He put the pieces together

Sunday, February 27, 2005

singing horns?hunting horns?WHO CARES???

.*.singing horns?hunting horns?WHO CARES???.*.

okie...its time 4 some updating...

wednesdae
after skool...there's band...srband...sectionals wif mr tan...luckily...brass had it frm 2-3...so we were playing...after tt...horn played some rubbish pieces i made...den after tt...i kept mi horn...preparing to go hihs...but some tupid idiots frm horn section hid mi file...i tot i lost it...near to tears...coz all mi hard wk inside...so of coz will b a little scare...later found it...n shouted at debbie n lulu coz i was pissed off...*sorry*den i rushed of to hiband...haha...YESH!hiband again...went back...see e majors not doing anyting wif e sec1s even 2 out of e 3 of them r free...fine...i took e sec1s to elsewhere n had a chatting session...but...one conclusion...THEY R SUPER RUDE!den after toking to them...i tok wif e sec5s memebers...which is like onli eln ying2 grace n huanying...vincent wasnt around...i didnt know e band had so much problem...i shld haf done sth earlier...but i gt no time...haiz...TIME MANAGEMENT FAIL!

fridae
yesh...i went back to hihs again after skool...n it was like already 4pm when i reach there...but cant b bothered...went to e band store...didnt went in band room...i was like one tupid idiot in srjc full uni...doing himb notic board...how nice arh...i cant b bother bout how ugly it is...its meant to b...COZ THEY R SO LAZY TO CHANGE THE BOARD!juz leave 2 banners on it...how great...lazy kids...watever lor...after tt...went in to hear them play...gt improvement...but not enuff...up to them lah...if they wan cont to b so lazy...i gt nth much to sae...after band...went to tok wif mr tan...den later...shuan tok wif e majors...i was listening...cant stand e attitude...to think we r alumni exco...i was so pissed i blew up...shuan sae i shldnt haf done tt...but i cant b bothered...im pissed wif everyone lately...too much stress...too much pressure...haiz...den we went to tok to e sec5s members again...den after tt bout 7.30pm...we finally left e skool...went to eat dinner wif shuan...tok a bit bout e band...den later went to look 4 mr tan's chair...after tt...shop a bit...den left for home...reached home at 10pm...slpt late again...

