THE LAST BLOG FOR 2004

well pple...2004 is cuming to an end soon...so i shld write tis now... =)

2004 has being a bery stressful n tiring year 4 mi...it began wif mi going 2 MI 4 e 1st 3mths of 2004...during tis 3mths...i met many nice friends...n caring teachers...i will nv 4get mi time there...the leaking root top...e stairs which we ran during PE...e 2 canteen stalls in e 2 level canteen...e stinky toilets which u will see s**t in every cubicle...but most imptly...all e nice pple there... =)

during e 1st 3mths...i went back to himb almost every prac without fail...even mrs chua tot im a band member there till i had a change of uniform... --" haha...but...tis paragraph is 4 himb...band...i hope u all haf read e previous blog i wrote juz 4 u guys...if u haf nt done so...i hope u will do it soon...band...i really hope u will work hard 4 nxt yr big events...e malaysia trip...i wish 2 go wif u guys...but i doubt i can do so...pls...listen to all instructors...u r all bery lucky to get such great instructors...treasure them...pls...work hard...like wat i had sae in e previous blog...e medal is nt as impt as e changelle we haf in ourselves...u r making music 4 pple to enjoy...not making music to get that medal...but never-e-less...still work hard 4 syf...dun let ur seniors down...no matter wat u guess get...i believe all ur seniors will still b glad 4 u... =) if they r not glad...i will...coz i believe u all did ur best to get e results...i will look 4ward to listen to wat u guys get nxt yr...n i will b glad wif u guys... =) horn section...dun let mi down again...nxt yr will b another changelling yr...all the best...hiband... =) mr tan mr ng mrs chua szeming shuan sean alice n all teacher-in-charge...i will look forward to wking wif u guys again...i thank u guys 4 gifing mi e chance to prove miself at times...i will visit u guys whenever im free...but i wont promise i will b able to do so...but still...thanks! i will always rmb all ur teachings... =)

after getting mi results in march 2004...i had a hard time trying to choose a skool i wan to go...tjc...mi fave skool was out of e choice...poly or jc...i was tinking...i wanted a poly...but mi bro advice mi to go to a jc...so i did wat he sae...i chose srjc as mi 1st choice...n i got in...well...i haf to sae...i gt no regrets joining srjc...e teachers there r nice...mi friends r nice too...esp 1A06...well...here's to 1A06...i noe no one will read tis...but i will still sae...A6...U GUYS ROX!i'm really glad to b in tis class...though im a bit anti-social...im glad we still made it thru...though im e one who almost didnt made it...hopefully in 2005...we will b know as 2A06 wif e same pple...if we arent...i wish u guys all e best...n thanks for everyting...anqi...thanks 4 being mi best friend for e beginning of e 1st few months in A6 till in aug when we bcum like strangers...i thank u 4 all e time u haf spent wif mi...n e times u hear mi problems...thanks...wendy...thanks 4 being such a nice friend to mi...always there caring 4 mi...mabel n joyce...thanks 4 always running wif mi during pe...though u guys noe im slow...u all still ran wif mi...im touched wif ur actions...melinda...thanks 4 being a nice friend too...e smart one...sorry to bother u at times asking u work...but im glad to help...shama n farha...thanks to mi dears...im glad u 2 r always there 4 mi...to crap wif mi...to cheer mi up...and to everyone else in class...thanks...to all mi teachers in A6...thanks 4 all ur help n ur everyting...mrs goon...thanks 4 being so concern bout mi health condition... =)

