play around with the bounceicles. drag them round. jump on them. and more!

「 bouncing away 12:24 PM 」

hols is here.. nearly 1/2 of the 1st week gone by like tt.. yet tos tart studying yet. maybe i am really not ready for a's.. but if im not ready now.. when will i be?
looking forward to nextweek.....
blueblack on my leg.. so ugly.. tml got sch.. dieee~~~~
better do my homework.. damn..
tuition tml.. doing paper.. chem paper.. sure die one... goodness....
watched 5 takes.. dying to go nz.. sighhh...
hols is here.. i dun want it to end at all... :(

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 4:27 PM 」

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Have Low Self Esteem 60% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

i desperately need to study.. -.-

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

ponned school today.. yes yet again. but then this week is the last week of the term.. if i dont pon now? when else can i pon again? especially with that silly little new fingerprinting thingy that sa in implementing.. -.- gee.. anyway.. this time roung, i ponned without the permission of my parents!! felt so proud of myself.. after so long.. but then, just like what i told chiam.. this year is the last year i can do this kinda stuff le..s o must chopchop do.. otherwise next time cannot do le.. ^^ felts so proud.. initially was so scared i will get caught/stopped by ppl and all.. but then as time passes and nothing happened.. felt rather proud of myself.. wahahha.. okie but the dumb thing is that cos tis week is like super duper packed and busy wtih all those silly tests and tutorials and all.. i ended up studying at ecp.. -.- but then again.. if not for today i wouldnt know ecp so productive.. actually contrary to majority's perception ecp qte conducive.. as long as u get over the fact that everybody's playing and just get round to studying.. managed to finish reading the c.r.v lecture notes.. attempted a few qns.. though din finish cos got some qns in tys and tis too heavy and some others dunnoe hwo to do.. then after tt i went to do my gp compre.. finished 'cept for the summary part which i've already found the points jsut yet to rephrase and read through my bio spa notes.. so yea.. productive rite? shall go ecp study next time.. some of u might say that cos today sch day tt's why conducive.. but then today henderson sec sch got some cross country then xinmin sec got sec3 group camp.. then also got this group of de la salle school ppl.. dunnoe do what still got vs ppl cycling.. a lot le.. so yea.. and i still managed to study.. ^^ went to macs to study then went to the breakwaters to read the compre passage.. then walked around reading my bio notes.. then after tt sat at some stone table do my gp essay.. wahhahahah.. good lor.. maybe next time roundw anna try sleep over at ecp then study.. lol.. so farnie...
surprisingly ive become rather independent of late.. independent in the sense that i am willing to go out alone.. as in on my own walk around and all.. must be too much influence from kaitian and yingli le.. but then again.. maybe cos everybody else too busy studying dun wanna go out with me that's why i ahve to go out alone.. wahahhahaa...
found out that act' east coast chalet not close le.. but instead is being "bought over" by another organisation cause its no longer under costa sands... ^^
staying at home is unproductive.. wanted to study.. ended up blogging.. -.- geee...
tml got bio spa, chem test, gp debate, maths tut, chem tut.. die leee... -.- cant wait for sch to end.. but then have to mug for that stupid bt2.. -.- sure die one.. -.-
realised i got a guai face.. -.- no matter how pai i am.. i still got a guai face.. damn why am i cursed with a guai face!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
im getting random yet again...
i love gelato waffles esp on tuesdays!!!!!!
ps carrefour is fun.. realised gotloads of stuff there.. lol..
no more pe anymore!!! yippie...
randomness..
saw a bunch of henderson ppl playing in the sea.. so fun.. when was the last time i went into the sea and play? its been so long i carn remember.. the carefree-ness on their face.. sighhh....
oh kaitian.. i tried to find the rock.. couldnt find it le.. :(
i wan chalet then go study at chalet.. im a nerd.. nerddy nerddy...
i wan go for night cycling!!!!!
chalet chalet... all the problems... -.- chalet so exciting.. i wannnn
randomness is the call for the day... random.. -.-
i really need to go study.. yet i really dun wanna study.. how?
fuck

