ahhhhhhhhh. im finally connected to the world. im currently at Miaoning's house. supposed to do CW part b but she doesnt hve the diskette thingy on her CPU. So here i am, blogging. Sadly, my computer's not repaired yet.i HOPE/WISH/PRAY that my coursework part A's still in the harddisk. Please spare me the pain of redoing practically everything. :X

p.s thanks for all the tags.lol. thought no one would tag .byeeee. i'll update soon!

I LOVE THIS LAYOUT OKAY? AND IT'S DEDICTED TO ME. ( i think so lah, i requested her to make a 'Paint me Purple' skin and she did. She said it's dedicated to a girl named yihui, so i assumed it's me lah.lol) (: many many thanks to the desginer, `lelia-dawnn* ((:
http://www.blogskins.com/info/100765

i'm soo happy now.haha. and thank you once again xD

You Have Low Self Esteem 40% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are Pork

You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you.You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits.

What Kind of Meat Are You?

haha.i knew i'd be pork. i love bak gua! (: and yes, i've eaten it before.

today's hot, hot, HOT!

PART B PRACTICAL TODAY. it was chaotic, crappy etc. i didnt know what to do exactly till i was 1/3 into the practical. this in turn caused me to finish last. not that i mind lah (: CIKGU kept hurrying us. :X when i was microwaving the spinach, it went up in flames inside the microwave. so funny lah. hahahaha. one part of the spinach turned black :X lalala.therefore i used ajrina's microwaved spinach and vanessa's nicrowaved potatoes instead. thanks arh :D finally finished everything at arnd 4.30.took the photos using hidayah's cam (thanks again!), returned it back on sumayah's table and threw the big box of smelly,burnt vegetables. urgh. all that i can say is, those poor veggies.

LC was okay. but why did the woman in passage 4 have to take sleeping pills from singapore? if not, i would hve gotten full marks. LOL

haha. now i hve a pore cleansng strip across my nose. and it's the first time i am using it. it looks like i've put a sanitary pad across my nose. LOL! shall see what's on the strip 15mins later. I CANT WAIT!

edit: lol. the strip's off now and not bad lah.alot of black dots and some weird stuff on the strip.lol. next, i shall try smth which can shrink my BIG nose.

i hope i did my part b right and that CIKGU will be kind enough to pass me. i dont know lah. what's the meaning of effects of heat on vegetables? i only did a cooking method.damndamndamn.

sometimes, i really wonder if pple around me really like me or if they are just pretending. maybe not. i'd want the truth. sometimes it really scares me. your closest friends might be the ones who detest you the MOST. it'll really hurt, because, i really treasure all my close friends/friends and im me when im arnd them. wonder if they feel the same. i really hope so. (: i dont believe in forever.i never liked this word but i do believe that friends are/can be for life

i dont plan to write this but i cant help it. you think you know more about your idol then you big fcuk huh? i kept my mouth shut doesnt mean i dont already know, it's just because you dont listen to other pple, you just assumed you know more than others. and i think you dont like me. well.the feeling's kinda mutual.

school was funnnnn today.(: had f&n practical today.first time in a mood to do.lol. probably because the equipments are clean for ONCE. made mushroom sauce and grilled fish. too bad the sauce's overcooked. i think CIKGU sumayah was also in good mood lah.cos she let us off early. had lunch and chatted, IHBH/IBA.seriously, she'd be nice if she werent so fake. well.i have no right to judge pple since im not even near to perfection :( lalala.mrs hee did summary for us.all we had to do was to write in complete sentences. okay, ITALY WON!

ITALY FOR WORLD CUP!

right now, im trying to learn to love and accept myself. sounds dumb but i think that it will allow me to become more confident and not to let people's judgements about me rule/ruin my life. after all, you're the one who knows what you want and what makes you happy. thus, i shall and will try to accept myself for the way i am.

i hope GERMANY gets third :D

TODAY ;

went to school,went PS waited ages and ages for seats in pizza hut, laughed at people, ate, felt fucked up and now it's time to sleep. goodnight.

okay.i cleared oral today.stammered abit when reading the passage.overall it was not bad. they asked about maids and their employers. had fun while waiting cos we crapped alot lah :D im super tired now. cant wait to watch world cup 3rd/4th placing and finally the finals. WORLD CUP HERE I COME! ~~ and i hope italy wins. and that germany got 3rd. they're real good.i need sleeeeeep!

ahhhhhhhhhh.im still so friggin tired even though i just woke up and had slept for 3 hours. but the germany and italy match was was worth it..both teams played really well and their ability to defend left me in awe.i wanted Germany to win.They ALMOST made it to the penalty shootout but the 2 late goals by the italians dashed their chances. damn sad lah.ballack was crying, the fans were cring.even i feel like crying.lol. Portugal and France tmr morning.am still thinking if i should watch. ;X

okay.i jus finished coursework.not bad lah. i can say that im 70% done.LOL.wish me luck. i THINK germany will win. sooo tempted to watch the match.well, i think i am.hope i can drag myself to school tmr.damn.

school was fun. maybe it's not a good thing after all.LOL

GOODBYE ENGLAND! :X i cant help but wonder if owen werent injured,will he be able to change their fate.i'll never get to know.booo.YOUTH DAY tmr.lets enjoy tmr, before you know it,we'll be celebrating grandparents' day. LOL