new layout! yup, it's the usual monochrome colors. i get sick of bright, colorful stuff really fast. :o

anyhow, ive gotten this text from both peggy and jacyln and it got me wanting to swear by this so called motto,

'life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile'

i tend to overdo on the 'laugh uncontrollably' part. HAHA.

what have you got planned for the countdown? share!

p.s layout's still a little screwed in terms of alignment, help!

last day of the day; last post of the year. hah

short update cos im already zonked out an hour ago. and conclusion of 2008, for anyone, everyone, anywhere, everywhere, disastrous with a capital D. all the natural disasters, credit crunch blah blah, and my 2008 havent been good either. shant put hadnt since i might totally strike 4D later in the day if i were to buy one. havent tried, yeah noob. im never had much luck with numbers soooo, i shall save the money for my shopping list.

so there's nothing about 2008 thats memorable, zilch. omg, my stomach just growled twice. what is this man? 2 more kg. anyway, i was telling rachel and wan tou that ive lived through another year for nothing. how sad is that.

BUT somehow, 2009 seems, promising. (:

monday bluesss cos i couldnt sleep the night before and i think i only managed to do so at arnd 3am. i didnt dare to look at the time else i'd be really tempted to get up and watch the tv or smth.

soooo, first day of the 2nd term (i guess thats what it's called) and im currently going through the 10000th pimple outbreak. thank god those big bumpy ones are on my head. they hurt like #$@^ but at least i wont have to see them in the mirror every single day.

and yes, im still pretty excited over the fact that a new year is approaching and moolahs will start rolling in. ive made up a new list of things to get and 80% are cosmetics related. list will be up soon-ish (for own reference and if anyone wants to get me smth for the 19th,hah).

uploaded some photos and a video of ethan but i realized i forgot to resize them so some other time!

i dont know why but i havent been feeling good these days. ive been trying very hard to find the right word to match my feeling(s) but couldnt. it's like smth's changing within me and erm, i dont know. there's this wave of emotions running through all at once and i couldnt quite handle them. (note: please dont come telling me 'oh you're too stressed' 'too many projects izzit' LOL-ing at me and all that shit.)

on the other hand, i kinda cant wait for 2009. new year, fresh start! ive got a couple of resolutions that i diedie have to abide by. the top of my list would be BE LESS BITTER about things, haha. second would be to be NICER as a whole (i.e. think before action, talk less listen more). oh and the third one would be to be more tactful. im becoming more and more direct and it's got to a point where i myself am actually pissed about it.

i dont know if anyone has ever taken me seriously but yeah, im learning to be more open with my feelings. evidence? refer to first paragraph. (: surprisingly, it feels okay-ish to do so. wait, do i actually look like im always 'happy' all the time (i mean other than those times when im pissed)? cos i think these are the only emotions im capable of expressing openly. hah.

2009's NY Resolutions (for now)

1) to less bitter
2) be nicer as a whole
3) be more tactful with my words

p.s actually, im already putting those resolutions into practice. ^.^v (okay, this emoticon is kinda a spontaneous thing)

merry christmas!

(okay, the green color's kinda bright. but well, im lazy to change it)

it's now the feative season, what with christmas, new year then CNY but yet, i feel strangely empty. -shrugs

oh and the best thing that happened today was seeing this text once i woke up, thats about it.

p.s i need to shop, badly.

Christmas Eve.

ought to be a good day since it's all grey and gloomy (yours truly's favourite kind of weather). BUT sleep quality was all time low last night, tsktsktsk.

anyhow, all i want for christmas is are AFE&P & YOU.

happy decoding!

yesterday

short update on yesterday.

karaoke session was pretty good, dinner was yummy, dessert was heavenly. but the shopping districts nearby were packed with last minute shoppers, no good no good.

p.s im very much mentally (and perhaps emotionally) drained. but no, im not gonna let myself go down just like that. \m/

finally got to satisfy the movie urge. basically, the movie is comparable to the book, it is the highlights of the book so i guess thats actually a good thing. shant talk about the book since i read it a few years back and everything dont seem as funny to me now. one of the horrors of turning into a/an (bloody boring) adult, gawd. so the guys in the movie were cute but most of them look underage (i.e. < 18 years old) to me. 4/5 stars!

anyhow, projects are overwhelming. i cant seem to finish them. but strangely, sleep quality improved tremendously for me. and i AM satisfied already.

though ive just seen ethan for 4 hours, i miss him already.

i look really ugly here but look how happy everyone was. ♥

i think i took this quiz before but i couldnt remember the results. so now i know im a Reliable Realist. it's very true to a certain extent, i guess it only applies to stuff that needs to 'die die' go by the books, i.e. school related shit stuff such as projects etc.

quite a lazy saturday today, weather was grrurgh. nothing much to post about, just that i'll have some rice balls later. happyhappy, bring on those carbo! i know ive been complaining about my weight. just so you know, my motto is 'eat now, fret later'. :D

p.s why cant NYP be normal for once and let us have a 3week break?

so yeah, i was at sentosa for say, 4 hours today. i reached vivo city on the dot. heh, im proud of my punctuality. seems like i do actually unknowingly 'choose' when to be late. ahh, if you know what i mean. then yen zhen arrived, followed by shereen. went over to have lunch at food republic while waiting for little miss (very) late.

so we took the (very packed) monorail thingy and started the 'hunt'. was hmmmm, unsuccessful but at least we got started so it's all good. baked in the sun while stopping over at coffee bean for a break. this was what i ate, i cant remember the name but well, it tasted okay-ish. definitely NOT worth it though.



thats yen zhen at the back (i mean, her monkey tee)



so we settled what we're supposed to settle (HAHA) and took the monorail back to vivo. yen zhen left for her kendo training while the 3 of us walked around. ive been wanting to visit vivo for agesss but we only combed the first level cos you know, time constraint. spent quite a while in f21, browsing, queueing for the fitting room etcetc. saw this cute lingerie but what the heck, it's either too big or too small. so im actually normal in terms of size in the bust department \m/

left vivo arnd 6pm with shereen and then i train-ed all the way home. okay, not really. i took a bus back from serangoon.

anyhow, i dont know why but im getting kinda excited over my upcoming 19th for no particular reason. i, for one, do not like hosting parties etc so one potential exciting activity down. two, i dont really celebrate in terms of partying or anything remotely interesting so another point down.

actually, im just excited cos other than the superficial wants which i will go and get them for myself once i have the moolah, i just have 2 really simple wishes for my 19th. they are completely achievable and i guess >70% of the effort lies in me.

yeah, so i just need some courage and strength for my 19th, nothing too hard aye? RIGHT.

