Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I realized that the older one gets, the more skeptical he or she becomes. We are often reserved about our actions and mindful of our behavior.

Mmm.

Alright. The year is coming to an end. What have I done for the whole of 2008? I went to work at far east, learnt quite a bit on property and contract agreements, met new people and saw the good and bad side of people..

Let me figure out what I want to do next year =)
1. Study hard
2. Play Trombone once more (I really really miss it..)
3. Plan COR stuff
4. Take part in Hermes activities
5. Give more tuition and earn some money
6. Try to find internship during my break next May
7. Love those who love me

Seem to be missing a lot lately...

Monday, December 29, 2008

back home from expo!

my tooth still hurts. even though it's much better than yesterday! and guess what, I was forced to practice my sign language =) haha. It has been a long time since I used it. Thank you hwee min, bing sheng, ryan and qian hao for practising with me! I am sure I improved. though I am stil quite slow at finger spell.

Okay. Let me talk about yesterday. After the nightmare at the dental, I am so thankful that my special someone came to fetch me from my house to NTU to watch NIE concert =) It was so painful that I couldn't eat. Even when I purchased cheese hotdog, I must slice it into tiny pieces in order to put em into my mouth coz I simply can't OPEN my mouth. GOSH.

Yupp. same thing happened today. ate fish soup rice and sweet corn for dinner. Hopefully the pain will go away totally tmr! yupp.

tata! Thank you shi xiong for e ride home! it was great seeing you today =) take care too alright! =)

Saturday, December 27, 2008

='(

Went to the dental today. I went in and after the dentist checked my tooth, he said that it wasn't wisdom tooth that is causing the ache. he asked if I wanted to extract that molar tooth and after giving it some thought, I agreed.

it's painful =( I felt so weak and almost cried out coz it was just some unbearable.
I don't like going to the dentist and I never ever want to visit one again =(

Friday, December 19, 2008

hey!!

Had a super busy and fulfilling week. I finally went to malaysia with wq, mp and justin! haha =) it was a happy day and to top it all, I met my DEAREST friend quiny. I miss her so much and thank you dear for coming all the way down from your house to drive my friends and me around. yay! I love you dear! *hugs*

Alright, photos will come another day when I am free =) went ck house yesterday and had a great time too. I seriously think that I should remove my wisdom tooth asap coz it's really painful. Mmmm.

OKAY!

time to rest. I love dec!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

exhausted.

my eyes are tired.. but I have faith.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

9th December 2008 =)

I passed my driving test!! yay! super duper happy for the whole day. I AM NOW A QUALIFIED DRIVER =)

hah! ok I wanted to sleep at 10pm last night so that I have sufficient energy to drive this morning but apparently, my body wasn't listening. I woke up every 2 hours in the night thinking about my driving test. haha. and the funny thing was that in one of the dreams, I actually dreamt that I passed my driving test! gosh!

at the driving centre, I saw xue si and found out that she took driving test earlier on and she passed too! congrats! It was really great seeing you. hehe. and thank you for your well wishes. Yupp. I went into the waiting room and listened to music to calm my nerves. My name was the 3rd one to be called and I was told to drive Route 1. Anyway! I got a super duper nice tester this time =) he's samad bin abdullah. He's very polite and very patient!

The moment I stepped into my car, the whole of my left leg was shivering, just like how it trembled the first time I took it. IT JUST COULDN'T STOP SHAKING!! oh my goodness. I wasn't nervous but somehow my leg didn't want to listen to me. haha. so in the circuit, I thought that I did fine but as I was making my way out to the road, a garbage truck was clearing garbage on the first lane and the adjacent lane was blocked for construction. We waited at the entrance for like 2 mins before I actually found a chance to move off! haha. While waiting for a opportunity to move, I saw that the tester's laptop showed a list of common mistakes and next to it contained demerit points. I saw 6,6 and 8. I did some simple calculation, 6+6=12 and 12+8=20! oh my! I failed even without driving out and I was damn sian. what's the point of even going out to the road when I already have 20 points.

so when I drove half-heartedly on the road and can't wait to end this driving test. When we went to the review room, the tester told me: "Congratulations you have passed." haha!!! my reaction was OH MY GOODNESS, I PASSED????!!!!!

yea! so that was what happened. I got 6 points for cicuit and 2 points for road. WOW! 8 points only! I think that I am very li hai. *grin* haha.. oops.

went to apply for my license and missed the number after 1.5 hours even without knowing that I missed it and the person insisted that I take a new number and so I waited for another 1 hour before my turn came.

WHEEEEEEEE~

I am now back in school to collect some stuff. can't wait to go home and celebrate! =D my mummy says she wanna treat me this thursday! yay!

happy day! I can now drive! yay! Thank you =)
oh my goodness. I am super nervous again.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

I went for hc band concert only to realize that nycb was one of the guest bands! I saw many familiar faces and I really really miss the time spent at ny =)

I always remember how band was like with the BBB and how our section was always in a mess in terms of playing and stuff but I can proudly proclaim now that I am proud of my juniors!! haha. you guys sound great today! (apart from the super screwed opening)


my beloved juniors shimin and sam! i feel damn short standing next to them.. almost all my juniors are taller than me >.<


yu fei!


valerie!

haha yes! so these are the very few people that I managed to talk to. I saw ms chong in the waiting room and I was super scared of her, as usual. haha. I miss mr Lee. Wonder how he is doing now.. he's someone that I have deep respect for and someone who is very inspiring. I hope that you're well.

the 7th night of July was one of the songs played today and it made me realize how much I miss wy quin and yumin. I can't wait to see them! they're my friends for life =) so many years had passed but nycb spirit and culture never dies. In fact, the band is improving and getting better and better! Fate of the gods was what made nycb attain its first Gold after 13 years of effort. I can still remember vividly the day we entered VCH and sat down to play this song with Rochelle and Xin yi leading us in. 2 years later in 2005, it was my turn to lead the section to syf.