in srjc...e 1st cca i tot of joining is srband...though i haf nv heard of e band b4...im still prepared to join...wif pple i noe...or pple i dunno...im determined to join...n i did...e 1st person i knew was cheh yong...my nanny...beside jinping who i already known...he was sitting beside mi tt dae...haha...coz he's a bari player...n it was cca orientation...n its like...i nv play b4...pasa...n elton john...yea...i rmb...later i gt to noe more pple...e 2nd person was...liang shi...e super dao fellow...e 1st time i noe him...he so dao...after tt...he bcum better...after tt he was known as GS.SL.LS n later known as missy due to e efforts of mi n huimin...i learnt quite some stuffs frm tis missy...later...i got to noe jinhong who bcum mi nanny...alan...who is oso mi nanny n miao ting...mi aiai...i will rmb e time when nanny alan n aiai n i will go eat after band...i will nv miss e times... =)huimin...bcum mi best friend in band...n i hope it will cont till e end of our life...huimin...thanks 4 always being there 4 mi... =)oh...n den...metro aka hakim cum in...haha...den wiyah n gwen...i will rmb tt nite when we spent $90 at ehem 4 dinner...haha... =)oso gt jiahao...thanks 4 listening to all mi problems on msn...appreciate it...and zhengqiang...for teaching mi some stuffs in some ways and another...and den...bm kerui...though i always kana sae by him n though i always gif him black face...hope we can work well in 2005...den oso poo hee...mi asst sc...hope we can work well in 2005 2gether too...n everyone else in srband...mr tan...thanks 4 bluffing mi tt mr tan is ur bro...coz i learnt many weird tings bout u all...haha...mr azahar n mrs kwek...thanks 4 being so nice to us...mr tey n mr kwek...see u in 2005!haha...thanks to everyone in srband...those who always listen to mi complain...thanks lots!n all mi friends in srband...i appreciate u pple...U GUYS ROX! =) let's wk hard 4 syf nxt yr... =)

i oso wan thank mi bro here...4 being so nice...though he haf nt return mi mi bks yet...n mi parents n grandma n mi family...im speechless bout e care n concern they gave mi...

greatest thanks to mao mao aka shuying...kitty aka xiao hui aka xinghui...vien aka viven...i love u guys! =)

i oso wan to pray for e pple who left due to e killer wave...i wish u peace...and i hope everyting would b over soon...

well...wat's makes mi more worry most is himb...i cant simply b able nt to worry bout them 4 a min...oso...im bery worry 4 mi skool wk n nxt yr syf...but now...im most worry bout health...nt in gd health lately...so pple...pls dun anger mi animore...but still...pls do haf fun wif mi... =)i live in a stressful world...so gif mi more laughter okie?haha...i cant stop hafing lots of laughter... =)

last of all...i really want to thank everyone who made a diff in mi life tis yr...

here...i wish everyone reading tis...a happy n blessed 2005!take care n smile always!

=)

its time to update~ *HIMB test and mi last few words to HIMB*

yea...juz yesterdae...(28-12-2004)we had a test for e band members of himb...yesh...a test...haha...well...some played well...some did not...

well...szeming n i took e sl...while e sl took their members...okie...so szeming n i were in e room waiting...while waiting...we were eating...wahaha...den e 1st sl cum in...n e test begin...when all e sl are done...e percussion had their test...i went to look 4 e oboe player to gif her her test...

well...after test n band...went out wif shuan...den we went to settle e results...here's e overall i conclude...

