Wednesday, March 30, 2005
hais.. yet another day of torture... tot today will be much slacker than tml.. but gee... surprise surprise... it isnt!!! in fact.. i would prefer doing monday's stuff then today's stuff.. today.. had to like do monkey bars.. which i totally suck. and climb over wall... damnit.. tos two jsut ruin the entire day's programme... otherwise it would have been qte nice... geee... hais.. today after everything went for og dinner.. was fun lar... crapped a lot and all... haiss.. just when i started to get bonded with my og... have to go with my cg le.. sadsadsad......
found an eye-candy today... from acs.. wearing the van der wols shirt... or sumthing like tt... rather cute.... at first look that's it..a fter tt wasnt tt cute.. dunnoe why.. sighhh~ :(
tml going with cg.. kinda regretted my choice of combi and all... like all my frens.. cliques are like in double maths class... all same class.. then me leh!?!?!? all the way at.. 62.. so farrrr... at least got a few ppl i noe there.... BUTTT... heon has her own frenss... then like qte extra... damn y didnt i tink of the cliques thingy before i made my choice... should have like chosen a totally diff sch if im changing combi.. then wun be that bad..., its like u have frens... but not in ur class kidna thing... so sad... :( damn.. kind dreading yet looking forward to tml.. maybe can see some new eye-candies.... hopefully... :)
hais... really tired... gonna have like severe muscle ache tml... lol.. but then it'll be worth it.. think.. LOSE WEIGHT!!! lol... anywae zao liaos... bb~
love is such a mind-boggling thing..~
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
...blissfully drunk realistic hopes pathetic dreams cheap thrills....hate the way i am now.hate my life.isolated.
my B-E-A-U-tiful nick.. fare thee well... i hereby has to change u away due to some unforeseen circumstances.. (mainly for the sake of shane's love life...) i will miss you.. and yuu will forever be the nicest nick i have.. the nick that was thought of by most of the chuse during chiam's bbq~~ hopefully someday in the unknown future, i will adopt yuu back as my nick.. maybe... but for now... ciao babe~
anywae.. today is the first day out of the two days of inductory programme.. was looking forward to it.. u noe.. since the stupid choon hua teacher was like saying its something like eating a biscuit and do loads of exercise.. was looking forward to losing weight.. but then din expect it was like this... TORTURE!!! lol.. actually it wasnt tt bad lar.. kinda fun while doing it.. even though i was sweating like a pig... panting like a dog.. and basically feeling like a total retard doing all the... warm-up exercise? first time doing warm-ups.. do so long... atook bout like the entire morning!?!?!? wadthehell rite!? lol.. yea.. but was fun lar.. and it was kinda cool.. looking at the waves of jumping jacks... :) SA SPIRIT!!! lol... yea.. then got some dumb pccg talks where i slept thru two of it.. zao-ed one and a half of it before getting caught and sent back.. and chatted thru' the remaining half of it... dumb rite?~ yea...