As they played macchu picchu, it reminded me once again of njcsb. well, I don't really have that much memories during the 2 years but I must really thank Mr Ho for giving me the opportunity to lead and to play solo even though I feel that he thinks too highly of me. Njcsb was what gave me a life in jc, just like how my life revolved around nycb last time round.

Went to Al-almeen to eat supper after the concert and to my DISMAY, the quality and standard of their pratas dropped =( it wasn't hot and crispy anymore. In fact they have added too many new dishes recently - you can find thai, indian, muslim, chinese, western and many many more types of food over there. So next time if you cannot decide on where to eat, perhaps you all can try there =) haha it then struck me again how often bandees will travel there almost every saturday just to eat and chat. I haven't stepped into that shop for more than a year, just like how I haven't stepped into nycb's band room for decades..

I think I need to find the force and motivation in life to move on once more! yes!

Wednesday, December 03, 2008


The shop!


my fav la-lah


Bai Loh Mee


First time eating bai loh mee

=)

fun day out at bugis.

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Okay. I just came back about 45 mins ago. Reached home at 12 midnight today! haven't been so late for quite some time already! today is really a very tiring day!

I started with driving and I am glad that I could still manoeuvre the vehicle fairly well!! just that I didn't really check all my blind spots. haha. it was really fun driving. can't wait to get my license and drive around everywhere myself =D

yupp. so after that I went out with my parents to bugis area. After which, COR programmers had a super last minute meeting with Singapore Inline (our tour operator for Bintan). I must really thank them for being so friendly and so efficient! it was a great and thorough discussion though all of us were quite tired. couldn't believe that we actually spent the night out. anyway we took cab to a place that was very near us and that stupid traffic jam made the meter jump from $3.20 to $5! haha. =) hpoefully we can get things done asap and facilitate other members.

yes. for the past few days I was busy with COR stuff. In fact I felt that COR has given me a lot and I must really JIAYOU and work hard for it. haha let me side track a little, I realized my blog is COR-IANS-ky. In other words, it represents COR and CORIANS. haha!!! damn coincidental and I realized this only last week >.<

really tired today. think i will go sleep soon. there's so much more that I want to write down in my blog but I simly don't have the time to pen everything down. Hopefully certain memories and events will stay in the mind and not be forgotten that easily.

cheers.

Monday, December 01, 2008

so much has happened. I feel that I am mentally and physically very exhausted. should get more rest before I start to fall sick.

good night!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

happy day =)

I'm so glad that exams are over!


my darlings!


joanne, ck & me!



=)



Black out at Glass house! what a romantic dinner. haha.



Joanne's fish & chips


Eunice and MY SEAFOOD PLATTER (I personally like manhanttan one's more. hah)


Plaza Singapura



At the arcade =)


christmas tree!

I love these girls!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

AAAHHHHHHH

I feel so unprepared for STATS. oh my goodness. >.<

haha. anyone wanna disguise as me for 2.5 hrs tmr to take the paper??

*headache*

HEADACHE!! >.<

Monday, November 24, 2008

it was. a lonely night.

...

pondering hard..

Thursday, November 20, 2008

=)

went to town yesterday after my paper yesterday. went to eat Seafood Platter at manhatten fish market and I saw shuyi and chiu hui (the girl who always bully me >.<)haha. yeap. walked around for a little while and saw another familiar someone. I think I met this person at zz's party! haha. but I couldn't really recall his real name.

Yupp. it was raining when we walked from ps to borders. MADNESS. I haven't walked this much for a v long time already. haha. as we walked past, we saw part of the christmas lightings. this year they used blue as the main colour and candy is the theme! haha. the lollipops looked kinda pretty and I had the urge to eat them up. ha.


pretty right?


i like the colour combination!


=)

haha. yes. maybe one day I will go walk around orchard myself =)Yupp. so when we went to borders to browse through the books, I realized that I always make my way to the geography section. I think that I really love the nature and geog related stuff. WHy didn't I study geog!! It's something that I really love. hurhur. haha. Took the bus home and was REALLY TIRED. thank you for taking e bus home with me coz I know you're tired as well!

Mm ok back to reality,

TIME TO STUDY.

>.<

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Hey hey.

gonna go for marketing paper later. haha. someone please give me all ur creative juices!>.< I think I will screw it up later. haha. sheesh.

exams is damn long and draggy. I want it to end asap. Life seems to have stagnated once more. I wonder how this coming end of the year would be like. Given the economic downturn and all the uncertainty, everyone is fearful. We are more cautious about our spendings and stuff. haha.

Mmm. nvm! I shall not care so much for now. I just wanna meet my friends! =) enjoy my little dec holiday =)

...

yea. hope that I am sensible enough to know what I am doing right now =)

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Fate just likes to make fun of people.

sorry.

Monday, November 10, 2008

one week has passed!

exactly one week ago, things were somewhat different. Certain things in life are just. so. unbelievable. After exams, there's certainly much more stuff that I need to deal with. haha.

I met et and joanne today at causeway point =) we discussed OB until all of us started stoning and were all in a daze. haha. this is horrible! I am so glad that we managed to discuss =)

oh no. counting down 34 hours to exams. gosh! I am not done studying yet. GG. I think I will hide myself somewhere tmr and study again.

I realized that the mosquito bites that I got 2 days ago are still very itchy! ahhh!! stupid stupid stupid mosquitoes. you guys are freaking HORRIBLE. I HATE YOU!! >.<

haha.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

itchy itchy! I got bitten yesterday at the bus stop and now I feel damn ITCHY ALL OVER.

oh my goodness.

