the rest are on fb. i think ive never loved someone this much before. call me pathetic but at least it's of the purest kind. he's an angel, at least to me. <3

Buried,

under the mountain of assignments, duhhh.

this realization came to me a few days back, it seems like i only have the freedom to be who i want to be when i were a kid and most importantly, nobody would judge me for that. i would be a kid afterall and it's kinda a good thing when nobody takes you seriously. you could actually just get out some color pencils and pretend to be da vinci for a day.

fast forward 15 years and i am constantly on my toes (okay, not really) trying to survive in school. or maybe, i just dont have the courage to be who i want to be or even scarier, i dont know who i want to be. whatever it is, you'll need some sort of money to support dreams so it all goes back to square one - study first, decide later.

but a part of me still questions, does it really work that way?