1. Unexpected results from some members...well...wat can i sae?im shocked by them...but...never-e-less...i shld nt mention who are tis pple...it might b GOOD or might be BAD...i shld not sae... =Þ
2. Our Band need more oxygen unless they r willing to breathe more...due to lack of air...himb sounds bery thin...if there's more air...e sound will b nicer...
3. No dynamics difference...e band is a monotone band...unless they understand wat's e diff between f n p n wat is cres.n decres....they cannot sound like they r playing nice music...now...they sound like they r juz playing...NOTES...
4. Articulation...accents,stacc.,etc are noted that its not clear...well...if they still dun do it...i tink tis is a boring band...
5. Intonation...they haf nice wave~ PLEASE LAH!!!U PPLE!!!CAN U ALL JUZ LISTEN ACROSS???TAKE NOTE OF UR PICTHING CUM INTONATION!!!TUNE WIF ONE ANOTHER!!!DUN WAIT 4 PPLE TO TUNE WIF U!!!DOTX LOR!!!so horrible...i dun like e wave...their wave is like...OMG!i shld nt sae more...
6. HIMB gt no feelings...in some comments i see frm e sl...they sae tt...their members gt no feelings in their playing...I TOTALLY AGREE WIF U SL!well...its time they haf some feelings...IN THEIR MUSIC~
7. Sitting position...bery "nice" sitting position...some wif them legs open n far apart...some haf weird sitting position...oh man...HOW NICE!
8. Our Band members noe how 2 tap dance~ amazing rite?haha...wat i mean by tis is...when they r playing...they tap their feet...nth really wrong bout tt...BUT THEIR TAPPING SOUND SO SO LOUD!!!for eg...when they a rest note...they can hear e "tap" sound frm their feet...HIMB MEMBERS!!!PLEASE STOP TAPPING UR FEETS!!!TAP INSIDE UR SHOES!!!
9. Attire...so untidy...tt's all i haf 2 sae...
10. LAST OF ALL...gd luck to those who needs a re-test...its not tt u r bad in ur playing...n its nt tt u r gd in ur playing...its juz tt we wan to listen to how u sound like...izzit like wat ur sl sae...blah blah blah...BUT...still do take it seriously...

TO ALL HIMB MEMBERS WHO R READING TIS BLOG
im glad most of u took e test seriously...but...some members r nt really putting in all their efforts yet...

mr tan is back...hopefully u all gif him wat he wants...note wat he wants down in ur scores...haf a pencil wif u guys all e time...mr ng is a fun instructor..but still we still haf to gif him his level of respect...he is always fun in front of u guys...so gif him wat he wants...till now...u all r still nt really gifing him wat he really wants...mrs chua is a gd instructress...dun always let her scold u...coz she's a bery fun lady when she's nt angry...learn frm her son...ryan...he has bery gd concentration level...U ALL NEED TIS ALOT!dun always wonder when u guys can go home...if u all r gd...u r sure 2 b able to leave earlier...i believe our band instructors dun wan to keep u guys too long too...they haf a long dae like us too...ur new band president shuan,co-operate wif her...yesh...she is strict...but she haf her reasons...bear wif it...if e pass batches can bear wif even stricter n fiercer scoldings...u all can too...gif shuan a chance not to scold u guys by producting wat u all need and by prac alots more than u all r doing now...

PLS PLS PLS bring ur instrument back to prac when ever u can...if ur neighbours/parents tinks tt u r noisy...open ur cupborad which ur clothes r in...blow ur sound into them...ur clothes will take in e sound...it will b less noisy...*tis is mr tan's method he taught mi batch*if u really really cannot bring ur inst back...at least bring ur file...4 brass inst...u all can bring back ur mouthpiece...4 woodwinds inst...smaller ones...bring ur inst...bigger ones...at least ur files...4 percussion...ur sticks...even ur triangle...ur acc. inst...u all can bring it back...juz loan it frm e QM...i believe they will allow u to do so...PLS always bring back ur file...look thru ur parts...TAKE NOTE OF UR NOTES!some r still playing e wrong stuff now...take note of e tings ur instructors wants frm u all...dun let them repeat themselves over n over again...if possible...MEMORISE UR SCORES N LOOK AT E PERSON CONDUCTING U!