saturadae
woke up later...didnt wan to go early...YESH YESH YESH...its hiband again...they had fall in at 7.45am...but i onli reached at 8.30am...coz i was too lazy...didnt wan waste time at their fall in...didnt wan mi dad to send mi there...so i went there miself at breakfast wif grandma...when i reached...they were hafing sectionals...so i took grace horn n prac mi pieces...mi tone still suck...no...mi playing...SUCKS TO THE CORE!watever...den they nv tune at all...was so pissed...i ask ying to tune them as she sae she noe how during e last prac on sat...in e end she dunno at all...haiz...i dunno wat to sae bout her...den i scolded dem lah...so notti...tune so long...hopefully they will rmb it now...n teach their juniors later...*cross mi fingers*after tt they went back combine...horn section sectional was mostly juz tuning...amazing...they were playing queen's park melody...bery nice...i dunno wat happened in between e combine coz i went to get sth frm mi dad...4got to bring mi tings...oh...szeming was there too...wif her "da nui"...long time like nv see her liao...though its onli 1wk...haha...yea...den...ermm...went back 4 their prac...den broke up 4 sectionals again...tis time i took them...serious sectionals...THEY WERE TOO PlAYFUL LE!esp ying...senior senior member liao...still like tt...i dunno wat to do wif her...i punished them wif jumping jacks...coz no more pumping...but on sat...I WAS REALLY SCREAMING SHOUTING N SCOLDING LIKE MAD...but i couldnt care at all...i really wan to train them tt time...i really made them tune together...but they were nv able to do so...how nice...watever...noting to sae...dotx!when they went back...i was standing to listen...oh yea...they still owe mi 40 jumping jacks...coz they didnt make it 4 their high F...I WILL RMB DE!den i was playing e glock...coz...e percussion...no one play...so i play...after tt...sit mr ng's car to get to srband...was super late...but couldnt care at all...saw debbie while cuming in...he was holding some packet food...den i realised i haf not taken lunch...den i realised...he bought lunch 4 lulu...THEY NV ASK MI WAN NOT!!!SO BAD!watever lor...n i was acting like one mad person...due to no late...see...i got attitude problem...dotx!haha...pissed...i was so hungry while prac-ing...gwen went out...i asked her help mi get a pack of rice...it was so gd after i eat it...haha...den we had combine...i conduct warming up again...fine...mi conducting skills still suck...i still dun believe im student conductor...watever...den mr tan took over...oh yea...we supposed to haf a section test conducted by e sl...but mi section didnt haf it...=x haha...yea...as i haf sae...mr tan took us...we played jericho...yea...HORN SECTION WAS BLASTING LIKE MAD!whee~haha...den mr tan did a bery big mistake...he ask us to take up our bells at bar 170++...n we went BLASTING ALL E WAY...okie...e 1st few notes onli...den he started sae..."HORNS, ARE U TRYING TO MAKE A STATEMENT?"n i cant help luffing like mad...wahaha...it was really fun...den he sae he wan singing horns...so okie...we played a little softer n nicer...haha...den he sae at bar 187 can b hunting horns...so yea...we did it...again...blasting like mad...den mr tan went..."HORNS, ARE U TRYING TO MAKE A STATEMENT AGAIN?"haha...n yea...i was luffing like mad again...n e went was like luffing too...wahaha...really funny...but fun...haha... =x yea...after tt we played s'pore rap...den band prac ended...but horn section started another blasting session by ourselves again...n everyone was asking us to shut up...but...WHO CARES? =x haha...n tis tupid lulu...took mi stuffs again...he threw mi cloth to e top of e shelf...n i was going mad again...wat rubbish lor...idiot womam...den he took mi pencil away...n yesh...i shouted again...den after i gt it back...i left wif wiyah hakim n gwen to eat at bugis...i really ate alot tt nite...haha...cant b bothered...haha...oh yea...JARREN STILL OWES MI 1000 CUPS OF STARBUCK!!!haha...den...i went buy bread papa home...i juz love them...haha...its so nice...but sweet...dotx...haha...den i went grandma's house to gif her...den aunt's house...den went home take tings...n went out again...it was bout 9plus again...went to pass jiaxiang his stuffs...den we tok at e void deck...tok bout alot of stuffs...results...band...scouts...n mostly imptly...friends n e imptance of APPRECIATION...pple out there...i haf an advice 4 u all...ALWAYS APPRECIATE WAT OTHERS HAF DONE FOR U!DUN NEGELECT THEIR HELP!i dunno...but i tink appreciation is sth impt...though i nv get ani...esp frm hihs...oh...i got...frm e instructors n teachers-in-charge...thanks...n some friends...thanks too...den tok till 11pm den i cum home...was urgent 4 e toilet...wahaha...slpt late again...

well...i dunno...but seem like i spent lots of time in band...esp hiband...a bit negelecting srband...but malaysia trip cuming up...so help them a bit more...keke...now studying geo...but tis blog frm yesterdae write till 2dae den finish...haha...keke...its geo time...I WILL WEAR MI SANDALS TO SKOOL LATER!COZ MI FEET HURTS! =(

cant wait 4 e malaysia trip...2 more wks... =)

pple...always appreciate e pple round u... =)

take care mi friends... =)

oh yea...DEBBIE N LULU...e 2 greatest n dearest friends on earth...e 2 who LOVES each other so much...CAN U ALL JUZ STOP DISTURBING MI?!rubbish women...

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

WATEVER!

.*.WATEVER!.*.

sometimes...i really wish to tell one person tis...

