.*.mi band life.*.well...was actually listening to jericho...it remind of mi band life thru-out tis 5yrs plus...so...wanna blog it down...i noe some of u r going "watever!"but i dun care...i still wanna blog it down...
well...mi bro was e one who influenced mi to join band...so...i ended up in
holy innocents' high school band...well...its not ani big band or wat-so-ever...i was acutally in trumpet section...den was changed to horn...den...during mi daes in tt band...i was discriminated by mi seniors...by mi friends...by alot of pple...they sae im bery show-off...watever n ever...but i cant b bothered...if they wan to sae tt...i gt nth to sae...i was juz trying to help mi senior in e same section wif some counting parts...well...i sae i dun care...but i cried all e time...wat the...
sec2...i bcum sl...with another senior in e same section...i noe it seem funny...e sl is younger than e other member...but wat to do?so...i took up mi responsibility...i told miself...i wan to bring up tis section...seems like e battle part of jericho...if u all noe e piece...haha...i trained mi sec1 personally...nv missing any prac no matter how bz i was...unless im super sick...tt yr...e juniors were jiamin ying n grace...however...ying n grace joined later...they were actually in netball...n i rmb hafing to shout n scream at them to ask dem up to e band room 4 band prac...whole dae play netball...ive been cruel to them...asking them make a choice btw band n netball...in e end...they chose band...n i was glad...really glad...oh yea...tis was e yr mr tan came into our band...mr ng too...i tink...
sec3...bcum nco of e band...well...i actually hate e reason of y e instructors chose mi to b nco...all e while...i tot its mi ability which earned mi e post...e truth is...they dun wan mi lose mi self-esteem due to mi health condition...tt is mi diabetes problem...well...there's nothing to b ashame of bout hafing diabetes...as long as i live happily...tt's gd enuff.. =) e reason actually put mi down alot...but...i overcum it...i do everyting mi best...tt yr...i really loved it...we had a combine performance...i really trained mi section hard...luckily...we were e section which seldom get e scolding...i dunno is it e instructor dun care or izzit we r really gd...watever lah...oh yea...tt yr we oso haf a marching assessment tingy...however u spell it...i gave up obs to train mi juniors...we had a grade 1... =)
sec4...still nco...syf yr too...we chose into e joy of spring...tt yr...i really trained e section like mad...scolding n scolding...one reason is due to mi mood...i was quite depress actually due to health problems...but...i tried to not let it disturb mi...tinking back...mayb i had been a little to strict...but...at least mi section undertand...i was super demanding...not onli to them...but to miself too...i was tt mad tt time...death actually crossed mi mind as i was really pissed wif mi section...szeming really tok mi out...thanks gal!syf...was super scare...luckily...we maintained a silver...actually we tot we will get a bronze...its victory...n celebration...like e part in jericho...i was near to tears at tt time...i mean it...after all e hard out...it was all worth it... =) tt yr...was mi grad yr...but...i was promoted...to senior nco...e one n onli...didnt haf e chance to gif mi speech...o level yr too...but...i didnt really study...keep going to band...it was mi motivation to study...prelims were bad...but i didnt really care...always going to band to study...luckily...o level results was a pass...
during mi 1st 3 mths...i went back to hiband whenever there is a prac...it was then when i had a fight wif jiamin...after tt...i nv tok to her again...i was disappointed wif her 4 not taking care of e section well...she let mi down...horn section was bad tt time...totally destoryed...mi hard work had all gone into e drain...haiz...wat to do...ying2 was e asst sl den...but...she wasnt doing ani better...haiz...den after o level results...i went to srjc n joined
serangoon junior college symphonic band...mi jc1 life there is quite fun...coz there's miaoting...mi aiai n alan...mi nanny...oso...jinhong n cheh yong...who r oso mi nanny...not 4getting mi nanny-in-law...peizhen...n...huimin n hakim...mi best pal in band...tt yr...i fought 4 mi post...haha...okie...not really fought...i audi 4 mi post...student conductor...i got it...i was glad... =)timothy reynish concert was at e end of e yr!oh yea...i promote as alumni exco of himb too...mi post as senior nco was not pass down...in fact...im e 1st n onli...haha...
now...as a yr2...i was actually still going back to hiband...till i was too pissed off by a friend...wat to do...haiz...im sad bout mi actions...i was to impulsive...i gif up mi soul...i let mr tan down...i gave up mi passion....4 sth else i dun like...4 a friend who pissed mi off...im so tupid...at least...in srband...there's debbie n lulu there to cheer mi up by their actions...haha...their tupid actions...im really glad tt there r together now... =)honestly...wif debbie n lulu in horn section...horn section in srband really roxs!blasting all e way...cool!haha...well...i actually learnt lots of tings frm debbie n lulu...thanks guys!i mean gals...haha...
well...honestly...looking back...mi band life is really full of ups n downs...n i love mi band life...be it teaching or learning...i used to sae...hiband is mi soul...srband is mi life...now ive given up mi soul...which is a silly ting...but i haf to hang on...now...i onli haf mi life left...i muz do it well...
hiband...im sorry...i will go back...as long as im nt under e control of anione...as long as u all dun disturb mi tots...mi feelings...mi behaviour...as long as u all appreciate wat im doing...tt's all i ask...mr tan...sorry i gave up mi passion...all mi instructors/teacher-in-charge...im sorry bout e sudden decision...but im pissed wif her...i had enuff...i dun wan ani scolding back in hiband...im really sorry...i will return again...but not so soon...
somedae...i will b back in hiband...happy...with no scolding frm anione...n at tt time...mi soul will b back again...
.love band.love music.tt's mi band life...
