This is how life is.
Within a span of just a few days, I've experienced near death, death situations, fighting, irrationality, have my back facing an angry man holding a chopper etc.
That's why sometimes its hard not to grow up.
Because there is essentially 3 groups of people in these situation.
1. The emotionally driven - the ones involved in fights, crying, screaming, hysteria etc..
2. The audience - you know it, there's no need to describe them.
3. The rational ones - they are mainly the ones who break the fights, calm others, you know just doing something to make things better.

At some point of time in life, we would take up the position of either 1,2 or 3 or a combination.

Do you ever wonder what position you took up most of the time?

Labels: Inspirational stories

Just hope that I wont fail my exams. Hah. Hopefully got sub paper. lol.. yeah.. im kinda freaked out because this semester's topics are my weakest. I can't do physics/math and very technical computer theories. I'm absolutely an idiot at that. I don't know what to do... sigh.

On the other hand, work seemed to be quite fulfilling lately. I mean, yeah i still get all that crap shit, scoldings from cranky ppl whatsoever... but I have been doing alot of teaching lately due to the bunch of newbies that started work lately. I'm really beginning to like doing that. Yes, its tedious but fulfilling. It feels absolutely great to see them improve and produce quality images. ahhh...that satisfying feeling.
Speaking of which... coming June, will mark my 2nd year of working here. Time passes so fast eh?
Loads of changes, management...etc.
Was pleasantly surprised lately - work related. Didn't expect that...didn't know what I did was being noticed in such detail. Things I thought were normal? but obviously not normal to them.
Yea.. shall not confuse ya all. Its all good... or maybe there is something else to it.
Maybe they just didn't want me to leave...i don't know. They talk funny to me.
I'm kinda confused.
Ok enough of self confusing thoughts and ramblings. hah~

I'm not sure why but working in theatre in and out makes me fall sick more often than usual.
Its usually the aftermath or during theatre work.
I'm down with flu again (hey its the common flu ok..).

And just a few hours ago, i injured my big toe on my way to NTUC to get groceries.
I didn't actually realise how bad it was. I merely just tripped but didn't fall. Felt a short split second pain on my right toe and that was it. So I ignored it and continue walking. It was after 5minutes of walking that the bottom of my right toe felt cool and wet. Like there's water.
I stopped halfway and checked.. it was at night and you know those orange street lights..so it my right toe just looked darker than the other one. So i continue to walk on..cos NTUC was just about 5metres away.
When i reached the supermarket, i checked again under the bright white lights... gosh, my right big toe was flooded with blood, no wonder it felt wet and cool.. lol. Ok i'm being really gross here.
No pictures cos word description is gross enough liao right. Haha...
And guess what... i continue on my grocery shopping. Aiyah.. i figured the blood will clot and stop by itself. lol..

I met jieli along the way and we had a nice short chat. Showed her the bleeding toe and she said it looks really bad...and asks how come i can still continue to do my grocery shopping?!
I don't know..but it getting more painful now. Maybe my nerves just woke up from all that drowsy medication. hah.

yeah.. boring post. yawn.
lalalala..

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