im officially done with school/exams. wellwell, the papers didnt really go well but im still hoping for the best. *fingers crossed*

this year's CNY was blahhh but at least i didnt pick up my books till chu san cos what's CNY when you're busy cramming everything into that puny brain? so basically, did housevisiting, collected ang baos, managed to escape questions cos my sister 'stole' the limelight by falling down the bicycle and having wounds all over. naturally, the focus was on her. hahaha.

and ethan was such a darling, grooving madly to Wonder Girl's Nobody on CNYE. i'd like to share two incidents,

Incident 1.

my aunt, S asked ethan to give a call to another aunt, K to ask her to come over to my gran's with kyan. the conversation goes,

S: ethan (E), give aunt K a call and ask her to come over with kyan for reunion dinner

E: *hesitates* if aunt K says she doesnt want to come then how? (!!!)

maybe there's nothing to be surprised about but he's like, only 3 years and 3 months old.

Incident 2.

ethan likes playing puzzle bobble/bubble on my phone and i happened to forget bringing it out twice in a row (CNYE and chu yi)

E: jie jie, where's your phone?

me: omg, i forgot to bring again (i think i didnt realize, hahaha)

E: you forgot again?!?! *accusing tone*

my sister and i were like, :O !! HAHAHA

okay, i shall end this post abruptly here. the renovation work next door's gonna start again. i shall not grumble since it only started after my exams and im more than thankful for that.

i need a friggin job but i dont know how and where to start searching, siannn

awwww

if you think that year 3 is so easy to manage, screw off.
if you think im always on the com just to chat and do nonsense, screw off.

and fyi, whenever i head out, it is to school but not to lovey dovey with my boyfriend (i dont even have one). so, stop bloody accusing me of not helping with the housework. i dont even have time for myself. but there's no way i can tell you without either of us blowing up and i guess there's still this decency in me left to just hear whatever nasty things you wanna say. yeah, continue ranting, im not that guilty yet to do smth about it. if there's one thing in the world i hate other than exams, it would be doing housework. and yes, ive just spent the past 10mins ranting on my blog, so sue me. and before anyone tells me school is over, yes it is. but i still have one report due and three exams to sit for.

and to this other person who's being doing nothing but going to 'school' (only the second week, im in my bloody FINAL sem) and meeting her darling, please do some serious thinking. you pissed her off and i have to get your shit. remember, karma will get you. and DONT tell me that you're injured and all that bull, if you were to stay at home and catch up on school, that would not have happened. yes, im this pissed. i would love to say this to your face but why risk getting more bull on my face?

CNY eve and i feel like crap, thank you very much

As we grow up things change. It is tougher to
be happy. We want
more
from life, we expect more from people. We lose more.
We are not the same
anymore. It is tougher to believe. Tougher to dream.
Tougher to be that
kid who
wanted to fly high in the sky like an eagle, or a
hawk, or just
any bird. It is
tougher to be.

so very true huh. but much facebook group says, we may not be close
or talk anymore but i wouldnt forget what we used to share. whoa, im damn reflective
today.

today's a day, E DAY went pretty well,
logged onto facebook
and saw va's video
for me (thank youuu!).

2 more weeks or so to freedom. i cant believe it but at the same
time, im dreading
exams. i just have this unexplainable fear for them :(


p.s oh and ethan said i love you to me thrice. i dont care if he meant it anot. hehehe