Today was just so not right for me lar...from the morning all the way till the evening...First early in the morning i had to wait for someone who was late then while waiting i was there sitting on a bench and stoning,,,finally that somebody arrive then i forgot to take my wallet with me and left it on the bench...without knowing this i went to the gym and when i needed to take out my wallet and pay for the "entrance fee" i found out that my wallet was missing...had to run all the way back to the mrt station....and so damm lucky for me the wallet was found by a passenger ans was returned to the control station but i had to fill in all the boring staff which appears to me to me to be uncessary...haiz....
After working out in the gym then me and nana went to the toilet to change and have our shower and much to my horror...my "Da Yi Mah" came to visit..i was like omg and then had to ask one of my "sister" to bring the pad to "ME"..haiz..who ask me own people favour lor..now have to pay back..haiz....well after that went down to orchard with rouhui zac lena and dan to mumum...haha..ate sakue then was oso toking abt who never treat who before then came to an conclusion whereby i had to treat zac and dan back...aiyo..no money lor....have to work liao....
After that went to attend class..the dunnoi what oral thingy...my first impression of the tutuor was that he is a korean..i am not sure if he is though..he does resemble the supporting actor of the sassy girl(drama version nt the movie 1) though....well....was debating with zac as usual as in who should do the presentation then we came or rather he and lena came to a conclusion that whoever win the lame game of sicissor paper stone shall present and i was damm it i was the lucky 1...and best of all i was the lucky number 1 to present as we seems to be apperar well prepared to him....oh no.....whatever it is..just a long long day...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
New semseter...Fresh Start...>
School reopen loooo.....dunno if i shd say on no or yes....staying at hm with nothing to do was just so terrible and worst of all i had difficulty going out...going to school means that i can c my friends and have lots and lots of things to do and worry abt...so which is it?..good or bad....whatever it was..i forget what i did on mon liao so i shall just blog abt yesterday and today...
Yesterday....
Well..of course sch as usual...other than tt went to PS with lena after school....bought a set of vcd from careefour bazzar..thought it was supposed to be cheaper but in the end it turn out to be 5 bucks more expensive than it was in poh kim...wanted to have a full refund...not i very niao or wad lar but i want to save money mah....haha..well the staff say that a full refund was not allowed so i had no choice but to stick with the price lor...felt so cheated though.....after tt went to wang jiao to have my tai tai afternoon tea..haha...was there slacking and waiting and chating with lena...chat for like 2 hours or more while waititng for Rhadji zac sok hiang and da jie....but in the end none turn up and rhadji forgot to call and tell us that they were not coming..so pissed off with him lar....in the end all of them apologize expect rhadji..haiz...so cmi....neverthless went to shop ard and found a place which sells nice nice formal wear..haha...next time shall buy froim there liao.....
Today.....
Went to school specially for a two hour lecture...feels like i am wasting time leh..haiz....met my tutition mate there..ivan...lol...he pon lesson and i ended early tts y can c him..haha..whatever it is...good to c someone u have not seen for so long..haha....
New hopes and dreams for the new semseter...well..forgot when it was liao..didn't know if it was mon or tue liao....the green man went to look for dunno who and ask if there someone call wad "america" in BC....i was like what the hell....to me america and erica are liike a world of difference but to a sotong like him...think don't make any difference bah..haha...btw gt to c teddy again..haha..heard that he is a class rep...came across as a suprise to me...haha...whatever it is...if feels good to be back in school....so far....haha.....
Friday, October 06, 2006
I just want my parents to be proud of me...is it wrong of me???>
Since young, i have always been compared with all my cousins...no matter in what area...in area like result, sports, accomplishement and sometimes even stupid things like looks or heights...this are all the various in which i always lose to them for the past 18 years of my life...i dun have a very good brain like them..neither am i athletic....sometimes all this can just make u feels like a sore losser.....me having to repeat my o levels was another barrier for me last year as once again all the comparing thingy start...
However now....i have a excellent chance of me to practice what i think is my forte but why is that my mum just cannot trust me and allow me to at least try...i dun want to be a failure forever and neither do i want to be the worse of them all.....through all this i suddenly realsie that humans are really weird animals ....they have to go through a rough patch before they will really buck up...for example, during my first o level my parents ask n ask n ask me to study but yet i choose not to listen and was fooling around for the entire year asf finally i had to bear all the dire consequences myself by repeating the year again..to many of u it might not be a big thing..some of u might even think that its just a year so whats the big deal but no...it is not just a year..it is a year of oppoirtiunity and i just let it slip away..i really hate myself for that and thats y before the start of my poly life i told myself that i m going to make it a busy yet fruitful one...i really do not want to waste any more time and i cannot to lose further....
By doing the job i m not expecting myself to make really big bucks but seriously i just want to further hone my skills and for the first time in my life i feel that i can really do something out of it...i just want my parents to be proud of me and not have anything to say when ask so whats your daughter good in....but why can't they understand....i have not even try yet so whats the problem....i m not 1 who will easily sccumb to failure....is it too much of me to ask that....and there is someone out there who is willing to teach u and a friend and a cousin who believe that u can make it in this line....what is most touching is that i have kinda know this friend of mine but why is it that she can believe that i can do it but my parents just c nothing out of it....i just want to unleash the full potential in me in this area and most of all make my parents proud of me..is that too mcuh of me to ask...whatever it is i m going to do what i think is right regardless of whoever, whatever...
Monday, September 25, 2006
Everything not right for me.....>
With a heavy heart i blog..i dunno whats happening to my family, it seems that i have been "banned" from doing a lot of things which can be done easily in the past....haiz....so dear friends if one day i drop by ur house with my baggage and with a black face or red check...dun ask why just take me in or i will really be wandering around....haiz....maybe this day will really come...well enough of this family problem i have wad i would say something nice to share...well was chatting with one of my poly friends yesterday when she said something which touch me...suddenly i just feel that actually we do not have to care about those who are out to make u sad because whatever it is there will still be people out there who will treasure and cherish for who u r...those are the true friends whom i m looking for.....i do not want to be subsitutes as i just simply hate that kind of feeling....
U might not know that u have directly hurt me during one of the conversations that we had and u might be wondering whats causing the direct change of attitude towards u..well i just have to if up till now u still cannot figure out whats wrong with u and ur attitute then thats it Bye Bye....Normal friends from now on....No more....
Well was wondering how to help sok hiang..hope to get something that can really fits her as in both size and style...guess will have to do more research to be able to help her bah...gtg...
~ Me ~
Miss Chin.....
Age: 18
DOB: 18/07/88
Zoadic:Dragon
Horscope:Cancer
Currently in:NYP(SBM)
~ LoVes ~
Family and friends
Eating
Going out with my friends
Aiyha...just anything that please me....
~ Hates ~
BAckstabbers
Hypocrites
Not having enough sleep
Anything that irrates me lar....