Tuesday, February 28, 2006
did something stupid today.. think jo will reprimand me like nobody's business if she knew bout it... felt rather dumb.. but oh wells it worked.. ^^ at least it served its purpose.. ran 2.4 today again.. managed to scrap a pass.. 16.10 whew.. almost died...
was talking to chiam during chem lect.. then talk talk talk ended up talking bout she and edwin-.- then i was like " if u and him were in the ocean, only on life jacket. what would u do?" "i will give it to him" "wah really ar.. so sweet.. that means u love him more than u love urself" "no lar.. cos he cannot really swim well.. then i can.. " -.- then i was like "then if two of u stuck inside a vacuum box, only one oxygen tank.. what would u do?" "share" "cannot share" "he will let me use it one" -.- "but would u like argue with him bout who to use it? would u insist he use it?" "dunnoe le.. how would i noe? then if u and qs got stuck inside what would u do?" "i will let him use it.. so that he will remember me for life.." -.- actually in a way.. i tink im rather selfish in that sense that i wouldnt wanna live a life knowing that my "loved" one had died cos of me that kinda stuff.. so instead i choose the easier way.. death.. then burden my "loved" ones with the guilt... im mean i noe.. esp if i choose that path just to make sure he'll remember me for life.. -.- okie im hopeless... hopelessly mean and all.. -.- sorry but that's who i am.. ^^
was talking to shane bout chiam's bday pressie.. i mean chiam was like blatantly asking for it so "oh wells.." shane drew a "chiam love edwin" logo on her paper.. then brillant me thought of getting chiam a pair of t-shirt.. (one for him and one for her) then the on for him had the word "hers" in the centre big big with the logo and the side.. then chiam's one is "his" big big in the centre with the logo at the side... anybody interested in sharing? esp chuse? ^^ (no worries apparently chiam carn access my blog.. somehow or rather.. )
today mrs wong was like saying to me "wake up or drop" -.- chem.. sighh.. not like i dun want.. jsut still trying to figure which subject am i worse at.. econs or chem.. -.- yet to made up my mind...
almost died in lect today.. had 'mach ache.. then summore not tt shitting kind.. dunnoe what kind also.. stupid.. then i stupid stupid nv bring po chi yuan :( had a torturous time.. -.- shall bring along next time..
-obsession has a habit of creeping onto you when u least expects it to-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, February 27, 2006
realised im rather morbid.. was having maths tutorial.. and as usual din pay attention.. then suddenly the thought "im morbid" passed my mind.. then pondered over it.. actually its rather true i think -.- i also found out that i have a warped sense of humor cos today was saying the sick jokes that i heard on friday.. find it very funny actually.. but ended up my jokes all fell flat.. -.- sickening.. ended up making me wonder why i even thought the jokes were funny in the 1st place...
i tink i tink too much.. as usual.. but simply carn help it..
i tink i dream too much... keep dreaming about the impossible...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
went out with 4some on friday.. su's suppose to come but apparently her mum dun allow.. -.- but why did she tell her mum in the first place? -.- anywae went carl's jr.. so nice.. shared a meal with kt.. the mushroom burger thingy.. very nice.. basically made a nuisance of ourselves there.. talking and laughing so loud.. but who cares? i mean.. we really enjoyed ourselves with all the jokes we've heard and stuff that's funny.. albeit it being disgusting i must say.. yea.. complained a lot too.. gossiped bout everything and anything..real funny.. after working out our abs (laughing) we went to 7-eleven and bot hooch.. finished like within minutes.. -.- no thrill.. then was saying next time buy the miniature absolut and have a collection of it.. :) apparently the 7-eleven at marina square doesnt check.. hehe.. so happy..
walked to esplanade roof top garden.. took photos.. then went to a corner and sit down and just talke.. met this girl called leanna (or something like tt) her frens were celebrating her bday.. then so sweet lar.. basically the celebration.. then she dunnoe why came over and talked to us.. apparently she doesnt like farzana too. -.-
walked back to the mrt after tt.. just talked lor.. jo said wad walking is one of the simple pleasure of life.. thus ending up walking in that ultra slow pace.. yea.. made a fool of ourselves in the train.. fun..
went tm on sat.. everywhere sale.. sighhh.. so nice ended up buying a s&k top.. (yes again) wanted to buy polo tee but realised i shouldnt start a polo tee collection (ask my sis) yea. ended up walking all over tm.. qte nice.. really surprised how nice tm can be at times..
