e wEek pLus fOtOs

_e wEek pLus fOtOs~_

tis wk worked everydae...till mi throat really diEd on mi sia...pain...but now recover le...haHAHaa...i really hate e idiOts with blue ties...haix...forget it...i dun wan to tok bout it liao...mi dear school is in such a state now...wat more u wan mi to sae...fridae went shopping with kitty...and FOR ONCE! after so many times of shopping with her...i gt new clothes! a blouse n a belt...hahHAaa...almost mi one dae pay...oh...we went eat sushi...but each paid 4 bucks onli...hahHAaa...all thanks to mi aunt...voucher...hahAHaa...so tis wk beside e incidents in skool...i tink its a good wk...shopping...esplanade...its a nice wk... =)

okie...fotos frm 9/9 nvss concert...now i seriously sound like im a nvss alumni band member rather than a member frm hihs...but who cares...haix...i wish i could go back to tt dae...

enjoy...


hOrn sEcTioN oF nVsS aLumNi baNd~


LaWsOnN e hOrNisT...gRaCiA e tBoNisT~


eNg sEng...LaWsOnN...gRaCiA...aUdRey...bEnjAmiN~


nVsS bANd pLuS aLumNi bAnd

fOrBidDeN ciTy~

_fOrBidDeN ciTy~_

im telling u...im superly inspired with FC...nt football club...but by forbidden city...i was watching it last nite...(its tues liao~) haHAhaa...it was amazing...i almost tear sia...it was tt touching...e storyline...e music...e words...e impact...e performance...E EVERYTING!

i oso wan to do works as amazing as tt...mayb it will nt b as good as tt...but i wan to do sth which can b recognised...i wan to do it...even though it means i mux start frm nth now...i wan mi work to b known...to b liked...

gracia lim's life may haf a change soon...e music in ur blood is running hard...n fast...e tots in her head is running wild...

but...e question is...

can i really do it?

but i wan to do it... =)

wAt e heLL~

_wAt e heLL~_

e way u tok to mi...wth lah~ as if i owe u sth...so wat if u apologize? its still back to square one...u tink u r e onli person pissed off?IM OSO PISSED LAH! no matter wat...im still ur senior...n ur teacher okie~ wth lah~~~ U SPOILT MI DAE!

ask u go home study...want to stay on...den let e instructor noe...e last time i stayed...everyone chased mi home! y arent u all doing it tis time round? i tot u all bery good at it? DEN Y DUN U ALL DO IT???

i shouted...im wrong...but mi limits are been pushed...it was a bloody idiotic fridae n i hated it...i broke down...so wat...i can feel e tears choked...so i had to break down...

i went out for dinner in e evening...with ms blahx n mr r yeo...but i didnt enjoy miself...cox of all e problems im hafing...

all of u spoilt mi dae!

e hate-ness is getting higher...

mI vOicE~

_mI vOicE~_

omg...im losing mi voice again...all thanks to 1hope n 2hope sia...n not forgetting 1unity? aniways...these 2 daes super bz sia...mondae afternoon gt band...was helping mi section again...im really lost ideas in helping yirong...but nvm...when there's a will...there's a way...well...aniways...i was preparing some work for these 2 kids to do...finally finish it last nite...e sec3 kids were trying to do it...seems like its quite tough...hahAHaa...or mayb their theory poor...i tink its e 2nd reason~ =p

tues n wed was hafing tis super bad headache...todae was much better le...imagine...u haf headache...den u go to 1hope which is one of e most noisy class...hahAHaa...need mi to sae more? no need rite? haHAhaa...lucky i gt ms tan pj to save mi...or else...i would haf die in class le...

tis few daes like nt miself sia...like a bit siao liao...i oso dunno y...aniways..tomole's e last band prac b4 they stop for exam break...oh well...i shld jux type watever impt dates e band members needs to noe...

