Wednesday, April 26, 2006
today sports day.. so din go sch.. so stupid lar go sch for wad.. esp for my class all thanks to our oh-so-smart class rep who is so totally responsible and diligent in his duties -.- the wonderful class rep who handed in the form late and caused the whole freaking class to be disqualified so basically een if we go also no one to cheer for so yea.. so smart right our class rep.. can foresee the future and plan it in advance for te good of us.. -.- geee...
anywae ended up going on some "chore" again.. my mummy call me do one.. so instead of waking up at the unearthly time of 6am i woke up at the equally abnormal time of 6.45.. -.- had to foresake time for my breakkie just to sleep more.. then went to take the 720 thereabout train to bouna vista.. haha.. on the way.. at the bugis station this bunch of guys can in.. 3 guys in fact.. then got 1 hottie there.. wah.. see le can salivate tt kind.. damn hot.. yea.. so apparently thanks to my superhuman evasdropping skills, i managed to find out that they are going to school ( some stations after buona vista) and they have lessons at 8am. yea.. then apparently i can also deduce that they most prob just started sch this year or something cos they have to do something to their ezlink and that their lessons requires a laptop. yups.. damn hot eh tt guy.. was like checking him out throughout the journey.. damn hot..
yea.. then anywae maple screwed up on me le.. so stupid lor so useless..
was so bored that i ended up surfing through ppl's blog. then saw this entry.. damn cool.. was like saying bout the definition of "bad boy" and that how the definition "evolved" to the current cmi version.. yea.. haha for me it's simplier.. bad boy.. simply refers to qs lol.. tt kuan can le..
haha was like chatting with jason like last night till 12 lor.. qte cool.. nv knew he pierced his ears.. think i've just fallen for him.. lol.. :P
seriously need to get back to my work.. but then again.. somehow.. just couldnt managed... i wonder why.. tml early day.. shockingly but then too bad loads of stuff to do.. so doubt can go out or am going out.. sad why do i lead such a depressing life-less life.. -.- oh geee.. just the thought of my life in the near future makes me sick.. -.- study study study.. -.- sick man...
oh btw forgot to say.. tt time i went to see doc.. saw this really really apt poster tt truly understands the mindset of the current singapore society... "imagine your child MISSING EXAMS becaused of CHICKEN POX" (in the poster the caps words is like damn big and all in comparison the to uncaps words) yea.. shows the priority the parents nowadays have.. quite sad if u think along this lines.. its like the parents no longer care whether the child is sick or not.. rather they are more concern with scoring in exams.. u can be dying and all but as long as u are able to move ur butt to sch, sit at the table throughout tt few pathetic hours.. off u go to school and take the test.. and u better jolly well score for tt test.. that kinda thing.. rather sad.. seriously it kinda deters me from wanting kids.. why have kids? if u love them so much to want to bring them into the world, u should love them enough to not let them suffer all the hardship and all so might as well dun bring them into this heartless world.. isnt it?
im really dying to play pool... sighhhh
oh yesterday went to sch showed chaim they all my piercing.. then edwin was like "eh today we bring her out go sch crab" i was like 'wah so nice ar treat me summore" tt kinda thing then was thinking what i did to make them treat me so well.. turns out tt they just wanna rub it in cos apparently got piercing cannot eat seafood.. -.- too bad.. still happily eating them.. *bleahs*
lalalalal~ -.- sian.. i hate my life...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, April 24, 2006
take the lead is ultra super duper nice!!! it rocks my socks off!!! yippiee!! so glad i watched it.. really worth it mans.. hmmm.. even think of getting the vcd/dvd when its out.. whoopss! it rocks!!! seriously its STRONGLY RECOMMENDED!!! damn nice..
haha.. did something today I PIERCED MY EARS!!! finally after so long- found enough courage to go into the damn shop and sit and wait for them to pierce a hole through my bone.. wahhahahaha... so proud of myself ^^ surprisingly its not pain at all.. as in not as pain as i thought ^^ just the usual ache after the piercing and those stinging sensation that lingers after.. coolios!!! ^^ haha dunnoe whether should tell him not.. so out of point :P but then sad to say its not as high as i thought it would be qte sad.. maybe one day i will go pierce another one.. higher.. haha.. shall see first.. ^^ i love my new piercing..