>.<

Sunday, November 02, 2008

went to wq to mac to study! it has been a while since we went out to study together already. haha. i remember both of us pon-ing school last time just to hide at mac to study. there was this once whereby all of us(wq, mp, me and a few others)pon-ed school COINCIDENTALLY to study at home but apparently, I ended up at Jurong Point eating crystal jade with my siblings while wq stayed at home and tried cooking chicken rice for the first time. HAHAHA. so much for wanting to study. I have only a few people from my JC life that I will bring them along in my life =)

haha.

went to buy dinner just now and saw a old neighbour. she shifted out a few years ago to lakeside area but she comes home everyday to eat with her mother. haha. I think her son should be quite old by now. When she saw me, her first sentence was: "Hey why are you so thin!"


did i lose weight? haha. I remember fs telling me the exact same thing when he saw me about a month ago! Perhaps I did lose abit of weight coz I realized I skipped meals sometimes. haha. but I don't think I slimmed down, just that I look abit shag with very deep eyebags and have a dead face no matter how much I sleep. nvm. I WANNA GO EAT BUFFET after the exams!!!

was talking about cruise with wq and I wanna go cruise this holiday! hopefully our mini-class outing will be successful. haha! wanna go take a break and to enjoy life! :D shall reward myself after studying so hard for the past 3 months.

Talking about studies. I completed 70% of IT and probably 20% of OB ONLY. haha. No motivation to study OB anymore after getting back all my assignments. worse still, I dread marketing! >.<

I realized that listening to music really calms me down =)I probably wanna say thanks to those who showed all your care and concern! I will jiayou! yes!

Saturday, November 01, 2008

ahhh!

i want to scream. I feel so lost in this world all of a sudden. I know that I should be positive but the fact is i'm not. I kind of hate everything around me. okay. this is bad.

Just talked to Jimmy kor kor and I must admit that he is a positive person and he has somewhat tried to make me positive as well. Mm. thank you! =)

guessed that I just need a place to let out all my feelings but certain things are just hard to say it out. Countdown 4 more days to the plane's touchdown and 11 days to my 2 papers.

SCREAMMMMMMM!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

haha.

sometimes I really laugh at my stupidity and my foolishness. Uncertainty lies ahead and I often find myself in the state of perplexity.

Why?

I have yet to decipher the root causes of all these mood swings and frequent headaches.

Ok. I just stole this from my cousin's msn nick:
"Love is not chemistry, not infatuation, not attraction, not sexual desire. Love is the wish to make some1 happy. It's altruism"

How funny. I was just thinking about certain issues a few moments ago. yupp. maybe that should be the way. I have got no time to waste and no strength to tackle any other stuff. Let me study hard! Afterwhich I will take a short break and then immerse myself in the christmas season.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS =)
racing against time!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Saturday, October 25, 2008

..I am trying, trying really hard...

I had a dream last night about you and it turned out to be a nightmare for me. why? How I wish that such dreams will never appear ever again coz it's a torture going through all these. I dreamt that you appeared in my life again even though reality begs to differ.

please get these all out of my mind. I am suffocating.

Being mentally exhausted, I went Central with my siblings to have lunch. We travelled all the way there just to eat Manhantten fish market and we had Macha Zen from Azabu Sabo as well.

As my brother and I made our way back, we passed by penisula plaza (next to Funan to IT Mall). It struck me that zj had accompanied me to this building once very LONG ago before my jc life started to exchange something. My brother and I then boarded 174 and the scorching hot sun made us very uncomfortable - we both had headache.

......

Plaza Singapura - went there after my last O level paper to watch harry potter.
Town.
NJC.
Nygh.
Band.
KAP.
Bt Timah.

.......

for goodness sake, I think I should start studying and find better stress management.
=(

Thursday, October 23, 2008

as time draws nearer, I realized that many are pressing hard for time. I do not want to question how I spent the last 3 months?? I learnt a great deal of things and saw the cruelty of life. haha.

anyway! just wanna tell my dearest friends - 204, wq,mp n cl not to be too stressed w work. haha. we have survived through A's. What's worse than that?

jiayou everyone! I look forward to seeing you guys on deepavali! =) miss you guys lots!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I left off the last post talking about the active ageing carnival =) well, what i wanted to say was that I enjoy doing social work because it is very fulfilling to see the smiles of the elderly and that they thank you continuously just because you've spent a day with them. I always remember myself following my dad for such events when I was much younger. Because of the fact that my dad is grassroot leader and that he was very active in all these events, ie walk-a-jog, cc carnival day, family day, mid-autumn, I grew up in this environment.

despite the walk starting at 7.30am most of the time, my dad will bring the whole family to the Community club at 6.30am. *yawns* haha. I remember going to their conference room to nua and drink as many packets of milo and packet drinks as I want. hehe =)

I don't mind going back to do such events and be part of all these! shall go join YEC if i can at the end of the year =)

alright. I went to ps last friday trying to eat some dim sum buffet that costs only $10.20 as advertised the day before by TV. depiste reaching there at 1 plus, i waited till 3pm - who knows that when I go back at 3pm, they told us that the restaurant is full and you must book in advance.

$#%@$%#&$&!^(!@#(*!@(%^&*@#&!

haha. I was super dissapointed!!! gosh! cheat my feelingss... ended up eating ajisen in the end. Mm. went to airport on 19th oct to send justin off. been to T3 for 3 times this year already. ahha~ he's gonna be away for almost 3 weeks!!!

okok. let's talk about sth happy! my marketing presentation finally went well! after being condemned for 3 times, he finally commented that our presentation was excellent. haha! yay! great work to my team members, jingwen, mery, jiamin n xinyi!! yipee!

Monday, October 13, 2008

went fort canning to help out in active ageing. quite a lot of things to write down. Will come back next time for more.

**6 more days to go**

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Internal Combustion.

I need to find the drive from within to push myself further..

For some weird reason, I seem to be missing many recently.

Monday, October 06, 2008

whee!!

was looking through my jc photos and I wanna say I miss many people!!

I miss -

WENQI
MEIPING
CHENG LUAN
BENJAMIN
JIAHAO
BIX + JOSEPHINE
n many more band ppl..

can't wait to see you guys! everyone hang in there with whatever you're doing k?

Saturday, October 04, 2008

As i stepped into KAP for project meeting in the morning, I saw someone familiar. I scruntinized the person and as the person turned around, he saw me and came over to say hi. haha. I almost forgot how I came to know Jackson and I realized that I haven't seen him for more than 2 years already. He didn't change much though. I seemed to have met another friend of his sometime last year at KAP too. why is the whole world going KAP? couldn't believe that I have spent 6 years of my life revolving around kap..

heh. okay! =)

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

happy children day =)

i couldn't help but to recall my primary school days where everyone will bring food to school and all of us will go home with a bag full of tidbits and toys!! haha. yummy yummy!

