Thursday, November 29, 2007
its a rather contradicting fact that during the exam period whereby time is precious and every spare minute should be spent reading (frantically) through notes as compared to after exams period whereby time is literally frozen in place, i've blogged wayyy more during the former period as compared to the latter. sheesh. what is wrong with me?!
after the official ending of paper on wed. dropped by the library on thurs and borrowed 6 books!!! tempted to borrow more but oh wells. have to factor in the fact that i have to lug tt bloody weight all over the place.well tt thought is simply to depressing to even consider. and i guess. that's that.
read finish all six book by tues!! (such a great accomplishment *grins*) and now basically im stuck with videos videos and more videos.
life's boring. urghhh...
went to the mandai crematorium today for the cremation of the 5 deceased dragonboaters. even though i've never met them (came rather close to meeting one though) but knowing the fact that 2 of them is my snr, 1 of which just graduated in the same year i got admitted. well. knowing that. kinda makes me like i sorta know him. like he's my snr kinda thing? furthermore, hearing my snrs reminiscing bout him. well. tt surely didnt ease that sense of close-ness a single bit.
hearing the many speeches that were made. simply brought tears to my eyes. "died doing something they love so much.." and stuff. in a way, at this point of time, if im in their shoes. well, i simply couldnt ask for a better way to die if my time is really up so as to speak. but also knowing that someone close (kinda) died at the pinnacle of their(rather, his) life, brought the stark fact that life's precious and fragile right up in my face.
oh wells, life and death aside, kinda felt a bit weirded out initially going for the thing without personally knowing the guys themselves. but seeing the overwhelming number of dragonboaters from various teams coming together for such an event. well. its just simply.overwhelming.
dragonboat spirit. it has indeed brought discipline and drastic changes into a lot of ppl's lives. one can hardly ask for more can they?
life-changing event
sobering facts.
self-discovering experience.
overwhelming feeling.
what more can i say.
standard chartered run in memorance of the dragonboaters.42.195km. ha.win le lorh. -.- can anyone tell me how come there's the .195km? -.- sigh. oh wells. shall think bout it.
im insane i know i know.
-.- oh wells.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, November 26, 2007
i know im damn selfish. all the mishaps from tt cambodia competition and stuff. yet i still feel so......... bout the cancellation of the penang trip. sigh.bad me selfish selfish me. and now training's also gonna be on hold. damn. how am i gonna pass my oh-so-long holiday? sigh... "(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
maybe coming home wasnt such a good idea after all.. judging by the torturous car ride back.. disgusting is the word.
on a happier note, finally cleared the exams.
crap.
this is totally disgusting.
sigh.
fuck.
damn.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i tink i damn ultra uber ultimate lor.. 2 and 1/2 hours long paper.. zaoed in half of that given time. haha.. and i only had like 1 person tt zaoed before me? wahahhahaha.. win le dunnoe is that good or bad.. oh wells.. at least i finished all the qns. and really really dunnoe wad else to do le. i mean maths can check working. essay and structured qns. check writing? haha. nv was good at editing anyway. and my answers were messy enough. no need to make it worse. haha.
damn scared though. first time leaving halfway thru the paper. haha. didnt tell the teacher. wanted to, dying to but then no invigilators were nearby and its qte dumb to raiseand say "im done" so yea. left the script there though. hope tt's enough. scary~
haha. now im just stoning around waiting for jiayi to come and fetch me to her hall.. (yes im damn pampered and spoiled. lazy too.. haha) then jo's gonna cook. while i attempt to study. wahhahahaha.
qte scary. before the paper was talking to fellow soci ppl talking the same elective. then they were like saying how hard and stuff they were studying and all. wowzer. unlike me. gee. i noe there's stuff out there for me to study. but. hais. yea. oh wells.. 1 damn more!!! woohoo!!! before im free free FREEE.. for a month at least. wahahaha...
looking forward to db training again. ^^ *grins
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
I've been awake for a while now
You got me feeling like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
i think im being utterly ridiculous. haved blogged like god knows how may times in the prevuous hmm say 4 hours? RIDICULOUS! im insane. in another say slightly more than 14 hours time im gonna have my elective exams after which there will be shorta like a marathon race thingy to chiong my readings in time for the next paper and then after which is followed more or less immediately by another paper. AND IM HERE HAPPILY BLOGGING MY ASS OFF. goodness.