blabber.. after so long went back sch.. felt bit weird.. aha.. lots of stuff to say but aint no sure how to phrase it and all.. so shall organise my thoughts before i blog again ^^ blabber blabber ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, April 21, 2006
two within like merely 2-3 weeks? like its wayyy too far.. luckily.. did some stuff.. and kinda everything alright with the 1st one.. some of u may know wad happy.. good for u.. some dun.. then u aint meant to know.. but anywae.. once again.. i skipped sch.. lalala~ alright lar.. was like planning to skip one... then felt bad cos skipped 3 days in a row.. then like.. apaprenlty qte a lot of ppl also say no point for me in going sch so might as well skipped today.. think for damn bloody long.. then the deciding factor came in.. my mummy decided that i've decided that im not going school (when i din) and sent me on an assignment.. so yea.. then too bad got to do something so cannot go sch.. but apparently some think otherwise.. and feels that i should go sch and do some stuff.. (that btw was like not really my fault and all) then like yea.. so kinda like cold war.. -.- geee.. so yea.. wadeva... anywae thankfully din go sch cos in the end woke up todayw itha sore throat.. -.- again.. then wa slike telling my sis.. ppl can like have a thousand faces thingy.. then we a thousand voices cos everytime we cough our voice changed.. -.- seriously.. -.-
anywae back to the point skipped sch today.. did that chore i was sent on doing.. then went town walk walk.. (yes ALONE) all thanks to some stuff i had to do.. (you know who u are when the time comes) so yea.. then like walk walk walk walk.. browsed through a lot of shops.. and all.. yea.. realised ps actually damn nice.. then bot the stuff that im suppose to buy..qte proud of my purchase actually.. then came home lor.. (See i so guai..finish le go str8 home) yea.. then yea lor.. spent the rest of the day.. correcting stuff and all.. then do other stuff.. basically did everything BUT study.. fuck.. -.- but wad the hell.. sighh.. -.-
dunnoe lar.. just feeling confused lately.. then like loads of things to do yet nothing to do kinda feeling... sigh dunnoe lar.. just felt a tad bit the screwed.. a bit nie.. not a lot.. -.- rightttt..
heart's in a mess.. mind's in a jumble.. life seemingly bleak..
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
two days at home can do a lot of things to one.. seriously.. gawd.. im bored.. but yea i dun regret staying at home though.. halfway through chem.. -.- maybe more of quarter way through chem ba.. then urm.. hmm.. -.- dunnoe le.. died a gazillion times in maple.. surf others blog.. downloaded songs.. and basically still coughing my way to hell.. seriously.. im gonna cough till i die man.. and at the rate im blowing my nose.. its a wonder it still hasnt fallen off.. -.-
hmm.. thinking whether i should go school tml.. on one hand.. tml seriously no point going.. but on the other hand.. i feel guilty not going.. sighh.. this is one hard decision... urghhh...
sighh.. bored bored bored bored bored.. -.- and ying's not replying to my websms.. :( sighhh...
saw this cute lil song on someone's blog some time today...
-kaninabehchaocheebye
yao da jia jiu kuai dian lai
bu yao kan wo gong dai dai
yi quan gei ni shuo bye bye
kaninabuchaocheebye
yao da jia jiu kuai dian lai- *to the tune of twinkle twinkle little star*
cute rite? i tink damn nice.. hahaha okie sorry... too bored le .. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.
Complete set of results
| Quality Time: | | 10 |
| Physical Touch: | | 7 |
| Words of Affirmation: | | 6 |
| Receiving Gifts: | | 5 |
| Acts of Service: | | 2 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz
"When life throws you a lemon, you make lemonade. When life throws you a durian, you make esplanade"
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
stupid petition thingy for the pw.. then in the end all the teachers kicked up sucha big fuss.. esp tt wads-her-name.. principal.. mrs lim i tink.. yea.. talked to us in htat tone of hers.. so irritating.. big contrast to what the dps had said.. i mean the tone wise lar.. stupid mrs lim.. irritating.. then they all kicked up such a big fuss about sa being in the news.. wadeva..
anywae on the verge of dying here.. sore throar, flu, cough.. u name it i have it.. stupid.. went to see the doc yesterday and the doc was shocked that within a day my condition worsen until this state.. wahahaha.. i also dunnoe why.. hopefully this bloody thing can last till tml then hopefully can persuade my mummy to let me stay at home.. apparently there's this bug thats being passed around the house.. all 3 of us had it.. and last night whilst i was in my lovely lala-land.. oblivious to the sufferings my physical state is going through.. my beloved sister.. woke me up just to ask me "zhuhan are u sleeping?" -.- goodness..a fter tt couldnt get back to sleep.. sow ent to find them.. turn out at 3.34 in the blardee morning.. all 3 of us were lying together talking.. -.- goodness.. din manage to go back to sleep until much later.. -.- gee..
