Yesterday was one of the most busiest PM shift i've ever done in A&E.
We had so many children(not travelling together and not on the same road) meeting with accidents on the road within 4hours... even the nurses also find it intriguing.
The nurses at the adult emergency even took the initiative to help us change patient into our gowns without us asking! A really big help! =)

Uncle ZX and i only managed sit down for 5mins to rest before another round of children comes in.
When our radiologist came down at 6pm to get the forms for reporting, he was like.."waaa...so many ah!".
Uncle ZX and I went kinda nuts after all that children were done. hahaa...
We just slump on the chair and kept repeating "how come today so many children ah....."

And the best thing was I had to go up after that and do 4 portables in the wards plus one OT case...
Wa seh.. I swear my legs nearly gave up on the thought of that.
I had the most wonderful sleep last night thanks to the tiring work!
Was literally knocked off after settling down at home.

Tonight..and tmr..night shifts.. hopefully it wont be so bad.
*crossing my fingers*

Phew~
Its resolved. I think. Heh~

Last night's nite shift was busy. I only went down A&E twice and only did like 3 x-rays before I was called up again. Did alot of portables! The wards kept calling me every 15mins... argh.
Thank goodness i didn't have any OT case.
Being the floater person means I gotta run up and down not only to the wards but also to help my partners...one on the first floor and one on the second.
But i didnt help much given the amount of portables i was swamped with.

Was sooo tired...
Gotta sleep more and more.. haha

Why cant life be more simple?
Why must people make it so complicated?

One event after another...
I just hope that you'll give up on me.
I'm even willing to give up the budding friendship.
Just spare me ok... i've never felt so uncomfortable in my life.

Right now, I'd rather just be married to my work.
Even though its stressful, at least i'm doing something i really liked.

I'm still fighting it. Thank you peeps for your encouraging words/hugs and whatsoever.
Appreciate it lots!! =)

Can't wait for the break soon so that i can go and relax and just not think about anything.
Lately, i've been blasting music in my room.. evanesence songs. Its a very good psychotherapy.
Been singing along like there's no tomorrow. Haha! I think my neighbours are going to complain soon. "Who's killing chickens upstairs?! Terrible screaming sounds!"

There's so many things i want do next and things that are planned for me.
Its going to keep me real busy. But with the right companions, anything is worth it!

Btw, I think The Leap Years is a pretty nice local movie.
Really love the corrinne may's songs there. So full of deep meanings.
So if you believe in chasing after your dreams/loves whatsoever... do watch it.
Main moral of the story...is to be real patient.
I'm going to wait patiently for what i've been fighting so hard for.

Now i really truly know how it feels like... to lose a part of yourself. The pain, the uncontrollable behaviour.
Unknowingly, i've loved something so deep that losing it would mean losing a part of me.
Right now, i haven't lost it, just anticipating the loss. And its already too much for me to bear.
It scared me.
I'm afraid that losing it would make me souless literally.
Its whats keeping me going on despite the unfavourable environment.


All i can say for now, my stand is still the same. I will fight for it. I will make myself heard.

I'm sorry if i really scared you ah sing. But if you're truly my friend you shouldnt be right? =p

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