Monday, December 31, 2007
ok. its like 10 minutes before the end of 2007. hmmm. time for bit of reflections. haha
ok. urm. this year has been a time for like new experiences. going overseas with frens. really working working. getting to meet new people. politics. new friends. whole new segment of my life. having my own room. getting to uni.learning how to tolerate and accepting. joining a whole new cca tt's totally out of my league. taking up a course that i initially ahve no absolute idea about. learning. making do. changing. new stuffs.
got to say this year has been rather different in lots of sense. truth to be told. friends used to be my priority in life. in a way. but in the first half of the year, my priority in life became work. frens too in a sense. but mainly work. ive come to realised the importance of balancing between work and play. i seriously hope i did. in a way i didnt regretted letting my frens take the backseat at THAT point of my life. cus i have indeed enjoyed it in a different manner and it kinda taught me not to rely on my frens too much. going to teach, serve and office jobs. truly learning experience. self-discovery.
getting to uni. in a way uni's not as happening as ive expected it to.and mylife still more or lessthe same mundane. but kinda grown used to that fact. that im a boring person. joined dragonboat- a step that i, till now, have yet to regret and hope that i never will. joined orientation camps. -my first time ever in a camp. in a way. making new friends. trying to keep in touch with the old friends. learning to live with other people's living habits. that i couldnt always have my own way. gotten my first gpa results-3.68. not complaining here. learning a whole new language. learnt to be disciplined. endurance. determination. getting to clubs. figuring that clubs aint my cuppa tea. travelling. first time getting into competition. having friends celebrating my birthday. touched touched. and lots more.
in a way. im glad 2007 is the way it is.people says that its been faast. well not to me. i remembered times when i felt that time has literally stopped.but looking back. despite all thelittle hitches and hickups and not-so-happy stuff. i still have my frens with me, both new and old. i have found my little darlings. i have found a new passion. well. fruitful year indeed.
hereby. wishing all u peepes out there. A HAPPY 2008 TO COME AND MAY UR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS COME TRUE!!!
first year too. not going for countdowns. a step towards independence. ha.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
im disgusting. im a fugging disgusting girl. and i shant say why.i mean whoin their right mind would actually tell everybody.or more specifically blog about her forgetting to bring towel when she is going to bathe after training. ok. towel aint THAT bad. but to even forget to bring BRA when she is going to bathe after training on yet another occassion. gosh. that'ld be totally unglam. gee.talk about hanging one's dirty laundry out in the open. (or however that saying goes). sheesh. so OF COURSE. i wouldnt blog to the whole goddamn world bout how disgusting i am. and dun even try to dig that out of me cus i shant say. sheesh.the embarrassment.
think db's like changing my lifestyle sorta. haha. went ost training today. dang. the unfit-ness of me. row a bit then tired like fuck and my goddamn muscles are so damn tight. (sheesh.am i EVEN talking bout tight muscles when i dun even know the diff between a twisted ankle and a sprained ankle? when i wouldnt even know whether ornot i have a sprained ankle?!oh gosh.ME!!) ha. so unfit. and to think that the day after tml's TRAINING CAMP!!fuck. im dead.kill me please. so after training went rock-climbing at yishun safra. gee. -.- rock-climb. see. talk bout drastic changes. i freaking learnt how to belay and rock-climbed in the like 5 hours (?!)thereabout there. geee. and i spent my whole time trying to conquer an unconquerable rockwall. really. even the pros. (the alumnis) couldnt even conquer it. yea. so after realising it was unconquerable, i was too shag to even attempt climbing the rest. sigh. belayed a lot though. and also being the anchorman. ha. on my like 2nd or 3rd time belaying. this figging guy from tpjc came along and asked to try climbing our that rockwall. and asked me to belay him. since i was like already belaying wanxian. so yea la. PIANG EH!! he freaking hell like bopped/bounced/jumped or whatever u call that action to be up that freaking wall. piang eh. and so goddamn fast that i need someone else to help tighten the rope while i was busying belaying. sigh. and i need like 2 anchorman?! though i almost freaking hell flew-ed when he was coming down. -.- sigh. the unsteady-ness of me. well yea.so he's the only one that can conquer THAT wall. though on the 2nd time he tried. he didnt manage to do it. so we were saying that he probably had us to thank for ensuringhe rope was like tight so he can like use the tightness of the rope and jump. (physics. whatever) haha. since the 2nd time round we werent the ones belaying haha.
almost flew qte a bit today. fun but tiring. goddamn shag. was like planning to hang loose tml in preparation for friday. then knn. -.- freaking tuition for cousin. sigh. its wayy past time i hand things over partly. mostly even. over to my sis le. sian. wasting my time can. and tml need to go over hall to sleep cus need to meet in schat 830 IN THE MORNING. -.- sigh. oh yea. need to change bedsheets. dang. and my to-be-changed bedsheets will have to rot for like another 1 plus week after the 1 time i will sleep on it. since sch's only starting on the 2nd week of jan. sigh. problems problems.
