haha...

.*.haha.*.

oh well...im in skool blogging now...dotx rite...but i cant b bothered...

juz now gt geo lecture...mrs goon sae going NZ trip...approved le...but i dun tink i can go...bro needs e money to study oversea if he wans to...haiz...nvm...4get it...another 45mins-1hr time...i will b doing mi econ test liao...dun really noe how...but heck le...cant b bothered oso...haha...

okok...gtg...tata!~ =)

watever...

.*.watever.*.

very tired tis dae...early slp...morning tired...super late slp...morning still gt some energy...haiz... --""""" i muz b mad!

haha...recently...started to re-write spirited away for horn trio version...SUPER HORRIBLE!too low le...shall take missy suggestion of bringing everyting higher...tt means...transposing...DOTX!but watever...dun wish to compose again so soon...will onli try to re-arrange...but...nvm...shall not tok bout it...

fridae went for bendemeer concert...not bad...but e audience bery noisy...after tt shuan told mi mrs ganesan sae i cannot go to malaysia wif e band...sad...really sad...haiz...

sat band was fine...sight-read a few piece...elisabeth...carmen...and IRELAND OF LEGEND N LORE!OMG!!!i love e piece so much...finally can play after so many years! =)yea...n tt tupid missy was sick...so i played 1st horn for most piece...quite shiok...its been a yr since i last played 1st horn...missed those daes...but nvm...dun play 1st horn means can...SLACK! =p so i shall sae tt its a bonus? =) haha...but it was fun...but i had 2 person sniffing beside mi...dotx! --"""" MISSY N DERRICK!PLS GET WELL SOON!haha...im e healthy one! =p after band prac...we played tt spirited away...lots of wk to improve on...whee...can go die le...haha...

after band went out wif kitty...long time no see her le...haha...gt a new shirt...i bargain wif e auntie...haha...den she sold it to mi a little cheaper...den i saw e similar shirt in compass pt selling at $30...haha...i gt it at a much cheaper price...haha...im super cheap skate de....haha...but watever lah...meet mama n aunt in compass pt after that...took lrt...but keep taking wrong one...fed up...went to take bus instead...bery pek lah...mama keep commenting on mi shoes...watever...cum home...slp...

juz now...went out shop a while...gt a new pair of shoes n jeans... =) mama treat jack's place...yum...now...muz study le...tomole gt econs test...dotx!

FARHANA!GET WELL SOON! =)

=)

=)

im trying to re-write spirited away 4 horn tiro version...

=)

wait up horn section...will try to finish half by sat so we can try k?

=)

band camp

band camp

well...let's tok bout band camp...haha...gt some gd great fun sad blah tings which happened...

Day One
well...on thursdae...after skool...i rushed home...den bath liao...papa sent mi back to skool...at there...carol n i waited 4 huimin to cum...while e others were packing e room...haha...i was slacking...too tired...when huimin cum...we left 4 hg mall...hakim was waiting 4 us outside...at hg mall...we shop till we drop...spent over $50 in ntuc alone...still went to other places to buy...den went to value shop buy tings too...den went to buy missy n dajie chicken rice...oh yea...THEY STILL OWE MI MI MONEY!i bought hotdog...haha...den e 4 of us took a cab back to skool...in skool...kerui was toking 2 e yr2...while we were unpacking a bit...den we started to haf fun wif e band...den suddenly...gt pple ask got dinner not...there was at 9pm liao...since there was no dinner...huimin n i went out to get some food 4 them...we walk a long way...looking frm many places...finally found chicken rice at ah li san...$3 per pack oso...but looks better than missy n dajie's pack... =x bigger pack...but more oily...haha...spent $15...den went to buy some tings to eat...coz huimin n i were eating e hotdog while walking to e toilet n in e toilet when we were in skool...kerui wouldn't let us eat...n we were hungry... =x haha...den we went back skool wif e rice...e band members tot we went jb to get e stuffs...den e food com started to prepare supper...after supper...we did some stuffs...studying n snacking on e food we buy...den slp...huimin n i slpt on e sofa wif our legs on another chair n e slping bag as our blanket...we felt into a deep slp...

