_gracia n e rusty BRAIN_e title saes it all...but before i start mi main purpose of blogging...here's some update...badminton was fun...except e aches n everyting which happen e nxt dae...went sakae sushi-ing with mable melinda wendy n joyce! SO FUN SO COOL! i had mi fave dish...FINALLY! AT LAST! whee~ =x
i finally gt mi piano TUNE!n omg...its sound so nice...i love mi sustain pedal! i can play on e piano e whole dae now...with no complains...I LOVE MI PIANO!!!he rocks! im in love with mi piano...all over again...since i dun haf a horn now...hahHAhaa...love ya~ =) *goodness gracious...* aniways...i manged to figure out zhi zu notes...its amazing wat u can do with a tune piano...haHAHAHa...n yEa...i tried playing e piano eyes closed...jux in case i really go blind one dae...its hard...but i will do it...no matter wat...even if im blind...even if i really go blind one dae...i will not gif up music...some how...i will still wan to make music...blind...or not blind... =)
okie...aniways...e brain mux haf been rusty too long...cox suddenly there's tots of band...mayb cox i was doing all e slides...which cause mi to rmb/tink bout e band...so dotx...so rubbish...arrr...
"memories, all alone in e moonlight
i can smile at e old days
i was beautiful then..."hahHAhaa...yeap...its memory frm cats e musicial~ i love e cats! as much as i love anime music... =x
okie...back to topic...i get out of pt so fast...okie...where was i? BAND...B-A-N-D! e 4 letter-ed word...BAND...dotx...tupid...i was looking back again...i realised i spent ALOT of time n effort into band for nth at all...quite dumb...so wat i do so much?e result is still e same at e end of e dae...someone ask mi...u still dun wan start wking arh?i told tt person...i jux starting to haf a break...
can u imagine?ever since a level is over...i havent got a chance to rest AT ALL...im so involved in e band...always at e pracs...if im nt at e pracs...im at home doing paper work...gosh...den when e nov/dec hols is over...i started wking...when i finally stop frm mi wk...i still bery involved in band...till e dae of incident...den i stop doing so much n haf mi so-called long lost holidae...n it feels gd...even though i dun haf a income...even though im clue-less...im feeling better den b4...hahHAhaa... =)
mayb i shld haf see it earlier...im feeling sad...down...blahx...its due to band...yes...i love e band...n i mean it...i seriously enjoying going to band...working with e kids...but not e older one...but aniways...im always e onli one there...tt's sth i dun like too...
in fact i didnt haf a chance to haf a meeting with them regarding AGM...u tink they all reply mi email?NOPE~ i gt onli like i tink 3 or 4 replies...but...heck care liao...i cant b bothered...after AGM...i wash mi hands off...im bery tired liao...wait till i really rot like mad...n band cross mi mind again...den i'll consider to go back...but i dun feel like going back at all...since there's 9 other alumni...i dun see y i shld b there always...e others shld haf a chance... =) yEa...they are busy...im starting to b bz too...hello~ we r all human...we r all bz pple...
oh well...sae im selfish...sae im evil...sae im bad...i cant b bothered...i dun get a pay...i dun earn aniting frm e band...except black faces...back pting...blahx...everyting bad...nth gd...i dun see wat i'll b missing out if i leave...hihs in harmony...u tink they will invite mi to watch them...i dun tink so...since i can b forgotten for so many events...i wont b surprise if it happens again tis time...
i may love e band...i may enjoy working e band...but externalities will bring about problems...u noe...econ?3rd party effect?
i will learn to let go...but i need my friends' help...which i noe they will gladly provide...cox they see mi stress-ed up with e band...for too long...
i cant wait for agm...i may nt b able to tok...as in gif a speech...but i will do my best for tis big event which is impt to e graduating seniors...
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