written ICAs are over for now. finally able to take a (small) breather. next up would be project submissions and presentations. exams follow closely behind and ta daa AUGUST! :D

been cranky the past few days due to gastric. gastric's quite a pain in the ass (or rather, stomach) cos it just diverts your attention/focus away from everything. the most concrete example i can give is today, while i was at ethan's place. my ass was practically glued to the sofa cos i was too weak to move around and carrying him took more effort than usual. the sweltering heat didnt help, OBVIOUSLY.

walked over to kyan's house for dinner after that. they had japanese cum korean cuisine. my aunt specially made some sushi that we can eat but i wasnt feeling too well so i just glued my ass on the sofa (again!) and watch the kids watch hi-5. hahaha. i think hi-5 is the only thing that can grab ethan's attention. by 1930, i couldnt stand the hollow feeling in my stomach anymore so my dad brought me to the doctor's.

came back with a pack of pills and a bottle of this thick white solution (please DONT think dirty, HAHA). anyway, the solution thingy looks like liquid paper and tastes like cough syrup. the pills are in this nice shade of blue. lol. im soooo lame. i feel okay-ish now.

p.s pimple outbreak again. fuck.

You Are a Snake

You have extraordinarily sharp senses. You sense what's going on almost before it happens. You connect with the world. People instantly feel close to you. You are a natural protector. You take good care of your friends. You are an ambitious person. Your ambitious drives you. But while you are ambitious, you are also humble. You are thankful for everything you have.

What Reptile Are You?

You Are a Fork

You are truthful, direct, and straight forward. People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times. You are driven and wildly ambitious. You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it.

What Utensil Are You?

i think they are pretty true.

i dont understand how someone can be such a killjoy/wet blanket when ive not done anything to offend them. PMS perhaps?

speaking of PMS, i havent been experiencing it these days. definitely a good thing :D

and once again, screw poly. everything's piling up and icas/projects are one after another. im coping fine but it's pathetic how i look forward to every brand new day solely due to the fact that it'll be one ica/project down or one day closer to the next holiday. i can never describe fully in words how much i want to break away from this vicious cycle. bu well, im pretty much of a perfectionist. it's either you do it well or dont bother at all.

i hatehatehate it when pple go 'whoaaa' when they know you've studied for something. it's a responsibility for god's sake. anyhow, i will stop comparing with anyone starting from now cos im doing it for me.

on a random note, i feel like shopping for a new pencil case and new stationeries. HAHA

p.s bangkok in september? perhaps (;

Happy 18th to Ajrina! ♥

last day of holidays and SOON enough, it'll be the last day of school once AGAIN. haha. aint i good at staying positive.

quality of sleep was horrible yesterday night, or rather, today morning. my eyes were feeling heavy from like 3pm onward but i just couldnt sleep. insomnia's like the worst thing on earth (among many other things). but now that ive done whats supposed to be done, i can hopefully sleep at ease later.

finally finished watching Jay's 2004 Incomparable and 2007 The World Tour. and ive come to a conclusion,

Jay: Amazingly Talented
Jay's Concert: Awfully Enjoyable

and these more or less made up for the smug expression that he likes to give sometimes. but well, who wouldnt be smug if they're as talented. hoho. someone will most prolly agree on what ive said of him so far.

yeah and school's reopening once again. im neutral about it since im counting down to the next 1.5months holiday, hahaha.

Happy Birthday, Dad! ♥♥♥

im dead beat right now, but ive got the motivation to blog now so i might as well do so.

supposed to meet 5/7 of NYPCD but i was almost an hour late, due to lazing in bed and procrastinating. sorry( and i mean it)! but nice pple like them dont PMS and get angry so im off the hook, haha. i sound like a total suckup.

distributed work and got right on to doing/completing it. i love the sense of accomplishment.

met up with FAMILY minus char in town. va only joined us for dinner as she had this project meeting at 8pm at CITY HALL. !!! limin was telling us about her friends and how two of them can read palms and read tarot cards respectively. and from her experience, they seem to be pretty accucate. maybe she can really ask her friends out to do those readings for us. hahaha. or we'll just go to her school instead.

wanted to catch a movie but decided against it in the end. walked over to Heeren and that place's just so quiet. and i just realized i havent really combed the entire first level before. :/ yeah, thats bascially it.