Day 2
morning...woke up...e rest were at morning pt...i was preparing e breakfast...quite okie lor...haha...able to manage alone...haha...after breakfast...band prac...sight read 2 pieces...tt tupid missy n derrick bully mi!gif mi play 1st horn part...rubbish women...but as least they gt along...haha...after tt...lunch...den...after lunch...we had sectionals...b4 tt...we had a tone appreciation lesson wif zhengqiang n jiahao...after tt...offically sectionals...jiahao wanted to tok 2 horn section...but i can guess wat he wans to sae...so i wasnt really willing to listen...so i took mi tings 4 quite a long time...*sorry* den i went back...it seems quite serious...after snatching some choc...i stand there to listen...after jiahao left...i threw e choc n missy n derrick...we ate our choc slack a while...den i left e room wif mi horn...den tt 2 idiots shouted 4 mi...coz they wan sectionals...i was like...OMG!is tis 4 real?haha...amazing lor...den we played a while...den we started to slack by playing other pieces...den...we really slack...b4 sectionals end...we played dreamers...a piece i composed last yr...a piece i tot i would nv wan to take out...but after playing tt piece...i feel a little motivated to compose again...*thanks missy n derrick =)* den after sectionals...games...but he was DELAYED...almost an hour plus...as i was e 1st aider...i didnt play...haha...so i was walking around wif mi 1st aid bag...haha...den at 5pm...carol n i went out to get some more food stuff...tis time...i spent over $30...took a cab back...on e way back...they need e 1st aid...so i told them its wif kerui...i tired to find out wat happened...n realised tt a freshman had stepped on glass...i didnt really wait 4 e cab to stop n started to jump off...tried to clean his wound b4 covering it...den after tt...dinner liao...dinner tt time...tt guys covering was off...so i help him cleaned his wound again...but it seems quite serious to mi...haiz...as some supplies were finishing...i ask mr tey to allow mi out to get e stuff...so i went off...without dinner...i was in no mood...haiz...so out i went...was toking to kitty...asking 4 help...gt some info...spent bout another $6plus...den i went back...nite walk bout to start...kerui asked mi rudely where was mi gd friend...dotx...as if i will noe after going out 4 so long...being pissed n seeing mi pissed dampen mi mood...so i tried to call her...but sinceden i went into lt2 where they were supposed to b...tt guys covering was out again...coz he went to bath...dotx...haha...den i had to cover it again...b4 tt...i told mr kwek its better to bring him to a doc...but he sae no need...he's sure its not bery serious...zhenqiang oso sae no need...fine...so i did his wound...n nite walk started...i was alone...luckily ms yeo agreed to go wif mi...so it was still quite okie...den after nite walk...we had supper...whiel e other band members were eating...huimin n i went to bath...eng seng n jarren had been nice by accompanying us...*thanks guys* but they were outside e toilet toking to us...haha...after tt...we made cup noodles n eat...*yum* after eating...we went 4 a walk round e skool...i find it a little scary 4 mi...den huimin went to play bluff wif e freshman...i was playing wif hakim's gameboy...i waited till i was pissed...den i went to slp alone...slping wif e same position...but without e slping bag...was freezing at nite...woke up a few times...

Day 3
was preparing breakfast went i saw e injured freshman...kay heng...so asked how was his wound...he sae its more painful...so after reporting to mr tey...we decided to bring him to a doc after breakfast...tt idiot still wanted to play football...DOTX!den wen went to a doc at hg plaza...doc refer us to a&e...coz he sae tt he cannot sitch it up after more than 6hrs...so we went down to tan tock seng...i was so pissed...wif mr kwek n zhenqiang...if onli they didnt forbid bout going to a doc...argh...had to miss sectionals...n band prac...haiz...den at tan tock seng...onli one person is allowed to go in wif him...so i n mrs tey waited outside...we talked...its nice toking to her...den after a bery long wait...we went back to skool...i was bery slpy...kept falling aslp in mr tey's car...dotx...haha...den in skool...took mi horn...but onli sight read one piece...played 1st again...den after pack up...debreif n home...went to eat wif gwen wiyah hakim n huimin at magic wok...2nd time going there...was great...we had a long gossiping session... =x den we went home...after i bath...i went to slp...

