can i either rewind or fast forward my life?

i want to be anywhere but here. if i have the $, i'll jolly well get my ass out of here and travel till the day before school starts.

im off to sleep. good night and have a good day ahead.

happy birthday, mummy! i love you.

like what someone told me, a chapter is finally closed. and boy, was i relieved. and let me tell you this, once bitten twice shy. and im really really thankful for the support given to me for the past weeks, thank you.

cause everything's not as it seems to be. i never knew how true this is till well, these few months. let's just say, look deeper and harder beyond the surface.

meanwhile, happy F1 weekends to everyone!

p.s i really dont want to grow up.

dear God, thank you.

p.s and thank you, for being there.

ONE MORE DAY TO BKK

p.s im fucking tired and cranky. but i need to work cos it gives me money. yes, i am that desperate determined.

happy 090909! i couldnt remember what i did last year during 080808. oh wait. i remember now. it was the Olympics and i was stuck at home mugging (like mad) for exams and only allowed myself to catch like 30mins of the opening ceremony.

4/5!

4/5!

3.5/5!

3.5/5!

so ive managed to watch all these within the last week. so much for being broke eh? and normally i would have love the latter 2 (is there even such a description?), but the first two were well, more entertaining. (:

next up would be the ugly truth and erm, my sister's keeper.

accor cert presentation laterrr. cant wait to meet up with the other 13! and of course, the ex colleagues over at the 3 properties. <3

oh man, i actually posted on the first and not a single word was mentioned about being freeee from attachment. so i'll make it up by saying it here, I.AM.FREE but not exactly thrilled, if you know what i mean. after moving around the 3 properties, im more or less used to this mixed feeling. you know? the hellos and goodbyes. but that doesnt necessary makes it easier for me.

life's been okay so far, other than the fact that im effing broke to the max with just 11 days to BKK. i wish i could just take these two months off to travel the world. well, there's always one (very) viable option - buy 4D.

oh and buffet yesterday was good, company was great. maybe a dessert buffet next?

and time for some postsecret lovin'!

im sorry and please tell me you're gonna be okay.

you will be, wont you?

p.s this is emo i guess, but i hate the person that ive become.