seriously i can just die like this in this state man.. was hoping to see *ahem* online.. but nOO.. sadly i was denied of the chance.. ended up playing maple.. -.- gee.. how pathetic can i get? i know that i desperately need to get back to my books.. but isnt a sick perso suppose to be resting? haha.. so this slacking period can be justified.. i guess.. ^^ seriously hoping tml i din have to go sch..
i tink im screwing up my life all over.. also dun noe why.. but whatever... i tink that ppl are expecting me to behave to way they want me to behave.. i guess i had enough of that.. from now on i just wanna be myself and not try to even live up to anyone's expectations.. u think im predictable? think again.. fuck it...
i thought u should know me well enough by now.. i had almost believed that you know me eve better than i know myself... sad to say i was wrong.. my expectations may be a tad bit extreme.. but you should know me well enough to know that i want to be indulged.. im sorry if you couldnt even bother to make even a small effort.. im sorry for being the pampered selfish me.. guess its just not meant to be...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
k this is gonna sound super duper stupid... -.- i dreamt of qs.. -.- yea.. i think first time in history? or at least as far as my memory goes.. -.- goodness.. and the dumbest of the dumbest thing is that *drum rolling* i dreamt that he was blogging.. bout me. -.- dots.. the intricate details.. sad to say.. slipped my mind.. ^^ but yea something bout me talking to him and all.. more or less.. so yea.. but yea.. felt so dumb.. -.- pengggg... u can never fathom the intensity of self humiliation i felt.. when i woke up.. seriously.. felt so embarrassed!!! goodness.. -.-
yea.. seriously dunno what im doing with my life anymore.. aint not sure what i want anymore.. should just die.. better off for everyone.. -.- bugger.. 1st attempt at getting gastric failed.. so sad.. but then again i was thinking.. like even if i got gastric.. and i experienced gastric pain.. judging by my blur-ness and all.. i think i would even know it gastric.. i will just pop po ji yi like nobody's business or jsut drink water.. -.- but nevertheless.. i will still strive to get gastric.. just you wait.. and no one can try to stop me.. *smirk* im afterall rebellious in nature...
gotten back pw results. *phew* got 2.. -.- only like 8 ppl in the whole of sa got 1? like wtf?!?! when other sch's like yj and sr got like bout 80++% got 1s and 2s.. then sa.. -.- 80% got 3.. -.- what shit..even better mj.. got like wad? 30 got 3 the rest all 1s and 2s.. shit man.. sa sucks.. the teachers are so damn screwed.. just like wad van said- our sch gets all the 3s that's why all the other schs get 1s and 2s.. -.- stupid.. tt's what u get when u get into a stupid sch.. or even better.. when u're stupid enough to get into a stupid sch... goodness.. seriously those ppl who landed in poly or even ITE!!! is like so smart.. cos they are smart enough not to get into jc.. -.- bugger.. im a dumb soul... dumb ass.. i should have been smarter mans.. damnit..
every other blardee person's getting on my bloody nerve.. and the dumbest thing is that im so sure its not the work of pms.. so yea.. it aint by no fault of mine.. its just that every other person in this godforsaken world has a problem.. -.- maybe their new goal in life is like "get onto zhuhan's nerves" or something like that... stupid si le.. -.- fuck..
i seriously hope i break down due to overstress or something.. or maybe body failure due to extreme mutilation over a prolong period of time (is 17 years considered long?), or maybe like my digestive system decided to defy all logic and common sense and just go on a strike against me? or something!!! oh please.. maybe i'll ahve like mental breakdown or soemthing.. or jsut get knocked down by car whilst crossing the road.. -.- maybe only till then then i will be able to have a slightly better life.. -.- goodness.. fuck.. maybe i'll just like sabotage my stomach till it gives up on me.. gosh i hope it gives up on me soon.. -.-
bugger im suicidal.... so? do you have a problem with that? FUCK YOU
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, April 10, 2006
today was like thinking again.. one of my favourite hobbies.. yea whilst im bathing.. then think think think.. realised that (no offense) I REALLY REALLY LOVE CHUSE!!!! seriously.. they like the best bunch of frens i ahve.. EVER.. cos they accpet me for whom i am.. my with my out-of-tune-singing.. my pettiness.. my stubbornness.. my meanness.. my craziness.. my wackiness.. my obsession.. my slackness.. my insults.. my not-so-farnie jokes.. my temperamental attitude.. my mood swings.. (violent ones nonetheless).. my EVERYTHING!!! and they din even seek to change me one bit.. seriously.. i LOVE them.. *muacks**muacks**muacks*.. *runs round kissing all of them.. french kissing.. *winks** yea.. seriously.. i tink so much..t hen i realised actually they really noe me as in me with all my facades and all.. me with all my different character.. and all.. if i have to say a bunch of frens that truly seriously really know me (other than my family) is CHUSE!!!!! yea.. seriously.. that time chiam said "cos i know u wad" is really really true.. *runs round going on my kissing spree yet again* yea....