JUZ TAKE OVER MI JOB!IM SICK OF IT!IM SICK OF U DOING TINGS WHICH IM SUPPOSED TO DO!!!I HAD ENUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed off...

im juz so sick n tired...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

les choristes: vois sur ton chemin

.*.les choristes: vois sur ton chemin.*.

juz like tis song alot...its frm e movie, Les Choristes...its a french song...e song below is Vois Sur Ton Chemin...eng title is See you on your way...or sth like tt...cant really remember...nice song...nice show... =)

Vois sur ton chemin
Gamins oubliés égarés
Donne leur la main
Pour les mener
Vers d'autres lendemains

Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de gloire

Bonheurs enfantins
Trop vite oubliés effacés
Une lumière dorée brille sans fin
Tout au bout du chemin

Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de la gloire

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

IM SICK!

.*.IM SICK!.*.

well...yea...frm e title...u will noe...im sick...flu...cough...sore throat...headache...all in mi...dotx...but mi mum juz wont let mi stay at home n rest...haiz...watever lor...

2dae skool...i really cannot concentrate at all...haiz...band...keep coughing...keep feeling like...nt enuff air...feel bery tired...haiz...but band was fun 2dae...horn section played les choristes de piece...but again...we cant hear ourselves...all thanks to da jie n jarren...always wont let us play a while...dotx...

DEBBIE N LULU!!!STOP DISTURBING MI!!!haha...

im sick n tired...but i still need do maths...haiz...

=(

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

thankew mrs lim!

.*.thankew mrs lim!.*.

well...im so happy 2dae...im almost to tears...haha...MRS LIM ALLOWED MI TO SKIP TEST TO GO MALAYSIA WIF HIMB!!! =)thankew mrs lim!im so happy...even though bery sick liao...im still happy bout it... =) now left mrs goon to ask le...

but im quite pek...coz emmeline nv tell mrs tan tt i will let her noe whether im going not 2dae...n mrs tan send in e tings le...nvm...4get...if i cant go...i will go find e teacher-in-charge miself...haha...

superly sick liao...nose dropping...melinda kept luffing at mi...omar didnt allow mi 2 blow mi nose...dotx!haiz...BUT...never-e-less...im still happy...oh yea...i pass mi maths test...56%...

watever...

juz finish another arranging...going to do maths le...

IM REALLY HAPPY 2DAE!!! =)

Monday, February 14, 2005

hehe...

.*.hehe....*.

well...juz wanna sae...

HAPPY B'DAE 004449!

happy valentine dae!

happy friendship dae!

=)

Sunday, February 13, 2005

im tinking....

.*.im tinking....*.

im tinking...shld i do wat mr ng asked mi to do...shld i go back to help teach e sec 1?e new batch of sec1 horn members?

i dunno...

im confused...

a level tis yr...i dun wan spend so much time in hihs like b4...but im interested in teaching...sux lor...

I DUNNO WAT I WAN TO DO!!!

to help or not to help?

bu zhi dao!

Saturday, February 12, 2005

should i?

.*.should i?.*.

well...2dae gt hiband...yea...n i went back again...but all i can sae is...ITS A WASTE OF MI TIME AGAIN!!!coz there's no sectionals...AT ALL!dotx!well...aniways...i was toking to mr ng bout mouthpiece juz now...really made mi feel like changing mi mouthpiece...

well...mr ng sae...there's a mouthpiece...which is screw-able one...someting like custom made...its bout $100 plus...i mean...quite cool lor...u make it according to e way u like...flat top,cup,blah...long throat,blah...interesting...make mi feel like getting one new one...coz e DW 5N im using currently...is not as gd as b4 liao...no more shiok-ness liao... =x *sorry debbie* haha...shld i get or not?mr ng intro quite a few kind of mouthpieces...all sounds so gd n nice...but e ting is...will i cont taking up horn?will i cont taking up music?i dunno...mayb i will juz stick to piano...mayb to horn...mayb to both...mayb to nth...watever...

well...2dae...mr ng sae...in front of e whole band that...im a pro...WAT RUBBISH LOR...he sae he hear frm pple sae i bery gd...WAT RUBBISH LOR...i tink they r toking bout lulu n debbie...den he tot is mi...coz im e useless one in band...haha...but...aniways...i hear liao...quite happy...though i noe its not true...haha...

aniways...HAPPY CNY pple! =)btw...v'dae cuming up le...its oso friendship dae...nt forgetting...004449's b'dae!

happy early b'dae mi precious horn! =)

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

happy cny!

