so i was more or less enjoying that short-lived freedom (at least till tmr morning) since FMA ica 1's finally over and done with. now im learning to let loose and study pace by pace (:

and i finally went to see the doctor for my complexion. somehow it's improved a little over the past few days, due to the fact of me keeping my face product-free. anyhow, the doctor said quite a lot but i can only remember err, it wasnt that bad but somwhow it wasnt that mild either. and he even mentioned chemical peeling! oh well, i tend to be dramatic at times but i dont think the acne/pimples are that bad. so i got this pimple cream that cost like 40 odd bucks and i havent tried it yet BUT it better be effective. shall go and hunt for nice facial foam/wash next.

and now my relaxed mood is ruined by the reminder of the piling shitload of tutorials and revisions waiting for me. the way the ICAs/Projects are due on the last week of school is sick. i know we're DHRM students and a lot is expected from us but we're no superman. sigh. and thankyouverymuch but we dont need the extra pressure.

on a much lighter note, i cant wait for thursday to come! i know ive mentioned it but i really miss my friends, ethan and kyan like mad. :( oh and i love my poly friends of course, they're so tolerant to all my shit.

p.p.s i will totally try to restrict my diet to fruits,veggie,fruits,veggie, soyabean milk/curd. you know, rabbit food (:

finally had the mood and time to blog. (yes, in that order)

school's been fine since ive been feeling pretty good and positive about it all. hopefully the remaining 1.5 weeks will breeze pass cos i cant wait to next thursday, and the consecutive one week or so after that as well. finally a deserved break.

basically, i havent got much to say. just 1 ica this week and 4 next week. no worries, i will do fine. (I HOPE WILL). so after the 2 week hols would be school for another 1.5 months before exams and then the long-awaited, much anticipated LONG HOLIDAY. i like! and im so gonna work like a workaholic (sheesh), earn some moolah and splurge them off. hoho.

p.s i miss ethan xbb and kyan!!

p.p.s and tmr i can finally get some much needed help for my poor complexion. :(

im just really really fortunate to have my family and friends here with me and i hope they all happy and healthy (:

anyway, my nose's like a broken tap right now and im just this close to pulling it off. on top of that, it's like rudolph's nose, not only red but also big (maybe even bigger than his). i know i tend to be dramatic or overreact but this point here is totally true.

oh my sister went to the zoo with ethan and kyan yesterday. some of the photos taken from her:

cute arent they? <3

the friggin hot/warm/stuffy/boiling/steaming weather makes it hard for me to breathe, and the second-hand smoke courtesy from the smokers doesnt help at all. oh and i have a half-itchy half-sore throat. how very nice.

school ended at 12nn today. wanted to hang around with NYPCD and maybe catch a movie but super no mood lah (refer to paragraph above). and so i bought lunch and reached home in record time. ate, napped and did some tutorial.

treated my family dinner near North Bridge Road. the salad prawn's to die for. (and before you ask 'eh, you can eat meat meh?' it's flour okay? c: ) dad and mum went home after that while my sister and i walked over to bugis junction. bugis street was next. one plus point about being there on a thursday (or any other weekday, excluding friday) is the ability to actually walk and breathe properly, HAHA. so, nothing much to see there since almost all the stores are caryying the same type of clothes.

decided to walk back to Bugis Junction cos a Dorothy Perkins top caught my eye and i dont know what came over me, i just HAD to get it so i did. queued for like 10/15mins in order to pay !!?? my sister was like pissed cos she has school tmr and wants to sleep, blah blah.

and you know how shopping perks pple up so im feeling merry now. and i swear i'll not bring cash out the next time. it's doing drastic damages to my savings.

tagged by fionne! here goes:

1 At what age do you wish to marry?
i dont know. 25,26,27,28?

2 How many children do you want?
zero (:

3 What I want the most now?
singapore's temperature to drop AT LEAST 10 degree celcius

4 What do you want to be when you grow up?
firstly, i think im already grown up enough and secondly, ive been asking myself the same question but the answer varies

5 If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what will it be?
snow, Singapore?

6 What are you afraid to lose now?
family and friends, no doubt.

7 Do you believe in being love forever?
nope

.8 If you meet someone you love,will you confess to him/her?
depends on the degree of 'love'

9 What is ur latest obsession?
sadly, nil

10 What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
err.

11 Which type of person you hate most?
i can go on forever, well, ugly singaporeans andandand (ask me!)

12 Do you believe in God?
yes

13 What do you think is most important thing in your life?
family, friends, studies

14 Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no

15 What do you want your friend to be like?
easy-going, FUN etcetcetc

16 What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
someone nice enough

17 What is something you can't live without?
food!

18 If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
it all depends

19 Who is the last person who sent you an sms?
cs

20 Name one weird fact about yourself
i can have laksa for all my meals :D



Instructions: Remove one question from above,and add in your personal questionto make it a total of 20 questions.Then tag 8 people in your links them out at the end of the post.Notify them through their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

anyone who wants to do it.