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 10:23 PM 」

sa rugby won the championship!!! yippieee.. gotta say im damn proud of sajc now, even though i din go for the match. but surprisingly i did not feel any regret over not turning up for the match. wells, expect for the brief wave of excitment i had when bernie msged me about the results, and the strong sense of belonging to sa and being super proud of the ruggers. nothing much. wells... guess it shows it. though i've been super enthu, but it feels rather good to be unenthu for a while, just do some stuff that is out of the norm, just still very me- kinda thing.
in the end ponned maths lect to go play pool with chiam and edwin. went katong to play billard -or should i say snooker- yups, edwin taught us. realised how tiring snooker is. such a dumb game that allows zilch tyco-ness and all skill. gee.. almost wept with tears of gratitude when we finally finished the game and changed the table to a pool table.. wahhahaha.. afterall, pool is still the best. realised i've played pool for like twice this week. gee. am i trying to break my own record or something? -.-
hmm.. realised some of the ppl at the pool place qte cute..
went out with kaitian yesterday. was fun. waited for her till i almost died then went to eat beancurd with her. after that went to ps to eat gelare -.- then after tt walked around ps. was qte fun. realised that's a lot of clothes i wanna get and all and also that my taste qte good *snickers*
hmm. feeling rather random now. recently been saying things i usually wouldnt say. die. random. random. random.
geee.. pishposh.. doubt im going for the soccer match tml. heartfelt gratitude to chiam for being there recently.
aint no sure what im doing niemore but whatever it is im doing. i find that i rather liked it. be damn with it if u dont.
one fine day im so gonna pon sch again. cant wait.
pool is fun fun fun. found a few cheap place. thanks to grace and qs. ^^
aint gonna play billard anymore, unless got special reasons. sucks. makes me so damn tired.
feeling so lazy im not catching up on my tutorials anymore.
hopefully can go for the nite cycling on friday - any ppl wanna go btw?
dreading campfire. bugger.
random.

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 6:10 PM 」

sometimes darkness can be misleading.. i was sitting in the room, with the air-condition on.. okie to clarify this point, the room which i was in had tinted windows-specially to block out the sunlight- hence the "darkness". okie, i admit- it isnt total darkness, just dark compared to elsewhere. so anyway, i was happily watching ko one (thanks to geraldine) and somehow my attention was diverted to the blueblack on my knee. see i have this blueblack that appeared out of nowhere, okie not nowhere but rather due to some embarrassing circumstances that i'd rahter not dwell upon, so anyway, i was rubbing my blueblack and happen to think that "hey my blueblack is getting rather faint, maybe all this rubbing really helps". okie, let's be realistic here, i have only started rubbing like 1 hr ago when i was watching the show, so even though logically rubbing doesnt help to ease the sore but then the time duration just doesnt seems to allow that. so yea. when i was bathing, i looked at my bruise again- this time under bright light- and the colour was nowhere getting lighter and in fact is still just as prominent as ever.. so there. darkness can be misleading.
okie though i know its really out of point but oh well just decided to blog it in since im thinking about it and there's no way that i can get that thought out of my head till i blogged about it. so yea. anyway, i have absolutely no idea why people say i dont blog. i think i blog regularly enough- maybe certain period of lapse is due to the lack of topic or maybe the alck of mood- yea but i still blog so yea.
today had chem spa skill a -the last ever spa!!! at least for chem.. but yea. so elated. and many many thanks to edwin and chiam who are so gracious to waste their precious break time in giving me tips, memorising techniques and even risk the chance of being late for ME just so to test me and also repeatedly drumming up my confidence THANKYOU!!! (though i know neither of them will ever land up in my blog soon enough to see this -.- oh wells) THANK YOU anyway!! also special thanks to shane for helping me write up all the notes though i didnt really read for your notes :) no time dear :) THANK YOU!!! thanks to vanessa for wishing me luck ^^ also thanks to geraldine (here another one who wouldnt ever visit my blog) for lending me her chem spa skill a notes though apparently our school test on completely different things. THANKS ANYWAY!! YIPPIE!! chem prac is finally over!! OVER!! as in O-V-E-R!!! yea!! -seriously overjoyed till the extent of overboard-
realised recently keep reminiscing about the past with chiam- first recalled the sec1 and 2 years in class on last thurs 0405 during break with shane. all my embarrassing moments and all -.- gee. but well it was still a healthy does of nostalgia. just today during break was reminiscing about the chalet days with chiam to edwin -.- gee.. especially the firs ever chalet in sec 2 mid years lol.. the CHANGI ONE!! wahahahah. kind of miss those days.. those fun-filled days. oh wells..
was thinking how innocent and dumb i was like wayyy back in secondary school. maybe innocence is really bliss. times when i was so gullible to believe everything. times when my favourite picture to draw was angels and almost every letter i wrote have a drawing of an angel accompanied with a short quote or some words i thought up of randomly. times when.... oh wells.. its not really healthy afterall to live in the past aint it? geee.. in this case then, who says you cant be happy when you're unhealthy? okie im not making any sense here once again
being really random.
okie.. dont really think there's much to say, afterall im a person with minimal or no life. ^^