heard tml got some pastor talk bout the history of sajc in the morning.. then got loads of.. 'fun' stuff in the afternoon... hmmmzz.. most probby telematches and all.. cos doubt it will be pt again~ gee.. hope it isnt pt anymore~~~~ please oh please.. -dwelling in a desperate prayer- yea.. made qte a few new frens today.. damn cool~ super lame.. was like laming thru' lar.. wad bout us being lame now.. is mainly because of the guys now.. cos like suddenly in a sch filled with guys.. then apparently all guys cannot walk properly.. (lame) then influence the girls to not walk properly oso.. haha.. so farnie lar.. btu seriously think bout it.. nowadays the guys i talk to.. hang round with.. and all.. are like lamers lar... hmmzz.. must be a guy's thing... must be.. :)
told shane and van bout the qs thingy le.. now that all 3 of them noes bout it.. it aint feels so bad afterall.. felt kinda relieved to have it out... even though van and shane dun noe the whole story.. hmmzz.. interested? can ask sinyee to tell u all oso can... realised that 3 of them will be in the same combi as chiam.. whereas i'll be in... BCME combi.. haha.. cool rite?~ wondering wad it is rite~? it's.......... BIO, CHEM, MATHS, ECONS!! combi.. haha.. an evolution from the pcme combi.. cool rite?~ just that everybody figured it out wayyyy before i do.. but then again.. first three months i din even spare it even a fraction of thought cos i was in a double maths combi.. so it aint my fault tt im wols.. its excusable... ^^
realised actually now second intake.. no cute guys in sa le.. :( so sadd... eye candies are alll gone~~~~ alll goneee~~~~ sobs... except for that lucas that i may see on my way to sch... haha.. but think he a bit unproportionate... hmmzzz.. aint gonna tink bout it.. he's jsut an eye-candy afterall... hopefully as the days passes can find more eye-candy.. but... my hope is dimming as the time passes.... haiss.. wad is WRONG with sajc nowadays.. or should i say this year's batch... :S hais........
miss yuuu nick....
hoping that the tide of time will wash away all traces of yuuuu
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
din go for the cg dinner yesterday.. stayed at home and watched 'the sound of music' instead.. realised musicals are damn nice... very VERY nice... hmmzz.. hopefully my mum will be in a good enuff mood to buy the sound of music tickets mans... really hope to be able to watch it.. ^^.. was qte sad actually when i tot i was going for the cg dinner.. and channel 5 is showing sound of music.. then when van told me she's not gg.. then kinda felt sos tupid if i go then like nobody im close to there.. so in the end decided not to go.. wasnt tt much of a loss actually.. wasnt really looking forward to it.. hmmzz.. something's really wrong with me nowadays i can feel it.... -.-
anywae.. now wearing my yellow trail slippers and walking all around the house... had walked all the way from eunos home just to get the trail slippers.. cos apparently the inductory programme on mon requires slippers/sandals.. and my sandals are like permanently in prawn's house le.. just like her jean's in mine... then my old trail slippers are like gone cos apparently the sole has no friction anymore.. so decided to get a new pair.. ^^ hmmm.. totally in lurve with it right now... ^^ -blissfully satisfied- anywae.. waiting for my maple character to chopchop heal so i can continue playing.... ^^
doubt many of u realised how to view my entry in tis new template huh? cool rite? let u all figure it out slowly.. all by urself... ^^ :P
i can only hope that the tide of time will wash away all traces of yuuuu....
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
net was down like for two days.. sighh.. wanted to blog initially on wed one...but anywae.. net's back and im online!!! ^^ yippie.. rite... anywae.. went to buy sch u on wed with van, shane and sinyee.. then went to like urm.. tiong bahru and chinatown... both place was like damn crowded lar.. -.- guess we arent so early after all huh? yea.. so we finished buying at around 4 plus.. so sinyee decided to accompany me home before going to work.. since my house is the nearest to bugis among 3 of us.. ^^ so anywae when me and sinyee were like sitting at kembangan cc there.. i told sinyee bout qs... hmm.. then was like chatting lar.. then.. came to terms with certain stuff.. yea... felt qte foolish...
