Tuesday, September 30, 2008
finally watch mamma mia!
great movie.. many many thumbs up! ^^
though its a bit cringe-able due to the old women factor BUT........ biasedness and stereotypes aside. was fantastic. and kudos to the various actors and actresses for the superb singing capabilities. i mean if i even try attempting to croon like them... i will only succeed in croaking .. (another one of the reasons why i vehemently refuse to go kboxing) yups.. so kudos to them!! fantastic show.. definitely worth the sky-high ticket prices. ^^
and i found a hottie in the show!!! Philip Michael!!!! WHOO-HOO!!! apparently he acted as the cheeky(hehe) guy-pepper- who was attracted to tanya (a MATURE lady).. -.- but he's damn hot.. even hotter than the main leads i tell u... and the song that he and tanya sang was like... *whew* seriously...
pity though that he's not like those famous actors.. sadd~~~ i mean he was REAL GOOD!! seriously.. unbiased opinion.. he's damn good.. but then just dun have much photos of him.. sighs...
hot guy~~~~ *Swoons*
anyway realised ive been rather attracted to like pseudo-musical movies these days... i mean within a day i've watched mamma mia! and get over it (this qte old movie that the main leads get tosing but then rather different league from mamma mia!) how's tt for a pseudo-musical fanatic? hiakhiak
was watching trailers and advertisements prior to the movie.. saw the trailer for "nights in rodanthe" or something like tt.. based on one of nicholas sparks' (screams!) novel.. so gonna catch it mans.. and apparently high school musical 3 (WTF?!?) is coming out soon too.. despite my determination to boycott HSM- cus of tt scandal with the main actress (i mean i LIKED her.. then turn out she's such a slut..such a disappointment)- but then.. HSM's music.. really.. also qte kudos-worthy.. i feel.. hais.. there goes my resolve to boycott it.. -.- i so chui.. HA maybe i shall just catch it off the net.. haha dun contribute to their earnings..hiak hiak..
i SIMPLY love those movies/shows that makes me go all gooey inside.. haha.. so nice.. like romantic shows ar.. sweet touching kind.. aiya typical girly movies...awww.. so sweet kind... then can tear a bit.. wahh therapeutic i tell u!!!
*sighs in bliss*
ok..now i DESPERATELY need to get back to my reading.. tutorial tml morningat 930.. -.- so dead la... -.- hais~~
my philip micheals~~~ *watery eyes*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, September 29, 2008
was greedily gulping down my veggie soup while trying to multitask by reading my readings when the windows media playing started playing the "fen xiang" song. (the song that we used for the graduated snrs video). -nostalgia-
then a scene just played in my mind.
disclaimer: the dialogues are not word-for-word replication
(scene: sunday's training when cheryl was sitting diagonally behind me, during one of the short breaks that we have between rowing, ah hee was talking about how at the rate we are training.. slowly and steadily we will be prepared for mr race. in march)
cheryl: so nicole, by then u wun be ard le rite?
me: ya lor. then all the photos in ur scrape book wun have my face.. so when u guys take photos during then must leave a spot so i can photoshop my face in..
cheryl: will u be going for penang?
me: ya
cheryl: ok then must take a lot of photos in penang k?
me: *touched*
awwww... suddenly filled with warm fuzzy feeling.
*smiles~ contented~~*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
chiam wants me to update...
so ya.updates.
-.-
errrr recess week was crap. gone in a wink of an eye. didnt get anything done though despite me having to hole myself up in hall the whole week.=.= so dumb rite? in the end watch "itazura na kiss" aka. er zuo ju zhi wen. the jap version. still have yet to finish watchin tho. -.-
went home on friday spent the whole friday reading "the plain truth" or something like tt by jodi picoult. finished within a day. hiakhiak.damn proud of myself but then... another day wasted. seriously... i so totally cannot make it la -.-
then over the weekends training. got burnt. hais.. was hoping to get darker ones.. but then ended up being burnt. dup dumb rite?
oh yas and apparently i wear my emotions on my sleeves.. really meh? and i tot i can hide my feelings qte well -.- so apparently ya EVERYone can see that today i wasnt really feeling too good. oh wells just a bad day all around i guess...
lugged a dup heavy bag back to hall summore.. and suay me actually like biao-ed this bunch of ppl hoping to like kop their seats when they leave.. knn.. they alighted at jurong east interchange.. -.- sians.. so basically i stood ALL THE WAY form kembangan to jurong east.. knn...
realised that i REALLY cannot articulate myself well.. to let myself be understood.. but oh wells.. guess i'll have to live with it....
recess week's over... sobs... loads of stuff due-ing soon none done yet..im dead.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
i am damn bored..
stupid sch's internet dup slow.. then wanna watch vid also load so slow.. sians..