note to self: formulate a list of wants!! (for personal reference)

p.s oh and i forgot to mention how the merlion totally freaked me out when i looked at it in the eyes. there's just smth about those pair of eyes. *shudders*

HAPPY 18th TO CHARMAINE!

dont-kill-me!

life's been pretty good with time well spent with family, friends and of course, some 'me' time.

i think im weird. i like to spend time with myself; eating, shopping or just plain walking arnd somewhere to kill time. seriously, i dont find it 'loner' at all. cos it's not about the quantity but the quality. yeah, you can be with a big crowd and still feel lonely. get my point?? ^

went over to hougang post office to collect my registered mail. i know it's supposed to be delivered to the door step but what can the postman do when he came too early and my sister, who was the only one at home, was sleeping? tsktsk.

so collected it and went over to town in the hope of coming back with some CNY clothes. dont start on me about being kiasu, hokay?? me being me, im both impulsive and indecisive (at different times of course) depending on the situation. soooo, i take perhaps twice the time in making purchases.

anyway, got one dress over at far east after ____ hours of roaming arnd. oh and the sun was merciless. i couldnt find any single unbrella at home, other than those big ones. okay, i know ive been dragging it long enough and now, i shall seek your(whoever who managed to read till here) help/opinion on what sunblock/sunscreen, whatever the term, is good. im very much acne prone so i'd need smth mild.

shall blog till here. am having msn conver with char, stanven and va. crazy bunch of peepo, i like! cant wait to meet up with them soon, but lm would be in taiwan by then :(

vanessa's number for us: 6389. so we went and bought this number for today's 4D.

sunday's 4D 3rd prize: 6399

WHAT THE. according to stanven, we could have won $10 friggin k. that could have meant arnd $2k each for everyone. @*#&#(#^ the money would have come in handy. oh well.

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i was walking to the kitchen to refill water when out of the corner of my eyes, i saw this big black thing. yes, it's a fucking cockroach. so i screamed and told my mum there's a cockroach so she screamed and my dad came out and got into action of disposing it. it was damn gross. all big, black and with wings.

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560th post. okay, this is random.

shorter post here. so yesterday was the last day of school. was in the 'just get everything over with asap' mentality so i was basically counting down to 4.30pm.

2 weeks break now but no big deal since it equates to having school unofficially with the shitload of projects due next term (or whatever it is called).

anyhow, i just finished blogging over at livejournal (yesyes) and it's erm, 'friends only' for a certain reason so whoever who wants to read it please sign up for an lj account. it's really simple, you dont have to post anything there, just sign up will do. and for those who already have one, add meeee! (oh, it's crapfringe.livejournal.com)

HAPPY 18TH to Vanessa!

veryvery late post but well, better late than never.

FYI, she's standing along orchard road. ;D

i wanted to fabricate a nice short paragraph on this issue but i simply dont have the patience to do so. anyhow, what i want to say is, i hope the neighbour staying one level above gets struck by those gruesome illness triggered by smoking. better still, be triggered by >1 of them.

i know i'll prolly be halfway to hell by saying the above but well, it's pissing me off. try imagining, you were enjoying breathing in the 'clean' (at least cleaner than his breath) air and then suddenly without warning you breathe in his (*##^#%%# second hair smoke. on more than one occasion (whenever im home alone), i have this super strong urge to stand directly at the place where he was standing (just that im one level down) and ask him to fucking quit murdering us slowly with that stinky breathe. and im very sure one day i will do it. but on the other hand, what if he burns my house. HAHA.

i really have this thing against cigarettes. taking in,

(i) bad breathe or cigarettes? bad breathe

(ii) rubbish dump or cigarettes? rubbish dump

(iii) toilet smell (well, you know what i mean) or cigarettes? toilet smell

(iv) body odor or cigarettes? body odor

now you can see the degree of hatred. at least the above mentioned odors wont kill me.

p.s this post in typed in anguish cos i had just inhaled the heavenly scent moments before this entry. but i still stand my point on this. (:

lurbexz the weather, plus/minus the rain. so long as the temperature is <29 deg celsius, anything goes.

ethan day! although it was just lazing arnd, shifting things here and there, it was yet fulfilling at the same time. now that he's yakking all the time, that makes him cuter. shall let the pictures do the talking.





his one day old bag. when i said that the bag belonged to me and im gonna bring it home or smth liddat, his whole face scrunched up and he started crying (!!!).



air steward to be



>)



what's he looking at?



big helium balloons!



selamat hari raya in advance! (;

oh and this quiz's from wan tou's blog.

Your dating personality profile: Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Big-Hearted 2. Athletic 3. Liberal 4. Adventurous 5. Practical 6. Funny 7. Sensual 8. Romantic 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Stylish

Your date match profile: Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape. Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Practical 2. Athletic 3. Conservative 4. Sensual 5. Religious 6. Adventurous 7. Big-Hearted 8. Outgoing 9. Funny 10. Traditional

Take the http://www.wouldidateyou.com/pquiz/quiz1.html">Dating Profile Quiz at http://www.wouldidateyou.com/">Would I Date You

hmmmm, sounds very new to me.

wk 91, and im still where im left off.

too bad this isnt a suitable platform for expressing inner thoughts. i shall let dreams of ______ torment me, reminding me of my stolidity.

pleasepleaseplease dont associate this with me being emo, i hate that. im just doing some worthwhile reflection or let's just say im still regreting. other than this, all's well.

and on top of this, just a little bit broke. ;D

highlight of the day: 2mins of video call with ethannn! 'cheers', 'see you on sunday', 'bye bye'.

hopefully i get to see kyan as well. whoever who aspires to be a good mother/child care teacher, test your ability by taking care of them for half a day. oh and those who want to lose weight are welcome too.

i think ive posted this picture before but he looks so cute here,



love the complexion and smile >)

what a lovely weather (:

anyhow, someone asked me if i would let someone else copy my work (projects/tutorials/tests/whatsoever).

the answer is certainly, NOT.

before calling me selfish/stingy etc, hear me out:

1) copying tutorials are fine, duh.

2) once bitten twice shy. once, someone asked for a project for 'reference', then boom! saw some identical ideas in there, and i believe reference does not equate to copying. this brings me to another point.

3) so yes, you've copied but cant you just make up for your lack of originality by copying discreetly and rephrasing?