HIMB...u all can do it de...u all still haf bout another 4months plus to work hard...take sectional seriously...rite now...im still seeing some sections not serious wif their sectionals...its time 2 wake up pple...DUN ALWAYS PLAY WIF UR PHONES DURING SECTIONALS!medals is not an impt ting...e most impt ting is...u guys make beautiful and melodious music...rite now...wat u guys r playing r juz notes...n notes...n more notes...u all still need lots of prac...

i will b leaving HIMB for 1yr now...u all wont b seeing mi anymore unless im free to go back...hopefully...without mi...u all will do better...prac more...coz e bad person of e band will b off...PLS PLS PLS...work hard...dun let our instructors angry animore...oso...if there's any performance...go watch...listen to them...learn frm them...but pls learn e gd stuffs...it will really help u guys lots on ur playing...horn section...pls work hard on ur own now...grace n ying ying...call mi if u need help...i will try mi best...flute section n saxo section...pls take ur sectionals seriously now...there's still signs of slacking...oboe section...work hard...trumpet section...mr ng is always there to help u all...but during sectionals...do still b serious...trombone n eup section...u all r doing fine...but dun slack...clar section...huanying...its time 4 u to b serious liao...help ur sl...they r still young and might need ur help...percussion section...do lots of sectional still...eln...dun always sit while taking ur section...they r all standing...stand wif them...tuba section...all i can sae is...DUN LET SHUAN DOWN!

Thus,i shall take mi leave frm himb...i apologize to all instructors and teacher-in-charge and seek 4 ur understanding tt i need to leave HIMB for a yr to prepare 4 my major exams in 2005...i will b back after mi exams...to serve in HIMB again...i will look forward to tt dae...but if u shld need ani of mi help...pls still do feel free to find mi...im most willing to help u all after learning so much frm u all!

Here...i gif mi thanks to mr tan mr ng and mrs chua 4 teaching mi so many stuffs during mi stay in HIMB throughout tis yr though im already a grad member...i gif mi thanks to szeming shuan sean and alice 4 all e encourgememnt u guys gave mi to keep mi going in HIMB...i gif mi thanks to mrs ganesan 4 her care n concern...i gif mi thanks to mrs tan mrs nathan and mdm heng 4 not chasing mi away whenever i go back...i gif mi thanks to horn section 4 being a nice section n i hope tt they will cont to work hard n work up to mi expectation *hopefully* i gif mi thanks to all band members who brought tears...joy...laughter n sadness to mi life...

In short...i thank everyone in HIMB and i wish u guys luck 4 SYF 2005...juz remember tis...its nt e medal we r fighting for neither are we fighting to win e other band joining SYF...its ourselves we r changelling wif...

Good Luck & Good Bye

=)

haHAhaa...

oh well...mi bro's blog is funny...

=)

The Killer Wave...

i dunno wat to sae...e images i saw on tv n on e papers shocked mi...i learnt a little bout it during geo lesson...bout underwater volcano...but...i nv realise tt its so scary...

all i can sae now is...

let's pray for these countries...oso...hopefully everyting will end soon...oso...nt 4getting those who lost their lives...

im totally speechless now...

...feel like tearing...

x'mas is over...

well..x'mas is over...haha...so sad...no more x'mas le...muz wait one year liao...let mi tell u wat i did...

x'mas eve...woke up late... =x okie...8plus...suppose to b in himb liao...but i was still at home...when shuan sms mi tt band finish at 1145 instead of 1245...i took a bus down...wanted to take taxi...but took bus instead...coz i wan go buy breakfast...haha...in e end...i didnt get ani breakfast...haha...okie...i reach there wif all e present...den i gave out all e presents...well...gt quite a few present tis yr... =) i love e white bear...e horn cup...n e metal horn player e most! =) lunch tt time...went to eat wif sean shuan szeming mr ng mrs chua n her son...her son is so cute...he n sean keep "fighting" non stop...so funny...haha...szeming when to eat wif her da niu instead...haha...aniways...we had some tok while toking...haha...when szeming cum to find us to get her stuffs...she gave mi a bear... =) e white bear...haha...but mrs chua's son...ryan took e bear n played wif it...okie...so i let him play...while i go get some stuffs...when i took e bear back...its wet...ryan lick it... --""""" dotx rite...i tink it smell of chicken rice now...haha...jkjk...but 4get it lah...haha...after tt...went home n shit... =x stomach upset even since after srband bbq...haha...den i went slp...den went out meet shuying xiaohui n vivien go orchard...it was hard to walk there...11plus...we decide to stay till 12...went to a cafe to makan...i took a double shot coffee *was bloody tired then* and a carrot cake...haha...vien took waffle n drink...shuying n xiaohui took a drink each...haha...10mins b4 12...cant take animore of mi cake...vien still taking her waffle...1min b4...still waffle-ing...haha...12...x'mas...haha...we countdown watching vien eat her waffle...haha...interesting x'mas rite? =) after tt...went to szeming's house wif sean n shuan...watch vcd...but i went use her com 1st...when i go n watch tt time...a while later...e 3 of them fell aslp...and i was watching by miself...haha...i watch till 5am...den szeming wake up n off it...