212 is seriously the death of me. readings so boring.. lecturer also just as bad or maybe worse.. then tutorial so early... sians.. think im so gonna buang this course...
slogging thru the readings.. 1 whole day... haven even managed to finish one of the goddamn reading.. like tt how?
die die die
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
when u are on a stubborn steak to NOT do any work.
when u are facing ur laptop.
when u are bored stiff...
old obsessions just sems to crawl back up and out and u'll find urself doing things u've havent done in a long while....
and tt's wad happened to me...
sometimes somethings just trigger some stuff.. and u go into ur stint...
sighs.and i had thought this phase was long over.. -.-
think again.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Spontaneous Idealist (SI)
Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential.
Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around.
However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump.
Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others.
On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help.
If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.
Adjectives which describe your type: spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable
These subjects could interest you: literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out, joint pleasure
took this test qte long ago.. so decided to give it one more try... -.-
Engaged Idealist (EI)
Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people.
Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.
Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.
Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life.
Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.
Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable
These subjects could interest you: art, psychology, politics, honorary work, environmental protection, nature, travel
personally.i tink i more engaged than spontaneous lehs.. aha.. ^^
check it out at: http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html ((:
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, September 22, 2008
seriously.. coming back hall still aint doin anything good to my studying. still happily procrastinating my time away. went jp groceries shopping with me roomie.. bot many many stuff.. healthy one summore. so then proceeded to do SALAD for dinner!
ingredients:
romaine lettuce
1 1/2 slice breakfast ham each
1 1/2 slice of cheese per box
raisins
1/2 apple per box
1 tomato each
drizzle with lime juice (approx. 1 1/2 each)
ROX!!!
just that my beloved roomie couldnt take the sudden influx of healthy veggies so now she's having indigestion/feeling of bloatedness -.- errrr... then she drank ceres' orange juice in an attempt to corrode away some of the food (orange= acidic geddit?) end up she's feeling drunk. -.- drunk on ORANGE JUICE!! ultimatum cans?
so happy.. eating healthy in hall.. hiak hiak. but then precious studying time gone lor.. oh wells.. wad to do? in life's there's always give and take..wahahha..
finally a pic to show my beloved roomie taking pic of the food!!
p.s. i realised after i learn how to upload photos.ben happily uploading photos liaos.. aha.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
i had a dream.........
*smiles*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
if what i read was true...
fuck = Fornication Under Consent by the King
!!!!
COOLIOS!!!!
wow nv knew fuck was so meaningful!!!
realised home aint a good place to study.. aint conducive at all. ended up either sleeping or watching teebee with ahma.. haha... not bad tho the shows...
IM DYING TO WATCH MAMMA MIA!! anybody?!
//edit: ooo.. my new roomie has agreed to watch mamma mia! with me..in one week's time ^^ after her exams.. *shivers in pleasure*
i'm a happy girl!!!!
hee.. so happy with my new roomie. hope she's happy with me too.. (: much better than my ... *ahem* *goes into a coughing spasm*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
zomg!!! found my favourite car!!!
JEEP'S WRANGLER RIGHT HAND DRIVE!!!!
hot stuff rite?!? *salivates*
my dream carrr~~~*swoons*
and the best thing is.... ITS AUTO!!!! this right-hand drive thingy is auto!!!
*grins*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
ok this post is wayyy overdued.
disclaimer: i never said anything was because what if i didnt go? then what's the point rite?
in view of the many ambiguous agony-filled posts prior to this.. was because... i was debating on whether to accept the offer to go on exchange. to sweden. lulea university of technology.
basically. moral of the story is i've accepted the offer to go next semester.
BUT. final confirmation will still have to wait for lulea to accept me. after i send in my application and stuff. WHICH i have yet to do. -.-
ok just wanna inform ya'all... sorry for not informing. but i was in a state whereby i really could just give up the chance so if i really did. no point telling rite?
oh wells...
aiya i just wanna take a break from the stupid lit review. -.- 2316 now.. have to finish by hmm.. 0030? hopefully so i can start on my revision for the quiz tml. -.-
gg to me mans
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
feel much better after talking to joanna....
SORRY!!!! sorry i din tell u guys... apparently a lot of ppl whom i nv tell all know. =.= sheesh.. what's the point like that of not telling? -.-
hurrrr... to joanna: doubt i'll be getting what i want to get huh? (Though i doubt u will see this.. amongst many other ppl)
sorry for assuming though..now i noe the meaning of assumption is the mother of all fucked-ups.
been real selfish in a way. underestimating everything and everybody else. sorry.
crap shit 2 more days. still yet to finish anything. seriously cant wait for friday mans....
then i'll be free....
haihs.. but in the meantime...
suffer i shall.. :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
i finally know what i want.
doubt i'll be getting it.
simply dont amount to that much (yet?)
does it mean that....?
aint sure still..........
just tell me the team needs me. is all i need. to stay.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, September 15, 2008
just a random friend.
is that all there is to our friendship?
is that all i am to you?
*disappointed*
*hurt*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
no training, no races,no PM cup, no phoenix ppl around,no close friends around, strangers everywhere. cannot back up halfway. owe sch many many money......
how like tt?
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
desperately need to talk to a few certain ppl.
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!