okie.. sorry.. was just thinking.. yea.. dunnoe why the thought just popped into my mind.. but it did!! yea.. so yea.. cos was like thinking that seriously the dynamics in most of my relationships now.. is a bit the screwed.. then think think think.. then realised i felt much much better after ponning sch one fine day and go out with chuse.. seriously calms my frazzled nerves.. and all.. then was like all high and enthu to go sch today.. despite it being a disappointment.. yea.. but anywae.. tt's out of the point.. yups.. just wanna say.. THANKS CHUSE FOR THE NICE WEEKEND WE HAD.. or was it friday nie? -.- yups.. but then again.. maybe the calming effect is due to the big long absence they are from my life.. yea.. so long never see them.. buttt.. wad the hell.. they are good for my spiritual side.. so yea.. all the hell to the rest.. then again.. maybe my good mood isnt due to them but to QS!! wahahahaha.. no lar.. bluff u nie~ i tink its chuse.. yups.. ^^
haha.. okie.. anywae.. venture is SOOO SCREWED.. theya re damn childish.. their idea of a nice invitation card is..... A BOAT-SHAPED PIECE OF PAPER.. then all the informations can be seen from the "windows" in the ship!!! like waht the hell!?!?!? that kinda invitations is like for PRIMARY SCH!?!?!?!? fuck lar.. so childish.. and the ppl they inviting is like wad? rovers (above 18), ventures (j1s and j2S) and like sec sch (okie they may be a bit childish.. but then again they are GUYS so doubt they will fall for the cutesy putesy thingy.. *pukes*)stupid leh.. -.- full of shit..a nd they have like ZILTCH wet day plan.. -.- like waht the fuck?!?! with the unpredictable weather in singapore they gonna see the MONSOON season and predict the weather?!?!?! like i mean as i've siad the weather these days are UNPREDICTABLE!! fuck.. stupid si le.. dunnoe how they landed up in jcs anywae.. but then again no smart ppl will go jcs.. (yes i noe.. im dumb too dunch u noe?) fuck...
sighh.. so many homework to do now.. better shut up my trap and start mugging.. RIGHTTTTTTT...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, April 07, 2006
haha came online on this unearthly hour jsut to wish geraldine a one last HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! haha.. finally our dear dine has grown up.. 18 le wor.. must be a bit more mature le girl.. dun always so kiddy.. like little girl like tt.. summore u oldest amongst the chuse.. -.- dots.. throw our face only.. lol.. but doubt our dear dine will part from her maple or wadsoever long enough to come see my blog.. oh wells.. our dear dine will always be our dear dine..
lol.. hope dine enjoyed her birthday todya though.. i certainly did.. can surely say this is one of my happiest day.. of the year.. lol.. yea.. fun-filled and all.. like wad donna said " i feel so xing fu" though not really that xing fu.. more of comfortable.. and at peace ba.. like can finally let my guards down and just be myself.. enjoy myself though din really managed to talk that much.. spent the whole afternoon singing.. -.- but it was fun.. should really go out more often.. -.- though i doubt we will..
