haiz...

oh well...i tot i seriously need to blog 2nite...well...hmmm...yesh...its sat again...n i went back to hihs again...4 band...when i reached there...it was still early...so i took mi cl to study a while while listening 2 mi disc man...and waiting...*reached skool at 7.45am*

8am came...and e members started 2 fall in...but i didnt go n bother them...i juz cont sit there n do mi stuffs...5mins passed...more members still came in...slowly...15mins...still got members strolling in...almost 1/2hr...still there is...haiz...y cant these kids b on time? its really sad to see them like tt lor...haiz...

8.30am plus...went upstairs...coz they sae band room open liao...den melvin called mi...den went tok wif e percussion pple...den mr tan arrived...den they were toking bout s'pore idol ting...but...i dun get a ting at all...superly dunno wat they toking bout... =x

den mr tan asked mi to take horn section...normally...i would "reject the offer"...but...i accepted...coz...2dae i went 2 band 4 horn section...so after slacking a while...i went to where e horns were...they really super lor...sit in a square *coz they surrounding 4 tables* den no stands...dotx...so i made them went back n take stands...den...i asked them whether they gt warm up not...but they didnt lah...so i was trying 2 teach them so stuffs...but they tot i was playing lah...haiz...sad...nvm...tried 2 warm up wif them...but their notes oso gt problem...haiz...superly demoralised... =(

*skip some parts* okie...i did wif them blue ridge saga...if u all noe tis piece...u will noe tt horns haf 3 impt notes in e 4th bar...n a "G" note in e 5th bar...OMG! so amazing!!!they tuning~ wow~~ i almost cried...i realised tt they always nv do their sectionals correctly...juz play thru and get over wif it...haiz...i shld haf taken them in e 1st place... =(

10.20am...well...i tot almost 1hr plus to go thru 15bars wif 3 horn members...amazing...but i was quite happy after tt...they played better...but still can b better lah...den gt some members started cuming round e classrm to ask us go 4 break...but i wanted them 2 play a while more...den i sae wait...but they juz kept disturbing us...haiz...*looks like im still nt accepted* hmmm...den mr tan came...allowed mi to gif them break onli when im satified...haiz...wat a big task... --" den i asked mr tan to listen to them...he sae not bad...but they need more air...but den hor...THEY DUN BREATHE DE! where gt air...haha...but...nvm lah...tis one can train de...i told mr tan nxt yr wont b able 2 cum back...mayb will cum back...but not so often...but he sae sth lah..."tis is ur passion...u shld work towards it..." when i hear him saying tis...i really agree wif it...but...im juz worry...tt i cant make it...im scare all these r gifing mi too much pressure...oso...nxt yr year2 le...impt year...haiz...i'll haf to tink bout it...

10.30am...i gave them break...i didnt went...coz i was alone...szeming n shuan not around...felt bery lonely...haiz...so i took e horn n play...but...it is not nice at all lor...haiz...sad...i played persis...n john william's pieces...well...had a little fun by miself...persis was hard...i didnt manage to play well enuff...i need alot of prac lah...haiz...

10.45am...they started 2 cum back...i went 2 get a drink...when i came back...we started wif sectional...however...i cannot do in peace again...coz gt member cum n tell mi need go ava room...*however, horn section no need...coz mr tan asked mi to handle...so stress...* so i told them tt horn section no need go...den i cont wif mi section...went thru another part of e piece...it was a little hard lah...coz...they wasnt together lah...haiz...but in e end it got a little better lah...so its still okie lah...

11.42am...i wanted to go thru e slowly movt of e piece wif them...but e way they played was...OMG! i wan go home liao...so i left them...telling them that i wan 2 hear it nicely played at 12.05pm...or else...den i left e room n went 2 e ava room n see e brass section hafing their sectionals wif mr tan...its was nice...they r improving...n im happy to hear tt... =) but...i tink one weak pt bout himb is our air...i oso haf problem wif it...haha...but we can work on it de... =)

12.03pm...i reached e classrm earlier...so i asked them to play....nt bad...haha...i was glad...really glad... =) den i cont wif them another part...so i demo 4 them...but e vol is still nt there yet...hopefully...soon...they will get it... *cross mi fingers*

12.30pm...i asked horn section pack up...i didnt realised tt e other members gt fall in...but i tink...they wont blame us ba... =s haha...but...at least i was glad i hear a diff horn section...

12.45pm...was in canteen wif one of mi horn juniors n other members...i asked another junior 2 buy food 4 mi...was too lazy to go out...coz i superly gt no idea where 2 buy food =x so its not mi fault... =x den i study...den i prac speech...den i play phone...den i...did lots of tings while waiting 4 mi food...