oh btw chem spa was crap.. spilled stuff.. -.- seriously wanted to die.. but oh wells tis over.. gave up the mum's tuition le.. told the mum.. so now im back to teaching gimin only.. felt qte relaxed in a way.. ^^
kaitian they all were saying if a guy likes u.. u will noe one.. i dun tink i will.. im too unobservant in that sense.. -.-
starting to dread school once again.. dunnoe why.. its just that feeling..
wednesday coming out results.. all the best ppl.. hopefully i wun have to retake cheena.. goodness how much i will hate it....
was talking about crying the other day in school.. and what stuff makes us cry.. have to say that i was qte shocked at some ppl.. cos din expect them to be the emotional kind (like me) oh wells.. some stuff is just so hard to tell... but boy am i glad im not the only emotional one..
done some reflections just the other day.. realised im getting rather cynical.. dunoe whether its sad or happy.. but i think i will prefer times when i will just burst out crying.. but then guess its a thing of the past.. only kids gets to do that.. saddening~
seriously lagging behind in my work.. no idea how im going to pass bts and even a's.. goodness.. think i will just wind up going poly after this year.. sighh~
weird stuffs are happening... or maybe im just thinking too much.. yet again.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i've finally uploaded the photos.. ^^
bored.. tml chem spa.. din know till like just now that skill b for chem got graph.. -.- dieded...
tuition today was fun.. esp after tuition.. think gimin's kid brother likes me.. lol.. think im reading too much into things -.- yet again.. *sigh
did some stuff.. but aint sure what im going to do with the stuff i did.. goodness.. i seems to have too much time to spare yet not much time left.. -.- im siao i noe.. just like siaoeh.. ^^ sorry lame joke..
filed my bio notes with my sis' bio notes.. so proud of myself finally gotten round to doing it like after so long.. and its been damn long since ive been wanting to do it last year hols.. -.- bad sad to say.. after i've filed everything and kept everything.. found out i got two more sets of notes BIO ones.. in my bag.. -.- they are still lying around apparently -.-
stupid comp is screwing up on me.. -.- damn..
i tink i've got smiling depression.. i really do..
damn comp... pisses me off.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
was being said that i flirted with some guy -.- gotten depressed msged jo to complain.. she cheered me up.. ^^ thanks for the vote of confidence.. :)
apparently if THAT definition of flirting holds.. then i would have flirted with like all the people that are close to me which includes steph, ying, donna, chiam, dine, jo, su, val, shane, van, ahzai -.-, SIMONE!!, jiapei...... loads more.. couldnt think of all of them.. but looking at my track record.. i might as well be a bloody les.. -.- dun even have to consider bi.. -.- saddening..
read cleo yesterday.. 50 eligible bachelors.. then they were asking "bitches or bimbos" was like thinking.. if girls are divided into two groups.. bitches and bimbos.. then i would, without a doubt, be a bitch... (from the reasoning the guys gave) yea.. then apparently bimbos are pretty but brainless and scheming? plus dunnoe what lar.. then bitches like the talk a lot, straightforward, intelligent and dunnoe what lar.. so yea.. then was like thinking.. then actually all my frens (those who are super close to me) are more or less bitches (SERIOUSLY NO OFFENSE HERE.. JUST MY WAY OF THINKING) so in a way that's why we can click together so well.. ^^ sorry if i offended anyone.. cos apparently shane was offended when i told her that.. sorry but what's the point of a blog if u carn say what u think, right? so yea... blah blah blah (couldnt really remembered what i was thinking.. -.-)
anywae today watched gattaca in gp class.. was damn nice.. ^^ so touching and all.. but that stupid val so mean.. say i what.. very noisy.. dun wanna watch movie with me.. i tot i was rather tamed compared to previous times.. (flashback to the hp2 movie with steph, ying.... to the movie with jo, kai..... ) ye.. realised that not a lot of ppl can tahan watching movie with me.. saddening~ sobs...
oh yea.. read cleo.. then saw some sexual fetish.. goodness.. carn believe there's ppl out there with a sexual fetish for... FAECES!!! goodness.. -.- *shakes head*
blah blah blah loads of things in my head.. just couldnt remember what thye are.. -.- sighh. as usual.. oh well heard this really off and out of tune but rather funky tune just now.. went to search for the lyrics.. here it is:
Don and Drew - Be My Valentine
Girl, you don't know me but I sure know you,
From the long black hair to the size of your shoes.