♥ them (FAMILY & NYPCD)and their company :D

p.s and it'll be back to work tmr or rather, later. i shall and will be positive and NOT lazy.

p.p.s and i had fun cursing and swearing today. :D

hola, people!

it's already mid week of the second week of holiday and life has been okay in a lackluster sort of way. (: but my mood has been good so far and i think thats pretty rare, hahaha. oh and today's weather's lovely. rain coupled with strong breeze (quite, lah). it'd be great for chilling with friends, both figuratively and literally.

so ive been telling NYPCD how im suffering from writer's block and it is frustrating cos ive been wanting to blog but there's nothing for me to say. and here i am, ranting about nothing in particular. lets just say i am still very much looking forward to august (think 1.5 months away from school). ive never disliked school that much and if i remember correctly, i used to dislike holidays back in secondary school. however, i think i havent changed, it's the environment around me. -shrugs. i shall just mind my own business and get through poly fast and basically hope for something more interesting after that. ;D

anyhow, i sort of promised wan tou i'll do this writeup on all my close friends but that will have to wait i guess. on a random note, im now wondering who actually reads my blog, out of boredom/interest yada yada.

this week (aka first week of hols) has been merry, haha with all the much needed sleep and catching up with friends. anyhow, this will be a wordy entry, so brace yourself.

yesterday 130608

friday the thirteenth was spent with the lovely movie kakis. no highlights though since we didnt know where to go, what to do etc. met up with all (minus char, lm and stanven) at dhoby, idled arnd. wanted to catch a movie initially but FRIDAY= TGIF= CROWDS. so the timings were no good, mus (pronounced as 'moose') suggested having dinner at popeye's.

since we had time to spare while waiting for the rest, we walked there. from dhoby. well, not that far but it's not that near either. stopped over at esplanade to meet up with lm and char before continuing the walk. we literally walked from when the sky was bright till the sun set and we were greeted by this tremendous crowd at popeye's. you'd think that they serve superb food or that everything was going for free but sadly it was neither (to me lah). stood arnd while waiting for seats. waited arnd somemore while the kind mus queued. so we ate ate ate gossipped gossipped gossiped laughed laughed laughed before walking back to esplanade to meet stanven.

didnt know where to go after that. sat arnd taking photos, before heading up the sky roof or smth, sat arnd somemore. lm was hurrying us to think of some place to go. but everywhere was crowded so we were like walking to this destination and then sitting down for awhile before moving on to another and repeating the motion. haha. yes, it bored the hell out of us but well. i swear an itinery/program will be drawn up the next time we meet up to prevent this from happening again. ;D

thursday 120608

met up with peggy for kbox. it was pretty fun but we ran out of songs to sing plus the room was really too damn cold. coming from someone who should totally be born in alaska or smth (i. yours truly), the room is indeed cold. my head hurt from the cold and for once, im glad to be back in the heat under the blazing sun. oh and the bill came come to $20+ per person and we reckon the 'other charges' was due to some additional services offered to us, hahaha

yeah, so we gathered that we wouldnt be up for kbox for at least 2-3 months. trained to MB before parting ways at AMK.

p.s it takes effort, not from one but from everyone.

overall, it was a productive day and the weather was rather lovely.

all in all, im a self proclaimed workaholic as i've just finished everything that im supposed to do, in 6 hours (not 6hours straight lah, wa lau). a feat, i might add. but there's a reason behind this of course. im just the sort of person who clears every (disgusting) assignments and tasks out of my way before i can get to enjoy myself - thoroughly.

