Heh.. i survived my first night on the bus.
My colleague went up with me just to take a look around.
She said its actually quite dangerous...cos there's no one around and we're on open air space.
Even if you shout from inside the room no one can hear also. Heh~
She was surprised that I wasn't abit worried being alone with two male patients who were much taller and bigger build than me.
Errr... actually it didn't even occur to me to think about that issue.
I just concentrated on doing my job.
But what she highlighted was true..but for now, lets just not think of the worst...

I made some chocolate cupcakes for my night shift partners and they loved it.
Thanks for being so pong chang. =)

I laughed so much during the outing on sat night.
A great way to relieve all the stress, troubles, problems and whatsoever that i'm facing.
Thanks to all the people that were there with me.
I'd never forget all those funny moments especially at kbox!

Hey, the troubles, stress..etc are still there, i still have to face them.
But at least, there's something to look forward to, to live for, like times like these.
Like last night, like last monday...
I guess some things, you just have to make it happen, to make yourself happy.
It gets a little depressing to work at a place that sees suffering and unhappiness.
Thats why I need a little "uplifting" once in a while.. heh heh.

Perhaps its the coffee. I don't drink coffee in the past. But i do now.
And on a everyday basis.
It started during the exam period for the sole purpose of keeping me awake and it continued till now - for a total different reason.
I used to wonder why my parents drink it everyday, cos i don't really fancy it.
But I don't know why i'm joining my parents now. haha.
I no longer resist coffee anymore. :p
Its my new love. hehee


Random topic...
Oh.. i just witnessed a crazily raged taxi driver below my block cursing and swearing in english in the middle of the night. He's literally talking to the air, like scolding a passenger who cheated him of the fare. But there's nobody there, he's totally ALONE.
He continued to scold very very loud, (i live on the 5th floor and i can hear every single word clearly) for more than half an hour. Then he retreated back into his taxi and continued to gesture and scold to himself. So scary. Luckily i never walk that path home.

Have you ever realise that no matter what happens, life goes on?
No matter good or bad, happy or sad things happen, life goes on.

You may feel like crap one moment or you may feel like you're in cloud 9.
But they will always pass, will always end.
These are transient feelings that will come and go.
But what if the balance between happiness and sadness goes off?
What if the scales are tipped towards sadness most of the time?
What would you do?

Everyone has their own constant struggle in everyday life.
Struggles in the past, present and future.
It takes a very long time to overcome all these.
Especially those that haunt you in the past and continues to haunt you at the present state.
Don't give up.
I know it can be very tiring.
Take a break and continue to fight on.
"Have faith and hope, because there's something positive and new on the horizon that you can't yet see."



Maybe nothing I say now can get to you.
But i'm still trying.
Even if you don't take it in.
Just to let you know that I really do care.
That your presence in my life has made a difference.
And you're here to stay.
No matter what decision you've already have made,
be it bad or good ones,
just know that I'd never abandon you.
As much as I can't pull you away from the dark path that you're heading,
I will always leave my arms open, just in case you want to turn back.

You know who you are. I just read your blog and i'm very concerned.
But yet, i feel quite helpless.
Just like a friend of mine.
He found his perfect way to die, the perfect death, perfect way to leave.
I hope that you will never find that perfect death my dear friend.

Today is the first day of transition for A&E renovations.
I was sent to start off the bus trailer.
When things are built to cater to certain things, it can't be easy using it on other things that is not meant to be used on.
One of my greatest challenge today was working with the tiny small space.
There are bound to be alot of transitional problems, its hard on the people managing it and even harder on the people in the front line because they're the ones taking the first hit.
Its brain draining too cos i had to think hard on how to take the x-rays within a space/passageway thats just as wide as a typical room door. The machine wasn't that friendly either.
Just simply put it, too many obstacles surfacing on the first day.
Hopefully things will go on smoother as time goes on.

Its been non-stop hectic work ever since exams ended. Handling students, OT affairs, A&E stuffs and of cos daily duties. I just wanna get out and go shopping or something.
My dad even bought chicken essence and asked me to drink out of a sudden. I guess it shows on my face? Hahaha. I finally got to complain and whine to him today. I'm glad i have a dad like him who listens while i "relieve" my stress out. Somehow I feel much better already and am ready to face it again during shift tmr =)

Yesterday was one of those rare days when my heart felt very nice and warm, my face full of smiles. The patients I encountered yday was really generous with their kind words.
I can even feel my heart smiling.
That was my greatest job satisfaction.

最近比较烦， 比较烦， 比较烦。
哈哈。。。

就是烦啦。

考试赶快完！

Already planning alot alot of things to do after my exams next week.
The rest of this year is gonna be quite hectic for me.
Going to do a major "renovation" to my room which will take me a few months i think.
Gonna DIY alot of things by myself including drilling and fixing things! heh~
Hopefully my room won't collapse Haha.

And perhaps more experiments with food! Hehee..
I'm getting addicted... =p

And alot of work stuffs to settle too.
OJT, teaching materials...Going to do my first briefing session with the students in 2wks time...
And i'm one of the first few shift ppl to start off with the new system during the transition period for A&E renovations! Alot of things to learn and feedback on.. hur hur.

gahhh. going to do night shift... and trying to study at the same time =(

Designer
Part of the code
Brushes