Wednesday, January 31, 2007
kay. it's been rather long since i've blogged.. but oh wells been rather busy otherwise was in absolutely no mood to come online so yea.. but felt rather bad and all so decided to came online today.. ^^ haha..
oh well just started out working at gelare le.. apparently they called me on wed and it seems that there was like some miscommunication or something so oh wells.. ^^ the ppl there were real nice and fun but qte strict and also the work is rather scary as i've yet to get the hang of it.. but all in all found it rather fun.. ^^ even though im like dead tired by the end of the day, come home real late and all.. oh wells.. it's all part and parcel of it all.. ^^
now at naps.. alright la.. so so.. was talking to steph yesterday during my break at gelare then realised that actually the whole attraction bout working in naps was the cute guys we get to see everyday.. so cute la all of them.^^ haha.. oh wells.. though the job sucks most of the time.. the only time when it doesnt suck was like hmmm when i relief teach the classes? haha.. oh wells... bo bian.. ^^
just signed up for driving too recently.. realised this year been rather good.. so far.. since i've like done some of the things i wanted to do such as learning driving, learn pilates, work and all.. good good.. though i can like so foresee that in the recent future i'll be so goddamn dead tired everyday... haha.. WHICH is not necessarily a bad thing see.. ^^
alright mind's block now.. haha dunnoe much to write.. oh wells.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
had this feeling that everything's moving forward and yet im still standing there not moving with the flow.. and the weird thing is.. im not sad at all.. sometimes i even felt that it was my choice of staying still.. dunnoe.. its just a feeling..
watched "a time for dancing" and "laws of attraction" last night.. was nice.. esp with snacks, beer/alcohol and me sis with me.. felt like a sister bonding thing.. haha was fun.. found out what i was like when i was drunk/high and wasnt as bad as i thought i would be.. puked though.. felt qte alright.. not as bad as i thought i would feel.. somehow.. perverse as it is.. realised that i had this super weird feeling when im drunk/high.. felt cold and hot at the same time ended up wearing jacket and felt myself radiating heat and YET was shivering. GREATTTT.. im just weird.. shall get drunk again some time.. ^^
kaikai complained i din blog bout her.. so here it is.. i tutor kaikai.. kaikai's my tutee.. happy? lol. alright she called me to blog bout the "cute and adorable girl" that i tutored..(somehow.. the image of manda popped up in my mind lols) haha.. yea.. she's one weird kid.. tt kaikai.. i dunnoe.. just felt weird.. i mean like.. hmmm.. who bets that they will score full marks on a maths test? i mean even IM not tt.... confident.. and im very much confident bout myself when it comes to maths.. oh wells.. for someone who jinxes herself.. she really has ridiculously good luck cos she did exactly that.. weird girl.. but oh wells.. IM NOT GONNA GIVE U TWO NOTEBOOKS JUST FOR THAT cos im still not sure bout tt "TEST" of urs.. ha.. ^^
i think gelare doesnt want me.. felt sad.. and the weird thing is i felt weird bout feeling sad.. since sort of thought over my commitment after giving my word bout to gelare and the night classes and was like "Die le" but was not tt sad bout it though somehow.. (i know im weird) and then was sort of hoping that maybe.. just maybe gelare may change their mind bout me or like not wanting me work all 4 days.. (which me myself noe is rather impossible but still) and then now when they din call me.. felt bit sad.. like sighh.. im back to the rotting days of no work and not much money to spent days.. then was at the same time happy that im free to look for another not so.. jiatlat job.. im weird rite? wonderfull.. -.-
im listening to old canto music.. rather nice actually..
went out with chuse today.. (with the exception of chiam who's painting her house :S) basically went to like.. hmm.. marina and sat at the food court. talked and rotted.. then moved our asses to giordano which we proceeded to make ourselves look like giordano promotors since all 5 of us were carrying giordano bags.. then went subway to makan. moved out asses once again to suntec where we scour all the push carts for dirt cheap earrings and bot a total of like 18 earrings? or at least thereabout.. -.- we rocked...
