Guess what? I'm back to update my space here, its been more than a month, more or less because I'm rather busy with work. Since today I'm off and I' free shall just roughly go through what have been happening though! Let me just summarise about my work, so dreaded to even turn up sometimes! Customer service isn't my cup of tea, truthfully, you have to see customers attitude early in the morning when you've just open up! I'm not saying all but MOST. some are really nice some are really damn nasty. You get scolded for every word spoken because of all the product fault. You get shoot by customers, so  much for trying to help them solve their fustration, and now I know its not easy working in the society out here. Oh well, its just a few more months, earn as much as I can before I started studying again! Okay enough about work, shall post up photos on some occasions, happy is the key, age isn't an issue but the issue now for me its I can't accept. But I've no choice. Yes, I'm that kind of person. I know you care, I want my freedom.

P/S: Many a times we quarrel because of the same issue. And I just hate this repeating itself. 

TELL ME WHAT TO DO WHEN I LOSE MYSELF? AHAHAHHAHA! I NEED ADVICE, I CAN SMILE AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME BUT MY BRAIN JUST COULDN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT ENDING ALL THIS! WHAT A JOKE. WHAT I'M THINKING ISN'T WHAT I'M DOING, SO FOLLOW MY HEART? OR MY BODY SYSTEM HAVE GONE HAYWIRE? SO HARD TO SWALLOW DOWN SOMETHING LIKE THIS, BUT WHAT TO DO? BECAUSE IT SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE LEFT WITH THE ONLY OPTION. RIGHT?

I WILL POST PEEKTURES FROM THE THAILAND TRIP( 3OCT2012-8OCT2012 ) WHEN MY LAPPY SURVIVE ANOTHER OPERATION OK! HAHA!

The HALLOWEEN with Cousins this Friday, 19oct2012

This is the complimentary tickets from @evalee! To sentosa Halloween :)

That red Velvet was a small cuppy cake for my birthday from JOY! xoxo

Someone I do love, even though we used to quarrel alot.

Me with my cuppycake fromo Joy! :D

This small card is from Jasmine and Maine, with my all time fav cake TIRAMISU <3 td="td">

This is the TIRAMISU! MY FAVOURITE CAKE <3 babygirls="babygirls" ftom="ftom" td="td">

PORTER from COUSINS, Xoxo

Pandora from my babygirls, Alicia, Maine and Jasmine! with the camera charms! But the rest of the 5 charms  was from my beloved sister, xoxo

I'm into the 20sssss CLUB

My birthday just past ystd, I'm 20 now, when I'm 17, I wished I'm turning 18 so that I could step into the club, but now I'm not really into all these partying anymore, I still go I still party but not as often when you're just 18 and you're loving the night life and partying till early morning, not anymore, I'm just feeling old in the sense, haha! Had my birthday celebrated by walking around town with JoY, my mum and sisters! I had my porter bag too! Skagen was an advanced birthday pressie from mummy, thats what she said, haha! If possible I'll post my pandora picture up ok! HAHA. I had a small cuppy cake that was given by joy! On the 00:00am , I was with my dear sister watching SINISTER @ cwp! They said it was scary, but I think the storyline seems to familiar so somehow or rather I can guess the ending. And my dear babygirls gave me pandora for birthday present! XOXO, They gotten me a camera charm which I really love it, and my sis gotten me another 5 more charms, so its added to my bracelet now, theres 2 more on its way sending it to the taka outlet! I told myself I can't fall sick at this timing, because I've full plans for this whole week! And I don't wanna ruined my plans with my friends! Theres cousin dinner tmr @ Robertson Quay. Anyway that atmosphere was nice there, And Thursday I'm meeting Ber for dinner too @ Liang Court, can't wait to see her! Friday is HALLOWEEN with Cousins @ USS. 50 bucks was the cheapest I could get because of friend, appreciated. You don't have to tell me where I stand, but your words hurt. 

P/S: You popped me a question which I had a hard time thinking, not because you're not local, but because I've some issues with myself. I'm also questioning myself why am I holding on when I know somehow we won't be? I don't wanna had you disappointed, I know you're good. I really do.