4) to me, work is work (or rather school is school), you dont mix personal with professional. i have no issues with you mixing them both, just tell your friend (the one who's gonna copy,tsk) to do it discreetly. im sure your group mates wouldnt wanna be in deep shit because of your folly.

bottom line is, do whatever you want but dont drag others into the ugly picture.

these points are all based on what ive experienced/heard/seen so yes, they happened.

oh and for those who like to make use of your friends and then claim credit for it, i dont care if your friend doesnt mind, but you're one thick skin _____. i believe since your friend can get the information off the www, why cant you just move your fat ass to the com and TRY harder? and dont tell me your friend doesnt mind you doing that, he/she does that so as not to feel bad and yes, you just took advantage of that.

p.s my spelling's going down the drain, time for some spelling lessons.

p.p.s speaking of that, my chinese is worse. i cant even write '黄' , when im volunteered to help yen zhen write it. how embarrassing.

i surprised myself by wanting to say the following sentence, school's pretty good today. partly, due to the fact that HRM ICA is over and done with. there, i just spoilt the first sentence a little. haha.

oh and we got back Biz Finance ICA 1 paper, hmmmm.

argh, im trying very hard to record why 'school's pretty good' today but i cant possibly list everything that we laughed about/at. but one thing's for sure, khrisha and __________ is woohoo! talk about chemistry. oh and i finally had mcflurry after one exact week of craving. sad to say, it didnt taste as good. this brings me to another point, sometimes when we crave for smth, we're actually just craving for the feeling of craving. do i even make sense here? it's like how they say some pple didnt actually fall in love (with another person), they just fall in love with the feeling of falling in love. in other words, they just like the feeling, it has nothing to do with the person, whatsoever.

im babbling AGAIN so thank you for reading and youve just wasted like 5mins of your time (1 min to read, 2mins to digest, 2 more mins to decide i dont make sense). shit, i need to stop typing crap.

happy wednesday!

p.s i can do without those fluctuations.

p.p.s i need to gorge on comfort food BUT i can feel my body parts flapping (pretty wildly) as i walk so NO FOOD.

just a quick update.

yesterday

had dinner with paternal family to celebrate ethan and grandma's birthday. kyan was there too. he warmed up to us and started disturbing us while we were having dinner. ethan was same old same old, HAHA. didnt take any photos, i dont know why. might get them from my uncle.

ethan was as usual, distracted when he's out, meaning, he more or less ignored us. kyan was funny, calling pple 'fatty', asking us for money to get drinks from the vending machine and when we said we didnt have any (money), he insisted that we did and eventually he got his dad to buy him one. oh and he ran away IMMEDIATELY after sweeping this ball off the christmas tree, damn funny. he does have this impish look with his botak head.

then it was the much anticipated cake cutting session. the kiddies were soooo excited. wildly clapping, jumping, singing blah blah. kyan was dying to blow the candles out, but since it wasnt his birthday, he didnt get the chance. so he started whining but was satisfied after his mum planted a candle on a slice of cake and repeat the clapping, jumping, singing ritual. this time, he got the blow the candle as well. ethan got his turn after that. haha.

it's funny how they looove blowing out the candles, i dont remember any kiddies or myself as a kid being as fascinated. anyhow, the dinner and cake were good and the company was perfect.

note to self: one more one more, gogogo.

Dean's List, am thankful for it.

yesterday

met wan tou at serangoon mrt station and met up with khrisha and sofi at dhoby ghaut station. took bus 16 (or was it 175) to Grand Copthorne. pretty nice place but the exihibition area's pathetic? so we stood arnd, got some name cards/brochures and stood around 'aiming' at the buffet. so i finally sank my teeth into those (fluffy and warm) croissants.

left the place and walked over to Great World City. never knew it's such a self contained place, comparable to orchard, imo. soooo, explored the place for over an hour before taking the shuttle bus to city hall and then the train to orchard to meet jacyln and miaoning.

walked arnd cos there werent any movie worth catching. met peggy and shuqin arnd 5? didnt really take notice of the time. had early dinner at the food court in taka. food's pretty good. sent mn halfway off to the mrt before walking down to PS.

walked arnd somemore and had dessert at kopitiam. crapped and laughed. well, the mass/weight on the weighing machine that i stood on was #^#%##. but i reckon the upcoming exam stress will do its job so i shant add weight issues to my worry list for now.

anyhow, it was great catching up with them all at once since we seldom meet up nowadays. i hope the next one will be say, mid dec? topone for karaoke session! haha.

p.s 2 more days to 29th!

fatface fatface

p.s i just realized my eyes CANNOT be seen in any of the photos.

p.p.s why should i even be surprised? heh

it's kinda late to exclaim but still, TGIF!

technically (very octopus-y), it's saturday now but yesterday felt kinda different. everyone in the lecture theatre seemed hyped up about one thing or another, or was it just sofi and i who felt different. haha.

soooo, lecture was over in 20mins flat meaning we had 80mins break before DAM ica. went over to hotshot to 'revise/study' for it but i wasnt. was flipping the newspapers and laughing at khrisha's bag. oh and the iced chocolate was pretty good? i dont know, since im not a fan of cafe drinks. but well, it tasted like chocolate and it's cold so thumbs up?

had the test. was alright. walked over to amk with rachel and wan tou. thank god for the decent weather. and i finally had my eyebrows trimmed. now i look 1/3 china, 1/3 fierce and 1/3 in shock. wait, does the fractions make one whole? okay, it does. the beautician told me about how the ends of my brows are droopy so it'll be easier to shape them thin so as to have the arcs. yeah, but my current brows are kinda too thin for my liking though there are arcs (!!), pretty rare for my case. okay, i need to stop this ranting.

walked arnd amk hub with rachel and wan tou after that. wan tou left shortly after while i accompanied rachel till her sister came. train-ed all the way to city hall to meet with FAMILY. i was the last, for once! haha. thought it'll be ....... cos she was supposed to finish school at 6? haha. walked over to erm, middle road area. everywhere was packed and please let me digress, but i was kinda overwhelmed by the crowd cos it's been ages since i step foot near town. SUA KU.

finally settled at this erm, smth by billy bombers at bugis junction B1. i forgot the name. half of them didnt like their food. i find their pizza pretty good. too bad it isnt a la carte. and somehow the restaurant ate our money, hahaha.

then it was for what we do best. walking aimlessly arnd. so we walked all the way to clarke quay. and there werent any purpose for walking there, just to digest i guess. camwhored along the way. yada yada. parted ways with lm and va while the rest of us took the train home. by then i was already oily like mad and urgh. it's gross, i know.

i cant believe the train was packed at 2300. oh and i missed the last bus by 6mins. andandand this lady who also missed the bus suggested sharing a cab, so we did and she offered to pay for it. i mean, im impressed.

whew, what a loooong post. kinda make up for the past week but this post only talks about ONE day. or rather half a day. i miss my life, the one where school's not a (huge) part of. (:

p.s might upload the 'floating' photos when va with the bangs sends them over. and va, i think your bangs look alright, seriously.

p.p.s one more week to the 29th!