.*.happy cny!.*.

well...1stly...happy cny to everyone!hope u will all will get lots of ang bao!!but...i still dun really haf e cny mood...dotx!

well...cny eve...skool programme not bad...i like e kids performance...bery nice n cute...haha...had a great time wif mi friends...n wonderful reunion lunch at mi uncle's house wif his family...n a great reunion dinner at mi grandma's place...but yet...i still managed to slp for 3 hours b4 dinner...haha...amazing...

after dinner...cum home n watch show...i watched 13 going on 30 liao...finished e choir boys...left e making...afterwards...i will watch DRUMLINE!!!hehe...but...a while later...need go out...going to pray at "si ma lu"...e temple is called "guan ying tang"...every cny mi family will sure to b there...another squeezing session...

aniways...here's mi wishing everyone a great cny wif lots of ang bao...n happiness! =)

cheers! =)

Sunday, February 06, 2005

the greatest section in srband...HORN SECTION!

.*.the greatest section in srband...HORN SECTION!.*.

well...i was actually doing geo tut...but too lazy to cont...i realised 2dae i super lazy...wan to do work...but no mood...wan to pack room...oso no mood...honestly i slp alot 2dae...bery tired...well...suddenly feel like blogging...haha...let's tok bout horn section in srband...

well...last yr...in srband...horn section is like...yuckz...tt missy n jac cannot get along...im always e middle person...so sucky lor...den after jac grad...onli gt mi n missy in e section...okie...we can tok...ermmm...okie...nt really tok...its argue...later on...derrick joined e band...den cold war start...middle person is back again...really hate e section den...cannot communicate...no bond...yucky lor!den its like everyting i ask them to try to bond...they will sae...see 1st...n guess wat...yea...it nv happen...

finally...e dae cum...jiahao tok 2 tt two...n its like...they bond liao...DOTX!shld ask him tok to them earlier...haha...but its gd lah...its was on e 2nd dae of our camp which is like...jan 21?public hols some more lor...but gd lah...den horn section started to b more alive...more active...more fun...sectionals were not as boring as b4...we played other pieces during sectionals at times...coz we r bored of s'pore rap n jericho...i guess?haha...

but...really lor...im glad missy n derrick finally bond...oh well...they r now known as lulu n debbie...yea...lulu is liangshi...debbie is derrick...haha...horn is always prasied by mr tan...well...hope tt cont...haha...oh well...it will lor...coz im not playing wat...lulu n derrick r doing e playing...haha...okie...i played...but not tt loud...i will spoil e whole ting onli...haha...wat to do...both frm gold band...im not...haha...but they r really gd players...with tis bond...they r even better players...coz they working even closer together...

im glad they r finally bonded...n im glad im in horn section...n i finally haf peace in e mind...no need to tink how to help them bond everyting blah...n im glad to b in srband...

well...im proud to sae tt...HORN SECTION IS E GREATEST SECTION IN SRBAND! =)

cheers to lulu n debbie! =)

cheers to horn section of srband! =)

Saturday, February 05, 2005

hen lei le...

.*.hen lei le.*.

finally...all mi common test over le...but all i can sae is...HOPELESS...

haha...yesterdae...is fridae...haha...i went back to hihs...4 band...yea...saw mr tan...shuan n sean...so i was bored...took a horn out n play...but onli a while...coz i was leaving...i didnt really like their playing...dotx...nvm...after tt...i went out wif kitty again...den i bought 2 dvd...one is "les choristes" and e other "drumline" yea...i watch till morning...den slp a while...