SUSHI THAT WAS MADE BY DADDY! YUMZZZZZZZZ

OTAH OTAH~

WAS A CANDID SHOT FOR XIAOLAOGU! HAHAHAH

LOVEY DOVEY GRANDMA AND GRANDPA

AH GONG THE SATAY MAN! HAHA

THE DRINKS THAT WE HAVE! EVERYTHING WAS GOOD! 

SATAY THAT WAS BARBEQUE-D

Loving the place, as well as them! 

Loving them, simple joy 

MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL.......

Before work on a friday, headed down to ISETAN Private sales with Alicia and edmund before going work! I really love the foodfair there! Everything was so appetizing and you can drool, but the money makes you even more heart pain! HAHA, It was a rather last min decision somehow! And right now I'm really damn busy with work , Been working for like the whole week.Didn't have time to meet up with friends either. But sometime I wonder why am I working my ass off? And Making myself feeling so tired, on a friday night don't even have the energy to party! HAHA. Perhaps I'm just really what you've said, YI TIAN GUO YI TIAN, you really have some think alike mindset because all this while, thats how I felt and what I've been thinking, but none seems to look through it. Anyway been working as a admin/customer service, whichever you said for like months already, the daily routine makes you sick, having to face customers who can spoil your mood early in the morning! I think I'm someone who can't tolerate all this shit, but I'm still working therefore I still have to maintain my attitude in a sense. Yeah Its for me to past time, for me to earn some bucks and for me to learn something outta there! Anyway I watched Ted already! Rather hilarious movie, the "THUNDER BUDDY" like cool only! HAHA. But at the end of the day what makes it better was you telling me what to do, because usually I'll be the one advicing, now at least I know that I can still have you there! Sharing your experience with me was already something more than enough! And Its my first ever time I've receive mooncake as a gift! And its Durian and Sesame! and and its SNOW SKIN! Thanks YB! Oh ya had a small gathering with our families @ Yishun Dam ystd! So two cousins was with me because we're working tgt! So drove down and we're the earliest! Can't believe it, its after work somemore! Had barbeque satay and hotdog! HAHA, Beehoon cooked by Xiaolaogu! Anw it was a successful one all thanks to Joy for organising, and finally I get to feel like its the festival, initially I've no mood for this year mid autumn festival, but it ended quite well though! Love it! Because now I got to eat my mooncakes! If even I've a chance I want to try the ICE CREAM MOONCAKE! ANYONE TRIED BEFORE? haha! I've change my SG MONEY TO THAI BAHT! Didn't really change alot because.....I think I'm rather broke.Now I could say " wake me up when SEPTEMBER ENDS" But I haven't been having enough sleep! HAHAHA! Can I continue..........I bleached my hair, blue+green! Now the colours like faded off already! And guess its BAOLIANG WHO helped me with it! Been visiting the hospital every week for some blood test, This INR test hasn't been very good! So had to go back and check again TOMORROW, Such a hassle to travel down to SGH and then back again and I've to go to work! But hopes everything gonna be fine! Shall upload some peektures of wht I've been doing! When I'm less lazier :P Gotten back my results, but I don't know when I can register for it! Anyone had any idea? I DON'T WANNA MISS THE APPLICATION! Oh well, didn't do quite well but PASS. HAPPY/SAD? I DON'T KNOW. Just wanna update something to let others know what I've been doing :P and and HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY TO SHIORI! MAY YOUR BUSINESS GROW AND GROW, STAY PRETTY AND HAPPY ALWAYS! 

P/S: When life like this, you just wish you've some time alone, because I hasn't been feeling really great, emotion hasn't been well controlled but I wished this can just stay on, till I know how to handle it well, none can know, none can accept but who can understand how I felt? 

When days seems tougher when you're growing up...

