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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

joke? *wahaha...*

okie...mayb mi mood is not bad 2nite...den e power station nt happy...den hor...wahaha...best...e whole area of where im staying totally black out!

haha...i was totally shocked coz actually was using com...den i blank...coz no light...heng mi hp wif mi...haha...used it as a touch light 4 a min man...den find candle...haha...den i bery bo liao...looked 4 smaller candles...haha...climb on kor's bed den finally find them...haha...den...of coz...i light them...wahaha...

den i saw mi neighbour outside...their house oso no light...worst...oso no candle...den...of coz...e kind mi *vomit* took candles n gave them...at e same time played wif sheng jie *mi cute little neighbour* haha...he's so ke ai...haha...keep playing wif e touch...den dun wan go home...haha...

okie...going 2 stop here... =)

i love himb....? *haha*

hmmm...well...2dae is quite a nice dae though there was 2 papers 2dae...econs n maths...i totally crap thru lor...haha...seem like a crapping exam 2 mi instead lah...coz i really crap 4 almost all mi papaers...opps... =x

well back 2 hihs 2dae 4 yesh...band...haha...cant seem 2 stop going there though e skool moved le...haha...but...i went back 4 a purpose lor...so...its okie rite??haha... =)

when back take mi o level cert...haha...n do recording!2dae is 2nd rehersal of hihs in harmony II:jouney thru time *dunno y choose such name --""""*e recording not bery nice...coz im not playing lah *OMG! WAT AM I TOKING BOUT* okie...haha...tt's bery lame of mi...haha...but i tink 2dae's playing nt really gd coz e seniors r not there...funny arh...MYE still haf prac...dotx...but they nt there lah...but dunno they gt study not...haha...hope they did lah...dun wish 2 c them bcum like mi...haha... =x

haha...himb...really love himb...im going 2 devote lots of mi time there...but of coz cannot 4get bout mi current band which i love lots too...haha...oh my...I JUZ LOVE BANDS~~~ arh~~~ am i mad?? haha...no rite??aniway...as long as i can...i will help himb de...no matter wat...but as 4 srband...im really wondering...shld i b there? haha...

nevertheless...i tink...2dae is quite a gd dae 4 mi lah...haha...for once...im happy... =)

Sunday, June 27, 2004

HELP!!!!

arhh...tomole exam le...cL n geo...im so nervous...im close 2 tears...help mi!!!someone...im scare tt i cant make it!!!arh...help!!!

/=granite is made up feldspar, mica n quartz=\

oh well...

haha...cant believe leh...dotx...haha

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

i need e strenght to carry on...pls...

e exams r cuming...but i cant study at all...mi mind is too full wif other stuffs...but these stuffs has nth 2 do wif e exams...haiz...let mi tell u wat are these problems...

well...skool's fun...esp band...but...i find band bery stressful...one ting is coz...im nt a gd player...n e other 2 players in horn section r super pro lor...n i mean PRO...haiz...im tinking...am i suppose to b there playing wif them...or shld i b at somewhere else?i really dunno...

another problem is...mi sec skool band...i love mi sec skool band...but im always like gifing miself problem onli...haiz...izzit bcoz i care 4 them too much so now im gifing miself even more problems?i dunno...i love playing wif them...but we always dun seem to b moving forward...im worry...i dunno y...when other seniors of e same age as mi r caring more 4 their own band now...i seem 2 b like caring more 4 mi sec skool band rather mi current band...y like tt?

honestly speaking...i feel like gifing up...but 4 mi friends...i will stay on...but is mi decision rite?i really dunno...i really need someone 2 gif mi advice...haiz...mi sec skool band is part of mi now...if i leave...its like throwing part of mi away...but...i really dunno...haiz...i really need e strenght to carry on...pls...gif mi some time...

Friday, June 25, 2004

dotx!

oh my...cant believe it...im G# minor!!! arh...dotx...haha

HASH(0x8b94044)
G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.


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horn section of hihs...

well...frm e title...yea...im frm hihs...frm band...haha...playing e horn...okie...like wat i told mi junior...i will write bout mi section one dae...so...let it b 2dae...let mi tell u bout horn section n their members frm e 1st dae i joined e band...

=the section=
horn section...is a bery nice n fun section...e sl during mi daes is xiao mei *tis was when im in sec 1* during mi sec 2 daes...e sl is jing si...she is bery fun n cheerful...e other seniors...jessica n grace...bery seldom cum...so i dun really noe them well...sec 2 aug...i bcum horn section's sl...but im a bery bad sl...always scolding mi members...coz i wan them to play well...do well...at least when i leave e band...it will b like i wan...n it did...