freaking backache.
oh yea. went bangkok just came back. erm. nothing muchto say cept that my sis a real great shopper. she shopped till i shag out, my younger sis shagged out. everyone shagged out. and she's still going on strong. and happily summore. IN THE GODDAMN HEAT! kudos to her.
well. thus obviously. a lot of stuf were bought. BY HER. haha.ohoh. bangkok's not really a great place to go . cus they apparently have this tourist-y policy to every thai person there. apparently any taxis or tut-tuts that manages to lure poor unsuspecting tourists to those "duty-free" shops that specializes in selling thai products- mainly being STINGRAY-SKINNED WALLETS AND BELTS, leather products, and any other skins products, jewelleries (gld, silver, rubies, diamonds. what's nots.), eerrr silk?blah blah. and those tourist urm. visit those places, hang around. then like if they(cab drivers/thai ppl) managed to bring them(the tourists) to like3 such shops, then they will get this "free petrol" coupon. hence the blardee thai ppl will likebeso willing to cut down their fares in exchange for us(tourists) to visit such places. -.- KNN. fucking wasted halfmy day la. and still kenna cheated (of feelings) when we thought we have successfully bargained for the fares. -.- KNN! seriously. next time when u peeps visit thailand. either a)know thai, b)really know know thai ppl that can bring u around. or c)just rent a goddamn car. wont waste so much time. -.-
but then i ahve to admit that the prices of the jewelleries were really qte cheap. BUT STILL!!
yea. got burnt. freaking burnt in thailand. and goddamnit my pimples popped out like FREE.sigh. im dead.
was talking to my snrs. hmm.. rather interested in the exchange programmes. hehehe. maybe shall go check it out. heheh. ^^
au revior babes. till the next time ^^
merry christmas and happy new year btw!
oh yea. first christmas eve since like EVER that i spent. AT HOME!!! fuck.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
haha. im in the t1 transit area. BLOGGING!! so cool right?! lol.. just blogging for kicks. gonna so going off to bangkok!! hope its fun. with the (urgh) shopping and stuff. oh wells.
sigh. tink im pmsing nowadays. its time. sigh. wish me luck!
bye babes. me will miss you!!
BLOGGING IN TRANSIT AREA. IS THIS COOL OR WHAT?!!??!?!?!?!?!?! *silent scream*
cheap thrill -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
its been a long time. yet again.
oh. to joey: ehsorry.nv like call u msg u or wadever. just urm. well keep slipping my mind and stuff. anyways im not pissed off at u at all.swear. at all at all. really. guess its like my just desserts for going overseas (to langkawi) during the reg period. oh wells. better than nothing. hmm.. just a bit worried bout the core subject thingy but oh wells no worries. ^^ anyways tt day itself wasnt going so well for me. i checked my mail after i landed in spore and then saw ur msg. then when i was passing through the custom that very same day. kenna caught for bringing in alcohol.knn. -.- sian so yea. no probs.
was like thinking andmulling over stuff. this hols been like a. hmm. also dunnoe how to describe. oh wells. with tues, thurs and sat reserved for training. haha. the other few pathetic days spend lying in bed trying to regain my energy. cantreally be muchfun. yet come to think of it. didnt really had that much of training since it only started like around 2nd week of dec and i went langkawi too. so yeas. oh wells. time flies. wad can i say.
went sentosa with my sis (plural) and herbf (singular) the other day. qte fun. well.played stuff that i nv did such as urm. played in the water. yups thats one thing i nv did in any beach in singapore.so thats that. haha. qte fun la. interesting. but damn.toomuch sun and tada! rashes. fuck.
face's like crap now. all that horrendous sun. urgh. but couldnt really be bothered.
was just chatting with alex.all that clubbing stuff and all. realised this year's countdown. DANG! i'll probably be stuck at home since all my usual kakis will be urm. busy. one way or another. DOUBLE DANG! oh im not like pissed at u guys btw. just stating facts. rather hmmm. resigned to it i guess. dang dang dang. home. for countdown. a first in like dunnoe how many years. sigh.
oh. errr. went like ps the other day. wow realised the drastic change in the basement. yesyes im fucking damn slow. haha. and tried like the chippy. not bad not bad at all. lol.
so after tt lil adventure to ps decided that prob orchard has changed drastically too. so went down with my sis today to check it out. and since its been eons since ive worn heels (there's no reason wadsoever to wear heels in sch so yea. tt's like bout 4 months of no heels. how deprivedcan i get. furthermore. most of my fav heels all chui liao. so yea. sigh) so decided to try on my sis' new wedge and explore orchard. BAD BAD MISTAKE. ended up walking at a snail's pace. and took a lot ALOT of pit stops. sat at like every other place. dang. but nevertheless managed to survive half a day's outing on wedge! yippie!!! with only 2 blisters! woohoo. im great aint i? i even resisted the temptation of exchanging footwear with my sis sia. willpower. willpower. wahahahaha.