1.40pm...food finally arrived...$3 worth of chicken rice *bery expensive =~* den i eat mi food while e other members fall in...*they hafing footdrill*

2.00pm...i finished mi food...*ate slowly on purpose* den i sit one side wif mi bottle to see them footdrill...i almost fainted...it was so great tt i almost die...wow! grade 1 footdrill band arh...amazing! *clap clap* i even wrote a 2page report bout their footdrill...was toking 2 tian you...knew quite some tings frm him...e sec one were like...been left alone...haiz...but i didnt want teach or wat...coz they majors nv asked mi to do so...so better nt interfere...haha...

3.30pm...footdrill finally ended...horrifiying..luckily ended...haha...it was raining...den i saw ms rama...so chat wif her 2gether wif nanny judy...so sad...coz we were toking bout mr azahar leaving srjc...den she sae she might noe y he wan leave lah...hmmm...nvm...*mr azahar...leave nicely arh...dun 4get srband leh...if not i will start nagging arh!haha...* haiz...

3.50pm...i left skool after taking e band schedule...haiz...camp crash wif one of srband band prac...haiz...i tink i will b going frm hihs den... --" no choice lah...haiz...okie...den...i was tinking...juz tinking...

4.40pm...i reached home...finally...

haiz...honestly speaking...i was wondering...i keep gifing...but do they appreciate wat am i doing?im not a ex-major or a best cadet...i onli a senior nco n sl...but...im juz gifing wat i noe...teaching wat i tink is gd 4 them...but do they appreciate it? do they noe how i feel...

i dun tink so...

haiz...

now i gt a decision...

hiband or srband?

i really dunno...

=I

wat element am i?haha...

haha...im water...wan 2 drink? *lame*

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wat kind of beauty shld i b?haha...wired...

oh well...haha...*pic a little big...but its nice!*

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wat kind of angel am i?

im into angel arh...haha... =p


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how will i die? hmmm....

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well...i'll die frm natural causes...haha...popping of pills?haha... =x

wat colour angel am i?

hmmm...well well...mad bout quiz again...haha... =x

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i made it...but...

well...2dae take results...i made it...but...i dunno 2 leave or stay...im tinking bout leaving...but scare will miss band n everyting *but honestly speaking...band gt mi not still e same lor...so no haf mi still okie wat...*...but...i scare if i stay...i might nt make it again...yesh...again...haiz...coz mi results is mi teacherS help mi pull up de... *thanks teachers!*

i dun wan 2 let mi teachers down...but most imptly...i dun wan let miself down...so...yea...im hafing a tough decision now...haiz...i really dunno lah...mayb juz pop more tablets den get into coma den no need tink liao...haha...gd decision? i tink not bad leh...haha...mayb can try...hmmm...*CRAZY!*

keke...enuff of rubbish...mi friends arh...if u r reading tis...pls gif mi some suggestion whether to stay of leave by tagging mi tag board...k?

thank pple... =)

hint...hints...n more hintsssss...

dunno wat's wrong...lately...im getting lots of hints lately...frm band(as in himb) and frm skool(as in srjc)...let's tok bout it now...

hints frm himb...i tink i haf tok bout them in e earlier entry...bout e set piece 4 sfy...hopefully...hopefully...NOT!haha...wo bu yao...dotx...mayb i will go down on sat to see whether e scores there not...if not i go down on mondae after OP see see a while...haha...bery kj bout it...hoho...

hint frm srjc...frm HOD of humans n mr tan(mi pe teacher)...haiz...i tink i under probational promotion...hopefully it is lah...*scare* but...e truth will onli b revealed on thursdae...im scaring 2 death...haiz... =(

but...now...i dun really wan 2 care bout all these stuffs now...tomole...muz see doc...i tink mi glucose shot up again lor...i haf been popping 10 of mi tablets 2dae...OMG! 10...TEN TABLETS 2DAE!!! i muz b mad or sth... -_-"""" but shld b no big deal lah...im still tinking of popping more...den tomole kana coma...wahaha...no need go aniwhere *sign of depression* haha...okie...but scare lah...nv do blood test 4 3mths already...=x i've been bad these 3mths...eating wat i wan...nt taking care of mi health...but really lah...i cant b bothered wif mi health animore...

sometimes i really wan 2 let mi health control mi instead of mi controlling mi health...

coz...

i had enuff...

i dun like hafing tis problem...

if onli im nt present on tis planet...

mayb tings will b different...

mayb i will b fine...

mayb...tings will still b e same...

mayb...its nt 4 mi...

all these are chanlleges given 2 mi...

I WAN 2 OVERCOME THEM!

)= =)

hoho...wat movie am i?

haha...im tis...but i like nv hear b4...haha... =x


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wat kind of smile am i?

