back to 2 years AGO

_bAcK tO 2 yEarS agO_

first of all...I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN! but tis time is cheat one...hahHahAa...anihow change here n there to get tis end product...i tried! hahHAHaa...im proud of miself~ =) okie...back to topic...

yesterdae was a nice dae...except e working part...went out a while with kitty...actually wanna do shopping...ended up shopping for presents and nt for mi own stuff...haix~

aniways...went to ms tay's place during e evening...honestly speaking...while i was toking to her...i almost tear sia...haix...memory...all alone in e moonlight...MEMORIES! played with her kid...jie yang ignored mi! so i entertain jie xi~ with a lady bird toy...he's so...awww~ hahahHAaa...e food's really super ultra good...like some kind of high class buffet with pple serving u blahx...red wine...blahx...alot sia~ first time attending such a buffet...really cool...meet mi old piano mates...though im like e youngest lah...but actually we're all old le...hahHAAa...oh...i met tis guy...he's mi piano mate's bf...he's so cool lah~ he's a counsellor of a church...or sth like tt? working with e youth...he's oso worked as a UC before...hahHAhAaa...slowly guess wat izzit...ITS SO SO SO COOL! haHAHAa...had foto taking...haix...i miss ms tay n her lessons...hahAHAa...was fun toking about it den doing it for once...hahAHHAaa...aniways...we gt a way in tricking jie yang to play with us...e famous gracia always armed herself with candies or choc~ haHAhAa...yup...cool arh~ and so...he was trapped in our hands~ hahAHhAaa... =) toked to tis waiter...he's super nice...n he's like 5yrs my senior onli...n he sae he's been in tis line for 10 years! like so wow~ oh...i tink i shook hands and chat with mr tharman...I TINK onli...oso known as ms tay's special friend...hahAHHAaa...but he really looks like tharman...

it was a nice nite...i reached there at 7plus...n onli leave at 12midnite...its a nice nite..ms tay gave mi roses... =)

i wish to start lessons soon...

welcome to my LIFE~

_weLoMe tO mY LiFe~_

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

A song by simple plan~

last DAE~

_LaSt dAe~_

todae's mi last dae in hihs...n how nice can it b?

im really losing mi voice already...dotx...

tomole's mi 1st dae in jux music~ =)

looking BACK~

_LoOkiNg bACk~_

i tink im quite a lucky person actually...i got to be under so many good instructors...ive been able to learn so many different inst...i even gt to haf e chance to play in VCH for srjc:15:music...

im really quite lucky...

wat's wrong?

_wAt'S wRoNg?_

i seriously dunno wat's wrong with mi...no matter how much i sleep...i still feel bery tired...recently mi eyes keep gifing mi problem...

suddenly blur-ness...tiredness of e eyes...blahx...

wat's wrong?