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my dad's friend came over to stayover for the night cos they're going to vietnam tmr. and the son's like one head taller than me despite being a few years younger. and the last time i saw him, he was just a kid. oh how time flies. :o

rochor beancurd is the sexxx. i wish my complexion's as smooth. *sniggers*

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now i know how and what is it like to feel that 24 hours is insufficient. i swear that almost half is devoted to school (urgh), the other 1/4 for misc stuff such as bathing, eating, sleeping, shitting, urinating etc and 1/4 time's for i dont know what. stoning perhaps. it seems like im always busying myself with school stuff but somehow nothing much gets done in the end.

anyhow, i will try (goddamn hard) to stay positive and pray that this sem will be over safely. whatever, im rushing for time that i dont even wanna bother with the sentence structure and phrasing.

whatever it is, fuck school, fuck the 'no own chosen project mates' shit.

it's the same old crap. shall take one day at a time till everything gets done and out of the way. sidetrack a bit, i know how we study to get ahead in life but it saddens me to see how im actually living for nothing. im not emo just feeling urghhh.

im still looking forward to the 29th though.

so school's been the sameee BUT ive finally joined the girls (and helmi) at sports and so we've been in a sporting frenzy since yesterday afternoon. and now we're all awarded with muscle aches. i like muscle aches, i dont know why.

so we played basketball/captain's ball/soccer yesterday using yen zhen's volleyball. lol. but they did play volleyball when shereen and shu huei came and joined us. oh and before that we played at the kiddies playground located near the sports hall. and oogled at the childcare kids on the way back home. spotted some cute ones and some funny scenes. i guess i should smack myself but not putting early childhood first. not that it'd be easier but i guess it'll be way better than what im doing now. for me, that is. (other pple's) kids make me happy. :D

for today, we played badminton before and after school. hardcore can. but i sucked at it, no idea why.

anyhow, no school again next friday.

p.s i cant wait to be free again

im really really really (times infinity) tempted to put everything down/off and go travel on my own. i guess the destination(s) doesnt matter, i just want to live, experience life yada yada. and i guess i'll learn more if im out there on my own, either that or i'll get killed. haha

and all im lacking is, courage.

p.s oh and the new windows live layout is cool.

p.p.s Obama won! yeah, so what? im not into politics but what with the hoo-haa going on, cant help feeling hyped up as well.

p.p.p.s Sarah Palin's kinda bimbotic, isnt she?

Happiness, it seems to me, consists of two things: first, in being where you belong, and second -- and best -- in comfortably going through everyday life, that is, having had a good night's sleep and not being hurt by new shoes.
-Theodor Fontane

the channel 8, 8pm show never fails to make me tear. it's funny, heartwarming, sad all rolled into one. and for that one hour, i feel really fortunate/lucky. my house is prim and proper (all thanks to my mum), we're all doing okay yada yada.

it's sickening how we'll only feel fortunate/lucky when we see some other pple who're like way worse off than us. it's like, making merry out of their misfortunes. i really really need to adjust my mindset and also gossip lesser. speaking of that, i wonder why (insert question). i cant seem to phrase it properly. oh well. the bottom line is, what goes around comes around. (look what happened to my poor complexion)

yesyes, i will try very very very hard to stop fretting over it and let nature take its course AND in the mean time, try to accumulate some good karma. hah

the past weekend should have been a blast. note: should have been. we only had to go to school on tuesday and thursday, cos monday's PH and friday's some graduation thingy. speaking of which, i cant friggin wait for mine. i shall contemplate what i shall do for a living then.

nothing interesting happened except that i got an email, the content goes like this,

"helo..care 2 chat mah..care 2 intro mah ?"

i have nothing, absolutely nothing against making friends. haha. it's just that the above sentence could be better phrased. in fact, i should be happy that someone wants to befriend me, despite my rotting-face condition. maybe it's time i upload a more recent photo. :x

and no, i shall not go into the pimple talks cos there isnt any point. but why dont they grow on my (ass) cheeks instead of my (face) cheeks? sickening.

anyhow, school's been demanding and i guess it will stay that way till end feb. BOO.

meanwhile, im staying positive (:

went for my appointment and had my first blood test in my life. the bottom line is, i think im liking injections more. but seeing the syringe full of blood, it made me feel like vomiting. thank god, i didnt have a heavy breakfast.



okay, so i spent almost 3 hours there, whereby waiting took up more than half the time. then took buses to meet my mum at yck before cutting through NYP to take 159 to accompany my sister to get her teeth plucked.

i think ive seen enough blood today to last me for another year.

p.s someone's being nominated on Hey Gorgeous! hahaha

Deepavali was half spent at ethan's place.

shall let the pictures and a video do the talking.

check this out! he's actually dancing. *sniggers*

wednesday 221008

so wednesday was a day out with NYPCD minus khrisha.

went to this ktv place opposite bugis junction. had a rad time singing all sorts of songs. definitely a much better place for singing as compared to the (overated) kbox. sang from 11am - 6pm. yes, thats 7 friggin hours but we still had 6 pages of unsung songs when we left. hah. oh and rachel was damn high, as compared to when she's in classes. hahaha.

walked arnd for a bit while waiting for abigail, yenzhen, yen ling and wen jun. dined at ajisen. chatted and all, and abi gave us a card and a peg each. it's good to see that she's happier and doing good.

went separated ways after that and rachel, sofi, wan tou and i went over to sasa and came out with E.L.F products, lol. home sweet home after that. oh and it was drizzling/raining. so we ran and screamed while crossing the road. well, only rachel and wan tou screamed and i was screaming 'what happened, what happened'.

yesterday

brought my sister to get her x-ray done at cairnhill place. walked arnd orchard after that and came back with a pair of pointed heels.

took the bus over to grandma's place and slacked arnd before having dinner and cake to celebrate her birthday. binged the whole day, had cheese stick, rice, mountain of fries, heavy dinner and a slice of chocolate cake. sinfully wonderful. and so i weighed myself right after dinner and was relieved to see that my weight's still under 50, thank god.

p.s oh and ethan's been video calling me and he said 'i miss you', 'i love you'. so sweet :D

i need either happy pills, (: , plane ticket or to binge on food. a combination of these would be superb. actually i just want (:, or maybe the plane ticket.

i have a lot to say but i dont know how to start. maybe i should talk to someone about it. it's nothing major but it's been killing me. for details, talk to me online or smth.

