IM BACK!

Okie, im back to blogging here again...

haHAhaa...y leh?cox e other blog of mine haf to be like in good english n stuff...no short form...singlish...blog...bery stressful...oso...cannot blog wat i really wanna sae at times...haHahaa...

so...here's e better one...hehe...

aniways...been tinking alot recently...watever some of my friends been saying had hit mi hard recently...n i mean HARD...

well...its about mi choice of teaching...i've been tinking...is tis really wat i wan?is tis really wat i wan to do for the rest of mi life?or is tis onli a form of escape now?

seriously i dunno now...i feel bery mentally strained these few wks...i jux feel like crying n crying...yesterdae while celebrating jx's bdae...i went to take a walk at the beach...den i realised how little time i spent for miself...

it may seem scary walking alone at the beach...but its actually very relaxing...i kept seeing lightning...n it actually gave mi some ideas...haHAhaa...breathing in e fresh air...taking in the cool breeze...i really wan to do it again...tt dae during mao's celebration...i oso went to take a walk...but last nite was more relaxing...honestly...i almost tear den...

i like wat im doing...its jux at times i feel bery tired...physically not as bad...its mentally...like ani min i can go crazy...okie...beside the fact tt im already mad...haHAhaa...

i wan to preserve on...i dun wan to gif up...tis is wat i wan to do for all my life...n its finally cuming true...i dun wan to gif up like tis...

jia you! =)