I met your brother, spoken to some of your friends,
But darling, that's where it ends.
'Cos baby, all I wanna do is talk to you,
To buy you a drink, maybe buy you some food.
But I'm a geek and I'm nervous half of the time,
So would you be, would you be my...
Be my Valentine,
We'll go out about town to dine.
Be my Valentine,
I'll get you drunk on cheap red wine.
Be my Valentine,
Now that's when I'll touch your behind.
If you be my Valentine,
That would be so fine.
I pretend I like the restaurant you pick,
I'll even sit through another chick flick,
And if we argue I'll let you win the fight,
Just as long as I get to have sex that night.
But all you ever wanna do is sit and talk,
And go for one of those damn long walks.
I just wanna see you naked, is that a crime?
So I'm asking you would you be my...
Be my Valentine,
You'll have your clothes off in no time.
Be my Valentine,
Our bodies will be entwined,
Be my Valentine,
Don't tell me I'm not your kind,
If you're not my Valentine,
I will break your spine.
Baby, you're a hottie, baby, you're a fox
,I'd treasure you more than my Xbox.
I'd run butt-naked in the street if you ask me to.
And even if you're angry and you kick me in the nuts,
I'm the only guy who'll never ever hate your guts.
So please say you will 'cos baby, I'm asking you...
Be my Valentine,
Baby, you look so fine.
Be my Valentine,
Oh, hmmm, and your bum is just divine.
Won't you be my Valentine,
Please, please, don't decline.
Won't you be my Valentine,
Baby, baby, can't you read the signs.
Won't you be my Valentine,
Stupid girl, you stupid girl, just be mine.
Won't you be my Valentine,
Our body fluids must combine, you'll continue my bloodline.
Be my Valentine,
This mole, I swear, it's benign, don't treat me like frankenstein,
Be my Valentine,
I have no more words that rhyme...
Really?
Except for line.
Hm.
Ooooooh.
Whooooaaa.
Just be my, be my Valentine.
I think I've found you, a lot. Really.
I've, I've never felt this way before.
Honestly.
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
bored... help me do this :
http://kevan.org/johari?name=zhuhan
thanks ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
so happy so many ppl vist my blog ^^ shows that i did not blog in vain.. haha. but then nevertheless even if nobody come i will still blog cos its destress-ing.. lol.. went marche on thurs to celebrate hweehou's bday.. haha.. so spastic tot of spastic stuff for him to do.. -.- think i can only come up with spastic stuff at the spur of the moment.. such as poking straws into the half-eaten cake and pretending its candles.. calling him to suck up the bits of cake in the straw.. (which he OBVIOUSLY DIN do)... dots.. urm.. hmm.. nothing much lar.. went to heartland mall on friday with kaitian.. haha.. so fun..a te so much..e at and eat and eat.. then keep walking around heartland mall.. think we went into every single shop there.. -.- scrutinised every single item there.. damn fun.. lol.. then saw su at the sans bookshop.. stood outside the shop for ages and she still din notice us.. -.- so blur lor.. then like everybody else in the shop was like staring at us and all.. -.- she still happily looking for her book.. -.- haiss.. *shakes head*
oh.. heard from su that her sch learnt till the nervours thing for bio then someone in her class asked the teacher during tutorial," how does the brain differentiate plleasure and pain?" so farnie lor.. then the teacher was like answering that question lar.. so cool.. i also feel like asking ms wong when the tutorial for that topic comes along.. but.. -.- no guts.. :( sobs.. then her teacher was like talking and talking bout what sado-machosism(sp?) then wad sm ppl when they are strangled to death.. just before they die they would ejaculate.. -.- cool dai le.. so farnie lor.. -.-
talked a lot of rubbish with su and kaitian..forgotten how fun that is.. -.- stupid moe stupid sch system.. deprive me of quality time spend with frens.. -.- fucking bastards.. -.-
went for venture today.. so spastic.. in charge of a station.. damn fun.. keep bullying the cadets lor.. pouring water and flour on their head and all.. dman fun.. but then bit boring in the beginning.. with the ventures.. -.-
hmmm.. final destination 3 is coming out!!! any body wanna watch with me?! :( i wanna watch.. in fact dying to watch.. though i've yet to watch final destination 2. -.-
stupid hweehou dun like to sit beside him in class.. so boring nv entertain me.. :(
hais.. monday got long day.. gotta run.. sian 1/2
yet to study anything.. :( wad is wrong with me.. -.-
no money le.. so many ppl bday.. im broke.. :(
comp's boring... maple's boring.. -.-
feel like chionging vcds.. but i noe i shouldnt...