p.s im not suicidal.

p.p.s yesterday was fun. updates on next post.

i never got over it, i just got used to it

i like the above quote. and it applies to me in more ways than one like well, (:

anyway, it's (moody) monday again. and i was early for 8am lecture twice in a row. actually, i got up early just so to be able to get up the damn bus. nothing much to rave or rant about since everything's so routined and monotonous BUT im staying positive. :D

p.s i miss ethan

work's been pretty good (i.e. good sales). knocked off at 6pm, walked arnd hunting for idontknowhat. thank god, i bought nothing. oh wait, i did buy daily disposable contact lens to try. now i need to learn how to paint my eyes to you know, make them appear bigger. tough task, hah.

anyhow, reached home, showered, had dinner, came online and video called with ethan. that little thing was eating cereals. so cute. and he sang the first line of baa baa black sheep and twinkle twinkle little star.

oh and somehow i started to psycho sofi into buying cosmetics. then we carried it kinda too far off and started getting high, thinking of things to do to our face. apart from a nose job, eyelash extension sounds like fun. this is the kind of things you start obsessing with when you have small eyes. hah.

finally friday!

school's been boring/monotonous. it would have been much better if we have the same grouping for every module. oh well, another classic case of regretting only after you're stripped of that privilege.

once this week's over, my mindset will be changed (:

nothing much to blog about, shall post some pictures of my favorites.



it's really hard to capture a 'clear' photo of him AND to get him to look at the lens



chubbyyy







check those eyelashes out (okay, i think you cant really see them from here)

as we all know, school's reopened. and as we all know again, mundane (and stressful) life is back again. im so counting down to feb already. but in the meantime, im staying positive. (:

operation $ave is going on pretty well, except for the yesterday's lunch at pizza hut. i actually suggested pizza hut. so it's my fault. hahaha. and for once, i was eager to walk to amk from school. i know the distance's not even considered far but with the weather condition, walking's a nono most of the time. had fun chatting/gossiping/laughing with NYPCD. totally my motivation for going to school.

had dinner at erm, old airport road with family (blood related, lol). food was good but i chose the wrong dish. so it was more of eating for the sake of eating rather than polishing the food off in no time. speaking of food, ive been eating way too much. i think im bulimic only minus the vomiting part. anyone who's interested in good food, we can go there for dinner next time.

oh and i video called with ethan! cuteee

so today's wednesday and wednesdays mean no school. well, most of the time i hope.

p.s i hate 9am slots and the damned random project group mates thingy. call me anti-social yada yada, thats not the reason why.

first up, im soooo glad to have my phone back.

yesterday 111008

so yesterday was a day out with peggy. met her arnd 1445 at bugis mrt and started walking arnd. let me sidetrack a bit cos i have no idea where to place this whole chunk of rantings. anyhow, i must really really cultivate the habit of buying things only when you like it and do researchhh. cos the term 'the next one that comes along will be better' (or smth like that) applies not only to BGR/GGR/BBR but also to shopping, in my opinion. -end of ranting- bottom line is, i totally regretted my buys for yesterday. tsk tsk.

had fun chatting/crapping and walking arnd.

today

worked and stoned for the first half of the day. and now im really sleepy. i need to re-emphasize on how im very unprepared for school. mentally, duh. but well, thinkpositivethinkpositive. at least i'll be on time for macdonald's breakfast. :DD

ive been feeling :( :/ :x

im not sure why. maybe it's pms. although for mine, 'p' stands for post instead of pre. wellwell, too much details. either that or ive been eating too much. i almost got tummy ache last night due to overeating. hahaha. im like fish or hamster. cos ive heard that they stuff whatever food thats been given to them. yes, even when they're full.

im anticipating some changes but i need to be able to get through the 'rents first. wish me luck. i hope things actually go my way this time, for once.

p.s holidays are ending. !@&#%#

'the eyes are the nipples of the face'

quick update once again.

met up with NYPCD minus rachel for The House Bunny at j8. show was pretty good but well, cliche. it's a chick flick after all. train-ed to novena. bought nothing other than this nail polish from The Face Shop. i guess i should stop wasting money like this. haha. cos i totally cant paint my nails on my own. and i cant possibly ask someone to do it for me all the time. and my nail polish remover sucks. tested and proven by khrisha. oh and we had donuts at donut factory. it was pretty good cos i like the dough and as usual, two donuts did nothing to fill my bottomless pit. sighsighsigh. i swear i gained weight. note to self: need to pop by someone's house and borrow their weighing machine. haha. yes, i dont have one at home. it's not an esteem problem cos i'd very much be fat and then worry rather than the other way round.

anyhow, we combed the entire novena before taking the train to tpy. bought a nail file. *sniggers* then took 159 to my place. sat arnd for a while before starting on the steamboat without rachel. lol. she reached soon after though. ate and ate and ate. i presume they like it. (:
watched tv, had longan+grass jelly for dessert. khrisha helped me with my nails then it was home for them.

p.s i feel like crap cos i think the pimples are emerging again, among many other shit that i have to deal with. i.need.to.stay.positive and perhaps hope for a friggin miracle. make that two. haha

short update.

so ive been in a working frenzy for the past week which made me $x00 richer but im also down with itchy throat and blocked nose. my voice's like nasal and throaty at the same time. sexay, not.

soooo, timetable's out. it's pretty good and i slept for practically the whole day. i need the sleep, badly. and as im typing, im feeling sleepy. haha. anyhow, tmr will be a day out with NYPCD and then back to my house for steamboat. i shall finally show them the picture which ive been promising since i dont know when. i keep forgetting.

shall stop here. am not in the mood cos i.dont.want.school.to.start

p.s i miss my w890i already. :(

happy sunday!

afternoon was scorching hot. i was so tempted to carry an umbrella despite being on a motorbike. hahaha. anyway, ethan's getting more and more eloquent. i kinda miss it when he's quieter. hahaha. now he just keeps rambling on and on, phrases like 'hug hug!', 'i dont want!', i want (to) see' etcetc. still as cute though.

got tagged by ajrina. was secretly happy cos it will occupy me for at least a few minutes. lol. im so desperate


01.Single, taken, naked or flirt?
depends on how you look at it ;)

02.Are you happy with that?
pretty much

03.Would you still kiss your ex?
drunk, high?

04.Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah?

05.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
nonono

06.Have you ever talked about marriage?
sureee

07.Do you want children?
dont think so

08.How many?
refer to previous question

09.If someone like you now, would you want them to tell you?
only if your initial's K.T.P

10.Do you want someone you cant have?
*sniggers*

11.Have you ever been in love?
i guess so

12.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
maybe only the major ones

13.What would you say about you recent ex?
good question

14.Does your ex still have feelings for you?
even better question.