Been spending the past few days pondering about certain issues. Yes I am determined to strive and excel in everything I do now. even though I don't like agree with certain grading system and the quality of education received, I will put in my very best.

haha.I am gonna study for IT Quiz later. WISH ME LUCK. cannot afford to screw it.

18 more days to go and yet I haven't prepared anything. what should i make? totally no idea. haha. aiyo!! >.<

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Scream.

I don't feel right. Perhaps the more I give in, the more vulnerable I feel. I don't like this feeling.

Yes. so recess week is almost gone! I went pasir ris chalet yesterday for rsphi foc.it took me awhile to wake up in the wee hours of the morning and travel all the way from bb to pasir ris and I guss it is all worthwhile =) really got to know more people and it did make everyone feel more comfortable with each other. When i was there, I couldn't help but to recall the nbs camp! the place where everyone didn't sleep just to talk to each other and stuff. I wouldn't forget this lifetime experience I guess.

went changi last saturday and so many things have changed. I was there with him once somewhere last year too! As we walked around we stopped at BK to see all student mugging there. I feel very sad that Singapore students are so ignorant coz they simply hog all the seats and denied tourists the chance to rest. *ouch*

RAH! I HATE ASSIGNMENTS n PRESENTATONS. someone please give me the magical power to do well for everything. ha.

Monday, September 08, 2008

I am appalled by what happened today.

Friday, September 05, 2008

Yesterday was a fulfilling day. I figured that Thursday is my most-packed day because I have lessons from 8.30am to 6.30pm. It's really quite hard to stay awake throughout the day! gosh! but I am glad that both OB&D and IT lessons are fun and entertaining!

I was busy trying to settle mooncake orders yesterday and next week I will be busy delivering mooncakes!! haha thank you all for supporting me =) you guys rawk my world. Not to mention, I must thank yy for being such a superb CGL to be! Thanks kenneth, jh, al, qiqi, ming, mf, samuel+lyn+Alan+rachelle & justin for buying mooncakes from me! :D

Yes. By the time COR meeting ended at night, it was already 10 plus. As we were discussing with camp mottos, I realized that both my mottos have very deep meaning.

1) Unspoken trust forges friendship for life
2) Embrace the future - this is all where it starts

Even though I thought of these 2 mottos within a short time, what went through my mind was how HI felt through their journey in life. haha anyway! it's time for programmers to JIAYOU!!! we must make a good itinerary! =) I sincerely pray hard for Thailand to stop all protest and end the state of emergency so that I can go there!!

*prays*

As I travelled home, I realized that someone has awakened the hidden band passion within me. I reminisce the past where I was a crazy girl over band and that I will jump and smile everyday in school during band prac!! haha. And because of the fact that I sit at the last row, I ALWAYS sway to the music when I am resting and Josephine will say that im SIAO. Mm. I wanna be immersed in music again, but I am not too sure of how things will go. Next sememter, if possible, I would like to play at NIE- purely for the interest and the passion and nothing else. I find it quite amazing that someone can actually make me open up a little for I haven't really found crazy people in NTU to make me behave the way I do in NJ.

OKAYYYY. time for work. I am gonna play lanterns tmr =) yay!!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Had a discussion with an old friend and there's always so much to talk about! =) In reality, everyone just got to embrace the future with open arms, to accept what's coming our way and to deal with them effectively.

it's has been a cold and rainy night tonight.. I wonder who's gonna keep the souls warm. I am glad that things appear to be okay on the outside but will the person really be alright? this is not something that an ordinary someone can handle.. it takes courage, and strength to brave through the situation.. I pray for things to go well for you!

I am tired! but I felt very accomplished today =)

Monday, September 01, 2008

Freak!!

This is damn irritating. I almost couldn't remember how they(or rather,only him) spoilt my entire day just one week ago.

>.<

Okay. I shall be ignorant for the time being. If they're good, we are SO gonna be BETTER than them.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

hello!

Sorry for not updating my blog.. been really caught up with work for the past few days. The whole of August went passed just like that - a little unbelievable for me to realize how fast time is passing.

Well, for this month I did lots of things. I watched NDP 2008 with my sis and took some really good photos! =) Went zz's 21st party, had picnic under the stars with my dearest OG-Hermes, sent my dear yumin off at changi airport, took M5 test (I am glad I passed it), failed driving test, attended NBS DnD and had lots of fun. Now I am embarking on COR Project..i just came back from chinatown today with YL and Tab to source for tour agencies..

Exciting hur? I totally agree that uni life is really hectic. Sometimes I laugh at myself for being so silly the last time round. Now that I am in it, I can somewhat recognize why certain things happened the last time. Let's just hope that history don't repeat itself. Alright! I will try to write a longer and more meaningful post next time..

*yawns*

Thursday, July 31, 2008

I'm listening to Abba Gold and it reminds me of nycb. Argh!! I miss nycb!! I wonder if I should go watch the concert this coming monday. As much as I still love listening to band music, I am more or less detached from band. I miss njcsb too. *ouch*

Went NTU for freshmen welcome ceremony. It was a get-together with many people, like liying, jiamin, ferrarina, eunice wong and many other familiar faces! GOSH! I never knew that I will meet them today and what really excites me is that I can be classmates with chokwan, eunice & Joanne again! Miss the fun we once had before.

As the day progresses, I must admit that I got a little skeptical. Many thoughts ran through my mind. On a side note, like what rachelle mentioned, Hermes guys are gentlemen and I really appreciate all the help offered by them =) we watched 'The Mummy' at Jurong point and I personally do not think that it is a very worthy movie to watch.

o I met up ee chan & Harry last night! we had fun at the arcade and thank you harry for the treat! =)

Time to go do my stuff.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I WENT TO NIGHT SAFARI LAST NIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE =)

We had a mini-class gathering consisting of wenqi, meiping, justin, kian pang & me. This outing was initiated by me coz I have got 50% off Admission tickets! whee~ I have always been wanting to go there but haven't got a chance but I am glad to say that it's worth taking a look at the world class Night Safari in Singapore!