Overview
well...e most happy ting bout tis camp is tt missy n derrick finally bond...thanks to jiahao...i guess?but...aniways...its great they finally tok...haha...but...i spent over a $100 4 tis camp including e food 1st aid...blah...haiz...nvm...i will juz haf to wait 4 mi money to b back...but overall...i enjoyed e camp...oh yea...hopefully kay heng will b well soon! take care! =)

they finally bond...i knew tis will happen... =)

oh well...it juz cross mi mind...

okie...1stly...it happened again...IM BEING SLPING IN MI CLASS AGAIN!SHIT LOR!haiz...wat to do?im juz so tired...i cant concentrate a ting at all...haiz...im scare

well...tis ting cross mi mind suddenly 2dae...its bout death lah...mayb yesterdae read bao bei blog liao gt tis tinking...i was tinking...where will i end up on e dae i die...i will go up or down or neither?i mean is there really places like heaven n hell?i really dunno...is life after death sth true?i really dunno lor...

but to mi...its some kind of scary...its like...u r here...den e nxt min u might b gone...n u wont noe where will u end up in...life is so...unpredictable...i seem many tings happeneing around mi everydae...

i rmb when i was in sec 1...when mi grandfather passed away...i was wondering...where will he go to?will i ever see him again?will i meet him in mi dreams or will he cum n visit mi?honestly...i glad he leave in peace...but it really breaks mi heart to learn that he's gone...forever...its hard to accept...but life still haf to go on...but...sometimes...i really wish to meet him again...but e fear always return...i mean...he not human animore...so naturally...i will b scare...but i long to see him again...i really miss him lots...n i dunno how is he now...where is he now...blah blah blah...

sometimes i really wonder...if i were to die one dae...will i meet mi grandfather somewhere out there or would i b alone?i simply dunno...im scare of death...but e tot of death being able to free mi frm all troubles...needles...medicine...stress...blah blah blah is seriously bery tempting...but i will haf 2 pay a price...that is to leave all mi fave tings n love ones behind...i wouldnt bare to do so...i will miss mi horn =x n esp music...not 4getting mi family n friends...

but...tis dae will still haf to cum one dae...its juz a matter of time...like wat cheryl sae...we haf to live life to e fullest now...but to mi...im still struggling wif e life im hafing...

if onli all e medication can stop...tings might b diff...

if onli im free frm tis...i will b diff...

=I

orchard park performance and shuan's b'dae...

i realised that i haf not write bout e performance n bbq on fridae...so it goes...

well...fridae tt time...we had a performance at orchard park 2 help raise funds 4 e tidal wave one...but its like onli a few pple there watching...no outsiders like tt lor...haha...

okie...well...we set off frm skool...den tupid missy was late...so...well...we had to help him get him stuffs...den we left...den on e bus...missy sae he will not b going back...so ask mi help him bring his stuff back...i was like...DOTX!wat am i?maid?rubbish lor...RUBBISH WOMEN!den huimin n i on e bus keep disturbing him...haha...who ask him like tt treat mi...wat a great sl! --""""

well...in orchard...it was so hot...den we were in full black...so it was worst...den we play wif hakim's glitter...haha...but some tupid junior by e name of jaron who is mr ng's bro sae we gt ehem....i shld not sae...haha...tupid idiot...den after some warm up n test drive...we had a little break...den during tis break...muz help mr kewk write down e pieces name...well...fine...den after break...we had e performance...b4 we start...mr tan sae juz now break tt time...we play no gd...wan us play better...den we started playing...well...its still not as gd...i guess...

after performance...we were supposed to join e crowd...but hakim huimin sijun da jie n i went to wisma to use toilet...haha...den after tt we went back...den got pple recording show or wat...den hakim n huimin bitch around lor...i didnt join in...haha...when we went back...we saw a dove...heard it was released by e guest of honour...but tis one didnt fly at all...it juz...stay there...den we were playing wif it...gifing it names like bandy...SRSB...blah blah blah...den we went to eat dinner buffet...den its like...huimin plate like a hill like tt...haha...

den jiarong told mi she's in orchard...den mi nanny was there wif mi...so i was like...haha...asked him sae hi to her...but she didnt cum coz we were leaving liao...haha...den...i made mi nanny buy drinks 4 mi...haha...den he left...den mi tt jaron n eng seng started testing mi IQ...IQ idiot here...haha...den we went to ask mr tan...wahaha...its funny lor...den hakim huimin n i took pic...den...move inst...2 horns...files i take...den carry to bus...tis time nv sae back row at all...cannot bitch n fool around...den left 4 skool...