15.Do you believe in long distance relationship?
it might work for some pple

16.Do you believe in love at first sight?
nah

TRUTHS ABOUT ME

01.Are you perfect?
i wish

02.Are you tall?
no

03.Are you short?
no

04.Are you in your pyjamas?
i suppose so

LAST

01.The last friend you saw?
erm. the primary school peeps? (i got no life)

02.Last talked on phone to?
sister

03.Last person to text you?
peggy

FAVOURITES

01.Number?
7 and 10

02Colour?
black, white, grey

03.Food?
now we're talking. laksa, mee siam, nasi lemak, curry fish, potato products etc

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

01.What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
open my friggin eyes

02.Do you have anything bother you?
yesyesyes

03.Whats the last movie you watched in the theatres?
DISASTER movie

04.Where is the last place you went?
ethan's place

05.Do you smile a lot?
no, i laugh

06.Do you wish upon stars?
sometimes. haha

07.Are you a friendly person?
hmmm. not as friendly as it seems

08.Where did you have your sleep last night?
on my bed

09.When was the last time you cried?
can't remember

10.What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
clue's already around somewhere

11.Rate life as of it now,one being bad,ten being great?
seven

12.What do you hear right now?
F1F1F1!

13.Does anything hurt you right now?
no

14.What your favourite month?
whichever month's fine. maybe march and september. (HO-LI-DAYS in full swing~)

EMOTIONS

01.Are you missing someone right now?
not repeating answers

02.Are you tired?
yes

03.Are your parents still married?
yes

BASICS

01.Real name?
Xiong Yihui

02.Eye colour?
black

03.Male or Female?
female

04.Crushing?
no

05.Hair colour?
black

06.Sweats or jeans?
jeans

07.Phone or Camera?
phone

08.Health freak?
nonono

09.Righty or Lefty?
righty

10.Smoke or drink?
neither

FIRST

01.First best friend?
geraldine ho

02.First enemy?
hah

03.First vacation?
indonesia?

CURRENTLY

01.Eating?
just had a roll of too sweet popiahs

02.Drinking?
yeah. h20

03.Listening to?
F1,tsk

04.Plans tmr?
slack!

WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?

01.Lips or Eyes?
hmmm. dont know

02.Shorter or Taller?
taller

03.Romantic or Spontaneous?
either

04.Sensitive or Loud?
neither

05.Hook-up or being in a relationship?
HOOK-UP. haha. im joking.

HAVE YOU EVER?

01.Drank hard drinks?
how hard?

02.Lost glasses or contacts?
how about losing it in my eyes. hahaha

03.Ran away from home?
why should i?

04.Broken someone's heart?
hope not

05.Been arrested?
nah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

01.Do you like someone?
yeah

02.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?
it's pretty good

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
anyone who's dying to do smth.

sucky weather, as usual. but life's been pretty okay apart from that cos,

i get to stuff (NOT starve) myself with food. i tried to resist but hello, nobody says no to food. well, hardly anyone does. on top of that, ive finished two great books in two days. i love how authors use words so erm, beautifully. yours truly still have a loooong way to go. and i guess no one actually made it big here in singapore apart from russell lee?hahaha. those ghost stories used to creep me out.

i shall go stuff myself with more food. i can sense my humongous butt already. oh and i was commenting on how boring f1 is (to me lah) and my mum started telling me how those free (and illegal?) races she used to watch in those days, along sembawang i think.

paycheck!

♥♥♥

yesterday's my cousin's birthday, today's hyun bin's birthday and tmr'll be my mum's birthday. and i wish the very best for all of them! :D

anyhow, i just had 4 slices of pizza. damn shiok and a slice of cake later, i believe. i wish the holidays would pass slower or be extended cos the thought of school is just urgh. major killjoy. yesyes, i rather rot at home and let my brain rot away with me rather than deal with shit such as ICAs, projects and exams. if it still aint obvious to you, i cant deal with them well.

im sure half or even more than half will agree with me. we go to school, we study until (insert whatever hardcore description in here), try our best, get good grades. but whatever for? cos for me, i dont really have a plan for the future, yet. so i dont actually see the point in working so goddamn hard for nothing. (nothing meaning you dont even know why you work so hard for). soooo, i work so hard just to be on par, believing that at least with good grades, you get better options. what im doing is obviously not wrong but well, it's pretty saddening.

gawd, dont accuse me of being emo or whatsoever. i dont see whats so emotional about this post except the first paragraph. haha. maybe no one's used to me voicing opinions on serious issues. im not big on daydreaming but i do wish cash would appear now and whisk me off to Europe. nownownow.

yesterday

kbox session with the girls were fun and satisfying. and kbox should totally do smth about their chefs or food cos ya, it's mediocre. anyhow, a mixture of english, mandarin and even hokkien songs were sang. it was our lucky day cos no one 'chased' us off till 1530 (we were supposed to have finished the session at 1400). then this staff came and the conversation went like this,

him: erm, which session are you guys on? (smth along that line)
us: err, 2pm?

then no one said anything so finally he said,

him: okay, last song.

hahaha. so we hurried off after the last song cos it was dead embarrassing. went on separate ways after that. oh and the weather sucked, no elaboration needed here. you know i know.

took the train to vivo. i love weekdays, off peak hours. the mrt's very empty as compared to those dreadful peak hours. ever since poly, i'll avoid the weekend crowd as much as possible.

i was early (surprisesurprise!). walked arnd, nothing caught my attention (thank god!) and celestine, madeline and ras came soon after. so basically it was walking aimlessly arnd, im becoming so used to this kinda situation. haha. walked over to GV to meet up with xuefang and check out movie slots. couldnt decide as usual but this time round, at least some of us had some opinions and preferences. lol.

so we stood arnd waiting for wei siong. he took his own sweet time indeed. and well, i shall summarise the next 20mins or so in one sentence. we still couldnt decide and were in and out of the queue 3 times before coming to a decision. it was Disaster Movie. oh wait, and james joined us as well. i'd very much rather not talk about the movie.

next was food stopover for the guys. i have no idea what they sneaked in during movie but it looked filling enough. apparently, it wasnt cos ras and ws each had a plate of chicken rice and char kway teow (!). just the thought itself is making me full.

so they ate, we chatted and gossiped. james was still the same old joker. we were pretty entertained by him. took a couple of pictures, then james went off. the rest of us idled outside cheers for a while before deciding on kovan for beancurd. whoo.

then it was home after that. was glad we got to meet up and that everyone's more or less still the same.