I saw fruit bats, hippo, rhino, deers, flying squirrel, otter, elephants, porcupine & many many more!! Of which, I enjoyed looking at the Otter most. There were 2 young otters living togther and they seem to be very playful as they will swim around and play hide and seek with each other! one of them even stood up in bewilderment and stare at us. wahaha~ they were really cute & they make funny noises! I felt like bringing them home to keep. hehe.

The fruit bats are HUGE! oh my goodness. it's quite funny coz the keepers actually cut the fruits into half and then stick them onto the tree branches for the bats to eat. O and there's this golden jackal that is known to be the god of death or sth. This is because they are often seen around dead corpses!

Ok. Fun and Thrilling day out! =)

Friday, July 25, 2008

hey guys! I am back to my super busy lifestyle again! apart from meeting friends I found myself some work to keep me occupied. Btw, Minds outing was fun! we were really noisy and many turned up and to top it all, the birthday cake was super YUMMY! As I needed to go for family dinner somewhere near farrer park, I navigated my way from bugis to dhoby ghaut & then to Little India. It's a matter of time for me to know these places more in-depth.

Anyway! I finally met my dearest 204 peeps. It was really hard to organize one meeting considering the fact that most of us are really busy with our work and other commitments. went work with my sis on wed and got to know a lot more about her and thank you for always buying me food =D

o, I finally met Kenneth today after 6 months of trying to fix a date to meet up. Thank him for his Ajisen dinner too! hhaha~ It feels good to meet primary school friends and catch up with each other.

I think I should do sth about my blog skin coz it's so so so incomplete. shall see how again! next week is gonna be packed for me as well. haha. cheers!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

hey hey!! I am back with part 2!

so on day 4 after the shi zhi lu kou we made our way back to aloha loyang. mingle cheer is really useful in making people walk faster!!! lol. Mm. After reaching chalet, everyone was busy changing and preparing. To keep is short, my sp and I went to Sun with Moon at CHIJMES for dinner. After that we made our way to cafe Iguana & then to Arena. I didn't bring my IC and was so afraid that the bouncer will check. It was an eye-opener for me to go Arena coz I haven't got the chance to see one for myself. Somehow, I didn't quite like the place. After awhile, hermes peeps went to the stage area and started dancing and I was a little stone coz I didn't know how to dance and was starting to feel giddy? haha~ After some time I got into the correct mood and started to dance along with the music and I was telling myself that since this is probably one of the v rare chances that I will be in such places, why not enjoy myself and have fun? haha~ We left the place at 3am and made our way back! It was hard to keep ourselves awake but most of us did.

day 5

the last day finally came and after packing out stuff, we headed back to NTU again. This time we played a mass game that involved snake & ladder and it reminds me of HELP Camp 2008 coz we played the same game too! hehe. It was fun but I seriously cannot run anymore!! panting like mad after running a short distance. oops! After the game we had lunch at 4pm & thereafter we had the closing ceremony.

We had an emo talk and somehow I couldn't control myself. Many broke down but we were all so proud to be part of this big family.they made a v nice photo frame for each of us and it's sitting on my desk next to my bed right now. we ordered pizza & sushi and took lots of photos! hope that I can lay my hands on these photos soon coz I wanna develop them! I will miss my fav senior most! followed by Micheal & all other gls & seniors =) Yes. the camp has ended but many other things are just about to start.

saturday!
Alright, so I spent the whole day sleeping at home and I gave the Band BBQ a miss. Even though I was in my lala-land the whole day, I wanna thank my special someone for buying mac and bringing it to my house just because he knows that I haven't eaten at all. Thank you for everything! I really appreciate it =) the meal was super tasty even though I took almost an hour to finish it coz I was too tired to eat. haha~

sunday!
finally I am writing about today! =) went out the whole day starting from bugis to cathay & lastly to ps. watched hellboy 2 and was a little sleepy at the cinema. hehex. had dinner at the food court & the lady was nice enough to give me a new kopitiam card. met fan di over there and got a shock! I will probably see her around in NTU again soon! To end the day, we went to arcade to play the throwing balls game! it was really fun!!! if I own that machine, I will probably play it everyday. wahaha~

yupp so it's bed time again. good night all =)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I am having post camp hype!!

Nanyang Business School Freshmen Orientation Camp RAWK totally! It was the best camp ever and I am sure it will continue to stay as the best camp in my life. I LOVE HERMES and all my seniors. haha~ When I first received the Application Form in June, I was very hesistant as to whether I should go for the camp. Out of 600+ applicants, I found myself lucky to get into this camp thanks to the type-writer! =D

YEs yeS YES! I was so afraid of everything initially but I am now proud to say that I have learnt a lot, especially in terms of character buidling. the camp rawks!!

day 1
We met at boon lay mrt & took bus to NTU. Dao Sheng & Mei Fang are my buddies and I was quite taken aback when seniors actually asked the guys to carry the bags for us! We had talks from the sponsors and I realized that the air-con was so cold that I was freezing coz I was wearing FBT shorts! My dear CGL Micheal bought us Milo from Mac to quench our thrist. heh. When I found out that Sebastian was a fake freshie (he's actually a year 3 accountancy student), I felt so so SO CHEATED. OH MY! how can they cheat our feelings. haha. we had field games and all of a sudden I couldn't concentrate of what I was doing -- seeing the halls and sports complex triggered some memories. Anyway! I met year 3 senior Adeline and found out that she was from nj band! we talked so much about mr ho and the people that we know. At about 12 plus at night, we had supper proudly sponsored by our seniors! they bought fried bee hoon, roti prata, kopi & tea for us to eat in the middle of a cold and rainy night. o and thanks to my buddy dao sheng, mf & I did a super dui lian forfeit (the water melon, banana, raisins & rambutan one). haha! at night we went to nanyang lake. I was so so so SHOCKED and DUMBFOUNDED when I found out what ny lake was about. THANKS SENIORS. After taking a shower at about 4.20am I thought that I could have my beauty sleep but no! we made our way to sentosa!