well. i've been out these days. not everyday but not bad. but yet it doesnt feel like ive been out enough yet. sigh. im confused!!! once again. urgh.
i realised im qte a screwed person. hmm. no objections to that though. think its the pms working.
ohoh. was surfing blogs the other days. realised qte a no. of ppl act can feel themselves having pms. oh gosh. if only i noe how. sigh. can someone enlighten me?! anybody?!
oh. just in case. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE AND URM. JOY TO THE WORLD! (right? ^.-)
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, December 07, 2007
think im wayyy long overdued for a post. looking at my past records of like 3-4 min entries per week. to now. this dwindling few. per forthnight. haha. ok.
anyway went out with kaitian the other day. whilst she was still in the midst of HER exams. and went to clarke quay to hang. sidenote: CLARKE QUAY'S A GREAT PLACE TO HANG BTW. REAL NICE. ESP WITH COUPLES. ^^ yups. went fisherman's wharf for lunch. not bad. qte nice.haha.. then basically walked around chatting and hanged. sat at the steps at the singapore river. nice ambience~. haha. realised that kaitian's a practical girl. and im not. lol. i realised that actually i dont really know my frens THAT well. as in whether they are practical or not. and stuff. oh geez. wad a fren i am.
anyway. basically more or less watch vids the whole time im home. sad. i know. but on a happier note. db training's resuming!!! yeay! starting this sat. haha. so fun. cant wait.
went east coast today.wanted to cycle. knn. rained. wtf?! sigh. then ended up watching the golden compass. not bad. just that its the first of a sequel.so kinda like. wtf? sigh. then when came out from cinema. stopped raining. so happy. chionged to ecp. knn. rent the bike le. drizzle again. wtf?
oh i remembered the other day watched enchanted with my sis(plural) DAMN NICE!!! STRONGLY ENCOURAGED TO WATCH!!! damn nice.
gonna go out tml!! yeay!! after so long. gonna go bugis and makan with chuse!!haha. fun fun fun. cant wait.
ohoh and i went to ikea the other day. then went comtech and bot sports shoes!!! yeay!! long-awaited. went with jane, gekling and wanxian.piang eh. din know there's so much knowledge involved in getting a pair of sports shoes. -.- diao. oh wells. it was nice despite the red. haha.
oh wells i realised my eng is getting from bad to worse. staggered improper sentences all over the place. abbrieviations and all. lol.
spent the past few days slogging trying to get that damn stars planner done. basically planning out my next sem's timetable. PIANG EH. CAN FAINT CAN?! sigh. i hate planning. hate those ppl who can easily plan out a perfect timetable for themselves with many free days and breaks and early exam dates. AND IN JUST A FEW MINUTES!!! wtf? sigh. i hate my inability to plan properly. sigh.
langkawi trip in just a few days' time! cant wait! but gonna miss training. :( oh wells. hopeto see my cute guy again! ^^
randomness.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
i tink this hols is by far the most productive one.
i'vecompleted watching my l word season 2, watched finish all the available episodes of gong zhu xiao mei. wahahha.. then im gonna watch l word season 4, the other shane show.. kaitian, i attempted watching ur stardust the first part out of 4 parts.. NOT NICE!! haha.. oh wells.more productive than other hols by far.
ENCHANTED is damn nice. its like lame nice kind. lol.
i realised i like taiwan dramas. though itsrather predictable with all its silly romance and stuff which we'll ALWAYS know who ends up with who in the end sorta storyline. but still.. its rather nice in its impossible romantic manners such that it will NEVER ever happen to peasants like moi. and the ppl are filthy rich they throw money all over the place kind. but its nice. fantasy. haha.. -building castles on the clouds-
went for rowing today. haha so fun. ost. alumni's training then we go join. damn fun. i enjoy all these little informal rowing sessions. fun-filled.
think im growing fat though damn.
went to like clarke quay with kaitian today. was damn fun. realised how .. ulu i am.. how... foreign singapore is to me now. haha. i like totally dunno anything one lor. then kt has to bring me around. ^^ was fun though. sitting by the singapore river. kinda like a deja vu feeling of being on the breakwaters with ying and steph kinda thing.. awww.. the days...
stan chart ppl should be up by this time preparing for therun.thank god im not running. apparently the memorial run was cancelled cus of many reasons. haha. so yups. no more 42.195km for me!!*whew*
enchanted was nice. really. STRONGLY RECOMMENDED!!!
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