i cant believe this post is entirely on self praising but i think i kinda deserve it. hahaha. go ahead and slam me. ;D

a new layout, FINALLY! ive been searching high and low (ie hours & hours) for a suitable one.

soooo, a new entry for a new layout (im not making sense). actually, ive wanted to update but im so sick of the previous layout. this will be a random post where the words and sentences dont flow, shall post whatever that comes to my mind.

currently, yours truly wish to finish the damned projects all in one shot, go out and have fun for a bit before cooping up at home once again for second round of damned ICAs (ie common tests?). yeah, they're in order.

a little update on yesterday. went chinatown and city hall for some research with NYPCD. and we found out how pictures can be deceiving, like we dont know already. haha. had lunch at chinatown, where cheap and good food co-exist. did some shopping/window shopping arnd the city hall area before heading home. by then, my feet were threatening to die on me.

missed the JE train so we decided to take the MB train to get seats. you never know how blissful it is being able to rest those poor feet ;D so trained all the to amk hub and we parted ways, i missed 159 again but managed to get a seat on the next one. all in all, thats blissful enough. oh and i forgot to mention how my bag weighed a bomb.

tmr will be spent for school commitments :(

p.s it's raining AND windy.

♥

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard. You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights. Like everyone else, you have your darker moods. But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoutoonegativequiz/">Are You Too Negative?

last part. so not true, i make sure pple know. loud and clear.

What the Beach Test Says About You

You are a people person. You don't need a lot of privacy or space in your life. It's likely that you grew up in a loud, big family. You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is intellectual and obscure. Only really well educated people get your jokes.

http://www.blogthings.com/thebeachtest/">The Beach Test

last paragraph, hahaha

What the Beach Test Says About You

You are a people person. You don't need a lot of privacy or space in your life. It's likely that you grew up in a loud, big family. You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is intellectual and obscure. Only really well educated people get your jokes.

http://www.blogthings.com/thebeachtest/">The Beach Test

hmmmm.

lovely lovely weather.

it's been agesss since i woke up after 11am and happy (as in, waking up after 11am and waking up feeling happy). ♥ rainy days.

went to ethan's place again. and he knows more vocabs and actions now. basically spent the whole day there. kyan came over arnd 1930, and his nose was bleeding :x we caught him cleaning his nose on ethan's top, hahaha. yeah, nothing much. pictures will be up when i feel like it soon.

yesterday 060608

last day of school! was practically counting down to 1400. rushed back home with the intention of leaving my laptop at home and bringing ERS lecture notes BUT it started raining and i just didnt feel like going back for the makeup lecture anymore. lazed in front of the computer before meeting jacyln and miaoning arnd 1630 or so.

took 88 to Pasir Ris, walked arnd WhiteSands while waiting for stanven to come (and he took AGES.) was starving so we wolfed down the food once we reached the BBQ pit. how nice huh. haha. and everyone was bloated and happy after that. walked arnd the area which has changed quite a lot since the ast time i went but the E!hub was boring. was walking round and round, up and down.

not wanting to miss the last bus, wewent back to the pit, took our belongings and headed home. the rest were stoning on the bus while i chatted on and on, HAHA. anyhow, thanks to jacyln for the invitation and fooood. :D

p.s and congratulations to someone for finding that someone. im happy for you! haha

p.p.s kbox, shopping, anyone?

p.p.p.s ONE more kilo to go!

TGIT! yeah, the much anticipated thursday is finally here and im soooo drained from all the ICAs that i just feel like plopping myself down on the couch and surf the net aimlessly. who cares? ive got all the time in the world, that is, till i had to start on the projects and revision for another round of ICAs. school's totally a bitch.

anyhow, shall dwell on those issues later, it's time for some much needed sleep and err, catching up with old mates and all. old mates sounds like old maids. HAHA. oh and i went to find ethan this afternoon and he's oh so cute as usual. pictures up once i figured out the faulty bluetooth connection (or rather, when i finally get around to asking my dad's help).

as for now, i shall just go and chill. (ie, lie around and stone)