slack around..
have to go for that fox sale soon.. feb is ending..
sale everywhere.. see le also drool...
no money.. sighh...
saddening... -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
went queensway today.. ^^ saw my cute guy.. haha remembered how cute he is.. *swoons* talked to him.. *whoops gleefully* -jumps around in jubilation-
"an impractical present for a practical person"
carn wait to see him again!!! ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
went queensway today.. ^^ saw my cute guy.. haha remembered how cute he is.. *swoons* talked to him.. *whoops gleefully* -jumps around in jubilation-
"an impractical present for a practical person"
carn wait to see him again!!! ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
valentine's day.. nothing much to say.. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!! received qte a lot of pressie.. most surprising ones are the roses from the guys.. : junzhe and marcus.. lol.. qte shocked to receive flowers from them.. but nevertheless.. ^^ thanks.. lol.. stupid malcolm.. make such a big fuss out of the pressie i gave him.. i tink its nice lor.. gave a condom "on this special day which u show ur love to ur loved ones... USE PROTECTION!" qte cool wad.. think its rather me.. (like duh since i've tot of it.. -.-) yea.. stupid.. make such a big fuss out of nothing.. imagine what his reaction would be if i gave him soap "when u are all wet and naked.. think of me" -.- think he'll peng.. -.- stupid..
thanks to all for ur pressie.. love 'em.. ^^ valentine day in school however.. unlike what mallie the smellie said.. i dun think got much atmosphere leh.. -.- dunnoe why.. ponned chem lect halfway when we had 5 mins break.. apparently we stayed out too long and decided its too dumb for us to go back so late.. so we stayed out for the rest of the lecture.. -.- gotten loads of chocs.. but sadly after sch.. went for some swimming pool opening ceremony.. in this HORRIBLE HEAT... my chocs all melted by the time i reached home.. :( saddening.. now all of them in the fridge.. rescuing in process.. :( but all will be disfigured.. -.- sian..
lots of shock and surprises today.. unexpected gifts and all.. -.-
felt rather cynical today though.. told chiam and shane: valentine's day is a gimmick, thought up by some poor deprived fellows who do not have any social life what-so-ever no loved ones no frens no nothing and is damn jealous of normal ppl like us who have frens and social life and all.., to punish us... qte true i tink.. fine.. im being cynical... bitter.. -.- whatever..
geraldine says she sent me a bear by post.. :( girl i nv receive le!!!!!!!!!!!
sent him a v-day msg.. received a reply.. ~~~ -.-
spastic
*wanders off muttering*
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
funny how things always turns out in the end.. remember last year 1st 3 months.. starting that time was ultra close to jiayi(duh~) van and sinyee.. shane not so close.. even remember that fatal day when she went with me to kembangan and we stayed at cc to talk.. she was the first to know.. somehow things just changed till like im not so close to her anymore.. it seems that anything pertaining to her i will only know from shane.. maybe it arise due to the distance.. due to our msn-habits.. or maybe just drift apart... funny how things turn out in the end...
went to celebrate jo's bday at su's house.. (?!?!? where's the logic?!?!) but anywae was fun though i turned up like ultra late.. was watching tt da chang jin at home.. -.- was fun.. talking basically just chatting aimlessly.. qte fun... after tt ended up somehow sitting at the dining table and complain bout life in general.. funny how things always happen and all.. being forced to do pointless things and stuff.. qte therapeutic.. yea.. stayd at her house till like 11+++ then went to get a cab. spastic cab driver.. urgh.. horrible experience.. rather not think of it..
dreading valentine's day.. somehow.. dunnoe.. maybe to be more specific.. dreading sch.. -.- sian.. life stinks.. things happen.. causing me slowly to sink into depression.. wallowing myself in self-pity.. aint no more sure of stuff no more..
sadly...