just a little message for someone i know will never visit this blog (to those who OBVIOUSLY comes to my blog duh~ im not refering to you.. i know the kind of feeling when you dont know whether the message is directed to you a not.. rest assured i can be 99% sure it isnt you.. ^^)
okie here goes.
the times when we were close buds and best of friends have passed. though i might admit by some degree it maybe my fault but maybe it is just time that i grow up and finally awaken to my surroundings. times spent with you were fun, but nevertheless, tiring. you are hard-headed and stubborn and i;m just the same. maybe two strong-headed people just cant clique. at times i may have like given way to you. maybe it was out of cowardice, maybe im just too tired, too bored, too sick, too wadever to care, to fight, hence keep on giving in to you. yet it seems that there was never once that you have given way to me in any sense. maybe i am jsut pampered but there will and had come a time when i am fed-up of giving in all these times and not receiving any back. maybe i just sick of all the times we've had cold war and i had to like suppress my pride to "hong" you. i am NOT your boyfriend. i am just a friend, i am also a girl. there are also times when i want to be "hong-ed" to be pampered. i am prideful, this i admit. yet because of you, i have done what i had never done- at least not in my memory. giving in is something unknown to me before you. yet i have done it so many times since i've met you. and seriously, if you ask me, now that i thought about it. i do not like what i've became. i prefered the old illogical, pampered, spoilt, stubborn brat that i was. the one that everybody has to pamper. YES EVEN MY FRIENDS. maybe what has happened between us is good for both of us. now that i've stepped back and look, observed. i have no idea how i had managed that in the past. i've told you before that i do not like people to talk behind my back hence in a way, i can be more tactful and try at times to do what people want of me instead of what i want. but i guess there's always two face to a coin. i can choose to be happy but be jeered at, snitched at; or i can be unhappy- okie not say ultra unhappy but not happy enough- and still be talked about but not as much. at this point of time in my life, i choose the first option. at this unhappy phase of my life i rather grasp at any chance of remaining happy. im sorry i choose the other over you. im sorry. maybe one day we can be close friends again, but i doubt there ever will be a chance of us being as close as we were before. and im sincerely sad about it. for allt he things that have been and was my fault, IM SORRY....

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 11:23 PM 」

for the first time in my whole entire useless life, I'VE FINALLY CLIMBED THE SCHOOL GATE!! so fun. its addictive. hopefully get to climb it again ^^ yippie!!!!
-bleak future. no glimmer of hope anywhere. a feeling of imminent doom: why arent u there everytime i look for you?-

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 6:06 PM 」

for the last time every in my life i took my napfa and i bloody passed with a SILVER!!! wahahaha so happy... for once.. my jump.. passed!!! so happy.. haha..deliriously happy.. right.. now if only the aches in my body are gone i can go do a lil' jig.. haha
saw this lil poem.. the perfect guy.. qte cute..
The perfect man is gentle
Never cruel and never mean
He has a beautiful smile
And keeps his face so clean.

The perfect man loves children
And will raise them by your side
He will be a good father
And a good husband to his bride.

The perfect man loves cooking
Cleaning and vacuuming too
He'll do anything in his power
To convey his love to you.

The perfect man is sweet
Writing poetry from your name
He's a best friend to your mother
and kisses away your pain.

He will never make you cry
or batter you in any way
To hell with this stupid poem
The perfect man is gay.

boredd.. back to studying. shucks...

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.

「 bouncing away 3:57 PM 」

You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream

A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Signing off, zhuhan.

crapilicious. always crappy.