when we reached skool...it was 8.30pm like tt liao...den keep tings...had a little meeting...by e time everyting was done...it was 9pm liao...mama keep calling mi...when i told her i was still in skool...she was shocked...den i told her i will b going down n bbq...will reach home b4 1am...she oso shocked...dotx...fine...

took 101 down to hougang central interchange meet szeming...didnt bother to change at all...so i was in mi full black n heels thru-out e nite...haha..so idiotic lor...go bbq like tt...but..cant b bothered...most knew i had a performance...but shuan's bro asked mi y am i dressed like tt...so i bluff tt i went to work...haha...den frm there we took a cab down to pasir ris park...szeming's da niu was there waiting 4 her...so we walked together...den its like...they keep bullying mi...den reach tt time...e chicken rice stall auntie was there...haha...its so funny lor...haha...den...sing happy b'dae...gave shuan her present...den e 3 of us sat down...waiting 4 shuan to cum...mean while...we juz keep eating n drinking...haha...eat lots of satay...haha...but tt 2 idiots keep making mi...meihua was there too...ehh...meihua is jiaxiang...haha...den after a while...shuan cum...den tok...sean was there too...playing wif cats...dotx!haha...

den bout 11pm...we 4 of us left 2gether...den we took a cab...haha...meihua n i arrived 1st...den szeming n her big cow left...haha...den...FINALLY HOME...when mi tired feet...haha...but a great dae... =)

staying 4 e sake of staying?i really dunno...

well...update bout some tings 1st...srband gt bout 70 yr 1s during orientation...big no...but no horn juniors...watever...earlier e wk...gt maths test...another gone case...e other meet vice principal...didnt enjoy e session...coz i feel like i look down on miself...n i feel like im diff frm mi other classmates...todae gt band...no sectionals at all...juz games till 11 when mr tan cum...i was sick...so didnt play...was repairing e horn...but i didnt quite like e idea of hafing games onli...i wan them to haf sectionals...but...im nt in e position to do such tings...4get it...im juz pure useless...tt 2 fellow still wont bond...but it was quite shocking they clapped e same style 2dae...when e other band members while clapping another way...gd improvement...haha...but im still useless...i really dunno how 2 make them closer to each other...

okie...here's e main pt of e blog...

i feel bery lost n puzzled...i dunno how cum like tt...mayb sick recently...of izzit due to skool work or e bands im in...even i dunno miself too...haiz...

sometimes...i juz feel really pissed in srband...i dun feel like miself in there...i dun feel like im a student conductor at all...i dun feel like a horn player...i feel like im a piece of shit...seriously...

look at e way i conduct...i tink i dun even noe wat im doing at times too...look at horn section...yea...lousy player here...cant even play e standard of liangshi n derrick...though i haf been playing 4 so long...haiz...

im losing faith in miself...

nvm bout e playing part...wat's worst is...I CANT BOND THEM TOGETHER AT ALL!they r like so anti each other...i oso feel like anti-ing miself le...im such a useless brat...after like 2mths liao...they still would tok 2 each other...but onli tok 2 each like 3 different words..."sharp...flat...okie..."they onli tok during tuning...watever lor...i sat in between them 2dae...i still can sense tension in between...but i sat thru...i act like an idiot 2dae...making them intro each other to one another...like new comers...but they didnt wan to do it...when will tis 2 person frm horn section wake up their ideas?i losing faith in miself to make them bond...i dun like tis...tension in horn section...its not like in hiband...we go thru lots 2gether...but we got each other...there's no tension...onli fun...onli encouragement frm each other...no matter how bad e situation...we noe we gt each other...we noe we can tok 2gether...understand each other...but here in srband...i dun see that close relationship...mayb i was frm a all-gal horn section...so we r like tt...but i believe e band liangshi n derrick were in b4 will haf some kind of bond...but now...SRBAND HORN SECTION HAF NO BOND AT ALL...n im sad bout it...and...i tink...tis will last till we grad...well...wat can i sae?nothing...oh well...we sure juz cont to b like tis...but i still hope tt they can b friends...though it might not really happen...

im losing faith in miself...im losing faith in them...

one ting which i tink is really sucky is tt...I DUN FEEL COMMITTED IN SRBAND...its not like e commitment i had 4 hiband...no...its not e same feeling...n i dun like it...i wan to feel committed...i love bands...but...i dunno y like tt...haiz...

im losing faith in miself...im losing faith in them...im losing faith wif mi commitment...