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
wanted to blog.. yet dunnoe what to blog.. sheesh.. but in the end decided to blog.. put a new counter thingy in my blog.. felt rather spastic though.. think at the rate im going into my blog.. i will like chalk up most of the no. -.- sighh.. was walking home the other day.. somehow the thought "follow the wind, catch something just as fleeting" came into my mind.. dunnoe why...
was doing my new blog skin jsut the other day.. out of boredom.. think its shaping out rather nicely.. though i've only started on the 1st page.. spastic.. and the worst thing is i noe nuts bout html.. great.. no idea how to upload it... -.- damn..
after a series of continuous tests.. finally it came to an end.. a short but nevertheless much needed break from studying.. felt so shag after tt.. yet on the other hand.. just have that kidna restless feeling.. like u wanted to do something yet dunnoe what to do.. sighh.. that kidna feeling sucks..
went to tm today with my sis..went to fox.. asked when the sale is ending.. its end of feb!! yeay got time to go shopping.. ^^ carn wait.. went to get some stuff for v-day as well as to waste time.. lol qte alright lar...
somehow just forgot wad i wanted to say.. gee... fuck.. i really hate myself...
chiam got a new bf..r eally glad for her this time.. congrats girl.. this time round u've done us proud.. ^^
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Monday, February 06, 2006
was listening to power98 on the way home.. power cruising.. they were talking bout "if u had a date with a celebrity, any celebrity. who will u want to go on a date with and why?" i would personally like to go out with that mr bean guy.. cos maybe he will be able to cheer me up.. or maybe any rock singer.. and punk band.. then maybe the date will be something exciting like slamming guitars or jamming at the top of their lungs.. then maybe i will be able destress a bit... or hmm.. aaron carter. cos firstly he's cute and secondly i'll feel wayyy smarter.. my confidence level will go up a few notch.. (remembered last time when i was crazy bout him read an interview with him.. was around p6? then they asked him what's photosynthesis?.. apparently his answer is wayyyy off.. wonder if he's still as dumb.. -.- ) or maybe i will wanna go out with that qs lookalike.. tt.. hmmm.. trevor fehrman? then maybe i will be able to have the delusion of going on a date with qs.. -.- hmm.. or maybe that other tatu girl.. the one that has no kid.. then i can experience going les for a day.. hmm.. loads of ppl wanna go out with.. like tt elijah woods then see how short is he.. or maybe that cute guy from "im not stupid too" then can see how cute he is..get a kick out of it.. or urm.. britney spears? fann wong? see if they are really that bitchy or what.. or maybe like eminem... then i can tell him how much i love his songs? -.- think i should stop dreaming...
yingli says im morbid... im not morbid.. just realistic.. curious.. haha.. and her reasons for saying me being morbid is:
1) i wanna cough out blood (which is like impossible now cos my cough is like more or less gone..)
2) i wanna get gastric..
3) i wan to faint
4) i like puking...
loads more i tink couldnt remember.. think its rather normal.. isnt it?
okie maybe im a tad morbid.. whatever...
dreaming is bad.. daydreaming or nightdreaming.. bout is just as bad.. cos there will only be two results from it.. either 1) u will forever be unrealistic and live only in fantasy world cos everything in the real life aint gonna be able to measure up to that.. 2) u are gonna be sorely disappointed in life and be utterly depress... geee i've been trying to psycho myself that for damn long.. or maybe not THAT long since i've only thought of it like yesterday night? or was it this morning.. but oh well.. a respectable amount of time has passed.. but yea.. tell it to my brain.. it aint listening.. -.-
went to kawing's house for reunion dinner last night.. though im gonna be like ultra mean saying this but.. oh well.. my predictions came true..wasnt that nice.. was like alright.. i eman liek time spent with good frens will be great rite? right.. but it seriously pales in comparison with the one with chuse.. maybe cos chuse got more thigns to talk about? or maybe was it cos the clique was simply too big? oh wells.. wont ever know i guess... anywae the nice part was like daidee where we played with marnie.. 10cents per card... lol.. then another thing was mahjong.. lol.. so farnie i only like won 2 games out of like at least 7 rounds.. and im the only sole winner.. -.- cos the first game i won was like 4 tai? lol.. then the second game i won (or rather val won since i told her the marnie will give her) was like 3 tai? lol.. qte cool.. tt's all.. alright lar.. drank vodka.. absolute vodka with sprite.. apparently i flushed red.. as usual... but then apparently all of them keep saying im so red blah blah blah.. -.- like they dunnoe some ppl (mainly me) drink will flush red.. not as if i din tell them wad.. -.- make such a big fuss out of nothing.. piss me off.. slightly.. -.- whatever... shall drink with other ppl next time.. at least some ppl wun make a big fuss out of it.. -.- fuck...
