I'm so sorry for breaking my high mood but today was just devastating. I don't know it's as if I jerked out of myself and have become another person. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself but sometimes I can't help but feel helpless amidst my predicament. everything seems to crash down on me and there's a right time for everything including misery and so I feel like I need to cry and I just did. I mean ok I might be high but deep inside I'm just another boy and not a man because I believe a child lives in everyone. And it's at times like these when I realised who my true friends are and who are the ones that come and go like falling leaves of an autumn maple. Even the craziest of characters have emotions, just so you know. If the ones judge you by your friends or even the person you portray to be but not know you, thou beest distanced away from them I must be.


We may not be tough enough to live on the truth alone, but you know, we don't need to be.

It’s never been easy for me

To find words to go along, with a melody

But this time there’s actually something, on my mind

So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed

It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged

I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back

And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record

I might not seem like the safest bet

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story

That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories

But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance

Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances

Than anyone should ever get

All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

Don’t write me off just yet

Great song yeah? If only the download isn't that muffled.

Hey all. Whoa. Its been ages since i even visited my own blog. Jokes. lol. Oh wells. I guess i'm a changed person now? Maybe not to some. But oh wells. Here's the entire lyrics of a song that really expresses me real well now. I don't think there's a need to tell you the title cos the lyrics really tells alot. Its a really old song btw (1999). lol. Well so its up to you to decide whether i'm changed. lol. Here's it.

hihi. wa shit man. Dono why recently people have been saying im super emo and pessimistic la. I think it must bcos of the posts i did on my blog la. They say it sounds sad and stuff. But really mehs? But everyone has their happy and sad episodes in life right. Well that was when i was sad la. But now im all ok la. Cos i'm finally able to get over some stuff. Well here's my advice. Don't let the small things get to you (from val, my treasured counsellor. haha), don dwell on the pain failures. let them go and you'll be albe to see the bright side of life (this one i got from myself) AND DON'T EVER FALL IN LOVE. IT SUCKS. i mean..for now la. Cos right now stupid girls will be saying irritating stuff like 'I think I'm too young to be in relationship' (which in the first place we (guys) didn't even say that) and 'have you thought of the consequences? What if I don't end up being with you? Won't all your love be wasted?' Wa knn..as a matter of fact, we like/love you not to think of the consequences la. Walau eh. if its like that then people won't be getting married or be attached already. I mean..what matters most is as simple as the fact that we like you la. Things like 'if you don't end up with me' we can think about it later right? Besides, girls..if you don't like this guy. Just tell him, break his heart ONCE and end the whole thing. Don't go beating about the bush for ages and expect him to understand that he is not meant for you can. It hurts la. I know you girls ahv ethe privilege to choose and SLOWLY pick for that DREAM GUY of yours but don't have to continually break some guy's heart and make him feel sad, rejected, unwanted, sinful, idiotic, guilty and dono what for shit can. Worse of all, don't go acting like you are someone else when he is not there la. Cos it reallysort of makes him feel like he's tehe one making you uncomfortable. just be youself la. Anw. the thing is guys..DON'T EVER FALL IN LVOE OR THINK YOU LIEK A GIRL NOW. It will affect you liek shit la. Don't believe can ask the famous NG JIA HAO, my good fren. Apparently he seems to be experiencing the same problems i did before. But oh wells, i managed to sort it out. Well now its his turn and i don't know how he is going to tackle it la but just don't la. We know how SHITTY it feels man. Oh ya. And 1 more thing, to all girls..whenever a guya sk you out one on one..if you are going to wathc movie together (which is most liekly the case) please let the guy pay for the tickets and stuff can. I mean..you may not understand but we feel obligated to foot for everything since we liek you la. Don't go like arguing and paying even for HIS tickets. it really makes us feel guilty can. Like we will think 'this girl is doing this cos she doesn't want me to like her' and stuff. Ok. That's all i ahve to say. Mab i should call this post advice for premature 'lovers'. lol. Oh wells. Cya guys around. I'll post whenever i feel liek it la. So don't chase me. haha. cos i might be quite busy nowadays with all the hectic schedule for tests coming up. Oh and can all who come to my blog pls LINKKKK me. I'm desperate. haha. THANKS! (:(: With love..

Are we gonna stay like that forever?