Friday, October 31, 2008
i just couldnt resist...
saw a cute guy today.. fucking hot.. in NTU.. woootttssss~~~ finally.....
angmoh though..most prob is exchange i guess cus his adaptor is 2-pin plug..so should be exchange rite? ok needto go scout which angmoh countries uses 2-pin plug..
fucking hot.. saw him at adm library while studying with crystal and joel..
rocks my socks....
cant wait to go adm and study next time..
hehe...
*
went to cut my hair today..
not that im like freaking anal bout my hair or something..but seriously. this cut makes me looks like a FREAKING SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENT**! fuckkk.....
i tink its the west side thing...
seriously... haih~
ohwells.. thank god its the exam period... and nobody really cares about looks during this period rite?
i'll look better after the exams..
right.. keep tellingmyself tt maybe its come true.. -.-
** //edit: i bet i didnt look THIS bad in secondary sch.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
FINALLY!!
all assignments dued are doned-ed and handed in...
whoopiess!!!
NOWWW......
FREEDOM!!!! ........
to start on my readings... dang..
oh wells at least a HUGE FUCKING CHUNK OF LOAD is lifted off from me shoulders...
totally...
was so stoned/glazed by the doing of the essays.. totally.. dunnoe wad im typing and all.. seriously..
the feeling was.. scary~~ aha.
but its over! like chionggg till the last minute like 30minutes before i haveto go for class..
need better time management next time.hmphhh...
after handing in of papers (i didnt even turn up for the lect..just pass my essay to jo tohelp me hand in)
concussed for like 6 hrs?
lol...
*
got to say im amazed at my own sleeping habits...
weirdd.. totally...
like will wake up and start talking and then just doze off again..
and the best thing is..
i'll wake up not remembering wad the conversation was about..
damn weird la...
weird ole me..
its stress i tell u
//edit: many thanks to my roomie for preparing breakfast for me... (totally zoned out by then.. no idea whats gg on).. thanks for bearing with me temporary insanity.. hehe
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
sometimes. the higher ur expectations.the greater the fall...
apparently it ALWAYS (bold bold underline underline) happens to me.
so what happens?
i learnt my lesson.
i stop thinking about what might happen.. what may happen...
so that i can stop being disappointed...
most of the times it works...
sometimes.. when i catch myself thinking about the what ifs.. the probable.. i will force myself to think about other stuff...
but sometimes.. when the fantasy gets too nice.. when the longing is there.. the want. i couldnt help but indulge in the fantasy..
give myself that glimmer of hope..
and....
get disappointed in the end..
once and again.
why oh why dont i learn?
**
recently learnt that i should be greedy and covert over those miniscuous stuff...
friday. woke up late so din go for tutorial.
then went to meet joanna. initially going for lect. (the lect i NEVER PONNNED till that fateful friday. haih) then missed the shuttle bus. jo said esther can come fetch us.. great!
waited for her. wait wait wait.. 2 shuttle bus came and went.. still no esther.. in the end by the time she come and we reached sch. late liao.. late still nevermind le.. carpark full.. -.- so then. turn here turn there.. in the end concluded its too late to even go for lecture.
went back hall pack stuff to go home. esther and jo suggested going for breakkie.. fantastic. went to collect 212 papers before going. by the time we found the place where the papers were placed, lect had ended and EVERYBODY also ther to collect paper.. okie..
went vivo to makan. white dog cafe. ok la not bad. but then the marketing strategy.. zai! oki..
walked around.. saw a cute guy working at this gadgets gaming store.. walk walk.. went page one.. them bot books. many. me just stand and stare.. in the end jo have to go cus got work.. esther driving her to her workplace. at liang court. so i happily taged along. --> liang court = clarke quay = cityhall = straight train home in less than 20 mins.
in the end esther lost her way.. went all the way.. to bugis.. past bugis. past cityhall mrt station.. all the way to liang court..
so poor me.. at 4++ have to walk to clarke quay busstop.. lugging all my stuff.. to take bus cus too tired to walk to mrt station...
from waking up at 9++ 10+ all the way to 4+... wasted.. and i had intended to study ... crap.
morale of the story.. not to covert over cheap deals. never works out right :(
*note: company was not bad tho.. otherwise.. day would have turned out worse.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
you are mediumorchid
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Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
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wad can i say..sad.. but its the choice ive taken. regrets. that i've known will come has came.. and more to go..