bio lecture test today was crap.. no mcqs.. all structured.. -.- woke up like 445 tis morning just to finish reading my notes and do tt bio 10000 mcq questions thingy.. 70 questions on respiration.. -.- all did for NOTHING!!! pon chem tried to study.. but apparently its qte hard to study with shane and michelle.. -.- maths studied a bit... hopefully i can pass.. -.- sian diao.. tml chem test.. dun even feel like studying.. not as if i got a teeny wheeny bit chance at passing like tt.. -.- sian.. tomolo got pe.. after sch got tuition.. not sure what im gonna do.. hopefully i'd make up my minds by tonight. -.-
fuck.. im bored.. cramps.. tot was gastric.. made me happy for nothing... sighhhhh.. fuck
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
woke up this early.. almost died.. the sun lor.. stupid so bright woke me up.. -.- anywae just finished uploading all the photos which includes the new year eve's lunch with jo they all and the reunion dinner with chuse last nite.. enjoy~ ^^ think the next time i upload the pics i'll need a new album again.. -.- sian.. the no. of albums i have.. makes me confused man.. and i carn think of new nicks for the accounts le.. =.=
anywae had a great time last nite.. or evening.. haha.. so fun.. eat so much.. the entire big pot of soup gone... ~~ gee.. we rocks sia.. lol.. then after tt went to play cards basically just played talked and eat.. lol.. but fun lar.. ^^ lets do something like this sometime soon again.. ^^ lol.. but the next time donna organise!!!! lol.. ^^
no offense but seriously dun hab much expectations for the coming reunion dinner with val they all... -.- think will be like abit screwed lol.. okie lar.. i tink i will enjoy playing mahjong the most.. haha.. yet to decide wad to wear.. -.- sian.. lol..
when u have an over active imagination, loads of time to stone and heard little bits and pieces of others' conversation.. what will u get.. lots of wild imagination.. -.- tt's what i have.. -.-
heard from steph yesterday: the perfect height difference between the guy and the girl when they are in a relationship is around 12 cm.. lol.. and since im so convinced the sch's measuring tape is totally inaccurate.. so i tink me and *ahem* ................................. lol... haha..
went for flag day yesterday at farrer park.. surprisingly the indians are damn generous.. donate by 1 dollar like tt.. loads of one dollar coins in my box mans.. -.- totally..
stupid val say i despo.. -.-
hab to seriously get started in my bio.. -.- urgh.. my life's so boring~ :(
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Friday, February 03, 2006
think im the most avid blogger in my circle of frens.. at least among those ppl whose blogs i visited.. -.- diao.. i machiam everyday new post.. ppl.. a few weeks even months can pass without blogging.. diao.. -.- hais.. today got 2 test.. after sch.. wah so relieved lar.. *phew* this weekend's gonna be a busy one.. 2 reunion dinner... plus flag day.. summore mon, teus adn wed got test.. gg to me mans.. ^^ but still looking forward to both of them... ^^
felt qte happy today.. cos qs replied me.. !!! told me his height.. he's at a proud respectable wonderful fabulous height of... *drums rolling*............. aint gonna tell u.. ^^ lol.. so happy lar..
hahaha.. okie went pizza hut today to eat.. fun.. had a great time talking crap.. bout everything and yet nothing... so dumb lor.. but yea.. fun nevertheless.. we should do this more often.. follow my craving and go the places to gab.. ^^
felt so dumb today.. was bored in school.. wanted to msg kaitian asking bout jo's bday.. then.. sighh... in the end.. so shibai.. after typing "eh.. jo's bday how?" then send to joey.. diao... so peng lar.. so paiseh.. then joey replied.. "i dunnoe am i suppose to plan my own bday?" -.- i peng there.. -.- so loser lor me.. then in the end though successfully managed to msg kaitian.. told her bout my dumb mistake.. -.-
im such a loser... ~ diao... spastic me.. -.-
i still think i blog too much... too bored with my life le.. -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
sian diao.. fuck lar.. ppl just like to piss me off.. left right centre.. sian diao.. fuck last night jsut before i was about ot sleep got woken up by a damn sms.. but tt asshole ray.. fuck lar..scold me say wad dun talk bout him and chiam blah blah.. fuck lar think he so great.. -.- fuck woke me up.. pissed me off.. after tt couldnt get back to sleep. bastard.. hmph....