chatted bout makeup on the train back.. girls and their vanity.. ^^
went out with jas on thurs aint sure whether i blogged bout it but just in case.... ^^
im just plain weird.. i know.. :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
today's like the worst day by far of my life since dunnoe when.. and it didnt even helped that i got a job at siglap's gelare.. ^^ 5 bucks per hour.. tink its alright la.. for a cafe/waitressing job.. just that i'll ahve to clean the toilet.. but oh wells.. how hard can it be right? :S lol.. alright.. but hopefully my dad wun scream at me or something.. sheesh.. -.-
the reason today's like the most horrid day is that there was this group of ppl calling me "aunty ar..." during recess when i was collecting money.. i mean.. DO I LOOKED THAT OLD?!?!?! sheesh.. and to worsen things.. when i go class to class collecting money.. yet again.. this class stood up to greet me.. oh gee whoopie.. and said.. "good morning.. madam/mrs...." i was like.. WTF?!?!?! sheesh.. damn pissed damn pissed..geee... -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, January 15, 2007
just finished watching so u think u can dance season 2.. awww.. damn nice.. i had mixed feelings bout the top 2.. aint sure im supporting who since both are just as good and both deserve it as much.. the tra-nji dance was fab though.. love it.. ^^ sighhh.. felt bit sad that travis din win.. but still felt proud of benji nevertheless.. awww.. such a great season.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
ok.. i really REALLY need like another part time job seriously.. to like take up my time.. im like so free now? it's killing me.. and im like really really desperate to get out of the house.. i mean like.. geez.. when i was like mugging the hell out of myself for a's.. i was soooo looking forward to this period.. that during this period i'ld be able to get out and go out as much as possible.. party and all.. but now.. NOW that i'm working and all.. din really get to do all those things that i thought i'ld do.. basically its because of the m word.. yes.. MONEY.. sighh.. so now.. i ahve like zilch money.. working on like weekdays.. and ending on days earlier than most people.. like 430? then hmmm.. i have loads of free time to myself since i do not have to work on weekends.. GREAT.. too much time, too little money.. wad do u get? ha.. got it again..d esperation for another job.. yeay!! sighh.. anybody has any lobangs? anybody?!
sighh.. my house is like getting like.. really hard to live in.. geee.. urghhh.. pisses me off everytime.. without fail.. but as the old people used to say.. do not hang ur dirty laundry in public.. sighhh.. so aint gonna talk bout it.. but just.. I NEED TO GET A JOB AS AN EXCUSE TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!! fuck..
job's alright though.. just that we are seriously desperately grossly underpaid.. it's disgusting... and we get to do all the crap jobs. sigh.. most of them are anyways.. but was fun.. had an eyecandy.. don koh wei yi.. p3 this year.. ha.. really cute.. gonna grow up to be a hottie.. another eyecandy is in p1.. haha din noe his name though.. buthe's a drummer.. wow right? lol... few more nameless eyecandies in p4.. haha.. malays.. real cute and cheeky.. i likeee.. ^^
im bored.. i'm gonna finish watching the shows i have which will really stinks cos i will then have nothing to do.. crap....
im worried bout me dad.. sighhh.. :(
oh wells back to show watching.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
many times often than not, when i am waiting for a certain someone to go online i hav this mental image of me wandering aimlessly around the virtual messenger world looking for/waiting for the certain one to appear. i know it sounds strange but yea.. there's always this mental image.. that's why i always dread going online to wait for someone to comeon to ask something.. urgh the feeling just sucked.. maybe im the only overimaginative one.. -.-
job was interesting at times. took to tearing pages off a p1 eng workbook on friday. okie not a but more of a class' worth of workbooks. steph tore more.. interesting but yet boring. ha. other than that also did some photographing of games that are available for the teachers to use in classes. rather interesting games they have since i have to play with them to make the pictures looked as if i was playing and im suppose to make a catalogue of like a list of games avail for the teachers with the pictures on 'em. ha. laminated stuff and also tore stuff (yet again). rather fun in the new sort of way. no doubt one day i'll be bored stiff by this shit. but at the current moment it's still interesting. ^^
just found out recently that im not that petty nor picky as i thought i am. ha. wad a relief.. *whew*
bot a new organiser for 2007 real small like some pocketbook.. rather happy wiht the purchase but din exactly got what i was looking for so this is like the 2nd choice.. :(
i realised i assumed too much in certain areas.. qte sad.. :( hais guess there's always disappointment around just waiting to pounce on us.
realised im getting more and more abstract here.. oh wells... just clearing my head of thoughts...