2dae...sat...6plus i woke up...prepare to go hihs 4 band prac...so went out...papa send...reach there...room not open...majors taking...mr ng toking to band...mi slacking...9am den start...waste 1hr of time lor...so went to music room...emmo take...den mr ng take...i gt nth do...i wan take horn play but gt no horn...dotx...i seriously wasting mi time there lor...dotx...haiz...so i borrow a trumpet to play s'pore rap...not easy...after that i rot...finally gt sectional...went to teach horn section some stuffs...but they not taking it serious...bout 30-45mins later...melvin sae mr ng sae full band already...dotx...i onli managed to do 9bars...but its not gd yet...haiz...see...i told u im wasting time...den they played thru blue ridge once...lousy is all i can sae...they really need to prac hard...haiz...after band...mr ng sent mi to skool...actually he dun wan de...den i ask mrs ganesan...in e end mr ng send...haha...den tok to him bout band n his bro on his car...haha...den reach srjc...

srband not yet start...set up blah...mr tan cum...den start...sight read a piece...and play elisabeth...i starting to like tt piece...played s'pore rap n jericho again...thru-out e whole band prac keep crap-ping wif debbie n lulu...den i keep make finger prints on lulu's horn...haha...shiok...den again...after band prac...we play e spirited away again...im still not happy wif it leh...haiz...den after band went to eat dinner wif hakim...den went out wif mi family...den now home...

bery tired le...superly tired...tis daes slp bery late...n i mean BERY...but watever lah...need slp soon...concentration level low...haha...

oh yea...I CAN GO MALAYSIA LE!mrs ganesan n mr tan allow... =) all i need to do now is to tink bout how to settle 11/3...haiz...dotx...gtg...tata!

Thursday, February 03, 2005

tupid missy...

.*.tupid missy...MY NAME IS GRACIA!.*.

well...band prac again yesterdae...woodwinds had their session 1st...i prac wif hakim...but dunno y...i bery lazy prac...so kept walking bout...tired to play animation medley...tried a few keys...but still nt happy wif it...haha...4get it...finally brass section session...so we went in...was fun lah...honestly...coz i no need really blow...gt missy play will do...haha...derrick wasnt here...gt cip...dotx!cannot play spirited away in F major...haha...

den we were playing...den mr tan was going thru wif e trumpets again...den he ask mi n liangshi to play some stuffs...n guess wat...mr tan helped mi change name...he sae..."liang shi n GRACE...play ur A" i was like...who e hell is grace?dotx!!!HELLO!!!MI NAME IS GRACIA NOT GRACE!diff meaning hor...dotx lor...den tt tupid missy kept calling mi grace...rubbish women...had a fight wif him...dotx!U BETTER NOT CALL MI GRACE ANIMORE MISSY!OR ELSE...UR SELVEES WILL GET WETTER! :p haha...

but aniways...sectionals were great...mr tan kept praising...of coz lah...gt missy...such a gd player...all mi bad playing is covered up liao...den if gt derrick...even better...all mi bad playing...wrong notes...all covered up le...den mayb i can juz shut up...no need play...since tt 2 always play so loud...there's no diff to whether i gt play not...

never-e-less...

IM PROUD TO B A HORNIST! =)

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

sometimes...

.*.sometimes....*.

well...sometimes i really wonder...wat will happen if im gone 4ever...will tis world b a better place without mi...or will it b dull...dunno...

i hate e attitude of mine now...i wan e old mi back...im hafing too much fun now...i need e old gracia back...hate miself now...i wan 2 b e serious n bad gracia again...not e mad one now...but its hard to go back to last time...haiz...

sometimes...i really wish im gone 4ever...gone 4ever...away frm all tis stress im hafing...

sometimes...i dun wish to gif up easily...but sometimes im losing faith...

sometimes...i juz wish to cry all mi troubles away...

sick n tired of tests...sick of skool...sick of band...sick of miself...

...sick of life...

*sounds bery depressed...but im really am...dotx...*