Growing up is part and parcel of life, but when you're growing up you want to enjoy every stage of process. But when things hit you hard, you'll start to think growing up aren't that good afterall. Thats life. Friends may leave you one by one, but family DON'T. Every challenge throw at your face, you're to learn to accept and move on. Its probably about me ranting again. Anyway, Its the start of September! Rmb this song, wake me up when September ends! Down with 3 papers, I'm left with one more offshore Tech paper before going for my holiday! HAHA. Looking forward to it. I Guess it will all be about work when holiday comes. Been going to golden mile every friday! EAT MUTABAK= SHIOKNESS. Whats happening in my life? I wish I could write a story and process of every step I took. Remi's birthday over already, we celebrated on the 25th this time. I'm glad that some do turn up! Appreciated. So.....did I mention about the movie that I've watched? Its the expendable 2! REAL AWESOME PLEASE. haha! Had dinner @chompchomp with Alicia and Edmund & Seanny after work on monday! And then we went to JD again on Friday! Probably some pictures soon? It might look ugly but who cares! HAHA! Earlier on, attended Hajjar's bro wedding @ SIMEI! Young couple, but still wish them both a blissful marriage! :) First time attending a malay wedding! Learn something new today! heehee! About their cultural! Then dinner was with Alicia and Baoliang @ Mongkok Dim Sum @ Geylang! We went fr a walk after dinner, walking along the Red light district, you should know what I'm trying to say already! HAHA Not to further more say. I lost my way alot of times today! Say me dumb or stupid whichever. But I'm not road smart, half of the time I predicted one will sure end up wrong one, wrong turn wrong road. And the places was like a foreign place to me! I'm like.... in thailand when its so happening! They always say... things happen for a reason, so was that a reason? I think its more like an excuse. Oh well, lifes tough anyway. Learn to live with it.


P/S: Now I get what its like working in a harsh society when looks do matters, performance do matters and ATTITUDES do matters. I have a clearer picture of what its like having to work so hard, yet no one is appreciative, when no one understands inside out. When everyone just thinks you're bad. Smiling and getting over it was just what I'm learning to do because I mind, I do care what they said, half of the time I'm thinking if its like that why people still carry on living to make themselves suffer? But I know we've a purpose right here, so give what we can to people who're less fortunate. I didn't say I'm someone good, but I'm learning.......

THESE ARE ONLY SOME OF THE COUNTRIES I WANNA VISIT SOMEDAY.....I FEEL LIKE TRAVELLING, IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN SOMETHING I WANNA DO! TO PLACES LIKE MALDIVES, EUROPE, SPAIN, AUSTRALIA, SOUTH KOREA, AND THE LIST GOES ON...........

When Life Goes On.........Just like another ordinary day.

Working has get me through the days most of the weeks. I'm filled with only schools and work now. Been juggling with two part time jobs right now. The one at Samsung Service Centre and a Clinic Assistant at Kensington Park, near chomp chomp food market. Last weekend was spend @ xueli's place after my guitar lesson, Met up with basketball mates for steamboat gathering! Had fun playing some drinking card games and Taboo! Ended our dessert and second round with our self made, CHOCOLATE FONDUE. Maybe we should do that again! Its been years I guess. HAHA. Sunday was swimming day @ Yishun Safra with family! OH.... And I'm moving house soon, Okay not that soon but maybe early next year. Yishun would be my home soon! But I'm too used to staying at Woodlands though, and after moving I guess I couldn't walk home like how I used to with friends. I think I'm addicted to massage, just had one again. Anyway I celebrated national day by..... Going to work! HAHA. First year I didn't catch the fireworks with friends! But I had a Frog leg Porridge+Indian Rojak for dinner at Yishun with Tanaka san, mummy and Alicia! So we catch the live parade at the Coffeeshop! HAHA! Sweet and simple. We had massage after.......... And I love the white peach biscuits that Tanaka san gave! Talking about the parade I just rmb that everyone was waiting for our nation father, MR LKY to appear. Few days before the nation's birthday, rumours spreading like wild fire saying that MR LKY pass on. I wondered whose that evil person who started this rolling all over the country. Even Tanaka san asked me about it. But whatever it is! He is still standing here strong! I wish him good health! :) Without him, SINGAPORE won't be what it is today. I should maybe end off with our Nation flag. HAHA!

I'm actually quite proud to be a singporean at times.

P/S: I don't see a point to put in effort and waste my time on someone like this.