7plus of x'mas morning...i woke up...cant slp liao...e rest slowly woke up too...we toast pizza n gralic bread...cook tan yuan...n siew mai 4 breakfast...nt bad sia...after watching some more shows n e breakfast...i went home...mum chasing mi home...haha...no lah...mum ask mi go back onli...haha...went home...eat lunch...den slp...bout 6plus...went out again...mi cousin's engagement...haha...e buffet dinner is bery nice...its at "the bark cafe"...haha...

looks like mi x'mas is nt bery bad...hehe...now...skool going 2 start liao...haha...dotx...update till here... =) take care folks! =)

hmmm...

b4 i start mi main tings...i wan tok bout some tings 1st...MR TAN frm himb...CONGRATS!!!haha...16/12/2004 is mr tan's wedding n e fest wind concert...i had a great time...it was great noeing so many new friends...gt flowers frm mama n szeming...i had a great time...now e main ting...

a few dae ago...on sundae...it was himb's bbq...farewell bbq...well...its like...i dun wan go...i went 4 grandma's bdae 1st...den i juz go bout 8 plus...i superly no mood...when i reach there...n i juz sit there...n started eating...ate lots of onions...haha...den i bbq a little...gt a gift frm band...a bottle wif 6 pink little hearts in it...how sweet of them...but i tink its last min...again...den its like szeming shuan n sean we stayed there...qiu cum bout 12 plus...we still eating...ate lots of butter prawns...i like...den after there qiu n kat left 2gether...e 4 of us stay there...i went 2 slp 1st...tired...morning kana gif a cat scare wake up...we started to pack up...e tupid sean ask him keep tent...he everyting oso dunno...den we sit there n wait 4 melvin...he was bery late...we were so pissed...we tell him not 2 cum...we took a cab down...we wanted to go home bath 1st...but we had a change of plan...we went 2 hihs and gave them a great scolding...hopefully IT REALLY WAKE THEM UP!!!but i doubt so...haiz...mrs chua oso keep scolding them...if like a scolding dae...juz hopefully they will wake up...haiz...4get bout himb le...

i went 2 a concert on mondae...philwinds...wif tim reynish...nice...like it...

juz now...went 2 srband's farewell bbq...again bbq...haha...nvm...meet hakim go hg mall buy gifts 4 seniors as farewell gifts...hope they like it...sth little...gt jac a paperweight...hope she likes it...she gave mi sth too... =) den we went 2 meet huimin at xinmin pri there...wan go ang moh supermarket...in e end not open...den we went parkway gaint buy stuffs...den carry all e heavy stuffs there...spend over $70...kerui not happy bout it...he sae shld b bout $50 onli..im pissed... =( i feel like tearing...its hard 2 pls e BM...haiz...4get it...bbq was fun...tok wif miao n nanny jh a bit...somehow like lecturing nanny jh...haiz...4get it...den went home...

now...after bathing...im blogging n complaining to sijun...but im really pek le...haiz...

i really dunno wat's wrong wif mi...

=(

....sad....

wat's wrong wif mi??

im not invited...

im sad...

=(

butnooneunderstandswhyimbehavingliketis...