anywae so glad i ponned sch today.. really really lvoed today.. TODA'S MY LUCKY DAY!! firstly when i woke up this morning, my muscle aches are ALL GONE!! must be the nearing 10 hours of sleep i had.. hahaha.. the muscle aches that plagued me for like 2 days are gone.. though not all gone but those at important joints are gone and those that are left are but minor ones... next great thing that happened to me was that i found out i dinr eally skipped much lessons toay cos got 4 sub talk today.. so yea.. like i really did the right thing lor.. yea felt so good bout myself.. after tt helped cooked a bit.. felt so good to cook though not really cook.. but realised that cooking can be qte enjoyable too especially when u aint rushing for time or wadsoever.. jsut cook for ur own enjoyment.. fun~ after tt came online and saw.. QS!! lol.. talked to him.. (all cos of jason's advice) then he replied!!! lol.. then talked like normal frens like tt lor.. qte cool.. maybe im slowly embarking on the journey of forgetting him in a THAT way le.. but then agian maybe not.. lol.. as shane has said.. i'll never know.. but yea.. was fun... and enjoyable.. then ate spaghetti for lunch.. nice~ the way i love it.. with loads of tomato-ish flavour in it instead of it being extra cheesy.. perfect-o
after tt went to meet chiam at somerset.. walked around abit... then met with donna and dine.. then went to kbox to sing.. haha.. okie lar.. as usual, i did the usual stuff i do at kbox.. taking orders for songs lol and listening to them sing.. though the room was like freezing but fun lar.. cosy~ me and chiam went les cos it's too cold.. lol.. then after tt went to "rape" chiam and dine.. lol.. fun lar.. talked a bit bout interesting stuff yea~ heart to heart talk u noe? as in like private stuffs lor..cool.. just chilling around in the chilly room..
after tt went sakae for dinner, met ying then just crap around.. qte fun lor.. so carefree.. blasted "happy birthday" the tk way and cause the entire restaurant of ppl to look at us.. basically enjoyed ourselves thoroughly.. then after tt took photos and all.. then went shopping for dine's pressie.. lol.. donna and ying ar.. *tsktsk* dunnoe how to be tactful one le.. lol.. but okie lar.. finally bot dine a pair of earrings.. finally something that makes dine look more grown-up and feminine.. lol.. thenw alked around heeren and cine.. then donna was like saying im the most mature one out of chuse.. *gloat**gloat* haha.. IM MATURE!!! yippie...
talked a bit more walked around aimlessly.. then left lor.. took photos at the mrt.. and all...
was thinking.. actually im a bundle of contradiction..
bernie says im decisive.. others thinks otherwise..
donna says im mature.. joey thinks im naive or should i say innocent..
bernie says im the girly-iest girl in the clique (sorta) but joey doesnt think im the kind who own any skirts..
ppl says im blunt/straightforward.. yet at times i find myself keeping things to myself..
kawing and all thinks im vulgar.. qs thinks im very guai...
i think im very impatient.. yet i hear ppl telling me that im very patient..
many ppl finds that im rude.. yet some thinks im rather tactful..
ppl says that im good at listening to woes.. yet i find myself talking most of the time instead..
i can be illogical at times.. yet some find the things i say rather logical and makes sense..
im qte a loner yet i dun like being caught alone..
im rather heck-care-ish.. but i find myself guessing about others' impression on me
things to me are rather simple.. yet i think im complicated ways..
i loves dares yet i find myself cowarding at certain stuff
oh bugger cant think of anything else.. but after all this.. can u say u really know me? -.- according to chiam.. she knows me inside out.. -.- really? cos i dun even noe myself inside out.. -.- gee... btw the photos are uploaded
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, April 03, 2006
finally dropped econs.. as in really really drop.. form signed by teacher le.. hmm.. felt rather relieved.. lol.. bio spa today kenna postponed again.. -.- managed to pass my bio.. 50++ around there.. hmm.. e? okie lar.. at least passed.. lol.. me so gonna put in loads and loads of effort for bio.. yups.. today pe cancelled thanks to nice nice mr tan.. so we went to mj to watch soccer match against aj.. -.- took a cab.. stupid taxi driver so lousy.. urghh.. pissed me off.. now i noe why i dun really like taking cabs.. -.- geee...
anyway the match was soso.. wasnt that nice.. ended in luv all.. -.- lousy.. -.- saw su, kt, jiayi and farz.. sookun, huikoon.. haha.. alright lar.. felt so tkish.. :) hmm.. mj sucks seriously the structure.. wah piang drainage system like crap.. was stuck at mj cos the rain too heavy.. but in the end.. gave up waiting and ran in the rain.. -.- after a short while.. -.- the rain kinda tamed down.. -.- geee..
for once.. im the 1st to drop.. haha.. so fun.. *gloating* so ncie to gloat.. lalalal~ okie aint making any sense... geee... bugger..