on a happier note. at least ive covered two tutorials worth of worth out of 10? haha. 1/5 thru. sadly, i had succumbed to temptations though. ate the aunty amy's cake.i am so not touch the bitter choc cake. nope im not. tt's for alex. yes. tt's for alex. im so not touching tt.
play sudoku just now also. waste of time. dang. have this uber long reading to read. yet i didnt print it out. apparently i didnt even know of its existence till like just? great. gonna so get red eye. AGAIN. fuck. after settling down to study just now. managed to complete this translation of this OE (old english) passage. wahahah.. so proud of myself. and apparently. tt has resulted in me running out of steam. reluctant to go back to work. dang. sigh.
qte funny.recently whenever i talk to jo, keep getting reminded of this statement that she said once before not long ago"you think you on msn issit?" haha. and tt was after i said "Faint" haha. qte hilarious. so nowadays when i talk to her and unconsciously said "faint","peng", "dot" and such. keep hearing tt statement in my head. and smile to myself. sweet.
tkgians. what will i do without 'em?
having this wave of nostalgia bout tk days. haha. all thanks to the conversation in the car. haha. im a pampered and lazy girl. ha.
jo said today "realised that in all our ideal plans for the future there isnt any place for men" ha. qte true. goes to show how insignificant they are. men are only good for sex and money. ha.
ok im being ridiculous now. gee. its a sign.
realised im rather double standard. was eating lunch with yl and her roomie, ellyne today. then yl burped then ellyne too burped. then ellyne was like saying i love burping and farting.
well i couldnt truthfully say tt i despise such actions/behaviour cus sadly, i do, too, burp and fart. but thankfully, my burping is only restricted to like family and maybe a few selected frens and only family members ever hear my loud burps which is rather rare. thank goodness. and farts. well. i try to be as discrete as possible when needs be. but yea. i do try. tt's all i can say. but the thing is. i dont happily burp out loud in front of ppl im not close to(yes jo i know u do that. but then again. u're joey wad. so its diff) and even better i dont happily (and loudly too) proclaimed that i love burping and farting. gee. after hearing that. just a wave of. uncomfortable-ness i guess. no feelings of grossness or disgust or wadsoever though. thank goodness ive not reached that prim stage. haha. well double standard me. what to do.
great. time's awasting. back to reading i shall go.
ciao babes.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, November 19, 2007
*giggles*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
haha im like the heng-est girl ever.
was like so goner for today's paper "person and society" which is basically the basics for soci. then like everyone was commenting on how tough the past year paper for this course was, so was kinda freaked.
then i couldnt study much cus like the teacher was like saying "notes and readingsdamn impt. textbook supplementary" and apparently its my notes, ESPECIALLY MY NOTES, tt's kinda goner with no sidenotes wadsoever so endedup browsing through the textbook,which i dont really have any impression of, seriously speaking.
so last nite was kinda like last minute revising. decided to go online and search on this uber tough concept that i have no ideaabout at all. then got this like uber long websiteon it regarding this couple. haha. read the whole shit before sleeping. then this morning, decided to wiki on holocaust, cause firstly im rather interested in it and secondly i couldnt think of what else to read on.
and wahahhaha out of 3 qns - 1 compulsory and 4 choose 2 qns- the compulsory on was on holocaust and one of the choose qns was on the topic i read about last night. basically my entire answers were just merlioning out what i've read. seriously. aint no sociology essay at all. without any siciological imagination in it. the holocaust qns i act started out by " holocaust, literally meant completely burnt,......" classic eh? haha.. oh whatever. its over. so atleast there's written stuff to be marked. better than nothing. even though its all repeated points and stuff. whatever. hee.
then after the paper went imm with jiayi and jo to "Study" haha. apparently not much studying wasdone. think its real nice to hang with tkgians. haha. had a great time commenting bout the atrocities of the kids these days and how we are gonna bring up our kids, our ideal lives, the terible television shows that kids watch these days and what's not. haha. fine. i concede that im a bad person, evil even, to study with. totally bad influence.cannot study myself nvm still go disturb other ppl. haha. but had a great time seriously. thanks eh. enjoy the brief break from the monotony of mugging ^^.
was a crappy day for me though. crapped like hell think jo sweat drop until she shrivelled up from dehydration liao. haha. was like jiayi: "go pepper lunch later la", me:"but we eating dinner le". haha jo was like stun stun then jiayi stilldidnt get it then was like "yea can eat dinner later wad"or something to that extent. haha. so farnie. loads more. couldnt for the life of me remember.
oh talked bout cute guys, takayu kimura(tt hero guy), then talked bout kids names,nice names, xiao chong ming blah blah. qte interesting.