=(

=(

i feel like crying when i went back hiband 2dae...

coz they dunno how i really feel...

nt even mi teacher-in-charge or e instructors...

so...im sad...really sad...

=(

yesterdae oso kana sae by a ex-senior frm srband...he sae i act...

sad...

=(

im always miself...n will always b miself!i will nv act!

but im really sad 2dae...

coz of hiband...

wat shld i do?

=(

*...feel like crying...*

wat's wrong?

haiz...i dunno wat's wrong wif mi lately...

i mean...i haf made a promise not to go to himb animore...but...its like xin yang yang lor...haiz...i oso dunno y like tt...bery pek cek lor...

i paid 4 mi whole section in himb to attend e concert...n i hope they will enjoy it as well as learn a little frm it...

haiz...no mood 2 blog...tomole still gt band...but i superly no mood...

wat's wrong wif mi?

am i too stressed up again?

=s

I CANT MAKE IT!

i simply cant make it...

I REALLY DUNNO HOW 2 PLAY PERSIS!!!

I RATHER DIE THAN 2 PLAY PERSIS!!!

=~(

haiz...

2dae...i gt scolded by himb's mr tan...

sad...

=(

wat's wrong?

wat's wrong wif mi these daes?

these r some tings which i wan 2 do...
1. Dun go 4 himb's band prac unless been asked to by e majors/members/teacher-in charge/instructor...
2. Dun b middle person of liangshi and derrick...
3. Prac mi horn...
4. Prac mi piano...
5. Learn mi scores 4 e concert...
6. Ask who wants 2 go 4 e concert on 16/12/2004
7. Try 2 ask himb's horn section to attend e concert...(gd lor...coz gt 10 horns playing lor!haha... =x)
8. Pack mi room...
9. Do mi work n revision...
10. Dunno yet...

haha...okie...hopefully i can do all tis by e end of dec...haiz...i tink i need to find someone to tok to soon...or else i will bcum mad soon...dotx...BUT I GOT NO INTENTION TO TOK TO ANIONE!

im a bad person...keep a distance away frm mi!

>=p

haiz...haiz...

haiz...i haf enuff...when will all tis end??its all in e memory now...but...i juz keep tinking back...i dun wish to...but...i cant help it...

who can help mi stop tinking bout them?

stop tinking bout himb...

i guess...

there's no one but...

...mi

haiz...

SRBAND IS NOT LOUSY!
CAN U ALL JUZ CHANGE UR TINKING BOUT IT???
WAKE UP UR IDEAS!!!
HAIZ...im crapping again...
4get it...

where is himb?

haiz...went 4 a performance juz now in tampines sec...juz now is on 3/12/2004...haha...now is 4/12 liao...hoho...but...it was really a great performance...really great...there's a guest band frm malaysia...n they played really really well...im amazed!e malaysia band still performed while playing...haha...bery nice...im impressed...like wat shuan sae..."better than watching display band perform"...

hearing them played really makes mi wonder...wat standard is himb...even i miself oso dunno...haha...i mean...i really had deep tots lor...i tot himb supposed 2 b better than tp band...coz they r much younger than us...but i was totally wrong...they are way way ahead of us...WAY WAY ahead...haiz...we are way way behind them...

den i told szeming n shuan...when e situation in himb is better...den i will go back help teach horn section...but they asked mi..."when will tt be?" i tot a while...n realised...nv...nv will it b okie...haiz...i tink i haf lost hope in himb liao...esp after e band camp...coz band camp was mi last dae...well...everyone dun believe mi...i will show them...n i mean it...i juz hope i wont turn soft...haiz...

yesh...i love himb alot...but...sometime...its juz too much...im letting mi tots overtake mi...wat i tink might b gd 4 them is always opps...i noe many members tok behind mi back...i act like i dun care a single shit...but i mind-ed everyting...im not like mr tan...he can tolerate all e comments...but i cant...im diff frm him...i tired tolerating...but it made mi feel even wrost...i dunno y...i juz cant help it...i guess...haiz...