i wan gif up srband to concentrate fully in hiband...i dun wan gif up yet...i mean...mr tan is a bery gd instructor...i enjoy playing in his band...like wat i told mrs chua b4...i bery lucky to b in both mr tan's band...i like it...or shld i sae...I LOVE IT...they r 2 bery great musician...but its juz tt...e interst in srband is nt as great as it is in hiband...its nt like last time...when it was opps...haiz...but i still haf a bit of hope left in srband...so i wanna stay 4 a time being...

mr tan of srband 2dae asked mi y am i so firece...doesnt suit mi name at all...i told him...ask mr tan of hiband...im worst then...he dun seem to believe...e firecer i get...e more concern i haf in e band...however in jc...i dun believe in being too firece...but when mr tan im firece...i was shock...coz i tink...im angry wif e band...n most imptly...im angry wif miself...n so e temper came along...haiz...i will change...i will try...

i can see tt we will b a great band...wif lots of bond...n commitments...i can see tt horn section will haf a bery gd bond...where e hornists inside r all great friends...i can see tt i will turn mi commitments back to srband...

but all tis will onli happen if srband work together...

n i believe n noe tt dae will come...

=)

wat's mi true hidden power...?

getting lamer...


Your Hidden Power Is Wind

You have a twisted soul. You change your
directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you
over powering feature. But many enemies are
surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind

Gem Stone: Amethist, Eye
Color:Grey Blue,Hair Color:Grey that
goes to your shoulder Blades

Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder
in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different
tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.


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wat's e gal inside of mi?

TIS IS SO TRUE!

You are Dark

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You
are a dark person. Secretive, and a bit
depressed. It's either by problems in your
life, or your attitude towards things. People
feel depressed or sad whenever they're around
you, but it's what you think right? Don't care
about what other people think? I agree with you
on that, but do take care.Please Rate!


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wat kind of gal am i?

its all a lie...


You're the innocent girl next door. You are
friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like
to spread your happiness around making people
feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to
bake cookie and muffins while giving kind
compliments. Plus you actually give apples to
your teachers. You're pure and innocent and
most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone
loves you. How can they not?


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wat sign of affection am i?

oh well...


hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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wat colour is ur heart?

im nt human...coz mi heart is...yellow...haha...


Your Heart is Yellow


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OMG!!!

oh mi gosh...its horrifying 2dae...

i almost fall aslp 4 every lesson i haf 2dae!!!

im sick n tired...

n i dun feel like going skool tomole...

though there's orientation...

=x

i wish...

tis suddenly cross mi might @ 12.20am of 10 Jan 2005...here goes...

i wish to start composing again...

i really wish to...so to help mi turn mi anger n sadness n fear n all mi every kind of feeling into e music which i wish to produce...

but im scare...

im scare of composing again...after wat happened...

haiz...

e nice tot of wanting to compose again is always destoryed by e ugly tot of e 4 letter word starting wif F...

...FEAR...

i gif up on miself...

im juz a useless brat...

=(

wat shld i do?

haiz...im in a fix now...i really dunno wat to do...after reading some stuffs...i really dunno wat to sae n do...

how i wish i never exist...

=(

band prac n movie...

well...2dae band prac...srband...shld b 8.30am lah...but being lazy...i took mi dad's car n reached at 7.45am...den wait outside skool gate...coz its not open yet...den gate open liao...still need wait music room open...mr ng called mi...tell mi his bro n friend shy...den ask mi call his bro tell him tt we r aware tt they r cuming...okie...so i called...den...i realised i nv bring mouth piece...called home...ask kor help mi bring...den he sae okie...so happy...he's delivering it 4 mi... =) hehe...den mr ng's bro n friend arrived...den intro some pple to dem lor...den i do mi stuffs le...haha... =x

took mi horn n stuffs...den went 4 sectionals...i went into e room...den missy n derrick followed along...E ROOM SUPER TENSE!i dun dare stay inside...too tense 4 mi liao...so i told mi horn out n prac...whoever walked pass asked mi e same ques..."y r u praticing outside?" and e ans is always e same..."look inside...so tense...too scary 4 mi...i dun wan n dare not..."haha...really...but amazing lor...THEY WORE E SAME TING!haha...gd improvement! =Þ

took e band 4 wu mu 2dae...i still tink mi conducting skills sux...wrost sc in e world... =(

