. actually was thinking of to buy other thing as well de.. u knoe those osim massage chair.. maybe is a gd idea.. i saw this advertisement.. is only 100 plus.. kinda cheap ba i think.. but i figured out it will be more suitable for fathers' day gift.. so i will save it until that day!!.. i knoe dad will like it!!haiz.. i see my parents having more and more white hair each and every day.. and they are beginning to have backaches and stuff... !!so a massage chair will be a great present!! hmm~~

although with all the tutorials and stuff... i am realli looking forward to next saturday!! i hope it will turn out to be a great day!! i am going for tp songfest!! yeah.. and i will be able to see most of my 1st 3mths frens!! hooRay!! but then ironically i feel scare also...is kinda like "what if u duno wat to chat abt on that day..??? awkward silence???" wat if after all the hope and happiness to see them and in the end it turn out to be a great disappointment as u find that the feelings u once had during the 1st 3mths no longer stays??

i duno.. i certainly dun wan it to turn out that way..but i realli realli realli hope it will turn out great!! maybe i am thinking too much....

i am having mixed feelings... but i duno where it originates from... i feel tired...tired of everything...tired of life....friends...there's no motivation anywhere.... i have to find it! i am IN CONTROL of my life!!

wow!! is SATURDAY already!! is realli fast!! argh.. scary!! cos b4 u knoe it the weekends will be over!! and duh... go back 2 sch !! omG!! haiz.. yah.. and getting closer and closer to exams le!! yah.. but i love saturday mornings!!fresh air... nice greenery(trees and grasses seem especially green on saturdays!!)..... birds chirpping!! (not that birds dun sing during weekdays.. haha...) is nice lahz.. !! the feeling when u wake up is different..entirely different.. is hard to describe lahz...

and every sat morning i will be marketing with my parents and have breakfast together!! is a great feeling!! haha.. parents are the king and queen in terms of marketing!! they seem to knoe everything!! esp my mum.. u point to this veg.. she will knoe the name.. point to another 1 she still knoe!! WOW..haha.. wonder where she get all this info from!! and me and my mum will shop here shop there... haha.. cos there will be alot of those small stalls set up..usually on weekends and wow the stuff they sell are cheap!! great bargains everywhere...(but of cos at this time.. i will like chase my dad home.. cos he dun have the patience to shop!! haha..=Xx) yah.. i like the crowded market and food centre although that means we will have to wait a longer time for our food!! i dun like crowds in shopping centres..but crowd in a neighbourhood is different.. friendly ppl everywhere.. aunties and ah ma crowding ard the uncle who is advertising the cooking wok... aunties and uncles gatehring ard a table having breakfast after their tai-chi session... haha..

i love SATURDAYS!! but is a pity how time flies.... how i hope everyday is a saturday...