p.s im totally dying from heatstroke now.

is it just me or?

in my opinion, as one grows older, one has lesser and lesser things to look forward to or be happy about. everything more or less falls into a routine and becomes a habit, you find yourself just doing it out of motion, not because you want to. and you remember less and less of whats happened cos they all seem the same, or that they're trivial things not worth mentioning.

i dont know about you but sometimes i feel that way and it's pretty depressing. and at times like this, i wish i can do smth completely different for a change, like tour europe alone?! yes, you heard seen it right. alone. thats not pathetic, thats independence. i know i wouldnt be able to survive for long but i want to learn how to. like step out of the whole comfort zone thing and do smth different for a change. (:

enough of that. my sister scared the shit out of me by hitting herself against the window and falling flat on the floor, hitting her head. i thought she was pretending, for gods sake. but when she lay there and didnt move, i went and shook her, calling her name and all then she regained her conciousness and said she had no idea she fainted. !!! okay, i think she's fine now, just that there's this bump on her head.

the China Earthquake's really heartwrenching, especially all the little children. May God bless them all <3

so lesson's from 12-2, or rather, 12-1-.30 to be exact (sniggers). i love mondays.

anyway, had lunch at south canteen with fellow NYPCD before proceeding to the library for some project time. we were laughing like mad over the 'no belly button' thingy and channel U's You Are The One show. the show's pretty gross but entertaning, hahaha. persuaded them to wait for me to finish my bubble tea. but well, couldnt finish it in time (as usual).

the project session was pretty productive though we sidetracked a bit and laughed at the retarded photos we took. i dont think ive ever posted photos with them here (and it's pathetic how we hardly ever take photos together :( )



minus yen zhen!

more to come, hopefully!

p.s oh and i had laksa for both brunch and dinner, shiok!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MUMS!

okay, the above sentence sounds a tad weird, as long as the message's across (:

yesterday 100508

met up with FAMILY. was the latest to reach, despite meeting them just 5mins away from my house, hahaha. with us, some things never change. so they had breakfast at Macdonalds, chatted, laughed before sending charmaine off to the bus stop as she had to be back in school.

then we did what we know best, stoning at the bus stop, unsure of where to go. so each of us came up with a suggestion, prawning, pooling, movie, kbox-ing BUT we didnt do any of that, HAHA. got frustrated and just hopped on to 72, toward the direction of yck. alighted, wanted to play pool at the grassroots club but the guard said no slippers so too bad. and finally, we settled on Mind Cafe at boat quay.

so we were the only ones there, other than the staff. took pretty long to decide on what to order etc. (sigh!) played true colors. we liked the game very much i guess, cos we just kept digging for interesting/bitchy questions and had us vote the winner. had a good laugh and more or less know better how they think of me. HAHA. after that were usual games like ugly doll, jenga, blockus and this riddle game where we had to come up with funny answers. oh and vanessa left halfway for her family dinner.

left Mind Cafe arnd 1830 as we spent like, 15mins or so dividing the bill. (: walked to the Central to use their toilets, before taking the train bck to amk to meet my sister. didnt manage to get anything for my mum after combing the whole (almost) of amk hub. shall bring her out with us to get it then. but we bought her durian puffs as substitute first, lol.

anyway, here are some of the overdue photos from 010508 where we celebrated my grandad and uncle's birthday(s).



durian cake from emicakes.



the cousins



the family



take 2?



with ethan



with kyan



sis with ethan



sis with kyan



they love motorbikes and helmets



(no caption, HAHA)

TGIF!

dragged myself to school as sleep was too good. did some setting up of website for ICT tutorial then it was brunch. had potato salad, hashbrown (from wan tou) and iced milo. i know i know, how fattening/saddening. then it was FMA and ICT lectures. was a breeze as both were done in an hour and half. i think i still prefer a 2hour lecture as i need more time to absorb, HAHA.

train-ed with sofi and i alighted at amk. bus 135 came once i reached the interchange :DD reached ethan's place in 40mins i guess. he's trying to speak now, socutesocute! so we lazed arnd before going downstairs to buy snacks and newspaper. shared potato chips with him (potato again!) then he had milk. followed grandad to fetch uncle and aunt (ethan's dad & mum). he was misbehaving throughout the ride, fidgeting etc.

reached home once again, and off to the library with ethan and his dad. he was walking arnd and browsing the books, loaned 6 books. went home and had dinner. he prefered my fried rice to his soupy rice. and as everyone was eating smth different, he went arnd sampling all, HAHA.

shall end this post abruptly here, so dead beat. i lovelovelove my family & friends.

p.s but i hate how im so resistant to change(s)

im like stoning now. dead beat from school, touring the museum and teeny weeny shopping.

so school was from 9 to 1. all was fine i guess, though FMA was pretty erm, taxing? i think thats the word. ICCA was next, and i kinda like the module since it's 100% ICA and interesting at the same time. discussed and presented as a group yada yada and it was 1pm.