all i can do is hope i stay strong throughout all this.. stop ranting and accept my lot.my choice. and just keep rationalizing it to myself and hope i myself is convinced by it.
dang.
this sucks
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, October 27, 2008
went out with bernie and malcolm to celebrate me bdae yest. fun i'll say.. aha nice catching up with frens that i've nv seen for so long. and its REALLY REALLY DAMN LONG LIAOS.. so ya...
and hanifah and xuan came over to my house on friday night to celebrate with me.. ate 5 star's chicken rice and cake while watching tv... really enjoyed the company.. its like just sit and relax with frens... the feeling is just.. blissful.
lots of stuff due this week. basically once again. im dead. sighs. and i left some of my readings in hall. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, October 24, 2008
okie birthday over le.. :(
finally 20.
what can i say.
when you have this conception of how great the day is gonna be.. there's no way it can be like bad.. ya.. so yups u have an idea how..
but oh wells.. thanks to many many well-wishers... some of whom i totally never expect them to even remember.. here goes.. : kaiying, pok, zhuhui, crystal, kaitian, steph, miang, zhujun, donna, jiayi, heon, ying, wanxian, wendy, joanna, fadzli, suneeta, van, raini, tay chuan, meiyan, jane, xuan, bernie, val, yingli, teddy, yvonne, tariene, soo ting..basically the whole db team. oh ya and alex from the guys team. oh ya and wee kiat *touched**Touched* ohoh.. BEVERLY EMAILED ME TOO!!! happy happy~~ ^^
thanks to zhu and hui for the surprise on wed.. totally shocked and din expect it at all.. thanks for the bag too.. ^^love it.. but i also love the bag that db-ers gave me.. *luvluv* thanks to wanxian for the nice wonderful card.. thanks to joanna, wendy (esp) and raini for making me the card.. thanks to jane for the board.. love'em all.. ^^ *muacks* many thanks
also, thanks to ALL OF CHUSE who at this busy period of mugging for exams for making time to go and celebrate me bday.. even if its just dinner.. long time no see.. old frens are such great balms seriously.. love you guys.. thanks to u all for the full attendance!!!! thanks thanks..
thanks to....... eerrr.. no one else.. aha.. hanifah and xuan for the be-lated celebration.. like tml? thanks to bernie for thinking of coming to surprise me... its the thought that counts.. ^^
what can i say? never expect u all to celebrate for me and all.. actually went to like munch on choc on wed then plan to watch anime into my birthday (yes pathetic i know) -.- but ya.. tt's how sad my life can be buttt.. thanks to u guys!!! for brightening up my day..
crones to "happy birthday to me" by bulldog mansion.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
recently blogger's been problematic. always cant seem to get to the main page.. somehow..
ohwells.. yesterday went out to celebrate with chuse. at shokudo... not bad shokudo. but then the burger ar...thy main obstacle in my route to glam-hood. seriously cant for the life of me eat a burger using fork and knife. but then again maybe its the knife not me. aha.. so in the end. motherly(shocking but true) chiam cut up piece by piece for me. so sweet rite? thanks chiam! freaking filling itell u the burger.. initially wanted to get macha float for dessert but was too full after tt.. sadded~~ so nv get to eat it in the end.. oh wells...
then basically hanged around raffles city.. walked chatted.. then went back..
first time ever.. left with ying instead of the rest. :(( im becoming a westie liaos!!! sobb~~
like what i told ying.. yesterday was like the glamest i've dressed since this sem started? haih~ pinned myhair up just like wad cosmo had suggested.. steph they all says it looks good.. ^^ happy..
**
hair's grown past the awkward length.. maybe or maybe its like a) im used to it being at the awakward length thus its not awkward tome liaos b) my hair really grows very fast...i would believe its b) but then again. i tink its a) but doesnt matter.. so guess imnot in such a rush to cut my hair... but i still wanna cut it though... =x
**
gotten better after one week of torture.. been like eating all the food that i've craved but have to abstain from last week..this is not good.. curry,chilli, fried stuff.. u name it i've eaten it.. -.- haih.. but ok la..been drinking plentyof water so.. still ok..^^ gotta stop binge-ing soon mans...
**
chionging katekyo hitman reborn recently. seriously i feel like im becoming more and more of what tianchi says .. a zai2 nu3.. apparently its refers to girls that stays at home and watches anime reads comics and stuff.. sound like me eh!!! craps.