then talk bout upbringing. and NEOPETS EVEN!! gee...
then went pepper lunch to eat dinner. haha then talked bout this rich family eating nearby. haha. then went to cafe cartel and tarbao-ed cakes!!! 50% off!! lol. bot two cakes. but then my fridge no space.. :( cake box too big maybe shall go like chip of the iceberg looking icicles later -.-
then on the way home was talking bout tk culture, other sch cultures and stuff..haha so interesting lor.. *reminiscing bout tk-days*
awww the bittersweet memories. those were the days.
tk frens are still the best after all.
had a grea, wonderful, fantastic day today.
thanks to jiayi and joey! thanks!
^^
back to studying. again. sigh
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
its great how we get to know a little more about ourselves everyday..
when im stressed + bored+ couldnt be bothered to study+ dunnoe what to study + have to be independent+ guilty if i start playing + etc. i will end up cleaning the room.
great eh? at least it ensures that the place im sleeping in isnt a pig-sty. haha
on the other hand, WHO THE HELL SWEEP/MOPS THE ROOM AND CHANGE HER PILLOWCASES THE DAY BEFORE ANOTHER OF HER MAJOR PAPER?!
im mad. oh wells.
great. back to studying.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
i tink i blog about this everytime exams are around and about. BUT I CANT HELP MYSELF!!! so bo bian u all have to bear with me while i rant on about my pathetic life.. hahahahahah*evil laughter*
anyway its like 3 more days till the end of exams? somehow doesnt really feel much like exams.. firstly cus i really really have no idea wad to read and how to go about studying for this shit. and secondly.. i didnt really accumulate much notes during the entire sem for me to read about. *note to self. next sem cannot CANNOT like tt liao..-.-*
so basically.. went back (yes again) went back home again last week to like.. hee.. study? after the thurs paper.which i shall not comment. (or maybe i did in previous entry?) so yea. then went home. same old same old lorh.. watch tv, eat, sleep and attempted to like read some stuff. aint sure the stuff i read went in not but what to do? sian. i hate studying like this. when i dunnoe wad im studying and stuff.. its sick its gross. and dont say im lucky cus socican crap blah blah CUS IT AINT AND IM NOT A GOOD WRITER TO START WITH. sigh. dead.
3more days just 3 more days. bear with it zhuhan. u can do it.. *looks towards the sky* but why does it seems so never-ending? gosh.
4 papers within 3 days summore. and instead of studying.im planning what to do after tt.. haha.. typical typical. no mood to study. mindless readings.
sigh. im as good as dead.
on a brighter side. after exams, im gonna read books. im gonna read and read and read and read. and im gonna shop. haha for sports shoes mainly. maybe like hmm shorts and training tees? hope my mama can spon. then im gonna chiong shows. wo de mi mi hua yuan, hereos, eerrr..this shane show. L WORD!! errr.. hmm.. ohoh i soo soo dying to watch enchanted.. hmm think i should go d/l it. lol. eerrr.. south park.. errr still got a lot!!!! but forgot le.. hee~ can hardly wait. *grins*
but :( in the meantime. back to studying AGAIN!!!!! sobs~
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
highlights of today:
phut: "why would i like him? he looks like a guy."
rotfl.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
one down. 4 more to go. in the meantime.. hehehehehhehehe....
asked my daddy come pick me le. hmm.. aint sure whether its a good idea or not. but oh wells.. wads done is done.. sighhh...
gonna go reading room study with alex later.. haha shall see.. maybe down there's better? w/o all the smoke and stuff.. wagagagaga..
eerrr..today's paper was eerrr.. haha commentless.. oh wells.. tot i did well.. but then on afterthought think i didnt do tt well after all..
at least its over.*whew*
went to put jo's dp as my dp as well.. SHANE!!! hahah.. wanna see wad controversies i can stir up.. maybe not.. since i seldom talk to ppl. and i qte lowkey..maybe no one will realise.. dang.
3 more days of studying to go and 3 more days of papers... then.. IT'LD BE ALL OVER!!! till the next time round...
god bless me sia~
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
please oh pleasedont let me regret this.please.
on a lighter note. im back in hall!!! with my permutation!!! ^^ thanks to all those well-wishes^^ im happily with permutation now. ha. oh guess WHAT?! I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE'S BEEN INSIDE MY ROOM! MY ROOM! MY BED! hmph..
okok.. i shall be calm cool and collected. let bygones be bygones and let the dead rest. this is hall life. roomie must accomodate roomie.