had sandwiches for brunch and well, we'll all just have to get used to the fact that cheap/affordable food prices is already history. then we (NYPCD,HAHA) took bus 162. i like long bus rides (that is if the aircon's either working or better still, on full blast). the trip took almost an hour and sofi felt cheated as she'd rather take the train to dhoby. yeah, we should have.

started snapping photos once we reached the museum, and it was a fruitful experience.it's a waste as we should've been brought in there in lower secondary. then we'd have done much better and also made it easier for us to study SS. oh well. shant elaborate further, 'cept we took quite alot of photos. haha and that i'd definitely go back and explore somemore when i have the time. i sound so nerdy, but it is smth new and interesting so yeah.

walked over to PS. feet were already aching by then. walked from B2 to L2 i guess. looked/oggled at shoes and tops. poped by esprit to show sofi THE top. so i wanted to try it but it's only left with the bigger sizes :( thought of going home but i just had to get smth today so i walked over to centrepoint despite my oily face, aching feet and heavy laptop. not to mention the evening crowd. sigh. and i finally got the top in my size *prances arnd* next on my list would be one more top, shorts and more shoes. i think my mum will kill me first, haha

and now that ive spent close to $200 on what-nots, the shopping list is officially longer. *chants list*

p.s i kinda miss my secondary schoolmates, suddenly. haha

new week, new start.

ive been having mild moodswing and that sucks. it's bad enough that im feeling like crap and there's no need to treat my friends like crap as well. at least, i think ive been doing so. haha. but well, i feel fine now. so i hope this mood will carry on through the week.

anyway, im like doing some quizzes on blogthings.com which i find interesting so i shall post some of them here. do try them and see if they're accurate!

What Your Feet Say About You:

You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to. You are not a very passionate person. You tend to listen to reason over emotional appeals. You are an assertive and aggressive person. You are determined and not likely to ever give up. You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner. You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified. You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action. You are very spoiled. You don't work unless you have to, and you love to be waited on. You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?eth

point 7 is utter crap. im so not spoiled. >(

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. You are happy as long as you are given some personal space. It's important for you to have your own private life.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

pretty true! (:

What Your Front Door Says

You are social, giving, and very community oriented. You like to feel like you're making a difference in the world. Friendly and optimistic, you are a very welcoming person. You like to bring people together. You are the perfect host.

The Front Door Test

err. i just think yellow's the most suitable color for a door.

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You are an outdoorsy person. You feel most comfortable in nature. Beautiful scenery and good weather always brighten up your day. Being outside allows you to feel calm and connected to the world. Problems don't seem so big when you realize how small you are in the scheme of things. Your ideal warm weather place: Costa Rica

The Flip Flop Test

err, okay. half true.

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class. Your taste is refined, but you are not picky. You are often the first to try something new. You are confident and strong. You know what you want, and you're willing to wait for it. While you do eventually get what you want, people consider you materialistic. You love the feeling of accomplishment. You enjoy doing what's important. You feel lost when you have to do frivolous tasks or hang out with shallow people.

The Chocolate Oracle

hahaha. wa lao to the last part.

You Should Live in a Big City

You don't want anything in particular out of life... you want it all. You crave new and exciting experiences. And you get bored fairly easily. Only very big cities can keep you entertained and stimulated.

Where Should You Live?

not true.

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im currently feeling excited over many things. GSS, getting pay, meeting up with friends, going to the museum etcetc.

so tmr'll be monday again :/ BUT im staying positive :D

anyway, ive been working my ass off during the weekends and im lucky enough to have met nice pple again. haha.

okay, im at a loss on what to say. anyway, my throat's itchy, my nose's blocked, my feet're aching. i sound old/disabled. anyway, it feels pretty breezy now and I HOPE IT WILL RAIN SOON. im like melting into a pile of sweat/oil these days. sigh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDDAD AND UNCLE ALBERT! ;D (and happy labour/mayday, of course)

lazed arnd the house for a bit before dad drove me to amk to get my jeans altered. bus-ed to amk hub, bought pumps, saw alot more pretty shoes, got tempted, walked arnd somemore, sale everywhere. soooo, ive decided to go back there with sofi tmr. ;D

pop by maternal grandma's place. everyone's sick :( please get well soon! then it was dinner with paternal side. saw both ethan and kyan sweetheart <33 ate and they came over to my place to celebrate granddad and uncle's birthday. the kids got soooo excited over the singing, blowing of candles and cutting of cake. ethan kept clapping his hands while kyan kept holding onto to the cake knife and once they blowed the candles, he went straight to cut the cake. hahaha.

oh and it was durian cake so i didnt eat it. coaxed the kids to take pictures with us and it was pretty successful, hahaha. will upload the pictures once i go over to my uncle's place and get it from him. cant wait!

so my holiday's well spent and yes, my family & friends are officially the best things that've happened to me - ever.

p.s does anyone know of any effective pimple cream/medication? it's either that or i'll have to peel my skin off. haha, please help! :'(