then on like thurs... went for like only 1 talk bout the things gonna happen on mon and tues.. then after tt while slacking with chiam they all... they decided to zao sch.. then was like walking round the whole sch looking for holes in the fence.. so cool lar.. 1st time doing tis.. yeayea.. i noe i damn guai.. but anywae.. it was like super cool... cos like there's also a lot of pple also looking for holes.. btu anywae.. at 10.10 the j2s finish their paper.. so like the gate was wide open.. so we just ran out lar.. so fun.. then brought chiam they all go buy sch u.. yea.. went there like around 10.40 then realised the shop not open yet.. then hang around.. waited for shane and sinyee to come before going to macs and sit... then around 12.. went back tot he shop.. and to our horror.. wah like totally flooded with pple lar.. worse then the day before.. but anywae.. managed to buy everything and all... then went kfc and eat.. yea..t hen after tt the rest wanna go home and sleep.. like around 1++, 2 like tt onli?!?!?! totally lar.. so me and chiam went to parkway and play pool.. then so stupid lar.. cos me and chaim went to the 5th floor and play while tt waylon and frens were like playing ant 10th foor.. then tt waylon called us to go up and all.. then he treat us.. but then super stupid lar.. cos like the table was liek damn bigg.. then so malu.. play until like shit like tt lor... hais... such a failure.. then we zao at 4++ cos chiam was sick of pool le.. like finally?!?!?! then anywae.. while playing pool hanquan came.. like totally din really tok to him when we were like classmates then tt stupid waylon forced us to say hi.. damn lar.. and we like like classmates till p4?!?!?!?!?! felt damn stupid lar.. yea.. then anywae.. while chiam and her tt waylonw as playing i was looking aroudn for pple playing the jonathan was.. so apparently i found tis brown shirt guy playing tt way.. then i guess i kept looking at tt table.. then there's this girl.. a fren of his.. noticed me.. i tink they tot i like him.. diaos~ so dumb lar.. yea.. anywae..went home and slack.. so dumb.. no net.. felt so lost can... :(
yea.. then today.. van just msged me tell me she's not gg for tt dinner thingy.. sigh.. no one's going now... doubt im going.. stupid maple having patch.. so im like totally.. bored?!?! nuthing to do.. ying they all.. not online.. sobx... life suck~ sighhhhhhhhhhh......
even though i know its stupid of me.. but i still carnt help myself - looking around, searching for you in the midst of the crowd....
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
today got results of the school posting... was sleeping happily till 9.30 around there.. then stupid me decided to check my phone.. thinking naively that just because i din hear any vibration or beeping from my phone means no one msged me.. BAD MISTAKE!!! in the end due to the incessant msging from chiam.. i had to get out of my bed... -.- damn... anywae came online straightaway after i woke up.. and wow.. gee.. look at the no. of ppl online mans... scary~ yea.. then before i can even access the internet explorer, i was bombarded by pple asking me bout my posting.. i mean its so like duh~ i will get into sa... is there even any doubts there?! -.- gee... yea so basically.. to all those out there who are soooo curious bout my posting and demands for confirmation... : yesyes.. i got into sa.. yippie... -.-
yea.. anywae congrats to shane who got her wish and get to stay in sa!!! :) to chiam.. : dun appeal lar..stay in sa le... :(
anywae.. stayed online since this morning till now.. playing maple all the time.. was i really playing maple or just using maple as an excuse to wait for someone.. -confused-
just dawned onto me tt qs' swimming fren was looking forward to coming sa.. damn.. dont want him to come sa leh.. bring me bad memories... sighhh... but then... guess all will be known tomorrow in sch.. right? sighhh...
-dreading tomorrow....-
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
new blog of mine.. apparently shane said tt my diary-x blog was filled with virus.. oh well... better to be on the safe side and jsut get a whole new blog.. kinda like tis skin... wanted another one initially.. but kinda got lost in all the html language.. decided to get tis simple one instead.. ^^
anywae.. getting posting of schools tml.. in about 9 hours' time... so i guess.. tis is a good time to change blog with all the changes and stuff... okie.. not making sense there... -.- oh.. just hope tt everyone can get into the jc/poly/courses of their dreams.. which includes you, shane.. ^^ hope u get to stay in sa... tt nj dun wan u.. lol... and to u chiam, hope tt u will get into sa and ur appeal to tj is not successful... ^^ okie.. being mean here.. but tt's me rite?
hopefully.. 2nd intake in sa will be much more fun huh? that everything will turn out alright...... seriously hope so...........
no matter what i do i just cant get yuuuu out of my mind... can yuuu help me?
Signing
off, zhuhan.
crapilicious. always crappy.