fuck. such a bastard.. dunnoe why keep having the thought that its my fault.. somehow felt that its my fault.. sian diao.. shouldnt even start playing maple in the first place.. shouldnt even noe him.. diao despo idiot.. nowadays ppl so despo.. get stead online befriend ppl online.. fuck.. see liao also piss.. -.- fuck..
was thinking whether i should msged him on valentine's day.. hehee.. shall see....
if u gonna get a bf and gonna complain to him.. MAKE SURE he's not a busybody nor a blabbermouth.. fuck..
finally noe wahts pcc.. lol.. masterbate.. -.- found out in chem...
gee i hate chem...
tml got 2 test econs and bio.. 99% fail econs le.. no idea why am i still taking econs.. sian diao...
urgh hate school.. heard from my sis her boss got throat infection.. cough out blood.. cool dai le.. if only i got throat infection.. -.- apparently after drinking like 2 bottles worth of water i realised i should drink so much -.- end up eating macs and came home and start eating all the cny goodies.. -.- cough machiam gone.. sad.. and i was looking forward to coughing out blood.. maybe then.. my life will take a slight turn for the better.. dun ask me how....
fuck.. i wanna cough out blood.. -.-
thanks to malcolm saw this article bout sex and stress level at http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/4646010.stm .. -.- quote:" Volunteers who had had penetrative intercourse were found to be the least stressed, and their blood pressure returned to normal faster than those who had engaged in other forms of sexual activity such as masturbation.
Those who abstained from any form of sexual activity at all had the highest blood pressure response to stress." blah blah blah "He said: "You are probably better off thinking about what you are going to say, and preparing thoroughly, rather than having sex the previous night.""unquote. lol.. farnie.. maybe i should engage in pentrative intercourse more often.. *grins*
sigh i hate sch.. hate everything.. -.- fuck..
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
at the rate im coughing.. im soon gonna cough out my blood, my lungs and my gut and everything else -.- gonna die like super early or wad.. -.- geee.. think i got wad lung cancer or something.. from no sore throat cough till i got sore throat.. damn jiatlat...-.- sheesh.. im like going to die a terrible death.. sans blood, sans oesophagus, sans stomach, sans small intestine, sans large intestine, sans rectum, sans lung... -.- goodness only my skin, flesh and bones left.. -.-
on a happier note.. or not-so-gloom-but-n0t-so-happy note.. FUCKING BITCH daoed me.. fuck.. i so nice to dao ar.. dao dao dao.. doa u then u noe.. fucking shit.. fucked up lar..stupid.. come up with what shit idea.. -.- sheesh.. fuck....
stupid chiam also.. what the hell lar.. taste so jiatlat.. go with ray... though not hear from chiam one.. SHE obviously wun say a damn thing.. but hehehe.. sources tell... so yea.. -.- chiam and ray.. *peng* damn off lar...
sian hate planning for stuff... seriously just piss me off.. get me all hyped up then soemthing screwed up and there goes my bloody-good-but-super-rare mood... fuck.. sucker... haha. anywae to all the chuses: YOU ALL ALL OWE ME MARNIE.. INCLUDING U DONNA!!! COS U OWE $$ PAY $$, UR BF OWE $$$, YOU ALSO PAY $$, BF'S FRENS OWE $$ ALSO YOU PAY $$$ so all of u owes me $$$ wahahahahahahhahahaha... -.- better pay on sat ar... -.- the marnie go collect from ur bfs... -.-
today had tuition.. haha.. so cute the gimin.. gave the mum orange.. cos my dad says im suppose to do so.. -.- then after tt she asked me why i gave her mum oranges.. then after tt she says" you noe why ig ave u 20cents that day? cos i no orange to give u so i give u 20cents i save one" wahahaha.. so cute lar.. then after tt gave her a pencil-like eraser lol.. in an angbao.. cos my mummy told me so.. then after tt she gave me two super small tt kind of miniature oranges.. wahahha.. damn cute.. cos her mummy told her to give it to me.. lol.. two big oranges exchange for two small ones.. so cute.. wahahha.. almost burst out laughing there.. so cute lor..
im so sure im gonna die soon.. oh god... -.-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