day 2
for goodness sake! I found myself sleeping for only about an hour before we all had to wake up for beach activities. Everyone was tired but the guys are still quite sporty and they participated actively. There's this game whereby we have to pour sand into opponent's bag. Thinking that it was very fun, I volunteered to play. When the game started I was running like mad! the other team, pubma, was very aggressive and they were all out to win. My supposed fun game became a nightmare all of a sudden coz the runing really shag me out! ouch! Beach activities were pretty fun and we kept doing photo formation and every attempt to dry myself was frutile. the washing machine in the water was quite funny too! following that we had ah gua show! thumb up to yiyong! the 'girls' looked so HOT and SEXY with their Z Cup. haha! After all the games, seniors treated us to ben & Jerry ice cream. WOWWWWWWWW! and it was definitely VERY VERY YUMMY! I fell in love with strawberry cheesecake! shall go eat it again someday. we left for changi chalet after that & My chalet was next to the one I had for my pri sch gathering. We had fright night and buddies consisted of amanda & Liang qi. Amanda & I were screaming like mad and we were sticking ourselves to Liang qi. I suffered momentary blindness after being blind folded for too long. Sebastian bought us doughnuts at night! wheeeeeee~ we slept at 1 plus as promised. haha =D

day 3

we practised our dance and made our way back to NTU for pool games. We played the 'Tuo1' game and only the guys actually took off everything. girls have simply got too many hair accessories! Somehow I regretted not knowing how to swim better coz the games were really fun! whenever I go down to deep water I could feel myself floating away and people always have to pull me back! lol. we had confidence jump and it reminded me of OBS. even though we were last group to complete the game, all of us felt really happy and no tinge of sadness has ever lingered around us. hoohoo! so the performance night came and I was pretty worried coz I was in charged of the music. o well, we put up a good show in the end! great job hermes =D after that we met our secret pal. we were blind folded and it was quite lame! seniors sat around us and ka jiao us a lot. haha!! ming hui was busy disturbing everyone and Alex was saying:'Hey MARY!' and I was like %@(&&#*%*)@! IM NOT MARY! RAH! -.-"

haha~ after the interaction we left NTU to aloha loyang chalet. sounds good eh! we played the traffic light game after that and slept at 5am.

day 4
(I have typed so long and I am only at day 4 >.<)
alright, so after breakfast today we were dressed up. we had banana leaves, pandan leaves & chopsticks on our head. seniors smeared paint on our faces and I looked HORRIBLE! yong ming wrote on my left hand 'call me sarah' while alex wrote on my right hand 'My MARY'.. we went on a food trail called shi zhi lu kou, the one similar to jacky wu's variety show. heh. shall go back there someday to eat! o on a side note, I was made to kiss a frog! Ewwwwwwwww! We ate roasted duck, laksa, mee sua, wanton mee, prawn noodle, otah, teochew porridge & many many more =)

ok I am tired. part2 will come tmr!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

oh my goodness! Even though I am not working now but I still find myself VERY BUSY! Gosh!

Let me recall a little. Last monday I met up with Shi zhen after about a year and had a good chat with her & saw Ma Jun & Wei ting there too. Met Yumin for Tea at Pasta Place =) Had dinner with Justin and we walked around town for the entire night and finally settled down at Lucky Plaza to eat porridge. Somehow we both missed the porridge we had at Veerasamy Road and most probably we will go back there again to taste the porridge if we get the chance! hehe.

I spent my Tuesday with my gan ma and my gu gu. Somehow I finally went out with them during my holiday as promised! I actually followed them to their classmate's house for some gathering & I found out that the HDB flats nowadays are becoming gorgeous and they look like condo! went town after that to meet bix and jiahao and I spent almost half the day in town again. haha.

wed I went to the crematorium to pay my grandma my respect. Thurs I went to JB with my parents & aunt for food! haha~ Celebrated Mum's & Dad's Birthday by giving them a treat =) o we bought a mocca cake from malaysia and it's really good! and it costs so much cheaper there. Friday I met Aunt Alice for dinner and as usual she treated me. Shall find a day to treat her! Anyway she bought me to wine tasting! it's really cool and I did learn quite a lot. thank you!

Changes are always taking place and sometimes it is hard to change the environment around us. It will only be weird if one doesn't change and I realize that I am not the only one changing. For most people who are interacting with others, especially with the working society, they have changed to become more reserved about themselves. haha. o well. No matter what, I still strongly believe that staying morally upright is very important.

I am going to NBS Camp tomorrow and I am quite excited! I haven't been to a camp for super long and I think I will be shagged out for the next 5 days coz if I don't have enough sleep, I will turn into a walking zombie. OH NO. so let's pray that I can sleep during the camp. haha! I don't really mind anything else. I better go pack my stuff.. if not I wun get to sleep tonight anymore. good night all! will be back for more updates after I come back =D

Monday, June 30, 2008

Hey!

I am officially unemployed. I feel so free now! enjoying my last few weeks of holiday and doing almost anything that I want. Last friday was my last day and I went to work smiling! went to central to buy doughnuts for my colleagues =)

Earlier on I went to ntu with huiying for the medical check-up and we spent quite some time trying to locate the different places. Anyway! I shrank by 0.3cm. Why didn't I grow any taller? during the eye sight test I realized that my eye sight has deteriorated. my right eye isn't as sharp as before and my left eye is actually seeing blur vision! I guess that my 6 month work in office using the computer whole day attributed to this. It's time for me to rest my eyes before it gets any worse!
So, I ended my last day rather peacefully and both jenn n weemay are very happy when they saw the present keith and I bought for them =) In life, there's always the good, and the bad.

to celebrate my last day, my daddy actually bought the famous satays from clementi and fried kway tiao for us. I went home and indulge happily in the food, only to realize at night that I am too heaty and that NOW, I am sick. Down with flu and sore throat. *shrugs* Promised to meet Kek today but I ended up staying at home resting. I am really sorry about this!