=jing si=
well...js...last time...she sae...call her jia sai...haha...n i did...but it was 4 fun...i remember during syf 2001...when mr koh is toking...i will b there playing wif her...coz our section always we all 2 around onli...funny rite...sometimes i teach her...sometimes she teach mi...she is a bery nice person...i really had fun when she is around in band...well...but i'll haf 2 sae a bery big SORRY to her...coz i didnt really take care of e section well...but nevertheless...she's really a great sL to mi...n a really great friend... =)

=lynette=
hmmm...lynette...wat can i sae...she's mi senior...b4 im in main band...we still gt tok a bit de...but after im in there...bcum sl...we seem to drift away...n haf some misunderstanding...but...she's really a nice senior despite all e tings...she's play well...at least she's better than mi *im a lousy player lah* she...n ying2 really close...haha...hmmm...dunno how's she now...oh ya...we onli really got better *as in our friendship* onli during e band grad party...but...still i will always remember her de... =)

=jiamin=
okie...e sL of horn section now...haha...hmmm...jiamin arh...gd in music...but always seem 2 b missing frm band...our friendship ended le...coz we now hardly tok 2 each other...but...wat really makes mi sad is...mi section which i build up like mad...seem to b...dead now...*sad* haiz...dunno where she disappear to...mi attendence like better than her sia...hmmm...she can b a gd player if she prac more...more on e quiet side...haha...she's smart hardworking...but dunno izzit e same now not...haha...i dunno...sometimes i really wonder shld i really gif up hope on her...or juz tolerate...haha...aniway...hope she will get gd result 4 her o level ba... =)

=ying ying=
ying ying...e asL of horn section now...haha...well...she joined band late...n i haf to always pay more attention on her n grace *intro her later*...though i dun like it...i still haf to...haha...last time...whole dae go netball onli...dun cum band...but now at least...she's in band coz no netball le...hmmm...ying ying...can blow loud loud...if she prac even more...she's a really great player...haha...she's funny...bery blur...but...i hope she can lead e section well lor...haha... =)

=grace=
haha...e little gal of horn section...but...dun judge her by her size..he playing n sound is real gd okie?haha...hmmm...she's e UIC of e band oso...den i like always there helping her to tidy e cupboard lor...she arh...small small cute cute de...no wonder ehem will like lor...haha...she can play really well...but one bad pt...dun like 2 prac wif e section...haha...a smart gal...haha... =)

=liting=
e onli sec 3 member left in horn section...dun really noe her well...coz i nv teach her batch...i let jiamin ying n grace teach...dunno how's her playing...but i noe bery soft arh...haha...but aniway...hope tt she will work hard lor...haha... =)

=sec ones=
one gal...one guy...finally...horn section gt one guy...haha...2 bery cute members...but need lots of prac...hope they will b bery successful members in horn section...haha... =)

well...tt's all for the members of horn section...well...horn section in hihs is sth which i will nv 4get...coz i really spent lots of time there...haha...though im a bad sL...a bad player...i will still remember horn section in hihs...however...i decided to let them go le...i dun wan 2 bother bout them le...i wan them to lead life in horn section without mi...but...i juz hope i haf e strenght n e ability to do wat i said...coz...im scared i cant make it...im scared tt i haf 2 c e section go even lower...juz hope tt someone will gif mi e strength 2 do wat i sae...n i hope mi dearest hubby horn...004449 will b well taken care of...hope it wil recover soon...horn section of hihs...sayo...

hmmm...

well...look like tis is sth almost everyone is hafing...so i guess...its time 4 mi 2 try tis out...haha...

hmmm...exams is cuming soon...but...i cant get all mi info into mi brain...coz...its too much wif other tupid tings...haha...n i mean tupid...hmmm...n i dunno y...i dunno y i cant 4get them...

mi friends always tell mi...dun care bout them...well...i oso tell miself tt "dun care bout them" but mi heart dun follow wat i sae...so...im always tinking bout them...worrying for them...i cant seem to stop...finally...yesterdae...i decided to stop it...i decided its time 4 mi to let go...4 mi to gif up hope on them...if they dun really need mi animore...y shld i force miself to do so much for them...rite?

after catching pple doing wrong tings...they hid in one place 2 cry...scolding behind my back...but all i can do is...dun care bout it...after they scolded mi...y shld they shld sms mi 2 apologise?wat's e pt?

haiz...i dunno...shld i gif up hope on ALL of them or only the few of them...but...let mi juz help them till i really need to go...