yea yea yea

-yea yea yea-

im bored

im tired

but i dunno wat to sae...

oh yea...memories is finally out...delicated to mama yeo on her b'dae

n one more ting...IM BROKE!!!those who owe mi money...pls pay back...haha...

tired...miss 669092... =(

sick n tired...sick n tired...sick n tired of band?

i tink not...shld b sick n tired of skool...haha...

a level in 3mths plus time...started studying liao...but can feel like breaking down every min...under lots of stress...i guess??or mayb not...how i wish i will juz die one dae...e best in skool...den u will see headlines saying "student found dead due to too much stress"

gd idea...

shld try popping pills to let that happen...

im mad...im crazy...

im stupid...im silly...

in short...

im rubbish...

*p/s: tis blog is written due to bo-liao-ness..."

-the flying baton-

-the flying baton-

yea...e performance...sux!

my 1st performance...with e J1...was conducting half way...cue-ing a section in...suddenly...my hand hit e baton...ta-ta!my baton flew to where weizhen was...was bloodying shocked...but cont wif only hand my but no baton thought there's another in front of mi...

next dae...e performance with e J2...b4 that...pple were asking mi not to make my baton fly again...took it as a joke at first...but tings got worst...junior asked mi to use super glue to glue e baton to my hands...other juz kept asking mi not to make my baton fly...damn it lah...spoilt all my mood...during e performance...i didnt use e baton...

tt's e end of my last offical band prac n performance in srband...fine~

last sat...gt maths...apgp test result...like shit again...so mrs lim want to tok to me...okie...so we talked...but...tears juz flow out...coz im too stress liao...she sae she can see so...but so wat?how much do she really understand?okie...quite a bit now...coz i tok to her quite long n alot too...gosh...wat am i doing?but she sae sth which made mi felt touched...she sae...i shld b in a music school...and not in a JC...WAT AM I DOING HERE???wasting my time...dotx...im here wanting to get into e music school of nus whereby there is so little s'porean n so many foreginer...

watever...

haiz...almost time for lesson...guess i'll haf to blog in school from now on...house com is mad...auto shut down whenever it wants...

take care...

"the music is in ur blood like teaching is in mine..."
-mrs lim

my wonderful lunch
another wonderful production by gracia =)