Friday, March 30, 2007

Its totally wasteful of me to put perfume at home. But I loveeeeee the smell of Body shop's vanilla perfume. Chanced upon it while accompanying sab and pris to the warehouse sales.
Haha.. think the "fetish" will go away after a few days... or once i had enough of sniffing my wrist. LoL. *sniffs* heh~

Anyways.. i did the Colorgenic test like Min did. I took it with the thought that it must be another of those millions of inaccurate tests available online. Well, i was wrong. I wouldn't say its 100% accurate but ard 80% i guess.
I was surprised by the results actually. There's a couple of points that hit the bull's eye.
In particular, there's a point which coincides with a piece that i wrote recently *hint: 杨丞琳 - 暧昧* ~if you don't know, don't bother. =)
Its kinda freaky. =/

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

I shall pass this on... =)
Colorgenic

Ahhhhhhh!!!! exams & assignments!!!! =(

Scribbled by: jun @9:59 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

can anyone die from tiredness? =( hmph.

Scribbled by: jun @12:12 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

I wanna get out of all these...
I've never been this tired before... hah~
Now my brain auto shut off a.k.a blackout when it cannot take it...and the scary thing is i don't realise it until i wake up hours later to find out that i'm late for meetings the next day.
Sounds like i'm "drugged" to sleep LoL...
I used to have such "symptoms" when I was 4-5yrs old. My mum told me once i was drawing a cat halfway and suddenly "ponk" to sleep. Of course i didn't know it happened. ;p

Eeeeks! I better not stay out too late in case i end up sleeping on the streets beside some scary ah pek. HAHAHA.

2 more weeks to the end. I hope I'm still alive by the end of it.

ZZzzZzzzzzZzzzz

Scribbled by: jun @10:13 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

It was really fun. I really spoilt whatever image i've left. Haha. Very 丢脸.
I don't want to see myself on the screen. LOL.
ah pek and ah soh were really good. heheee

I think i'll miss all this the most when the last semester ends.

Scribbled by: jun @11:47 PM