met up with erika for the last time. before she returns to Seattle, that is.

took the bus to suntec. she had her yogurt ice cream while we window shopped. Mango has some nice blouses but the prices are pretty steep. at least they are for me, being partially jobless and all. sigh. anyhow, we were in and out of boutiques selling accessories and bags.

suntec is a boring place since 2/3 years back so we combed the places of (our) interest in less than 45mins. walked over to bugis. thank god the sun wasnt up. walked arnd somemore and a bangle at Diva spoiled my plan to only window shop today. so now im officially one step closer to being b-r-o-k-e.

tmr will be another day of money spending but well, i'll get to earn them back in a week's time. cant wait for tmr's kbox session with NYPCD.

p.s excuses, irresponsibility, being passive. i hate dealing with shit like these.

p.p.s bon voyage, erika!

yesterday

im kinda beat so i hope i can have a 'dreamless' night. i havent had a good sleep for weeks and im beginning to get tired of the whole 'drifting-in-and-out-of-sleep' feeling. it sucks.

the weather sucks as well. blazing sun with intolerable heat so i was home the whole week to avoid sweating like a pig and burnt like a roasted pig. haha. sorry for poor usage of vocab, just got back from meeting smelly dickpit, smelly dick and smelly breasts. they were, or rather, we were crazy tonight. but the craziest/horniest of all was definitely smelly breasts.

met up at serangoon gardens and everyone was punctual, for once. they wanted to eat at chomp chomp but the place was packed, warm and smelly. so erika had to takeaway her food to the nearby hawker. then the rest of us went and got our respective dinner. started chatting and thats when someone started to show signs of insanity. smelly breasts' speech was incoherent and i had the honour of interpreting her say to the other two.

next stop was Ice^3 (Ice Cube). smelly breasts treated us. thank you! laughed ourselves silly at our poor usage of words and the silly tissue wrappers. anyway, nothing much happened except some camwhoring and chatting.

wondered arnd and erika wanted some wine. haha. or whatever it is, cos to me they're all alcohol. had a pretty hard time deciding on where to go after that. sidetrack a little, there's this quaint cold storage specialty store there and it's kinda british-y. (gawd, my english sucks)

waited arnd 15mins for 109. (fast forward) so we lazed arnd by the pool and err, shared the drink. i dont like it, at least not on its own. wanted to have prata (!!!) but was too lazy to move so we ended up staying there for an hour or so.

anyhow, i had a lovely time (check the usage of words, urgh)

p.s we spotted like 3 weird pple at serangoon central
-the lady who turned and smiled at no one in particular
-the man who were gesturing angrily to no one in particular
-this lady who stood at the side of the pavement with her head down. (well, she looked like
she was going to go somewhere but somehow she just stopped there. the last time i checked,
which was 10secs later, she was still in that position. freaky)

p.p.s HAPPY 20th TO ERIKA! (seeing how turning 20 can do to you, i'd very much stay 18. but i actually prefer being 16)

p.p.p.s i ramble way too much.

thanks to khrisha, im listening to this interview of hyun bin and that girl, song hye kyo? i keep forgetting how to spell her name. yes, it's not on purpose. the questions asked were so boring and they kept directing the questions to song hye kyo (!!!), but im spazzing right cos listening to hyun bin's voice is as good as seeing him.

alright, who am i trying to kid?

p.s why is the emphasis all on song hye kyo?? :@

p.p.s omg, he is speaking right now!!

p.p.p.s before someone calls me a desperate (fill in the blank), i shall sign off now.

p.p.p.p.s and i think koreans are too polite with their usage of words. haha

okayokay. im back to update on monday's gathering, now that ive finally found an acceptable layout (with seperate borders for date and time!) and all the photos taken. according to va, we took 600 photos? no kidding.

let's start with kbox. SOMEONE woke up just when i texted her to tell her that im at the bus stop alr. so nehmind, i waited. haha. i know how im the one who's late half the time (as compared to nypcd only) but i simply cant stand waiting. it's beyond my ability i guess. so yeah, boarded the bus only at arnd 1035 or smth when we were supposed to meet at 1100. and as usual, stanven was there at 1020 or smth.

reached kbox and kick started the session w/o lm and va, who arrived shortly after. haha. so the whole session was simply about blasting the system, screaming, some singing and fooling arnd. the 3 hours were so not enough, duh. and they can really sing. woohoo

next was shopping for groceries for the evening bbq. they shopped, i just tagged along since i know nuts about what omnivores eat for bbq. sorry for the poor usage of word but i cant think of a suitable one. (: then i went off to get my breakfast/lunch/dinner. yeah, 3 in 1. va had to go and update her mum's bank book so the rest of us abandoned them and went to stanven's house first.

then cs came with lm and va. slacked all the way till they prepared the bbq food. i was still slacking. haha. im such a bum. so the food was blah, according to them but the company was superb. started camwhoring. ive uploaded two slideshows which contained less than half of the photos we took. as it is in the slideshow format, the photos arent that clear, no idea why. >/

okay, crap. the slideshows cant work due to some html errors so i guess i shall post the direct link here or smth. but my photobucket's private so it might not be accessible. meanwhile, i shall see what i can do.

p.s to any html experts (pple such as khrisha, sofi and vanessa/venesa) out there, i need heeelp!

yesterday was a whirlwind of events.

-had a blast with family
-reached home and got to know that one relative of mine passed away
-waited for 1.5 hours before gaining access to the goddamn e-services. definitely the hottest website of the day. tsktsk.

will blog in detail once i get the pictures (though i always promise to post and in the end i didnt). i will try to post them. okay, im drained.

p.s ilovefamily (both blood related and non blood related) :D

happy mid-autumn festival!

it's too bad how we dont have 4 seasons here in singapore, apart from that hotel chain of course. so ive been lazing arnd after 6 days of cheap labour work. i know, thats so unlike me, but i really couldnt stand a minute in that hell. heh. anyhow, ive actually been jobless for exactly a week and im actually enjoying idling. especially on weekdays cos i love channel 8's reruns of dramas, keep me occupied for hours.

oh and how's the new layout? took me quite awhile to find a suitable one. nownow, it's mid sept already. how time flies. cliche and true. this year has flown by and i have to re emphasize how i cant recall what ive been doing half the time. or rather my memory's been really selective these days. sigh.

anyhow, tmr will be a fun filled day! with some singing to be done (ahem), fab friends and foood! im beginning to sound perky which isnt a good thing so bye for now.