HOW HOW!?
shuckxies...
sava sprints over. what can i say? choke full of emotions. yet unable to take it apart and examine each and every single one of 'em.
still have yet to come to a decision. TIME IS RUNNING OUT. and i myself also no time to find ppl and ask. how how?
apparently i am unable to have the cake and eat it. tt's all i can say. no perfect solution for me. its one or the other.
each is just as important. and to say that i wont feel remorse would definitely be impossible. one way or another.
its the important year after all.. looking at them yest. a mixture of feelings. happy and sad. and when IT comes... and the same thing happen.what will become of me then?
time is still running out and im choke full of assignments.
a thought came to me today. "buang" just feel like not doing stuff and just fuck it.
such a thought at such an early stage. definitely not a good sign. -not a sign that i should be getting if im getting a gpa of >3.6 -.-
fantastico.
crapshit
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, September 12, 2008
the whole wide world's not blogging niemore!! :(
YINGYING'S BLOG-GONE!
STEPHIE'S BLOG- GONE!
DONNA'S BLOG- STILL INACCESSIBLE :(
KAITIAN'S BLOG- GONE PRIVATE
JOEY'S BLOG- PERMANENTLY NOT UPDATED!!!!
GONE GONE GONE :(
what is the world coming to?
like that how you expect me to keep myself updated bout u guys?!?!?!?!?! hurrrr....
zuo ren zhen nan
*mutters*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
"when you are in a team, you wil be involved physically, mentally, and emotionally. when you'r physically worn, your mental will take ovr, and even when the mental gets tired, your heart wil last you thru'. "
"fight hard is a definite,fight heart is something extra we have over others.thinking too much may not be a good thing, think simple.for the coming 2 days, we fight, not only for ourselves, but for each other.coming 2 days, i will definitely fight for you."
"Our deepest fear is not that we ar inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we ar powerful beyond measure. "
" it is just about respecting ourselves enough to believe that we can be the differnce that we want to be"
"And to dear pheonix....All the best for sava sprints this wkend!! "
year2. definitely a different experience.
learn to start thinking.
after so many run-on races.fatigue.
this time. first race of the academic year.
jiayou. must fight hard.
just go down row. row simple. row heart.
motivations.
im motivated. are you?
i can feel the burn of the desire.what about you.
are you ready?
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
its 6.38am on a friday morning.
just finished my assignment.
am i great or what. =.-
now... my only dilemma is whether should i go sleep not cus i got class at 9.30.. dunnoe can wake up not. 0.O plus. need to print and hand in THE assignment at 1030.
oh wells...
shall see...
hurrr......
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
my mood is like the ping-pong ball..it goes up and down like free... seriously.
at this point of time i no longer knows what i want. all the second-guessing and doubts aint doing good to me but what can i do? its not like i cant stop it.
sometimes thing are just out of my hands....
it's the unpredictability of the future that i am scared of. the luck of the draw..
hopefully in the end i can get what i want. to fulfil my greedy side.. but i highly doubt it.
at this point of time, all i can say is.. its out of my hands.
sava coming. 3 days' time.. too long.. wonder what will happen? oh wells.. just have faith.no doubts. and row my ass off. that's all i can do anyways.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, September 08, 2008
i am awake at an ungodly hour of 3.03am.
all thanks to coffee..
shit
and out of principle.i shant read my readings...
just cus its 3 in the morning.
-.-
shyt
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
if only................ i matters more..............
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, September 05, 2008
i wonder is this a blessing or a curse?
good luck or bad luck?
is this a test for me? for what?
why oh why....
*******
phatic communication= talk for the sake of something being said....
i sucked at that...
okie. wells in certain situation.
phatic communication is what that makes my wednesdays unbearable and dreadful.
shucks and i LIKED THAT LECTURE.... that topic.. dang....
phatic communication... will this be the bane of the rest of my life?
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, September 01, 2008
" if i tell someone what to do- like do A,B, or C- the inference and implication is that he will succeed in accomplishing the objective. now, if he doesn't succeed, that means that i have invested part of myself in his work and i lose any right i have to chew his ass out if he doesn't succeed. if i tell you what to do, i can't bawl you out if things don't work. and this is why a lot of bosses don't give explicit directions. they just give a statemnet of objectives, and then they can criticize subordinates who fail to make their goals" - high-level executive in some company
hilarity.
ok back to reading
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
~~filled with love~~
misleading... actually but oh wells... got a new roomie.. i tink with my histories of roomies i didnt really learn any roomie etiquettes-im mostly left on my own.. but then this new roomie.. gave me breakfast with note!!! wow!! first time ever cans... hmmm..so i must learn roomie etiquettes.. FAST.. otherwise like very bad like tt lehs.. hurrr... someone help?
on another note... i tink im fucking suay cans these day... now i got a blueblack TOE.. gee.. i also dunnoe when exactly i got it..fantastico.. blame it on my unobservant nature.. seriously.. then now.. on my calf there.. another blue black.. -.- long story.. but basically.. i was too short.. -.-
then another leg got that freaking wound from like 1 1/2 week's ago? sheesh.. takes so uber long to recover.. angry angry.
loads of reading to complete.. nv seem to have enough time lehs.. howS? ze me ban!? sigh.. im dead....
back to readings.. AGAIN. :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.