sOon tO eNd~

_sOon tO eNd~_

tml's mi last time wif P3-7...after tt gt ani job offer nt...still dunNo...

let's wait n sEe...

i'll miss mi kids...haix...

_haLf dEad_

_haLf dEad_

skool's really tiring...haf been marking for daes...been reading letters after letters...exercises after exercises...im almost dead le...BUT!!!

7 more daes...

JIA YOU!!!

e other dae sth horrible happened...but...wont mention it here...hahAHaa...but i will nt b like tt... =)

Once, a hare and a tortoise had a race through the forest. Hare thought he was sure to win. After all , he was fast and Tortoise was slow. The race started and Hare sped far ahead. He decided to sit down and have a rest.

dictation...

_hAix~_

_hAix~_

treated mi family to dinner tonite...as a present to mi grandma...for her bdae...

was toking to mi juniors...one of them tell mi..."ur time in e band is over...its time for u to move on..."

izzit true?i really dunno...everytime i tink about e band...i gt many diff kinds of feelings...happiness...sadness...joy...anger...betary...jealousy...blahx...many kinds...when i read some pple's blog...when i see some pics of e band...i start to ask miself...for e past 3 yrs as an alumni...wat is mi effort worth?the answer is...

nothing

seriously...i feel like a super horrible n useless alumni...when i sEe e CVSS alumni cuming back to help e band...i feel like crying...cause i dun haf a chance to do so animore...cause e alumni in himb isnt as strong as tis 12 yrs old kids going on to 13...when i see how e band work...i keep asking miself...y isnt himb half of them?den i realised...we can nv b like them...comparing is jux of no use...they r who they r...or shld i sae...we are who we are...we r frm himb...we all haf e same kind of blood flowing in us...they haf their kind of blood...but i still hope mi kind of blood is slighly diff frm them...

i wont deny i dun haf temptations to return back to himb to help out like before...but i haf to fight these temptations everytime it occurs...i jux really dunno to praise or scold miself...seriously...

honestly...whenever i tink of tt particular student of mine...i onli noe how to sae...y is life so unfair? he's jux onli a young kid... mayb cox im still new in tis life...i take these tings more hardly...but mayb some teachers too...but if i put miself in his shoes...mayb i will tink differently...i dunNO...i sae mayb...

actually...god has been really fair to mi...i may not b in perfectly good health...but i haf a good life...i haf a great family n great friends...i haf freedom to choice wat i wan to do...i mayb pull back by some stuff...but nt alot too...but i still dun gif miself e chance to forgif miself for mi mistakes...

i tink i can nv forgif miself...

b it srband or hiband...i lost mi heart n soul in bth band...now i can onli turn to mi piano...n nth more...but im losing it faith in it too...haix...mayb i shld really jux gif up tis line...

n forget bout wat mr tan sae...n wat mrs lim sae...

and i dunno wat im typing about too...i jux now im really tired...really tired of e aimless life...

reaLLy tirEd...

_rEaLLy tirEd_

working is really tired...i love mi class...pri 3-7...hahAHaa...n mi pri 1 students are jux so so so cute...i gt a few funny incidents...but...hahAHaa...nvm...it shall not b told...haHAhaa...

i realised tt i dun really haf much time to prac piano lah...its like...i wake up at 9 or 10 sth...den 1130 i go out...work till 7 like tt den reach home...already no mood to prac aniting...really really sian-ed lah...

well...i tink i'll haf to do wkend 4 hours or more prac again liao...tml no need realy prepare lesson plan...so 2nite a bit relax n can prac piano a bit more...haHAHaa...i tink if im less stress i prac better...

skool skool skool~

supposed to haf piano 2dae...but e ultra super blur mi...mixed it up to tml...so tml lesson at 1030 instead...okiE...haf to sLp soon... =)

*waiting for pay dae~*

TML~

_TML~_

in around another 13hrs i will b starting mi work as a relief teacher in CVSS liao...its so exciting at e same time so frightening...going to work in a whole new envt now...hopefully i'll meet nice collegues like those i met in holy high...

pple...pray hard for mi~

TML'S MI BIG DAE AS A RT!!!

OMG~

_OMG~_

OMG OMG OMG~~~

2 more daes left~~~

ARRR~~~

aniways...i need a new organiser...sth around e same size as mi last yr or sth smaller is even better...hmmm...one which has monthly and weekly planner is sth i love...followed wif ALOT of pocket holders for cards n impt stuff...

currently i haf sth similar but bigger...

I NEED A NEW ORGANSIER WITHIN TWO DAES!!!

nEw yEar

_nEw yEar_

well...its e new yr...so...

HAPPY 2007!!!

i guess i shld haf new yr resolutions rite...so...let tis b e 1st entry of 2007...

1. i hope i get a place in somewhere to study tis yr...
2. i hope mi stay in CVSS would b a good one...
3. i hope to meet good and nice pple like mdm ang...in CVSS...
4. i hope tt mi music skills...be it piano or band will improve tis yr...
5. b able to control miself frm band... *tis seems really lame...oh weLL~*
6. b healthy...
7. mi family to b healthy and happy...esp mi grandma...and mi bro...
8. music music music...i wan more new ideas...haHAHaa...

most imptly...i hope everyone of u would be happy for the new yr ahead...i hope no one will experience wat i experienced in 2006...

take care n smile always pple! =)