On a side note, I went for section outing yesterday at ps. It was super hard to organize one but I am glad bix managed to get all of us out. Thank you bi xiu! Karwai treated us Ajisen and then we realized that they have always been treating us. haha!!! so next time it will be our turn to treat them. Finding an activity to do for 6 people is not easy and somehow we made our way to arcade and to our surprize, the arcade was pretty fun! They have this new machine where there is a touch screen and all you have to do is to take plastic balls and shoot! for every play there is 3 different rounds and so the 6 of us passed every round with flying colours coz there's so many of us playing! haha~ another game that we played is a music game. basically there's 9 buttons for you to press and it's pretty fun! there's this STUPID song about a muscle man and it goes like M-U-S-C-L-E Muscle! x2. hahahha!!!! we were laughing our hearts out for it is really dumb and hilarious.

There's still quite a few people that I have yet to meet before I start my school. James, Kenneth, Alice, ym, 204 peeps and s10 peeps. Hope I can reccover fast enough to go out everyday! whee~

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The amount of things that I need to do is gonna pile up again!!

RAH!

Sunday, June 08, 2008

went for etude today and thought about the world that I once came from. As they played the pieces, I had the sudden urge and temptation to play music as well. my heart beats with the music and undeniably, I miss band.

I miss the music that we all once played. I miss my instrument & my section. I miss benjamin, jh, nic & joe. I miss the stage and the applause from the audience. I miss the fun that njcsb has given me despite the horrible school days back then.

Perhaps I should just be glad that I once been through it.

Okay. Met many today but apparently I only spoke to a few. As we move on in life, we meet new people and expand our social network but at every stage, we often filter out our friends, leaving behind a precious few that we would want to keep and bring along to our next stage in life. I wonder if anyone took note of what I said before.

I am gonna stop working in 3 week's time! can't wait for that to happen for I probably just want a break and give myself excuses to sleep and play as much as I want. haha. sounds good right? I want to buy a new phone so if there's any good model to recommend, feel free to drop me a message =) I am looking at sony ericsson's camera phones only.

It's almost 2 am now. good night to all!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Maybe I am a little too demanding. Maybe I am over sensitive. I am starting to lose interest.. Let's hope that this doesn't happen.

Work has been keeping me very busy recently. After completing the bulk of indexing I am now thrown with more tasks to do. It isn't that bad because time passes really fast when one is busy but sometimes we just need a break. Both mentally and physically.

Saw Mr chan and his wife today at mrt station! haven't seen him since I took my A levels. Quite weird to see him dress down but it was good meeting him! haha. and as usual, he's a workaholic with tons of work to do - reservist, school work and all the tutorials n consultations! I am so glad that I don't have to touch physics for the rest of my life for it was a struggle studying physics! no more of physics phobia anymore..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Thursday, May 22, 2008

The last time I saw her was a couple of months ago. I tried to call her name but I simply couldn't remember. Someone told me that I probably mistook that person as someone I once met.

Today I met her again at the same place. I am certain it is her. It DEFINITELY is her because I can feel it. Why is she here? Isn't she supposed to be gone for good for she left without a word the other time?

I wonder what's going through her mind..

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I actually spent the whole of last night before I go to bed thinking about certain stuff in life and acknowledged the fact that morality is closely tied to the growing pace of society. In this pragmatic and cruel world, either you fight for what's yours or you will simply be left behind - waiting to die.

That's a thought to ponder..

Friday, May 16, 2008

Been a movie craze for the past few months and I personally do not think that movies nowadays are really that fantastic and brilliant anymore. Watched Iron Man, Forbidden Kingdom, Dance of the Dragon & What happens in Vegas recently and for most action movies, the plot is forever the same. The good versus evil and good always triumphs over evil, don't they?

Went Vivo last night to catch 'What happens in Vegas'. It's a pretty good! Do catch it if you're free guys.. It's hilarious and entertaining and to top it all, it's something that is quite close to our lives. 'Sometimes we will only treasure things only after losing it.' How true is this?

It struck me again and I do not wish to dispute this fact. Why is it that humans only know how to treasure and yearn for what they once had after losing it? Why can't they learn to protect it while things are still in their control and they still have the upper hand?

I am trying hard to make the best of whatever I have and sincerely hope that above depicted scenario will not happen to me,or to the people around me anymore for the feeling is tormenting.

So, another week has passed. I am seeing a lot of things around me and I am beginning to be realize and become more apprenhensive. At the end of the day, unscrupulous humans will just turn your world upside down.

Alright. I am tired! anyway i went to jog at 6.30am on thursday morning! Quite shocked by the fact that I actually did managed to wake up to run. YES. TO RUN. I am trying to exercise more in order to lose fats. hahaha!! and I realized that trombone playing helps keep my arm in shape. Office Work can make a woman's arm grow super FLABBY which is DISGUSTING. I wouldn't want to be like that someday! it's Scary.

good night to all! happy weekend!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Do you know that you are such an irresponsible person that I think you should reflect on your own doings. first time you ignored my email. second time you didn't keep us well informed. third time you ignored my email AGAIN. fourth time you FINALLY acknowledged the sms tt i sent you but apparently, NOTHING has been done.

STOP giving excuses that you're busy and stuff. Yes you may be busy but so are others! Take on things only when you think you can manage your time and juggle everything well.

OK i am pissed.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

happy mother's day to all wonderful mothers in the world =)n happy birthday to py! next time you kids can celebrate both mother's day n mother's birthday all in one day. sounds cool eh.

haha anyway, i realized that the number of posts this year is pathetic! Ok. that doesn't really matter coz I figured that not many will vsit my blog. It's May 2008! very soon my long holiday will end and there's still a couple of things I need to do. btw! I have finally sorted out my photos and developed them. this time round i developed 350+ photos and i think it hang the photoshop's computer. hahah~ I am so glad I finally forced myself to do it when I fell sick on wed 2 weeks ago. Just a side note, it really makes a difference when you develop the photos and when you simply store hundreds n thousands of photos in ur computer.