yesterday went to marina square for bernie's birthday treat.. ate billy bombers.. then blah blah.. walked around.. asked the guys dumb qns.. blah blah.. ended up bernie leaving on her own.. miang and malcolm, me and hweehou.. apparently.. me and hweehou was being seen by debbie (zj's fren) when we were leaving.. -.- debbie called my sis, my sis called me.. hmmm.. somehow.. just felt sad after hearing it.. felt that why of all ppl to be spotted by.. must be debbie and not him.. sighh.. dunnoe why just felt that way.. urghh.. and hated myself for thinking of it.. but just couldnt get that thought out of my mind.. somehow.. never ever managed to see him.. bump into him.. saddening.. maybe its fate.. aint meant to be.. trying so hard to put my feelings into words and tell someone.. somehow din managed to.. saddening.. so here it is.. im sad for even thinking of him.. sad for thinking of that when thinking of him.. sad for not being able to stick to my decision of not thinking of him.. sad for everything in my life when it comes to him.. once again.. last night my resolve dissolved.. -.- couldnt stop myself.. went to friendster.. -.- sighh.. will i ever be able to stick to my gumption when it comes to you? apparently not.. not in the past.. not now.. and i doubt it will ever be in the future.. was at times for a period of time yesterday at suntec.. alone.. looking at books.. saw this book "what is love?" or soemthing like tt.. more or less.. bout this lady who fell in love when she's six and ended up marrying the guy, had a child.. when something happened to her husband, and her child is going through adolescence.. once againg she's trying to fall in love.. trying all kinds of dating methods just so she can explain love to her daughter.. seriously felt like buying/getting/borrowing/renting that book.. just so i can also noe what's love.. geee... and also when reading the preview of the book.. relevant thoughts came into my mind.. urghh...
realised that usually romance novels are written by females.. cos they know what a perfect guy is like, is suppose to be.. apparently romance novels are meant for guys to read just so they can learn from the "definition" of a mr. perfect.. but apparently they dont, thus resulting in the guys unable to "make it" in a way.. and apparently romance novels are not meant for the girls but most girls ended up reading romance novels thus causing the illusion of a mr. perfect esisting when they fully immerse themselves in the books, in the make-believe world thus resulting in the unattainable standards set by the girls and always being dissatisfied by their bfs 9cause apparently they carn make the standards).. this causes the brigde between guys and girls to widen drastically.. yes.. so yea.. the solution? MAKE IT COMPLUSORY FOR GUYS TO READ ROMANCE NOVELS ESP THOSE BY NICHOLAS SPARKS AND OTHER SIMILAR AUTHORS- all romance and no sex scenes..
okie jsut somehow thought of it.. when iw as reading an article by this guy in the new paper.. him saying what girls popping "the qns" and guys not being able to ans.. and HE gave some perfect (in my opinion) answers.. so yea.. im guilty to have popped "the qns" i thinkits a girls thing.. yups.. oh bugger... mind's drifting away.. im soooo gonna tame down one day soon and start mugging and living in a "life-less" existence..... hopefully.... that is...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
today went for cip for the tanglin sch.. they got camp.. apparently camp at sembawang this campsite place.. "terror sea scouts" goodness.. so ulu.. looks machiam like at malaysia like tt damn ulu and so many trees lor.. seriously.. and i din noe till today that sembawang got beach.. -.- not tt that beach can be compared to ecp or even pasir ris.. lol.. haha.. anywae.. was qte okie lar.. went to do station games.. then my only duty is to call the ppl to cheer and the help them put on and take off their harness.. good thing im a quick learner.. hehe.. qte fun lorh..
got this guy.. darryl or something.. looks like qs.. from ite west.. not really looks looks but more of vibe-ish thingy.. haiss. then got qte a no. of cute guys there.. lol.. *drools*
finally decided to drop econs.. after so long.. thanks to all those that gave me suggestions and all.. and also bear with my indecisiveness.. hopefully this time i wun regret my choices.. afterall i've been regretting bout all the choices i've made my whole life.. hopefully this time round will be diff.. (yeah right).. stupid mrs wong.. when she found out im dropping econs rather than chem she was so blardee shocked.. oh bugger...
sigh after consulting qte a no of ppl.. realised after all i shuldnt have come jc.. seriously.. attitude like so diff from the rest lar.. maybe i've changed.. maybe its not me who've changed.. but whatever.. felt that we aint who we were last time.. times have changed.. and its hard to go back to how we were like last time..
should have gone poly or ite.. at least the type of guys there suits me more.. more of my type of guys.. lol..
bugger bugger bugger.. for all the things that i want to say but din say for whatever reasons there is.. bugger it all...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