WHERE THE HELL IS ALEX SO I CAN DRILL HER?!?!?! UGHHH...
-pissed-
for u guys out there. been consulting jo, jiayi, ying, my sis and what's not. came to the conclusion to take up the tuition job. wish me luck for next year~~ ^^
i realised at this point in time. nobody sane will be online blogging their asses off, neither will they be like bothered with other trivialities other than me. MOI! SIGH... Eeven their msn nicks concerns exams other than urs truly who is like.. errr.. haha..
ok. nvm. shall attempt to be like hardworking. whilst my phone has like what limited service or signal wadever.. depressing.. cantinform my tutor bout my decision.. -.- on brighter note: will be studying with jo, jiayi tml.. SARA LEE CAKE~~ ^^
one more week to go.. JIAYOU!
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, November 12, 2007
great. just when i know what i have to do in life and stuff. life just have to throw me a curve. ms chan, my old old tuition teacher from rc,just called me and asked whether im interested in giving tuition! MATHS!!! haha my fav subject. but. but. sighh.. dunnoe whether i should take it up.im in GREAT DESPERATE need of the money (who isnt?) but but. overcommitment and i can just kill myself. free up a few evenings is fine. but but. what if it causes me to give up, to forgo some pleasures in life?eg meetups with chuses, db's meals.blah blah. it aint one week, one month, one term or even one sem. ITS FOR ONE FREAKING YEAR!!! will i be able to commit that long? will i? will i? unable to even determine my sem2's timetable what about y2 sem1? what what?! how?! gosh. dead.
i want. yet can i? i longed for it. i yearned for it. but do i have the capability? it's one thing to teach star prog. its just diff. when u noe there's worse teachers around(ie the old old man for p5s) and all. yet another to.... its diff to tutor ur cousins! it's ur cousins for god's sake!!!
ms chan msged me personally. the responsibility. urgh. can i afford to even put that faith, that trust that i will do good for the kids to the possibility of letting it down?
at this moment, when i yearn for cash, when no trainings (stopped for exams) when i dun have the mood to study and feel that time passes wayy too slow..anything's possible. but when the time comess.. im not sure whether i can last.one year's a long long time.a long time. too long. i'll say.
how? how? can i see like a consultant or something?
gotta reply by tml.great. G.R.E.A.T. simply AWESOME. im dead. fuck
commitment. overdrive. prioritize.FUCK.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
ha.. leong says i nv blog.s o here i am. blog blog blog blog blog. eh leong happy not?
lol
anyways. yest, which is sunday. at around late afternoon time,was like online-ing and wahahahahahhaha saw qs.. lol.. so chatted with him.lol.
avg lor. just chat lor. soso la. nothing much la.haha.. leong exaggerates at times seriously. ^^
lol been at home for like 5 days thereabout? lol. USELESS LIKE FUCK CAN?! nv study much but oh wells.. in sch also sama sama.. so yea lor bo bian.
been down with flu/blocked & leaking nose lor.. sian. but got run. ran act. haha.fine not much but at least better than nothing (aka my studies)
was like telling my sis that i damn suay. cus i sick that time always sick but not sick till like damn jiatlat which sucks!! cus yea. nv cant be bothered to elaborate now. watching that silly school flower school grass show... haha.
ok. finally get to quench my craving for green tea coffee today even though it aint green tea frappe but better than nothing cus its green tea latte. all thanks to my nose. lol.VENTI summore.. damn scary can the size of the mug.
one week plus till the end of all muggings!!! cant wait. lol.
ok not making sense here. shall stop. happy leong?^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
it is like 1pm now. and already so many stuff has happened.. well not exactly a lot. but enough.
today is a bad day. i bet if i go see those daily horoscope its like"today is ur bad day. stay at home. dun even bother leaving ur room.." and stuff. then those monthly horoscope will be like days to avoid:7th. sigh.. really.
first i woke up late. even after setting 3 alarms, i still woke up late. and is not only like later than the time i specify. NO.its late until. by right wake up at 8, 8 plus, lesson's at 930. i woke up at 1017.-.- THIS KINDA LATE!fuck. then late nvm u know? today's the day to hand up the portfolio which will be graded. aftertt prepare everything, left the room le. then realised nv bring keys. ok went back room and got my keys and wallet. after tt reach sch le. then realised nv bring phone. wtf rite?! so anyway handed up my portfolio. then heng heng saw my frens. so hanged out with them. ate hotdog withchilli sauce and mustard. not bad not bad.