THE IMPT DATES FOR BAND MEMBERS!
15 sept: last prac before break for exam
10 oct: last dae of End of yr exam!
13 oct: committee members can stay back in skool to discuss the band camp schedule...the teachers will b around to gif comments. HOPEFULLY LAST DRAFT!
16 oct: resume band prac
23-25 nov: 80% confirm band camp.

yup...i tink tt's all...haf been discussing with e teachers alot bout band camp...n all e idiotic band stuff...im going to stay thru-out e camp to help e teachers...its a diff camp tis yr...im going as a teacher-helper...nt a band alumni liao...hahAHaa...aniways...im nt a band alumni aniways...

sick sick sick~

FINALLY OVER!

_FINALLY OVER!_

thank goodness e madness is finally over...yes...north vista concert is finally over! n im telling u tis...i actually enjoyed playing with e alumni band...hahHAhaa...okie...aniways...before i get into e concert or further more...i wan to rant!

gt some pple...too free to tag rubbish on mi blog asking to get mi butt out of e band...whoever is tt person...u r such a coward...dare to sae...pls b daring to put ur name den ba...*shake head* n im going to repeat miself again...e more evil e comment...e more i wan to do mi part well...in fact i wan to do mi part better than anione else...get it?!

tis is for e alumni core/exco pple who happen to read mi blog...mr tan...yes...our ex-band director suggest to set up an alumni band so tt everyone can cum together n play...den when e juniors haf a concert...e AB can play together...but dun worry...i wont b e 1st to join e AB...

okie...back to nvss band concert...in short...it was fun...even though i had some probs here n there...i was able to survive thru...but seriously...tis wk spent alot of money le...haix...mux save up already...oh...i had flowers n choc frm e alumni pple...THANKEW! =) im loving mi flowers...hahAHhaaa... =)

tis is a crazy wk...starting frm last sat...band prac on sat, mon, tues, thurs, fri n 2dae...i almost die sia~ sat, mon, tues, thurs n 2dae i had to bring mi horn here n there...its nt light actually...haHAHaa...now...mi body aching sia...dotx...lucky go home tt time gt mr ng send home...haHAhaa...but den mi poor fingers...which are too short for e valves...r now swollen..they gt tis little bums...on mi thumb n little finger...its painful...in fact...mi little finger is slightly numb already....

but watever e case...i enjoyed playing in e alumni band...compared to going to hiband so called alumni band...

nvss alumni band makes mi tink of mi daes in hiband n srband...haix...

memories~

miss band daes...

e fiX~

_e fiX~_

and yes...its e time again...mi tupid idiotic bird brain is doing alot of tinking again...like...wat e lor...rubbish...haix~

rmb when i always i wan leave e band?yea...i noe i keep going back...but its bcox i want to help...i wan to teach...n i love e band...i keep gifing all i noe...i keep gifing mi 14yrs of knowledge of music to e band...without asking aniting in return...

but...tinking back...i keep asking miself...is mi effort appreciated?is mi effort known?so wat if i go earlier during pracs to help out? so wat if i gif so much? do these pple noe? n understand y? they can pin-pt mi or watever behind mi back...but are mi purpose met?

i was e one who sae i wan to leave...so i lost out alot...but i cant b bothered...in other words...HECK CARE...i dun care bout e other seniors...or shld i sae...e other alumni now...i mayb rude to them now...but its nt totally mi fault...i lost mi respect to them liao...bz pple...who's nt bz in tis world?i oso wish i can b as bz as them soon...so i will nt need to contribute to e band animore...

honestly...lucky i still haf mi dear horn section which i could teach n help...but...tis is nt enuff for mi...i wan to do more...im a greedy person...but if i do more...there will bound to b someone who sae..."u seem more like e instructor den mi" again...

went back to srjc e other dae...mama told mi sth...i was a little moved by it...n by e idea...but i dun haf e guts...i seriously wish to do it...but...can i make it? i oso dunno...

i seriously feel like crying...so i could feel better...but i wan to b strong...

but...i feel sad...

i love music...but its always music which makes mi sad...

mayb its time to write a piece with a sad theme...