**
tt's all folks! back to watching anime~ ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, October 13, 2008
feeling goddamnit sick today.. yet i cannot give in and just bury myself in the comforts of my bed and just sleep my time away. i cant. cus i got assignment due on wed. and tml there's no time. dang.
so i just hang in here.. drink gallons and gallons of water.. going for toilet trips every so often that i myself wonder how i can even attempt to complete my work in the short duration in between. -.-
from sore sore throat, voice-less and blocked nose to voice, not-so-sore throat to blocked cum leaking nose.. and a headache. there's got to be some improvement isnt there?
sigh
just simply aiming to at least partially complete my assignment. -.- shant care a twig about whether or not it makes sense or not. i mean in my current state how sensible can one get?
why me?!
sobs
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, October 10, 2008
just met valerie to study. she told me bout stuff.. apparently the uni im going-lulea got many many vacancies but nobody wants to go..
-.- make me happy for nothing
then she say wad if go exchange then go good uni then in resume is better... -.- wtf...
sian diaos cans when i hear.. sadded lorhs.. ~~ to think that i thought .... haih~~~~
oh wells...
these few weeks im gonna like have to mug like hell liaos..so dead..
2 assignment due next week..
3 assignments due the week after next...
and 1 presentation and 1 assignment due the week after the week after next.. -.-
killmepls!!!
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
tummy ache :(
i want my po ji yi!!!!! sobs..
so not my dear.. it rained and i wore my friction-less slipper.. -.-
tummy not well the whole damn day..
wanted to go nanyang supermarket and buy stuff to stock up the room buttt.... hais was soo slow..
so aint my dear..
however on the perk side...
got my 312 assignment part 1 back.. not bad not bad.. shirley's really my kind of teacher.. hehe..
(312's gender and sexuality btw)
talked to fadzli and rushdy... phatic communion at work... good good..
then finally (its like a few more weeks till the end of the sem) know ppl in my 312 tutorial... to think that they always tot i was from biz.. =.- faints..oh wells.. phatic communion at work again...
however..phatic communion nie... nothing much.. -.- but hopefullyyy... life would be better in lects from now on... (a bit the not possible tho i tink. -.-) oh wellls....
on my tummy.. :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
so happy so happy *jumps around*
xuan,hanifah and ave(i tink) are gonna celebrate my birthday on friday the 24th!!!!!
yayness anus.. ^^
so happy so happy *jumps around*
//edit: now im EVEN HAPPIER!!! hanifah's bday pressie for me is... to rent a car for me!!! whoppies!!!!!!!! so happy so happy!!! *jumps around*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, October 03, 2008
went for this talk today.. voluntarily. (surprise surprise).. it's called....
"What is this thing called love? -a very limited overview-"
wahahaha.. cool bo?
by the sociological society..
anyways.. ya qte cool the talk..lecturer was funny.. damn cute (not looks wise la..he's like dup old) but ya.. wows i gotta say..
anyway concluded that.. in every relationship.. if there is no SEXUAL CONNOTATIONS.. it's considered as a friendship and not LOVE.. love is when there's sexual stuff involved..coolios..
so now i cant go 'round telling peeps i love 'em.. sighs..
was initially planning to like type out like what the lecture is about..but.. oh wells.. procrastinated too long. then no moods liaos.. so ya..but tt's the jist ya?
completed fairy tail. (at least until the lastest chap they've published..) dup nice.. but then a fucking waste of time at such a period.. -.- sighs.... sometimes..my willpower just aint there mans..
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
hari raya cum children's day has come and gone...
back to the mundane day-to-day activites mainly... studying.. sighs...
on the off side.. went to treat myself last night.. aha finally completed in watching itazura na kiss the jap version and also reading finish the comic!!! wad vast difference there exist between thy two.. oh wells.. nevertheless was a great read.
started on fairy tail today.. crap. but was a reward to myself after completing 2 readings today... AND waking up early. so yups.. hooked.. -.- all thanks to chiam for introing me this.. hais...
went to do napfa yest.. as usual standing board jump i did badly.. sighs.. ran 2.4.. think i pulled my leg again. sighs..
cooked dinner tonight with roomie.. spagetti.. errr.. couldnt really claim that it was a success but was not bad.. but then estimation for the portion wise was rather off.. -.- sighs.. oh wells..
back to reading... sighs..
oh btw do u noe that viwawa came up with a fewnew games.. all not bad lehs.. hehe
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