then sawthe rest of my classmates. they asked me what happened. then told them i overslept. haha then my barely-make-it eye candy talked to me. lol. saw "dun give excuses la" lol. then apparently dumb me cannot think ofany smart remarks.. so yea. sigh.
anyway after tt got make-up tutorial. so went there. and started stoning and planning my long long weekend. lol. stupid. just sit and stone.
apparently the tutor said "please do not mug." amongst other stuff. but, apparently knowing me., i only caught and remembered that advice. haha.. so this weekend anyone free? wanna like have chalet or something?cycling? ice-skating? roller-blading? shopping? movies?lol.
im dead.
still ahve like 2more tutorials till the end of the day. wonder how iam gonna survive through that. and i have no idea how i am going to go about studying over this uber long weekend. apparently hall's a bad place. been sleeping like (yes chiam yes) a pig sigh. dunnoe why damn conducive to sleep. sleep and sleep and sleep. amybe its the readings la. haha. blame it on everything else but myself.
been thinking of places to go mugging. (opps. note to self: no mugging remember?) yea. ecp, airport, bedok, void deck? lol. haha still debating.. anyone wanna jio me out go studying? marina square also can haha.
was walking back hall. then have to climb this not-so-long-but-still-qte-long flight of stairs. climb until qte used to it le. and the FUCKING HELL GUESS WHAT?!? i was like panting after that. shit. my stamina's like crap. need to run. NOTE TO SELF: RUN!!! fuck fuck fuck. damn lot of things to do sia. study. run. train. run. study. train. run. run. run. WORK!!! sighhh.. realised im fucking broke. and this hols is like gonna spend a lot since i'll be like overseas. (literally overseas. like over the south china sea into malaysia kinda overseas.-.-) so even though i dun really like shopping and stuff i'll be spending a lot a lot a lot. so yea.. money money. anyone got any temp lobangs for like 1 week? like from 22nd- 30th nov? whereby my exams have ended but training have yet to start? gonna work my asoff(yea right. since i dun tink i'll be able to find any) hmm.. been comtemplating bout oriental. but then... hmm.. anyone got any lobangs?
sigh. im broked, pissed, bored, and full of shit.sigh. and my stamina's dying!!! fuck fuck fuck.
i can just go die. sigh.
joey saysim pmsing. sigh.
ate like a (yes chiam yes) a pig again yest. went jp to eat pizza hut. the service waslike crap since that nice nice grl that we had the previous time din serve us this time round. instead its some crap person. who sucked. joeyhates her btw. sigh. im a pig. i need to run.
went jayne's room to play spongebob squarepants (pirated) monopoly (that costs 10 bucks) lol.qte cute though. but its freaking pirated. nickelodeon (sp?) became... NIOK!!!how pirated can it get can? but was cute nonetheless. esp since joey use the gary checkers(or wadever u called that) and she wasinded GARY. fucking slow.. wahahahahaha.. ok... yup had funn. destress 101. not bad can try it out. nus bazaar. 10 bucks hahahahahhaa...
ok back to reading. yes reading not mugging. bye babes~wanna study can jio me. wanna run can jio me. wanna pig out.. also can jio me.. lol.. rightttt... -.-
btw. footnote. i NV NEVER oversleeps. at least not till this extent. when i know there's something important. and wakes up tooooooo late to be helped. nor unintentionally oversleeps. i mean i do oversleepbut intentionally like planned oversleeping.. ok im not making sense..im still rather affected by it. maybe i do oversleep. but cant remember. but as far as i can recall i din. ha. okcrap. back to studying.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
warning: rantings ahead... feel free to not read...
im so bored im so bored im online blogging though i have nothing to blog about. ok not exactly nothing toblog about since i've just fnish regatta so how can i not have stuff to blog about. ok i have stuff toblogabout but dunfeel like blogging cus i feel guilty blogging but i cant seem to fact my readings le.. been reading on and off the whole day.not exactly the whole daybut more or less.. been facing these readings and more.. dreading them.. urgh..
suddenly feel like going gyming.. but then dun like go sch gym. cus very weird feeling.. think most prob i'll be gg home soon like when theres no more sch to study.cant seem to study in my room. been nodding off while reading.. in the end have to munch to keep myself awake.. gonna so get fat.. its disgusting. sighh...
exams coming in a week's time. great.. and im nowhere near prepared.. instead the closer it is to exams the more i dread studying or reading to be exact.. dieee.. faint.. is this how its gonna be for the remaining 7 more sems? greatt...