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hmMmm...

gt back mi promo result liao...but...nt bery gd..but hopefully can pass overall lah...haiz...thurs get full results...im worry...bery worry...

aniways...dun tok bout sad tings le...2dae...i went back himb...well...had a little fun lah...but i didnt wan play blue ridge...coz they keep playing same tings...so i went out n play mi score...haha...den...mr tan told mi..."dun b band director nxt tiime...bery stress one" haha...true lah...so if i wan...e most b horn tutor 2 himb onli lor...coz im not a bery gd player aniways...in fact...im lousy... =( den they sight read grand march n golden circle...these 2 pieces bery nice...but when they play...OMG! i dunno how 2 sae...haha...but i had fun lah...but i feel like im nt welcum...mayb coz twin n szeming nt around...so i feel wired... =s

mr tan sae sth bout e set piece 4 syf...i tink i gt his hint...but hopefully its not tt lah... *pray hard* he sae will luff when i see it...but...i dun wan luff...i wan gd piece...or at least sth i can play...haiz...hopefully i misunderstand his hint... *praying really hard*

played sesame street 2dae too...den e band n mr tan were fighting over "elmo" n "cookie monster" coz one sae elmo better e other sae cookie monster better...i really dotx there lor...den i shout "mr tan, dun waste time already!" *coz skool gate closing* haha...

honestly speaking...after so many tings tt happened...i tink...tis is e 1st time i am feeling happy again... =)

thanks himb...

even if u guys dun welcum mi...

i still had fun 2dae...

thanks...

=)

busy busy weekend...

haha...really bery bz siao...haha...sat morning went hihs band again after so long...n i gt mi pass liao...yea...n i was kana luff at again... --""" haha...after tt i went 2 srband...den missy asked mi stop pulling long face...missy...sorry arh...mi face 4ever like tt de...no choice...aniways...during hihs band tt time...i tink i hai a section kana scold by mrs chua...i dunno lah...haiz...

srband was fun...played jericho again...was trying 2 play loud...but still sound soft...haiz...no skills le...haha...tink i shld stop playing n leave it all 2 horn sl... =x haha...after band went 2 haf touch camp meeting...super fun...haha...but i was bery tired...almost fell aslp...haha...reached home @ 12am lor...slp @ 1am...dotx lor...haha...

sundae...slack at home a bit...den went 2 mabel's house do project...luckily papa can send mi go...if not...haha...den...mabel's house nice...her dogs...at 1st a bit scare lah...after tt okie lah...haha...her mum made lots of fun 4 us...but it was nice! *thanks mabel's mum!* after doing pw...we(mabel,wendy n mi) sat there sae ghost story...bery scary lor...den went home liao...haha...reach home liao i eat den went 2 slp till 10 plus...wahaha...

2dae...skool again...gt cl paper results...not bery gd...but at least pass...haiz...hopefully pass overall lah...

~pray 4 mi arh~

am i evil?

i tot im evil...mayb in disguise...haha...

I am 15% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.


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laLAlaa...haiz...

well...went to mi cousin's wedding dinner last nite...amazing!!!had dinner in e dark...not bad sia...haha... =x mi other cousin was saying...if her sth like tt happen during her wedding...she's sure 2 cry...

well..wat's great bout e dinner is tt...i can see all mi cousins again... =)i love them!! but one of mi cousin was too bz 2 go...i didnt wan 2 go coz of promos...but mi mama asked mi 2 go...so...i went...all mi nephew r so cute~ haha...ernest is still so cute as ever...nt 4getting yang yang...n e rest...haha...*too many to remember* hmmmm...well...all mi cousins looked fine...haha...they sae i looked bery stress...haha...yea...mayb...impt exam...cannot slack...haha...*im lying...i've been slacking!!!* watever...aniway...mi cousins was crapping again...she sae...haha...e generation b4 us r all married...soon it will b ours...so mi bro n i sae...she will b e 1st...but we took back our words as we realised there's another cousin hu has a gf liao...so we teased him lah`...haha...haiz...

these few cousins of mine...rite...we grew up 2gether...yea...we GREW up 2gether...we go on hols 2gether...play 2gether...n wat i liked most is...COUSINS OUTING!!!haha...but we haf nt been doing tt 4 a long time coz we r all too bz liao...sad lor...coz...we now like long long one time see each other le...haha...but...as long as we r 2gether...its gd enuff...

haiz...still cant get over mi sadness yet...but overcuming it liao...coz i gt so many gd friends around mi...wat shld i gif up a whole forest juz bcoz of a tree? rite?? =) haha...okie...i better stop here liao...need study...tml is geo n cl...n im dead! =s

i love mi cousins~

=)