im still waiting for that certain someone.. urghhh.. tt JASON LIM WEI LIE!!! sighhh...
mum bot me a few new office wear recently.. haha qte happy.. but made me looked old.. the next day i wore the new stuff.. and my sis saw me.. "Wah u really looked like a teacher now eh" she told me.. hais.. dunnoe whether to be happy or sad.. :(
think i got qte a few eye candies in sch.. and most of them are TEACHERS!!! gasp.. haha.. okkkiieee.. tis is wayyyy off my type.. but oh wells they're real nice peeps wad.. :D
this week's gonna be real busy.. qte at least.. :S hope i dun get as shag as i did everyday for the past week this week.. gee.. din noe.. office work can get THIS shag..!!! i mean i practically have this evening nap after work for the past 3 working days!! and i din even take naps when i was mugging the hell away for o's nor a's.. goes to show.. maybe it's the boredom :S
urghhh.. shant wait for that jason lim wie lie nie more.. urghhhh.... :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
okie.. this is entry was due-ed qte long ago.. so yea.. ^^ anyway.. langkawi trip was fun.. overall.. got to say all in all was an interesting experience since i have never tried road trip ever and all.. and this has been my virgin experience.. but i got to say that i really enjoyed it very much.. despite.. the little hiccups here and there.. MILLIONS AND GAZILLIONS THANKS TO KAITIAN AND KAIJUAN FOR INVITING US!!!!!!! *MUACKS*
there was this once when we were picking up shells by the seaside. anyway the seaside there at langkawi was like.. damn nice.. anyway.. yea so i was telling joey and all that the worst thing that could happen to a seashell picker is that they picked up a shell with something living in it.. surprise surprise.. within the same hour.. when we proceed to another beach.. i picked up a shell with something living in it.. GREAT... ha.. me and my suay mouth.. -.-
there's really loads of cute guys there at langkawi esp the ones at the pelangi beach.. freaking cute.. ^^
went cable car-ing, jet ski-ing, and banana boating.. haha.. virign experience on the last two account.. ^^ damn cool!! ^^ haha.. wanna do it again.. with more capsizing on the banana boat.. ^^ jet ski-ing was just.. WWWIIIIILLLLLLDDDD!!! lol.. reckless drivers all of us.. showed our inner wild side lol.. ^^
went shopping at langkawi and kl too.. haha not much since i'm not really THAT into shopping.. interesting though.. duty free shops were scattered all over langkawi... -.-
new year's eve went countdown with ying and chiam AND EDWIN.. -.- geee.. sheesh that chiam mans.. of all things... bring him -.- hais.. anyway.. the fireworks were nice esp the last part where it continuously rained gold stars... really damn chio.. ^^
there was a bunch of malay guys beside us who keep screaming and hooting and god-knows-what-ing.. haha.. qte hilarious and interesting.. that is if u like this sorta stuff.. ^^
had a fun time squeezing through the crowds.. though this time was much more harder.. was literally following the blangadesh workers all over the place.. and that was cause blangadesh ppl are the best at squeezing through crowds.. ^^
today first day of work at ngee ann.. not much la.. more of like admin (seriously) but with more variations such as clearing the room (some english room or something), delivering books to the teachers, checking off report books from the namelist, photocopying.. that's it more or less.. slack a lot though.. ^^ met loads of teachers.. mostly i cant remember their name and face.. -.- damn.. so dead.. -.-
found out the pay was qte bad.. to me la.. hmmm shall go find some restaurant jobs or something.. really.. any lobangs anyone??!?
the ppl were nice though.. constantly smiling and helping us out.. ^^ got this ncie teacher dunnoe what's his name..qte cute but ar.. damn lot of muscles.. he's malay though.. ^^
oh did i mention that malays are sooo hot? most of them turn me on.. lol.. haha.. yea seriously they are damn hot.. most la not all.. ^^ the langkawi-ians are also malays btw.. lol...
oke.. im damn shag now.. shall go figure out something brainless to do... cos today too much stoning le... oh have this new colleague named jayne.. such a pretty name.. maybe next time i shall name me daughter jayne.. or melyssa. or something like tt.. exotic yet common.. ha.. oh she's pretty hot t0oo.. ^^
ciao babes~ the world's so small.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