been mapling on and off.. chatting amidst all the readings ive been doing. just cant fathom how ppl survive all these..
gonna go running later... kinda looking forward to it.. anything's better than studying and if i run i wont feel tt guilty.. hah.. lose weight lose weight.. righhhttttt.. with all the munching i've ben doing? tt'ld be hard...
been eating loads mroe now.. disgusting..dunnoe why.. sighhh...
regatta's great anyway.. despite the waiting and all.. managed to get into the plate finals for the juniors'mixed team. haha.,. and our timing is only a split second diff from nus SENIORS' team!!! whoopieesss!!!fantastico..
haha.. okok.. back to reading...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
once again. im online blogging isntead of doing what i should be doing -chionging assignments and studying. gee. what a surprise.
hais. anyway i realised that if i can just tape down what i think. it'ld be really hilarious seriously. was like thinking of what to blog on my way back from lessons today. then after that, reached hall le. forgot le.. haha so loser la.
anyways. regatta's coming in like 2 days? haha so excited damn geared up for it la.. all revved up and stuff. first competition ever. lookingforward to it. jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! all the best. must put in my best. yeay!!!
and after regatta's in like 1 and 1/2 more weeks it'ld be exams. gee. and yet to start preparing for it. tt's the awful goddamn truth btw. sian. i really sucked sia.
realised the portfolio is like due next week too? and this week's tutorial the teacher's suppose to look through it. gee. guess what? i ponned that. haha. just my luck. karma i tell you.
today no training. damn sad. but then they say must let muscles fully rest so it can perform at its optimum. hope that's true and that my muscles will rest enough by sat. *cross my fingers*
i realised this hols, my timetable's gonna be quite packed. but then im looking forward to it. partly cus NO NEED TO STUDY LE!!! EXAMS OVER!! and also partly cus... hmm.. okie.. nvm.. will think of it someday. but then keep reminding myself not to.NOT TO have to high an expectations. later fall flat.it always does. *touch wood*
after exams, there'll be training after training after training. in preparation for penang race!! tt'ld be my 2nd ever race!! lol. and shockingly, im not dreading that. haha.. at least not yet. at this point of time, anything's better than studying.
somehow i tink i SORTA gotten use ot uni life at this juncture of my life. just mainly chiong and chiong and chiong work. tt's bout it. maybe it's like after a's so like dun really feel that bad? maybe not. haha. oh wells. whatever it is. at least its gonna be over soon. *crosses fingers*
got this silly assignment due on monday. whole weekend will be spent at regatta. so gonna finish it by fri night (not too late summore. must rest well) and i have no idea how to approach this bloody topic. damn.
wed suppose to present some french presentation. but then apparently jo not feeling well so nv come so cannot present. dying to tell sihui (the other group mate) and jo what happened on wed. HAHAHA. but cannot. scared karma. lol. so yea keeping my lips sealed. and i tink by monday after presentation, i wont be like so excited and hyped up to tell anymore. so oh wells. time will tell.
gonna go back ngee ann tml with steph. skipping class!!!haha think my coursemates, the lecture-going clique are like qte pissed with me le.. 3rd week of not going. (or is it more than 3 weeks?) oh wells. lost track of everything le. and sorta couldnt be bothered too. anyway back to ngee ann.. gonna go back. but then like somehow keep getting those mean little images in my head that they wont recognise me or something to that extent. think i'ld be crushed. seriously. truly. thoroughly.sigh. oh wells
anyway i've got a fridge!!! yeay!! haha. all thanks to prawn's dad. ^^
cool. so excited for regatta!!!
went for db steamboat yest. after french. haha was fun. listening to the snrs crap and stuff.lol. damn funny. fun fun fun.
really couldnt imagine life w/o db le. dbpeeps are like my closest frens in sch now can? my coursemates.. are like.. errrr... lol.
ok tt's qte sad too. sigh. dunnoe la. screwed up life once again. sian.
sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
i realised im qte pampered. so far. by most of my frens. *grins* *unbashful. not a slight bit*
in jc, with malcolm (most of the time),bernie, miang they all help me write notes while i happily just sleep. now..
NO MORE!!!!! FUCK SIA
dang.
independent sucks.
gotta go round begging for notes. though i doubt i'll get it somehow. oh great. sighs.
pampered child. me. not good. sobs.
oki. losing my train of thoughts le. more of i didnt have any to start with and my crap's running out.
sigh. bye.
REGATTA!!!!!
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
