Summer 2012

Summer came to an end on the 21st Aug and that also signified me being a university junior.

This summer has been pretty fulfilling. Let me recap the highlights in chronological order:

May-Jul: Internship with NUHS HR. Met really lovely colleagues who were always kind and patient with me

End-Jun: love finally came back from the UK ^^

End-Jul: BKK trip with Aunt, her friend and sis. So it was eating, shopping and massage ^^

Mid-Aug: Staycation with love to celebrate his birthday in advance. Brought Ethan out to Parkway Parade before heading to Studio M. Had dinner at Graze @ 38 Martin and walked along the Clarke Quay. Lovely, lovely weekend (:

School has started and I am trying my best to give my all and stay motivated. When you believe, you can and you will.

it's been a long time since i logged into blogger and things have changed a bit. well, i am talking about my life and also the blogger layout.

the main reason why pple keep blogs is to document happy moments and thoughts. on the contrary, im turning mine into some sort of a place for me to express thoughts that are too personal for facebook and twitter.

life's been good in general but i still miss my gong gong a lot. they say time heals but it's doing nothing for me. i'd do anything to get a chance to fetch ethan home from school with him/go to the zoo with him/or just speaking with him. i miss his booming voice and hearty laughter.

gong gong, i really really miss you.

all i wanna do is get away from here, on my own

nothing is going right. sooner or later, all this negativity will consume all of me. then again, im hollow inside.

i wake up each day with positive thoughts only to go back to bed feeling the opposite. What exactly is wrong with me? Why cant i seem to perform academic-wise? School is tearing me apart.

P.S Gong gong, i miss you.

hi Gong Gong,

how are you? it's been 5 weeks since you left us and i just want you to know that i think of you everyday - sometimes when im studying or right before i go to bed but mostly, when i passed by places we used to go.

the house feels incredibly quiet without you though Ethan's presence made things better. dont worry about us, we're all coping.

do take care and i love you <3

All I want for my birthday is,

for my gong gong to be well again, please.