but now...i tink its better 4 mi 2 concertrate on mi horn rather than on ani other tings beside mi studies...its up 2 them 2 believe it not tt i dun wan go back himb...mrs ganesan...shuan...szeming...mr tan n mr ng...its up 2 them 2 believe it or not lor...haiz...yesh...i will miss them...but i got 2 do it...or i will nv b able to leave tt place...i gt 2 force miself...haiz...

oh yea...btw...congrats to mr tan of srjc... =)

haiz...himb...im really gifing up hope...i hope candy can help mi care 4 mi section...

thanks candy...

=)

wat's inside of mi?

oh well...fine...

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i miss e kids... =(

well...finished camp yesterdae at junyuan pri skool...it was kinda of fun...let mi go thru it...

Day 1
went 2 skool at 6.50am wif all mi stuffs...and yes...wif mi water heater again...haha...got onto e bus...and off e junyuan pri...reached bout 7plus...e kids were already there...well...cant b bothered...we cont 2 do wif our stuffs 1st...den...e kids started cuming in at bout 9plus...e kids were group and e dae got started...haha...den...we played games...blah...den lunch...*yucks* okie...later on...we were back 2 games...den paul they all tok 2 nat weichong n mi...yea...den in e evening...we had dinner...and again yucks...den we had structured experience...was kinda of fun lah...den bath time bout 11plus n i went 2 slp at bout 1am in e tent... =end of dae 1=

Day 2
dae 2...woke up...tired...feet hurts...but cant complain much...can onli ask others walk slower 2 wait up 4 mi...haha...den had pt in e morning...den...breakfast...1 slice of bread n 1 curry puff...onli...watever lor...haha...den had activites...den need keep going here n there...den cant find other p/c...den pple keeping asking...den i sae its mi slot at tt time...haha...wat rubbish lor...but...watever lor...haha...den lunch...again...really yucks...haha...afternoon was ball games...i tot i can rest...haha...but i was wrong...we had another meeting...dotx...den after tt...e kids had their bath while we did sth else...den watch a movie called "you r special" really nice... =) den dinner...i go prepare again...*okie...in fact all meals is i take care de...* haha...but i didnt eat...too scare of e food le... *i took biscuits n e spring roll sharon bought!haha...thanks sharon!* den...performance nite...fun...e kids were great...but i had a hard time settling them down...haha...i almost blew up...but i didnt... *amazing...im proud of miself! =)* haha...den we...e srjcians...did a little idiotic performance...haha...but it was fun...supper was e best...prata...haha...den went 2 haf another meeting...after tt...another meeting...dotx...i was too tired le...i fell aslp during e 2nd meeting...den i asked wenli go bath wif mi...when i came back...wasnt too tired...so i waited 4 nat n siti b4 going 2 e hall n slp... =end of dae 2=

Day 3
woke up again...wash up...no pt...went 2 prepare breakfast...same...as...2nd morning...watever...haha...den play a little game b4 clearing up...den b4 ending...we had a little video...shaun did it...bery nice...n touching... =) haha...den finally...e kids went home...n i started 2 miss e kids... =I =end of dae 3=

Overview
well...thru-out these 3 daes...i learnt many tings...really lots of time...e job of p/c...handling of kids...blah blah blah...wat's most impt...i learnt how 2 control mi temper... =) others might tink e job of p/c is easy...but in fact...its not...i was almost turning mad...but...no one noes lah...haha...so...4get it...after all...i enjoy e camp...so wat's e pt of complaining? =) i really miss e kids though im nt bery close 2 them...but i really haf a fun time wif them...meeting kids...meeting n wking wif srjcians...wif mentors...wif jyps skool teachers...blah...i love every part of e camp...

i will always rmb tis camp 4 as long as i live...

=)

cheers...junyuan pri skool! =)