p.s i just realized this layout doesnt do date and time. oh well, shall see how many days i can survive before getting confused with all those events. like i have that exciting a life. :D

defgfeuiwfgiwgfrhegjkglerieou. he is so goddamn hot. and i bet he'll just look as good in person or even hotter. i have/need/want to go. :D:D:D im going mad as you can see. but yeah, he looks good!

anyway, it's been a good day today. met up with yenzhen and her friend, wen jun? for a job interview. long hours but short period, i like. and we took a mere 15mins to find that ulu place, quite an accomplishment yeah? soooo, went over to ethan's next and that boy's been smiling alot. which is a good thing but erm, it seems kinda less special cos once you ask him to smile, he'll give you his signature grin. awfully adorable.

taken just before he went to the airport to fetch my aunt.

p.s I WILL COME BACK WITH SMTH WORTH BLOGGING ABOUT TMR :D

it's been long since i last updated, to me at least. anyhow, nothing's happened thats worth happening so i shall just post some pictures of ethan. i lovelovelove him. oh and those pictures were taken by my sister, just in case she happens to be here and start pms-ing about copyrights and stuff like that :x

Happy Teacher's Day!

(to those who actually made a difference :D )

days have been mundane. so i had to resort to the last option and as expected, $$$ will start rolling in from tomorrow. and you know how we always cheat ourselves into believing that looks and money are not important etcetc but you & i know better. i think those 'beauty is skin deep' kinda rules and theorems only apply outside singapore. i bet we all know that already. if not, im telling you right now. hahaha. cos for one, $ makes me happy. as for beauty, let's just say, nose job is on the top of the list. (:

p.s i miss ethan!!!

i'm no expert, but i've decided that maybe life is just one big circle of finding people and letting them go, and the trick is in holding on to the ones who will stand by you no matter what- if only you are brave enough to open your heart and let them in.

pardon me for being geeky/nerdy (whichever) but this is beautifully written. and obviously, im not the one who's come up with that. i wish i were. anyhow, it was from this novel that ive just finished.

let me side track abit, ive never thought of being someone 'successful' like a doctor or lawyer etc. frankly, they never crossed my mind, not once. i wanted to be a/an author, cashier (but no way now.my math is screwed), librarian, singer (sniggers), teacher etcetc. i think being an author kicks asses. doing something you like for a job kicks asses anyway but judging from the small market in singapore, it's indeed kinda hard to make a living and im always wasting my money on things im bound to regret buying (err, it's called post purchase resentment. HAHA).

maybe i should seriously consider the major that i want to major in (blogger doesnt have thesaurus!) if/when i get into the U. and as for the author dream ambition, i reckon i'll have this blog published into a book to fulfill my tiny dream. hahaha. and yes, with ALL the pictures, glam/unglam attached :D

p.s ive been using way too many brackets lately.

p.p.s i miss ethan AND kyan

yesterday

got woken up by calls in the afternoon. (yes, i slept till 12nn :D) went for an interview at raffles place, felt so small with all those buildings surrounding the area. anyhow, the interview was okay so faster grant me a job, like right now.

took the train to somerset and realized i actually wanted to stop at orchard so i walked there instead. the constructions are pretty irritating, what with the noise and all. walked round and round and round to pass time. and my hands were itchy, almost wanted to get an esprit top. almost. BUT i decided i shall wait. hahaha. walked all the way to PS to rest my poor feet at pastamania. had potato salad, the dressing was superb but the potato cubes were kinda soggy or smth. smsed the rest to hurry them down.

walked arnd PS somemore before i went to kopitiam to rest my feet again. hah. then they came one by one. chatted, laughed, blah blah before they couldnt stand it anymore and went to have dinner first.

okay, fast forward. played pool and we were too loud, as usual. and SOMEONE threw the err, cue? on the pool table and the uncle (who owns the shop, i presume) was damn pissed. with the noise and the cue throwing so he raised his voice at us. hahaha. played for an hour or so before going for supper. i was so damn hungry. had mcflurry. wasnt that satisfying cos i wasnt craving for that. then it was home sweet home!

was dead tired but i still went online. it must be some sick addiction to the cyberspace.

i feel the lower part of my body getting heavier,thicker and wider BUT im not giving a shit about it, for now. it feels surprising good to binge, laze around, organise stuff and read :D

anyhow, i finally got arnd to paying the dentist a visit to have a checkup. bombed close to 200$ on a new pair of retainers. someone tell me why spending money is as easy as flowing water? ineedajob. im not whining cos im trying to find one. i think i need more than luck. on the side note, my teeth feel so smooth after cleaning and polishing. how i wish my complexion can be like that once more. sighsighsigh. it's so depressing. >(

yesterday

met up with peggy at bugis cos i was (forced) to be a sua ku and stayed at home (mostly) for the past weeks to mug and am back into civilization right now. how nice. there were quite a number of clothes to my liking but i prioritize. hah. not really, cos im only left with arnd 20 bucks and that spells the dire need for a job. the process of finding one sucks, please dont 'save face' for me, if you dont wanna hire me then jolly well say it straight dont bullshit me with all those 'i'll call you back' blah blah. it's sickening sometimes.

anyhow! back to bugis. went arnd bugis junction hunting for formal wear (peggy) and whatever thats appealing to me. and this saying always works for me, when you least expect smth (or to buy smth), you always happen to see it and try on it and ta da! it actually fits so you bought it home. yup, i spent my last bucks on this pair of shorts.

walked over to bugis street and it was not as fun cos i was officially broke. so we went arnd various places to hunt for formal wear but peggy didnt like them. haha. she went off after that while i called up jacyln cos she's at raffles place cheering on Team Singapore. so patriotic lah, in a good way. so i told them about the stalking mission and they wanted to join me. but they went home first so i walked arnd somemore before taking the (superbloodygoddamn crowded) train to changi airport. i think everyone loves the airport, cos i havent come across any friends who strongly oppose to going to the place except maybe, khrisha. hahaha.

had apple turnover for dinner while waiting for them. listened to the radio and people-watch. too bad there werent anything funny except for maybe ________. soon it was 2100 so i walked over to the waiting area in front of the belt and to cut the long story short, it was indeed a rumor so we didnt get to see people that we want to see. jacyln and miaoning went off first while va and i went to have 'supper' at mr bean. then we took 53, transferred to 109 then it was home.

p.s you dont eat supper alr and then get hungry again eh? well, i did. craving for laksa big time! maybe i should just forgo all those pok marks on my face and jolly well have it for breakfast, lunch and dinner. (;

sunday 240808

ethan day! it's been almost a month since i last saw him. that little thing's enjoying imitating pple on tv and off screen and my sister and i were laughing our asses off watching him do his stuff.











see those well defined double eyelids!!