I went for a walkaton yesterday with my dad. it's the official opening of the southern bridges and it's pretty interesting. Shall go there again at night someday =) Many ministers graced the occasion and media came as well.

I am now waiting for my driving lesson which is at 1.45pm. hope I can pass on my first try! afterwhich i can start driving people around singapore! hahaha! Meanwhile I shall oontinue to finish up Inuyasha. I am finally at episode 162 after dunno how many months.

The working society is really different from the days back in school. My brother asked my maths today and I really find it very challenging n thrilling to solve maths questions even though I forgot quite abit. Hope that I can find tuition! =) for it keeps my brain alive.

happy sunday!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

hello guys. I am back. Life is always so happening back in Sg.

I took my first driving lesson today. Surprisingly, I ended up learning how to drive a manual car instead of an auto car. It was pretty fun and thrilling! There's probably a lot more to learn before I can go take the test and go drive on the road all by myself. haha.

I went to bt timah today, only to recall my school days where I had spent 6 years of my life taking the same route to school. Met quite a few people and it always feels good to know how the people around you are doing.

As I had lots of free time, it struck me to go walk around town area. Walking aimlessly for two and a half hours didn't make me tired. I haven't walked around or shopped alone for ages, hahaha. Anyway as I was walking, someone asked me for direction to go G2000. Apparently I do not go PS often and therefore I am not able to give him directions! Shortly this guy started to initiate a conversation and I walked off. Pardon me for being so rude, I just don't like meeting new people this way.

Went starbucks for a Meeting. So much more things to do and I have received the Letter from NTU. I have gotten into the course that I chose but most of my friends got into Business while I am the only one in Accountancy so far. Should I go appeal? I don't really like doing things alone as much as last time.

It's late. I am starting work tmr again. Wouldn't it be good if I can get paid without working?? ha. I should just go find ways to make more money! good night!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Anger.

I almost forgot how it felt to be angry. Today I was really pissed off with something and was very angry. I have got completely no idea why I felt that way but I was taken aback that I actually felt anger, angry over something that doesnt realy matter to me at all! It has been about 2 years since I last felt angry (apart from being angry w myself and my brother), the word anger doesnt exist in my life at all, not until today.

I have probably changed once more. Hope it's for the better =)

Sunday, March 09, 2008

I went Jurong Point again today. As much as I am uncertain as to where I will eventually end up, I definitely feel more connected to NIE n NTU as compared to NUS. This is probably because of me spending part of my life travelling to nie for band. Jurong point is not only a shopping mall as well.

Anyone has any good advice to give me?

Monday is approaching and I don't really like it for I dread the long n tiring week ahead! ha. Hope that things will turn out well tmr! and one more thing. I have yet to decide if I wasnt to continue working coz sometimes I feel that I just wanna take a break to enjoy. Let's wait and see what I can do..

Saturday, March 08, 2008

So the most waited day was finally over. Thank to all who have helped me in one way or another =)

went to ntu today for their open house. Still in e midst of thinking what course I should take.. Mm.

Friday, March 07, 2008

It's March. Yes it is. Somehow I realized work life really makes one's life pass faster. OKAY. I have always got many many things to blog but apparently I couldn't access blogger at work and by the time I reached home, I simply head towards my comfy bed everytime. haha.

Let me enjoy my last moment of peace before I collect my result later. I almost forgot that I once struggled through it just a couple of months ago! If you ask me to take the exam again, I would probably have forgotten everything and so the conclusion is: Being Forced to Study juSt Because of Exam doesnt really embed KnoWledGe into our Minds.

Anyway! I went back to nj 2 days ago to see the band rehearse for their concert. It is held today as well and I am supposed to go help out with the ticketing. I seriously hope that I will have the mood to be able to sustain until then. The visit back made me reminisce the past.

haha. ok i shall stop for now. let's all pray for good news! =)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Death.

A word that seems so vague yet it encompasses so much more. The whole week was tiring for everyone came together once more. I learnt a lot about life and the values that should be passed down. thank you for everything.

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Saturday came. I waited to see you but somehow things just didnt turn out the way I wanted it to. Fill my empty gap or I will really be at a lost. the feeling is tormenting.

Monday, February 11, 2008

As time passes, I think that there is a need to recapture what I want. The conversation that I had during cny made me think, but it is not sufficient.

But how? I don't like changes.

Friday, February 01, 2008

sometimes a short moment may mean a lot.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Hey guys. sorry for not updating!

I shall update a little bit for now. I am currently working! today is my 9th day at work. In the past I always wonder how the working class is like and I think I have experienced how it feels like. Firstly, I hate squeezing the MRT everyday! oh my goodness. Sometimes it is SO BAD that you're ALMOST in complete physical contact with a total stranger and you 2 are separated by just 2 pieces of cloth, which means to say, your clothes and the person's clothes.

Another bad thing about mrt is that adult fare is REALLY EXPENSIVE. im broke. really brokee from taking public transport! I miss the 45cents bus fare no matter where i go. To those who are still enjoy the privilege of paying only 45cents, please treasure your precious moment. The only console about the train is that it connects me to people who were once part of my social circle. I have met quite a few ny girls n others from all places.

Anyway! I have turned 19. There's a group of ppl that I must thank. First and foremost, to my dearest 204 peeps - eunice joanne junhua chokwan & tong chong! you girls are really special to me coz no matter how far we are apart, you all nv fail to remember my bdae =) thanks girls. it's always v heart warming to meet up w you all!

okay! next! thanks to my section n jh! thanks for e card n your ang bao. haha. first time i received money as a present but it's quite good in some way coz I need that a lot =)

special thanks to josephine n jh for coming to my house with a cake! yes i was taken aback coz I seriously didnt expect you 2 to appear at my house! hahaha! thanks. really.

thanks to my jc friends! wenqi meiping cheng luan justin. here's to all e jan babes! haha. meiping! thanks for co-ordinating =) hard on you le. hehe.

lastly to this impt someone! thanks for e cake n ur surprise! haha. i was stunned once more.

yupp. enough said. thanks to those who remembered my bdae. from pri sch, sec sch n jc life, thank all who managed to stay in my life!