den after band...went to eat...eat lots of sweet stuffs 2dae...bad...wan to watch phantom...so we went ps...ermm...we is huimin hakim n i...but ps no haf...tis tupid huimin...checked yesterdae papers...den tell us there's a 4.40pm show...dotx...den we went lido...6.30pm show sold out...den...gracia lim bcum SUPER sad...coz she cannot watch phantom...haiz...den i keep grumbling...dotx...den we went cine slack...wan to eat sushi...but hakim cannot...ended up eating junk food...n i mean JUNK FOOD...haha...den we were watching e previews...den they showed e nobody noes...den we find it quite interesting...so we went to get e last 3 tics...haha...den we went down buy drinks...den went to watch...

nobody noes...to mi is quite a nice show...but to huimin n hakim...they dun really enjoy it as much as mi...its bout 4 kids n their mum...the kids haf diff dad...den e mum ran away wif another guy...left e kids alone...wif almost no money...they dun haf an education at all...these kids cannot get out of e house too...cannot b seen by others 4 some reasons...i tink i heard mabel telling mi bout tis story too...but i tink i quite enjoy it...its a real-life story...near e ending...its quite sad...i cant help it...feel like tearing...haiz...but...to mi...i like e show...den after e show...we went carrfour...buy sushi eat...haha...den home....reached home bout 11pm...

well...2dae is quite okie...beside being unable to watch phantom...but im still nt happy wif mi conducting...need lots of prac...shld keep mi tongue to miself even if i conduct wrongly...haha...

okie...

tt's all folks~

=I

himb visit...

well...i sae i dun wan go back...but i told mrs ganesan i will go back...so i went back...

2dae...went back after skool...buy e chicken rice frm e auntie...den she tok 2 mi 4 1/2hr lor...haha...tok bout e killer wave...n alot more...den i left to find mi section...but b4 i could go find them...melvin sae gt 2 flutes missing...den i told dem...too bad lor...they muz pay 4 it...den i went to eat lunch inside e classrm which horn section is hafing sectional...i open e pack of rice...SUPER BIG pack lor...haha...den i was like...eating n teaching n tuning n blah blah blah...haha...den i tok to them bout some tings lor...hopefully it will get into their heads... --"""

den full band...i was walking about e skool...trying to find e flutes...but cant find...den i realised they found it le...is mrs tan n mdm heng keep...*wrost mi effort* haha...den i went sit in their band prac...hmmm...gd to hear some improvements...keep it up band...but true lor...i tink cutting down players will allow e band sound better...but...its up 2 e instructors... =)

told e single horn to play...cant really pitch wif it now...coz mi fingerings all mixed up...haha... =x not mi fault oso lah...so long nv play tt le...den told double horn play a while...while keeping e single horn...e whole case wif e horn inside almost drop onto mi head!wahaha...coz e horn is on top of e shelf...lucky...nv hit mi...*phew*

but overall...2dae band prac not bad...love u guys~ =) ying2...u still owe mi 10 more jumping jacks...DUN 4GET!!!i will rmb de...haha...

after band...went to meet metro n huimin...eat liao...study a bit...okie...nv really study...more like slacking... =x

2dae another tired dae...tomole gt srband...*dotx* but wat can i do?nahx...let's go slacking again! =Þ

hehe...tata`

=)

well...

im a lousy sc... =(

i cant conduct a band at all...

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well...e horn n 1st dae of skool...

i 4gt to mention tis in mi blog...e new horn is here...but instead of 2...there's onli one...mayb coz im a bad player...so mr tan onli gt one...haha...aniways...im not using it...mi sl is...a little sad...but...

I STILL LOVE MI 669092 BETTER!!!

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well...2dae 1st dae of skool...quite slack...but still quite okie...now...A6 n A5 combine...but still known as 2A06...well...watever...was doing maths juz now...but cant do le...econs eassy finally done...hopefully correct...

...no mood blog...

haiz...

went 4 movie yesterdae wif szeming grace n ying2...kong fu hustle...so lame...so many gross tings...waste of money...i dun like...wanted to watch last yr...but managed to watch tis yr onli...i still wish to watch phantom...went to eat pasta after e show...den go home...2dae went out shop...mama gt mi e op i like...im happy 4 once... =)

skool's starting tomole...

im bloody worry n scare...

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nv had tis feeling b4...haiz...

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